[Entertainment] Outsiders

"Selective amnesia is when a person is exposed to external stimuli or brain collisions, and forgets some things or people or things that he does not want to remember or escapes. Many unsatisfactory things will happen in everyone's life, and some will soon Just forget it, but some are always lingering, no matter how hard you try, you can’t forget it. Every day, every moment, you repeatedly torture your fragile nerves, and you keep walking on the verge of collapse. Shame, Complex emotions such as anger, grievance, and being deceived are entangled together. Forgetting is the best way to protect yourself. Selective amnesia is a defense mechanism in psychology. In layman’s terms, if a person encounters a powerful stimulus, This stimulus makes this person unacceptable, so subconsciously he will choose to forget this matter, which will form "selective amnesia". However, although it seems to have forgotten this matter on the surface, its shadow still exists. Do things Sometimes I will be unconsciously affected by that incident, maybe I don’t even know it, and it will gradually become a knot in my heart.” Zhao Qinghua spoke a little dry, picked up the coffee in front of him, drank After taking a sip to moisturize his throat, he continued, "We can selectively delete the things on the computer and mobile phone, but people's memories cannot be selectively deleted."

"Then she is..." He clearly remembered what Su Yu said, Li Qingyuan had the disease of selective memory deletion.

"That's right, she does have the problem of selectively erasing memories." As Li Qingyuan's psychiatrist, Zhao Qinghua knew what was wrong with Li Qingyuan, whether it was her duties as a doctor or just based on her relationship with Li Qingyuan, She will not tell the man in front of her too much, "Selective deletion of memory is essentially an enhanced version of selective amnesia, and it is also for self-protection. I want to know how bad your relationship with her is before you Let her selectively delete all memories related to you from her memory. No..."

Zhao Qinghua carefully observed the man sitting opposite her, and a flash of inspiration suddenly appeared in her mind, and she suddenly had a bold guess, "Can you remove the makeup on your face?!"

Quan Zhilong was taken aback by Zhao Qinghua's request. He came out after playing the song, with makeup on his face naturally.The woman in front of him asked him to remove his makeup without knowing why, but Quan Zhilong was a little confused, "Why?!"

Quan Zhilong didn't understand why she suddenly asked him to remove his makeup. They were clearly discussing Li Qingyuan's selective memory deletion, so why did they change the subject.He didn't know whether he took off his makeup or not had anything to do with their current topic.

"Nothing!" Zhao Qinghua noticed Quan Zhilong's resistance and the suspicion in his eyes, smiled, pursed her lips and said, "If I'm not mistaken, after removing your makeup, you should belong to the That kind of handsome, white and picturesque boy with curved brows and eyes when he smiles..."

Zhao Qinghua didn't observe Quan Zhilong's expression. She lowered her head and stared at her mobile phone, looking at the photo she had just found, with the corners of her lips curled up. It seemed that her guess was right.

"She has the potential to be a playboy, and she can't move when she sees a good-looking boy..." Zhao Qinghua closed the phone, looked at the man sitting opposite her with raised eyebrows, and continued to say what she wanted to say, "But she can't fall in love with anyone. She can easily like someone, and she can easily hate someone. She doesn't like someone for no reason, and she doesn't hate someone for no reason. From what I know about her, she is very fond of For the kind of boy with delicate eyebrows and eyes, fair and picturesque, curved eyebrows and eyes, especially sunny when he smiles, her ex-boyfriend is this type of boy. Logically speaking, your appearance should belong to the type she would like... ..."

When Quan Zhilong heard Zhao Qinghua's words, his ears felt faintly warm.I don't know why when I heard Zhao Qinghua say that Li Qingyuan likes boys like him, I felt unspeakably happy.

"Do you like her?!" It was a question, but Zhao Qinghua said it in a quite sure tone, but Quan Zhilong was stunned because of this, and opened his mouth to refute, but was stopped by Zhao Qinghua, "Don't rush to refute. In fact, refusing is also a sign of guilt. Maybe you don't realize that your attention to her has exceeded the scope of normal friends. Teenage friends, I haven't seen each other for many years, and the relationship will gradually fade Yes. These years, she has forgotten you, and you can’t remember her. It’s good to live in peace with each other. Why do you have to worry about what you have and what you don’t have?! How tiring, just like before, meeting and pretending to be each other I don’t know each other, we live our own lives, isn’t it good…”

"I remember her, I always remember..." Although they hadn't met each other in these years, he never forgot her. He remembered her all the time.

