Why can't the lead singer control himself

Zheng Hao looked at the back of the electric car going away, and was stunned for ten seconds, standing upright, as lonely and helpless as the coconut tree next to him.

How good-tempered Zheng Hao can be. The young master who has been spoiled since he was a child, would rather have no money to eat than not be angry when he is at his worst. He owes and makes up for Wan Jingjing's kindness, but he must be willing to do it. Pushing the nose on the face is about to explode.

So Young Master Zheng stood there with a dark face for a while, drawing a dead line in his heart——

If Wan Jingjing doesn't come back within 20 minutes, he will really leave.

10 minute later.

"Hey, you just told me when you went to buy a helmet. I really thought you threw me away. If I didn't wait here, what would you do if you couldn't find me after you bought it?"

Zheng Hao sat on the back seat of the electric motorcycle as he wished, with the red helmet Wan Jingjing had just chosen for him on his head, wrapped his arms around the front waist in satisfaction, and babbled loudly in people's ears.

Even if the other party ignores him, he has no complaints.

The only thing that didn't meet expectations was that Wan Jingjing's cycling speed was too slow, and several bicycles nearby overtook them.What about flying against the sea breeze?

"No, why didn't I realize that you were so careful before? When you insisted that I wear a helmet, I thought you were driving me in a racing car? It turned out to be at this speed?"

Arriving at a dessert shop, Zheng Hao yelled that he was thirsty and insisted on stopping for a rest. In fact, he felt that it was too boring, so he might as well sit down and chat for a while.

Sneaky and sneaky, he found an unoccupied seat on the side, Wan Jingjing ordered two drinks and refreshment, and when he finished complaining, he had an attitude of saying what you want but he must listen to me when he comes to my place: "No People tell you to come and no one forces you to sit."

Zheng Hao has no temper: "Okay, okay, let me drive you later?"

Wan Jingjing: "No."

The sweet coconut milk was mixed with the smoothie, and Zheng Hao ate half a bowl of it. The pores of his body opened up in the air-conditioning. The boredom just disappeared, and the joy of reunion overflowed from his stomach.

He finally remembered what he was here for:

"What happened to you last night, what stimulated you?"

Wan Jingjing was stunned for a moment: "You came here because of this?"

It's Zheng Hao's talent to push his nose and face, so he hurriedly boasted: "Isn't that right? You said that suddenly, it's like giving a good card. I'm so nervous, I can't eat and can't sleep."

Wan Jingjing was a little helpless after hearing this, and said with a smile: "You are a good card, Zheng Hao, you have nothing to worry about."

"What is there to be confident?" Zheng Hao asked in a daze.

Wan Jingjing rolled his eyes: "I really don't understand how your brain can write so many sour songs."

Zheng Hao seemed to have realized it but didn't seem to have it. He grabbed the last two words and asked, "What's so sour, don't you like this new song?"

"Don't pretend to be confused." Wan Jingjing felt that Zheng Hao was deliberately pretending to be stupid, but there was no evidence, so he could only open his mouth and say:

"You chased me with the confidence that you will win. No matter what you do or say, you know that you will not fall into a bottomless pit. But in the past three years, I have slowly consumed hope and self-confidence.

I feel unfair, especially aggrieved.No matter how good you are to me, I feel that there is no way to get it back. "

The store door opens and closes, the wind chimes jingle, and the conversations of other customers and shop assistants linger in my ears.

Wan Jingjing's sudden confession made Zheng Hao feel that it was a mistake to choose this dessert shop. This kind of atmosphere is really inconsistent with the situation.

But it seems that the two of them have always been so out of place, and they have always been so out of date.

Zheng Hao held Wan Jingjing's right hand under the table, like a young couple who secretly fell in love when they were in school, avoiding the eyes of the people around him, approached him and whispered: "Then I will always treat you well from now on, will I make up for you? "

After speaking, I also felt a little sour, licked my lips and searched, and said: "There is no fairness or unfairness in this matter of feelings. How can this be calculated? How much is a ton of gold, how much is a ton of love, there is no way Calculated."

Wan Jingjing neither sneered nor ridiculed such words that were not right, but thought for a while, then nodded vaguely.

Zheng Hao was more sure that he had been stimulated by something, and couldn't care less, squeezed his hand distressedly, and said from the bottom of his heart:

"I don't know what to say...

I want you to go back to Beijing, but seeing you like this today makes me happier and more relaxed than the three years I have known you. more important.

I like your songs, I like your status as a guitarist before, and I will never forget the encouragement you told me... These are all you. I don’t know why and when I like them, but I know that without these I also like you, how can this be clearly stated? "

Wan Jingjing listened in silence, and gently squeezed Zheng Hao's fingers with his right hand.

Zheng Hao pursed his lips and looked at a strand of hair hanging on his forehead when he lowered his head. The longing that had accumulated for several days seemed to wake up at this moment, and he said all the thoughts that he had been thinking over and over since we parted at the airport that day:

"What's more, I really hope that you can still make music now, but it doesn't matter if you don't want to, these are not the most important things to me.

I really want to know about your past, because I want to be closer to you, so that I know how to treat you well, and know when and why you will be unhappy.

But it’s okay if you don’t want to say it, give me some time, I will learn to feel your emotions, and I will make you less angry in the future, and I will talk about it later when you feel that I am reliable and trustworthy. "

He smiled a little embarrassedly, and wrote sourly and frankly in the song, but when he said it face-to-face, it had another meaning:

"You made me think clearly. That's all I think about. But after thinking about it, I feel that it doesn't matter whether I understand or not. I'm just sure that I like you. This is feeling, not logic."

