Where to send the rest of your life

That night, Xue Tanpei hugged Yu Shen very tightly, causing Yu Shen to have a dream, dreaming that he was entangled by a boa constrictor, so entangled that he couldn't breathe and was about to suffocate to death.

So the next morning he put on two dark circles under his eyes and complained to Xue Tanpei: "You almost crushed me to death last night."

Xue Tanpei looked at him blankly. He slept so well last night that he didn't know what happened.

Yu Shen kicked him off the bed unbearably: "Go to school!"

Xue Tanpei got up immediately: "I'll go too."

"Hey, it's rare that Master Xue didn't play truant today." Yu Shen immediately sarcastically said.

"Yeah, I don't want to go home." Xue Tanpei said honestly.

"Then you go to school empty-handed?" Yu Shen was puzzled again, and then felt that he had asked a stupid question - willing to go to school is at least better than playing truant, and it doesn't matter whether you bring books or not?

Xue Tanpei was taken aback for a moment: "I can see you here."

Yu Shen pouted: "Your position has been taken by someone else."

Xue Tanpei waved his fist all over the sky: "Beat him to death!"

The two of them fought and fought all the way to the school, only then did Xue Tanpei realize that the seat next to Yu Shen was actually empty, and he had always reserved it for himself.

"Tough mouth." He secretly smug in his heart.

However, school life was always so unharmonious. Xue Tanpei fell asleep within a few minutes, but Yu Shen listened carefully and answered questions seriously.

After finally finishing school, Xue Tanpei thought to himself that he had to go home today, and he couldn't bear it without bringing any change of clothes.

The driver of the Xue family followed Xue Tanpei all the way from Xue's house to Yu Shen's house, and then followed the two of them all the way to the school. After waiting for a whole day, he was finally able to take this restless young master home. Xue Tanpei got into the car. For a moment, inexplicably felt that the driver was very excited today.

"Old Wang, you put me down in the department store, I'll go shopping."

Lao Wang almost choked up and said hello.

Xue Tanpei walked around the department store for a while, bought a good pen, and packed it in a gift box.He remembered that Yu Shen's birthday was approaching, and in June, it was a season when it was about to be hot or not, and it was a season when people felt stuffy but had nowhere to get angry.

It's the exact opposite of Yu Shen's temper.

Before leaving, he bought another ice cream and urged the driver to drive home quickly, fearing it would melt.

He thinks that children like to eat ice cream, and Jin Yunhe probably likes it too.

After arriving home, he ran directly to the fourth floor, opened the door gently, and saw that the room was still full of people like last time, all of them were motionless like standing Buddhas, staring at Jin Yunhe alone, as if he was afraid that if he accidentally got out of bed, the room would be full of people. It's like throwing yourself to death.

While holding the ice cream carefully, he said loudly, "Look what I brought?"

Jin Yunhe was still lying on the bed, motionless.If he hadn't heard him coughing slightly, Xue Tanpei would have thought he was dead.

"Do you want to eat?" He waved the brightly colored ice cream in front of Jin Yunhe's eyes, but Jin Yunhe didn't look at him.

"Master, he hasn't eaten for a day." said a standing Buddha beside the bed.

Didn't expect this kid to be quite stubborn, really want to die?

"If you don't want to eat it, I'll eat it." After Xue Tanpei said it, he was really blunt and bit it down.He watched that the ice cream was about to melt, and it wouldn't taste good if he didn't eat it. He also saw that Jin Yunhe was not interested, so he didn't wait any longer.

"Why do you say you bother? People can only live once in a lifetime. It's really not worth it for you to seek death at such a young age." Xue Tanpei comforted him while licking the ice cream, "Besides, there are many people who are more miserable than you. Live well differently?"

He continued to lick the ice cream, and he took the time to comfort him: "I thought you had already made up your mind."

Jin Yunhe on the bed suddenly coughed violently. He was really weak and had no strength to get angry, but he couldn't get down after he came up with a sudden breath.

Dare Xue Tanpei is trying to annoy him!

