Where to send the rest of your life

The next day, Jin Yunhe saw the Western doctor, and got a conservative and optimistic estimate from him, which lifted his spirits for a while.

It just so happened that he saw the doctor holding a newspaper in his hand at that time, and he was so blessed that he thought of publishing a missing person notice in the newspaper.

It is definitely not possible to go to Xue Wenxi directly.He thought for a while, and decided to register Jin Liangqiu's name in the newspaper.

After finishing this matter, he rushed back to Tianhe Garden from the hospital, pondered in his heart, and decided to fight a protracted war with Ruan Fenglou.Now that there are fewer bombings, and there are still a few shops open here and there, Jin Yunhe picks out some good-looking pastries and buys them back to please Ruan Fenglou.

At this time, the urban area of ​​Shanghai is actually a bit chaotic.After all, it is in the enemy-occupied area, and it is common to make small disturbances on weekdays, and there are actually quite a lot of disturbances.

Those students, who didn't know where the courage came from, assembled again, occupied an entire block, and marched.

It is said that it is a parade, but in fact, only a few leaders look like a parade, and many of the rest of the public just follow blindly in the procession, stepping on their own.It gets crowded from time to time, and maybe I have to quarrel with my own people and fight.

Yu Shen happened to pass by, so he absently raised his camera to take two pictures.

The students were passionate, and what they shouted was quite reasonable, but it was a pity that it had no real effect.Even the Japanese are not very willing to deal with it.

Yu Shen looked at this group of students with disdain, and thought to himself, it's a good thing he didn't continue his studies at the beginning, otherwise he would just be parading in the street now.

As he thought about it, the camera kept flickering, and at the same time, a lot of praise words came out of his mind.He didn't feel that today was a special day, he was going back to the hotel after taking pictures, and continued his aimless search and wandering.No one in this world has anything to do with him.Except for one person.

It's just that white noodles are almost gone, and they can't be bought here.

Yu Shen was a little worried, but still refused to go back to Hong Kong.

Worry flashed by.At this moment, amidst the crowd, Yu Shen casually raised his hand to take a picture, he crossed many obstacles, and saw Xue Tanpei at a glance.

Because the street is already blocked, the car can't drive.But even so, rickshaws can barely pass.At this time, most of the people stuck in the car couldn't help but open the door and get out of the car to stop the rickshaw.Since the car couldn’t be driven, the rickshaw came in handy naturally—the drivers were exchanging news, and they were already huddled together around the bustle, and the distinguished guests waiting to take the rickshaw had already formed a long line, which was different from the parade. