Where to send the rest of your life

On the day Yu Shen came back, Xue Tanpei was hanging out with female guests in a hotel called Shisanyue in the city, holding wine in his left hand and holding hands with his right, so affectionate that even he was surprised - he was willing to step back and play patiently Literary.

Thanks to Yu Shen, he can also name one or two well-known writers at home and abroad, so as not to reveal too much.

As for Miss Jiao, who is studying in a prestigious school, I'll see you after tonight.

It's not that he didn't know that Yu Shen's boat arrived at the shore at night, but he held his breath, and he just didn't go to look for him first, to see who took the breath and who suffocated first!

"Master Xu, do you think the great writer you know lives in Pitang Street?" The young lady smiled coquettishly, pulling him back to reality.

Xue Tanpei lowered his head and smiled standardly. There were many men and women on the dance floor, but he was the only one who shone brightly.

"Yes, my father once took me to visit him, but I didn't understand anything when I was a child, and I couldn't see that there are so many praiseworthy things in his writing."

Xue Tanpei was talking nonsense, what kind of father, what kind of old writer, it would be good if his father would take time to go home and have a meal, that kind of tiger and wolf would take him out of the city to visit the writer?

"Huh, that's strange." The young lady frowned, as if she was thinking about something.

Xue Tanpei's heart skipped a beat—what's the matter, can it be revealed?If this time someone found out that he was talking nonsense and drove him away angrily, then it was really destined to take a step back and find Yu Shen.

"My old man used to live on Pitang Street. I used to play there often when I was a child. It seems that I heard that there is an old writer with a high reputation, but it's a pity that I didn't meet you back then!"

The young lady smiled sincerely and said, as if she really regretted it from the bottom of her heart.

"Oh, is that so?" Xue Tanpei pretended to nod thoughtfully, but in his heart he was impressed by his casual nonsense skills, "But we can still meet here after so many years, we have to say it's true fate."

Xue Tanpei was talking to himself, lowered his head and took out his pocket watch to take a look, his mind drifted away unconsciously.

09:30, three hours to go.

The young lady sneered: "It turns out that Young Master Xu thought so too, I was afraid that I would be laughed at by you if I said it."

"How could it be?" Xue Tanpei was coping, but he couldn't help imagining Yu Shen's appearance in his mind.

Has he changed?What will become?

He must have grown taller. His skin is probably fair and tender. He should have grown a beard a long time ago, but he shaved it clean. He used to be a very clean person. I don’t know how it is now.

I thought about these things over and over again as if being forced in my mind, but my ears were buzzing, and I didn't know what the lady said again.

After a while, I suddenly felt that my hands were empty, and I suddenly came back to my senses, only to find that the two of them had already left the dance floor, and the young lady was taking out a pen from her coat pocket to leave her contact information.

"Master Xu is really an interesting and well-educated person. It is my honor to meet you today." After finishing speaking, he waved his hand and left.

He looked at the phone number left in his hand dumbfounded, and thought that people who have a phone at home these days are probably not small people, so he would not provoke such troublesome people, so he folded it casually and threw it on the ground , I don't want to contact you anymore.

It was just annoyed that the distraction just now disrupted his plans for the whole night, he had nowhere to go, and he was too lazy to find a lady or gentleman to entertain him, so he had to drink the rest of his glass. He drank the half sip of wine, put on his coat, and left.

I don't know if it was intentional or not, but Xue Tanpei came to the pier as he walked.

He wrapped his coat tightly, feeling very cold for no reason, thinking that when Yu Shen arrived, the dark night when the boat was moored was probably the coldest time, he was used to staying in England, and he didn't know whether it was hot or cold there, It’s fine if you’re used to the cold, but if you’re used to the warmth, what’s the point of coming back and freezing?

Subconsciously looked at the watch again, there was still more than an hour.

He stomped his feet and looked at the water surface—it was pitch black and there was nothing there, and there were very few boats arriving at the port in the middle of the night. Yu Shen’s family is not rich, right? In the past few years, he has never asked Xue’s family for a penny. , How did their family live, that Yu Shen was transported back by a cargo ship together with a pile of rich children's luggage pitifully?Most of the normal ships do not reach the shore at this point.

Xue Tanpei gritted his teeth with resentment in his heart - why does this Yu family, this hateful Yu family, suddenly not even want a penny, but you earn it yourself?

And if it hadn't been for Xue Wenxi's casual remark a few days ago that Yu Zichan seemed to be ill, he wouldn't have been in a hurry to inquire about the whole thing, and he wouldn't have found out that Yu Shen was coming back yesterday!

Yu Shen is coming back, but he doesn't know? !

He was really angry this time, and he had made up his mind long ago that he would hang out all night outside, even if Yu Shen tried to find him, he would never find anyone, but he never thought that he would always be the one who couldn't stand it first?And I was so humble that I had to come here in the middle of the night to starve and suffer from the cold.

It's not that he was so angry that he even forgot to eat dinner.

The more he thought about it, the more aggrieved he became, until he let out his last breath, a wisp of water mist rose in the night and floated leisurely into the sky.As soon as he got angry, he let it go, and all the resentment went with him, and then he started talking about Yu Shen's good and bad safety.Originally, Xue Tanpei was still angry, his face was rigid, his back was straight, and he wanted Yu Shen to see himself in good spirits when he came back so that he could ask the teacher about his crimes, but when he got angry, he curled up again. Inside the overcoat, he looked like a little husband waiting for his wife to come home, which made people laugh.

It was really cold at night, Xue Tanpei found it was useless to even stomp his feet, so he rubbed his hands and breathed in the cold, but the water surface was calm and calm, without any waves, not even a boat hair could be seen.

Xue Tanpei felt empty in his heart, so he found a bench and waited, and waited and waited, but the boat never came.

It wasn't until he couldn't hold on to sleep that an unremarkable boat finally docked at night ghostly.The guy above started to unload the goods and carry the luggage quickly. A thin figure squeezed out from the cabin, carrying the light luggage, rubbed his eyes, and boarded the shore.

At first, he looked around the shore for a while, as if he was waiting for someone, but when he caught sight of the person on the bench, he approached quietly, held his breath and looked for a while, then asked the clerk for the time, and stood there dryly. The person who was waiting to wait finally left quietly.

Early the next morning, Xue Tanpei woke up from hunger.

My stomach grumbled one after another unsatisfactorily, and kept emitting sour gas.Due to his irregular work and rest all year round, the roots of his stomach problems have long since fallen. At this moment, it is like being stabbed by a knife, making it difficult for him to even stand up.

And because he was spoiled and spoiled when he was a child, he really couldn't sleep on the hard bench, and now he felt that there was no pain anywhere in his body.

After he woke up, before he woke up sharply, he opened his eyes and looked at the noisy people from all walks of life on the pier for a while, and then he noticed the buzzing noise in his ears, some people who lost their children were anxiously calling their names, some were selling breakfast Some of the vegetable sellers were rushing to board the ship, some were unloading and loading goods, in short, they were in a hurry, and he was dazed for a while, not knowing what time it was.

Suddenly thinking of the purpose of his trip, he slapped his head in frustration, and finally had the strength to bounce off the bench.

The first thing to do is to call a rickshaw to drive home - he has to take a good shower and tidy up, now he is in such a mess, who should he run to show?

So he cleaned himself up immediately, took a good look in front of the mirror, and thought that he was indeed a good-looking talent, with a good figure and a good face, but the only shortcoming was - he always felt that he was uneducated in front of Yu Shen.

So he drove by himself and went to Yu Shen's house in a bumpy manner.

Before getting out of the car, Xue Tanpei looked in the mirror again, and the young and handsome man in the mirror looked at him with a standard smile.However, as he watched, his movements gradually slowed down, and his smile also subsided.

He took a deep breath, parked the car far away, and suddenly didn't dare to go any further.

In the past, because he was too familiar and intimate with Yu Shen, he never even thought that that person would leave him, and he never considered the various feelings and reasons in his heart.

The self now is different from the self in the past. In the past, his feelings for Yu Shen were just attachments, but now——when he first entered the love scene, he discovered that Yu Shen was the person he liked at all. I don't know, but now I know but dare not say.

It is precisely because of this kind of liking that he has never made it clear after he realized it, so that he can accept this kind of feeling naturally by himself without restraint, but now that the person he likes suddenly returns, he suddenly doesn't know what to do. Converged.

Holding the steering wheel tightly in his hand, Xue Tanpei sat motionless for a long time.