Where to send the rest of your life

Jin Yunhe was really just a child, and he was so well protected by his master.

When all his senior brothers were practicing hard, he would always be let go by his master if he was lazy, and when he grew up enough to cling to the powerful, his master would always protect him intentionally with him.He knew that his father, mother and master were somewhat related, but he didn't know what the relationship was.

Therefore, although he grew up in such a smoky place, he was gradually influenced by the glib and greasy side of his senior brothers, but the other side was still ignorant. He just ignorantly imitated the people around him, that's all.Until his master passed away, Xiyuanzi no longer had his relatives, nor was it his shelter.

He became like all the other boys who grew up in the theater.

Jin Yunhe has only seen how other children lure customers to smoke cigarettes, how to coax customers into elation with their brilliant tongues, how to get guarantees from customers that they know will not last long, and how to take out the most valuable things from customers' pockets.

However, when he saw those guests, most of them were limp as mud, indulging in sensuality and unable to extricate themselves, they all looked like they were being played with by spending money.Even if he later met someone as shrewd as Xue Tanpei, he was still just a child.

Until meeting Xue Wenxi, the animal instinct in Jin Yunhe's bones was immediately aroused, as if there was a villain in his body screaming non-stop - don't get close to that person!

He has feet and can walk by himself.However, he still went up the stairs step by step.

At that time, he only thought that this moment and everything that followed was self-inflicted, but he didn't know that his destiny actually started very early, it was already decided at the time of birth.

Xue Tanpei walked in front, slowed down a little, and whispered in his ear: "Don't be afraid. My dad is not like this usually."

Pushing the door open with a squeak, Xue Wenxi was leaning on the big chair by the window in the room, crossing his legs and narrowing his eyes slightly.Butler Cao silently stood behind him.

Hearing the sound of the door opening, he opened his eyes, the fine lines in the corners of his eyes that couldn't be seen without looking carefully jumped, he opened his mouth, and said lazily: "Good boy, go and light me a cigarette."

Xue Tanpei was surprised. Xue Wenxi had never talked to him like this before—in fact, his father hadn't talked to him very much. He went home every few months, and when he came home, he just chatted and pretended to be a loving father and son. The picture, at most, sometimes makes a few inappropriate jokes, that's all.

In his impression, his father was indeed a qualified father, why did he suddenly change his appearance today?

Xue Tanpei was only 14 years old, of course he didn't know.Xue Wenxi didn't want him to know, so he didn't know.

But now, Xue Wenxi wanted him to know - he had a faint feeling that his son had a tendency to imitate bad, and he dared to bring an actor home at such a young age!And this actor is even more hateful, hooking up with his son at such a young age.The most hateful thing is because this Jin Yunhe is a man.He himself had a bad experience with an actor, so now he can't see his son following in the same footsteps. When Xue Tanpei grows up, he can just get married and have children honestly. He doesn't expect too much.

After speaking, Xue Tanpei did not move his feet, but Jin Yunhe beside him went forward with his head down, lighting a cigarette for Xue Wenxi.

Xue Wenxi didn't move his hand, and asked Jin Yunhe to put the cigarette directly into his mouth.

Jin Yunhe didn't dare to look at his face, so he didn't see that although Xue Wenxi is no longer young, but his eyes are like eyes and his nose is like a nose, his facial features are distinct, and his figure is beautiful, compared to those full-bodied guests who often visit their theater We do not know how many times better.

"Dad!" Xue Tanpei called out, "He is my friend!"

"How did you know each other?" Xue Wenxi didn't raise his eyes, just asked.

Xue Tanpei faltered for a moment: "It's... through someone else."

"Don't think that I don't know what friends you have made recently. How long has it been since you went to school? Do you have to tell me about such things?" Xue Wenxi suddenly frowned and took a puff of smoke, "You are not young now, There are some things you should know sooner or later. And I want you to know now that you are my son, so you are different from others. You have things that others don’t, and you can do things that others can’t do. You are my son, so I It's up to you. But since ancient times, there has been no principle of "doing what you want" in everything. For example, opera singers, you can play as you like, but you can't like them, and wine and meat friends, you can pay them as soon as you make them. You can't believe them all. If you want him, what you want to do in the future is your business, as long as it is not too much, I will never care about you."