Xue Tanpei continued unconsciously: "It's okay, if you are still alive tomorrow, I will buy you ice cream. It's really unreasonable for you to make things difficult for yourself. Life is so beautiful. If you can't make it through today, there will be no tomorrow."

Jin Yunhe moved, not sure if he was persuaded or angry.

So Xue Tanpei strikes while the iron is hot: "If you think that you are not living like a human being now, then you have to live even more, or you will die like a human being in this life, so are you happy?"

Jin Yunhe remained silent.

Xue Tanpei also felt that it would be bad to continue talking. He was here to save people, not to irritate them, so he finished the last bite of ice cream, wiped his mouth with some relief, got up and left.

When he walked out the door, he felt even more relieved. Facing Jin Yunhe in the room, he felt uncomfortable, very uncomfortable.

In the eyes of Xue Tanpei, Jin Yunhe is just a younger child.

However, what he just said was cruel and sincere.Even if they are biological father and son, they can't be in the same heart, let alone the strangers in this world, who have neither blood nor bond, so why bother to take pains for whom?

So Xue Tanpei saw that Jin Yunhe was already alone, and no one else was willing to worry about him, so he decided to give him a hand, it's not a big deal.

Just as he was thinking about these trivial matters, he walked down the stairs, but he caught up with Yu Shen and walked up.

He was in a trance, and suddenly his eyes lit up.

"You came to my house again?" Xue Tanpei asked from a high place, very happy.

Yu Shen was standing at the corner of the stairs, looking very small.

He nodded and said softly, "Come to find you."

After a pause, he said, "Is he still at your house? Is he okay?"

Xue Tanpei also paused, then shook his head: "...it seems like I don't want to live anymore."

Yu Shen subconsciously whispered for a while, and held Xue Tanpei: "Take me up to have a look?"

Xue Tanpei had no reason to refuse, so he went up to the fourth floor with Yu Shen.

Yu Shen entered the room lightly, but he was not startled by the people in the room, or he secretly kept his surprise in his heart.

He also sat on the edge of the bed like Xue Tanpei before, lifted the quilt and shook Jin Yunhe's hand. He felt that this hand was very small, too small.

So she felt the same sadness and subtle sympathy with Xue Tanpei.

All three of them are the same, just kids.

However, Yu Shen suddenly didn't know what to say.Such feeble visits and condolences, in the final analysis, I am just an outsider.How can he sympathize with something he has never experienced?

He is not Xue Tanpei, he is more aware of the inferiority and powerlessness of an ordinary person in the face of power. Almost all the children's families in the school are superior to him, but he has to straighten his back at the lowest point to continue to be successful. qualified enough to possess their world.

The starting point is very different, and it is futile to say anything.

"Don't give in, and don't give up on yourself."

Yet he said.

"Now you see those high-ranking people are not superior, nor do they have the power to dominate people's fate, let alone destroy people's free will." Yu Shen leaned over him and said softly, " If you don’t experience more pain than others, how can you get more? You live for yourself, isn’t it better than anything else if you can eat, drink, and live a day?”

Xue Tanpei was terrified when he heard it.

Jin Yunhe remained unresponsive as usual.He closed his eyes, as if he was asleep, but Yu Shen saw his eyeballs rolling slightly under his eyelids.

After sitting for a while, time seemed to stand still. Like Xue Tanpei, Yu Shen didn't like to stay in this room, so he couldn't sit still so he got up and left.

uncomfortable.

I can't say how it hurts, but I just know it hurts.

The two went downstairs in silence again. Xue Tanpei turned around to go back to the room when he reached the second floor, but Yu Shen didn't stop, as if he wanted to go down.

"You want to go home?" He asked with some reluctance.

"Um……"

After a brief silence, Xue Tanpei said again: "Can you stay?"

Yu Shen looked up at him, just like when he came up to meet him just now, Xue Tanpei thought how happy he was when he saw this face just now, and really didn't want him to leave so soon.

"it is good."

Yu Shen looked at Xue Tanpei and nodded.

Xue Tanpei took a deep breath, and walked into his room with emotion.

As soon as the door is closed, it is still the same as before, there are only two people in the whole world.