Hughes of Armantia

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Writhing, with nothing to do but accept the pain that can't stop.He was tied in front of the cross like a living sacrifice, and what sounded in his ears was a familiar but completely unfamiliar incantation.The pain that even the soul seemed to be torn apart was conveyed from the heart. There was no scar on the body, but it was able to feel the pain as if even the limbs were peeled off.Whether Hughes or Nixiu...

"Why? I have to put up with this? I'm... the king... why? Betray me? Shuneva..."

The same soul feels the same feeling in a place that seems to be on the other side of the world.

In my own room, there is nothing, just rolling on the ground unbearably...

"Nishu... Nixiu, open the door! What's wrong? Is there something wrong?"

Mother's voice sounded from outside the door, worried, and kept ringing, as if the door would never stop as long as it was locked.

"It's okay...a little...it'll be fine soon..."

No matter what the mouth says, it is not the case at all in the heart.If the doctor could treat the current situation, Nixiu would definitely open the door without hesitation, and then tell his mother in front of him that his body hurts so much, as if the pain came from the bottom of his heart.But there was always a feeling that told him, doctor, there was no cure for it.

"This... what does it feel like? It's so familiar, as if the soul is about to be torn apart. My head... is humming, I can't stop..."

"Brother, stop! Hughes will die if this continues."

Shuniwa was still muttering spells, no matter how Jieer stopped or interfered, all the spells seemed to be engraved in his mind, and they could be uttered naturally just by opening his mouth. Today, Shuniva seems to have done countless experiments and repeated them in his heart countless times.

"Brother! You are lying! You are not the one who said you want to save Hughes? Does it matter if Hughes is dead? Why? Why do you want to do such a thing..."

The origin of everything originated from the recuperation time after Hughes was shot a few months ago, until the fire problem. A series of things happened in the middle, which made Shuni who was still hesitating whether Nixiu should come back Wat, made the final decision in those short few months...

1.1

In the early morning, Nixiu picked up his usual backpack and went outside. Although there should be a lot of things in it, Nixiu put all the things he could put in the school. Except for the homework assigned by the teacher the day before, there was nothing in it. No.It's almost like saying that it doesn't matter who takes what. Of course, this is a common behavior for almost everyone in high school nowadays.

"Nishi, don't you want to eat something? Breakfast will be ready soon!" Mom's voice came from the kitchen.

"No, I'll just buy some bread outside."

After Nixiu finished speaking, he walked outside.

There is no need for parents' special car to pick them up. You can take the tram if you can, and walk to school if you don't have it. It doesn't matter if you are late.Every day seems to be repeated, and there is no difference between each day.

A little bit special happened a few days ago, that is, the kidnapping of Nixiu.The moment he was kidnapped, Nixiu really felt his heart beating in his chest, but when he saw that the kidnappers in front of him looked like they were novices, they were frightened and anxious after just kidnapping one person. Looking at it, my heart unexpectedly calmed down, and there was no more turbulence.In Nixiu's words, if you don't dare to kidnap, you are still planning some kidnapping case, and you don't have the awareness to kill people, but you still dare to do it?It's ridiculous.

Nixiu also thought about what it was that heartbeat feeling when he was caught at that moment, was it really fear?But I didn't feel a trace of fear. Maybe it was just a sudden difference in life, not the excitement as usual!As a result, I even felt tired of living, and then I began to yearn for death.

When crossing the road, I don’t want to look around at all. It doesn’t matter if a car hits me at any time. I even think it’s okay to have something thrilling happen at any time, even if I am lying down in the novel. Passers-by A, B, and C with guns.

"Whoosh!"

Just as he was thinking about it in a complicated way, a motorcycle drifted past like the wind, without any brakes, he was simply enjoying the fun of racing, and he didn't even seem to care if he almost hit someone.

"I rely on your mother! If you don't know how to drive, don't drive on the road. If you have the ability, hit me! Don't say you can drive if you can't kill me!"

Nixiu cursed at the motorcycle going away on the side of the road, but the other person left without turning his head.There is no feeling of anger in my heart, it is still very quiet, so quiet that there is no trace of waves...

Why does the life of such a boring person still have to pass like this?It seems that there is no difference whether there is a self or not.At school, I don’t have to talk to my classmates. At home, I hardly see my parents except in the morning. Everyone is so busy, and everyone keeps repeating a life similar to mine. But why is it that they are still alive even though they are so boring?Obviously feel that living is very tiring, but still alive...

Recently, a different scene seems to have appeared in my mind. Even Nixiu himself was frightened. Nixiu had never thought of looking for a girlfriend or something, but some time ago, when he was traveling in Venice, for no reason. I had a dream, an unspeakable dream, so real, almost as if it was real, there was a person on my body, and then...

"Ah!!! Don't think, don't think, don't think! Idiot! Can things in dreams be taken seriously?"

"call……"

Nixiu took a deep breath and continued walking forward.Really, I obviously have no intention of wanting a girlfriend at all, but I have such a dream, if God really has eyes, he should fall into a girlfriend as soon as he opens his eyes, right?No, if you really want to open your eyes, you should let the end of the world come earlier, saying that 2012 is the end of the world, but you can’t even see a shadow in 2014.I don't want Noah's Ark, please let the end of the world come sooner, okay?