Wan Jingjing smiled, but the corners of his eyes were a little red.

Zheng Hao was worried and flustered, Wan Jingjing was right, he had no experience of falling into a bottomless pit, Wan Jingjing had traces of everything about him, and he always knew subconsciously that he could touch the other person's heart .

But at this moment, putting all my thoughts and weight on the table for this person to choose is actually the same anxiety.

Put your whole heart in the hands of others, no matter how sure you are, you will be apprehensive.

Wan Jingjing looked up at him, opened his mouth and made no sound, Zheng Hao was anxious but patient, waiting for the other party's verdict.

He said, "Don't coax me like a little girl, don't treat me like anyone else, don't show your sweet words."

Zheng Hao's old face was a little red, and he rubbed his hands and said, "Okay, okay, I'm not, and I don't know what to do... But of course you are different from others."

Wan Jingjing added: "I just don't like it...I'm afraid."

"Afraid of what?" Zheng Hao asked.

Wan Jingjing said slowly: "I'm afraid that people will hate you. I'm afraid you will go to another extreme."

He paused and said, "My dad never let me play basketball when I was young, because he thought it would hurt my fingers. I have to learn piano after school. If it were you, what would you do?"

Zheng Hao thought for a while: "Maybe I will skip class, I don't know, no one cared about me when I was young."

He was freed when he was a child, and there were very few things that his family did not allow him to do. There were even fewer things that he cared about and was afraid of. There was never the word "dare not".

Wan Jingjing smiled and said, "I have never used such a method... If I did something beyond their acceptable range, my dad would not beat me and scold me, but would only show very strong disappointment.

He never treated me as a child, when he was very young, he chatted with his graduate students, he chatted with me, as if I should be the mind of that age group, if I am as naive as my peers, Being disobedient and rebellious is already a complete failure. "

Zheng Hao was a bit unbelievable, he asked: "Then you, just, have you always been obedient?"

Wan Jingjing smiled and said: "I told my dad that there will be an hour of self-study after school, and then I will take advantage of the first half hour to play, and the second half hour to go back to the classroom to do my homework and wait for him to pick me up." When you do, you won’t be able to see it.”

Zheng Hao: "High."

Wan Jingjing shook his head with a smile: "My dad said that I am obedient on the surface and hold back my ideas behind my back, but I really hate myself like this.

On the one hand, I desperately wanted his approval, but on the other hand, I couldn't control the urge to resist.

Many other things were done later in an attempt to undermine his authority. "

He smiled again, as if he remembered something: "But everything backfired..."

Only then did Zheng Hao understand what Wan Jingjing meant by the other extreme—this person would be wronged if he was not treated well, and he would be afraid if he was too kind to him.

Zheng Hao touched Wan Jingjing's knee and said, "But our situation is different, and our relationship is also different. Besides, I don't want your approval, I really want to make you happy."

"It's not about you, it's about me." Wan Jingjing said again: "I thought I was different from my dad, I thought I would definitely not be like him. But that day I suddenly felt that, in fact, I still became him.

Let everyone be trembling, guess what I think, and let those who care about me be in fear because of my happiness and anger. "

Zheng Hao still felt that it was different, but he couldn't find a clue to refute it, so he could only comfort in a low voice: "Where is it so serious, I am not worried, I am willing."

"But this is another kind of unfairness."

"So Wan Ge, you suddenly realized that you finally realized that I was actually accommodating you, right? Is that what you mean?" Zheng Hao was afraid that he would continue to dig into the corner, so he asked in another way with a smile.

Having said that, Wan Jingjing finally rolled his eyes for the first time, then nodded and admitted: "I think if this continues, you will get bored too."

"I will, I would have also", Zheng Hao replied:

"I got annoyed when you insisted on making me wear a helmet just now."

Seeing Wan Jingjing's face collapsed again, and he fell into a look of deep introspection, he hummed twice:

"Well, there's no one who wouldn't be bothered, but then you came back with a new hat and I was fine again,

Wan Jingjing, Wan Jingjing, look at me. "

The person on the opposite side raised his head, and Zheng Hao continued: "Brothers will settle their accounts, that's because they want to separate.

But I want to be with you, so I am willing to owe you a little, and I am willing to make you feel that you owe me, so that I can always be bound.

You are not your father, you can even reflect on someone like me, someone like me who deliberately stabbed me to make you clean up, how can you be the person who controls the emotions of the people around you?

Our friends said they were afraid of you, but they didn't dare to quarrel with you. When they called you Wang Jingjing face to face, they were more happy than each other, because everyone was close to you.do you understand?Um? "

In order to coax his future boyfriend, Zheng Hao even dared to chew the root of his father-in-law's tongue. He thought to himself, in the future, tell Wan Jingjing about my unreliable parents and let him chew it back. He should think it's fair Bar……

Wan Jingjing kept looking at Zheng Hao and said, he didn't know how much he heard, but after listening, he stretched out his hand and squeezed Zheng Hao's chin.

Zheng Hao: Is this the pampering of a domineering boyfriend?Oh no, domineering future boyfriend.

But in the next second, the "future" boyfriend became the "present" boyfriend.

Wan Jingjing said: "Okay, after that, we owe each other, and the dynamic is fair."

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