"Remember?!" The portrait of Zhao Qing seemed to have heard a very funny joke, the corners of her lips were curved, and the smile on her face was slow, but the ridiculousness never reached her eyes. There is no room for development, I don't know. But now, you remember her, but she has no impression of you at all. You feel dissatisfied and feel that it is unfair. Why do you remember her, but she treats you as a stranger. This kind of dissatisfaction, unwillingness, piles up in your heart and turns sour. Maybe you don’t even realize that your attention to her has surpassed the scope of ordinary friends. The beauty of a young acquaintance, coupled with your excessive treatment of her Care about attention, as time brews, she becomes your care. Your care, in a sense, is that you like her..."

Quan Zhilong opened his mouth to refute, wanted to say no, how could he like Li Qingyuan.He was just dissatisfied that he remembered Li Qingyuan, but Li Qingyuan didn't remember him.But for this kind of retort, when he met the other party's clear eyes that seemed to be able to read people's hearts, he just opened his mouth, but he couldn't make a sound.

It had to be admitted that her words really touched his heart.In the past, he remembered Li Qingyuan, but that was only in touch with the past, and he would only think of her occasionally.Unlike now, he seems to be obsessed with Li Qingyuan.Just like what Zhao Qinghua said, he was unwilling, unwilling to remember Li Qingyuan, but Li Qingyuan forgot him.

They just knew each other when they were teenagers, and their relationship was not very close, but now he is troubled by Li Qingyuan forgetting him, "You are her doctor, I wonder if there is a way to remind her of me?! It can be recovered, I think her memory can also be recovered..."

Zhao Qinghua was stunned. She told him so much, originally to dissuade him. His unwillingness to act on Li Qingyuan turned into an illusion called [like], but his persistence was beyond the limit. her imagination.

"Theoretically, it is possible to recover." After Zhao Qinghua took over Li Qingyuan for so many years, she has been working hard to heal Li Qingyuan. This is her wish, but the actual situation does not allow her to do so.

"Then is there any specific method?!" Quan Zhilong heard Zhao Qinghua say that he could recover, subconsciously raised the corners of his lips, and asked directly, eager to know the method.

"I am not her first doctor." Zhao Qinghua did not answer his words, but changed the subject, "Her first doctor was my teacher. When I took over, the teacher told me that if there is If possible, try not to remind her of those memories she has forgotten. The relatives around her also insist on this attitude..."

Li Qingyuan was the patient who took the longest time to treat in her career. She couldn't cure her, so she could only spend time with her like this.

"Why?!" Quan Zhilong asked why.

"Because the memories she has forgotten are too tragic for her. It's good for her not to remember them. If she is forced to remember them, she will probably collapse..." Zhao Qinghua lowered her eyelids with a gloomy expression. Hypnosis, trying to find Li Qingyuan's forgotten memory, but the result is...

If possible, Zhao Qinghua also wanted to selectively delete that memory like Li Qingyuan did, because her hypnosis evoked memories of the past, and she never wanted to see the hysterical Li Qingyuan hiding in a corner.

"What did she forget?!" From Zhao Qinghua's words, Quan Zhilong realized that Li Qingyuan had forgotten not only him, but also painful memories that Li Qingyuan didn't know about.Otherwise, Zhao Qinghua would not have said the sentence [The memories she has forgotten are too tragic for her. 】I don't know why, just thinking about it like this makes Quan Zhilong's chest feel tight and uncomfortable.

"What did you forget?!" Zhao Qinghua grinned, leaning forward on the chair, leaning on the table with both hands, staring straight at the man opposite, and said word by word, "Of course. It’s people and things that make her miserable. She forgot you, have you ever thought that she doesn’t forget anyone, even her ex-boyfriend who made her sad, but she just forgot you, you, You never thought about the reason for this."

From the moment he found her, she began to analyze the man sitting in front of him, genius, proud, full of charm, and a little stubborn, a man who is very attractive to women.

She has taken over Li Qingyuan for so many years, so she has a clear understanding of Li Qingyuan's preferences.Li Qingyuan likes boys with delicate features and good smiles, like her ex-boyfriend; she also likes geniuses, like she has liked Iron Man for many years, just because Tony Stark is handsome when he is working.

The man in front of him was a genius, a genius in music, and his appearance was in line with Li Qingyuan's liking.Li Qingyuan forgot about him, most likely...

Zhao Qinghua made a bold guess, maybe, maybe Li Qingyuan, who was in love with her in Girls' Generation, liked him, but he liked someone else, and she couldn't see her liking, and the secret love that couldn't be loved was too painful, which made Li Qingyuan selectively delete All the things related to him in memory.

Zhao Qinghua chuckled lightly at her guess, if this is true, then it would be a good show.

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