Behind him, Butler Cao took out a neatly folded deed of sale from his jacket pocket in good time.

"Your master, he gave it to you with his own hands." Xue Wenxi finally finished smoking the whole cigarette, and at this moment he spat out the cigarette butt, looked at Jin Yunhe and said, and then changed the topic again.

"In the future, my family business will be yours, and this position must also be yours. You can use your power to do a lot of things for yourself. Dad has nothing to teach you. I just remind you that if you want to play with your feelings, you have to play." Affordable, the more people around you, the more weaknesses you will have, otherwise if one day you fall down, you will be worse than a dog. Okay, go out, and let Lao Wang take you to Yu Shen's house to play for a while."

After he finished speaking, he was not shy, and stretched out his hand, Jin Yunhe pulled it on his lap, feeling very happy suddenly.

Jin Yunhe screamed and struggled a bit, but it was useless, so he fell silent after a while.

Xue Tanpei stood there blankly, and it took him a while to say a word.

"You do this... I'm sorry for my mother?"

At this moment, Xue Wenxi felt that his son's ability to bear it was still acceptable, so he took a puff of cigarettes, put his head on Jin Yunhe's neck and sniffed, and took the time to reply: "Your mother has been dead for so many years, what can I do to apologize to her?" ?”

Xue Tanpei didn't know what kind of love history his father had, and he didn't have any impression of his mother who died young. The only thing he remembered was a Chinese New Year time in other people's mouth. However, he insisted on getting up humming, and worked three months to knit him an ugly sweater.

He only wore that sweater once, and he couldn't wear it when he grew up, but he still remembered it.

He lost his mother's love since he was a child, and now he has an unobtainable desire and natural protection for his mother.

By the way, the mother in other people's mouth loves father very much.

Many things quickly came to his mind, and he opened his mouth to refute something, but he really couldn't find any reason to refute.

It stands to reason that if Xue Wenxi wants to renew his strings or marry more than a dozen concubines, no one will say anything about him, let alone he doesn't have one, and now he just wants to raise a small actor. This is in today's social morality and ethics. There is no problem at all, even if there is a problem, but his father is Xue Wenxi!And Xue Tanpei knew that he didn't have any feelings for Jin Yunhe, so managing it like this could only confirm the unclear relationship between the two, but he just felt that it was wrong!

He took a deep breath and said slowly: "For so many years, I have regarded you as my good father. Even though you have not cared about my studies or my life for a long time, but you gave birth to me and raised me, I will recognize you .I used to lie a lot, but today I don't," he said, pointing to Jin Yunhe, "I have nothing to do with him, not even a friend, you can't do harm to him, he is still a child."

Xue Wenxi didn't show any emotion: "My son, I know that too. But what if Dad just wants him today? You don't care? You have to know that even if I don't want him today, there will be other people, that is His life, otherwise what would you tell him to live on?"

After finishing speaking, he turned his head and asked Jin Yunhe: "Do you think so?"

Xue Tanpei was stupid again. He felt that this matter was a bit beyond his ability to accept, so he suddenly felt as if nothing had happened, and didn't know what to say.

Although Xue Wenxi let him do many things since he was a child, he never did anything that he was really not allowed to do. What's more, what Xue Wenxi said made sense no matter how he heard it, so why did he bother?And last night in the play garden, this kid clearly wanted to lead him to smoke opium. If he didn't want to, once he got infected, his life would be ruined, so why did he bother?Maybe Xue Wenxi is right, it's all fate!

Maybe it's what he wants to climb up to a richer and more powerful person like Xue Wenxi, maybe those few words just now are just for him to win sympathy, what else can he do for a person like him?

In the end, he was dumb for a while, and choked out a few words: "Do you like men? Then have you ever loved my mother?"

Xue Wenxi didn't answer these two questions, but only gestured for Xue Tanpei to close the door when he went out.

Xue Tanpei turned around and walked away step by step. Behind him came the sound of body colliding with furniture, the sound of scattered objects falling, and the sound of metal falling to the ground—probably the watch chain that Jin Yunhe secretly stuffed into his pocket fell out. think.

After this incident, Xue Tanpei no longer wanted to go to a place like the opera garden, and a group of cronies also cut off contact since then. He just missed Yu Shen, especially Yu Shen.Think as soon as you leave.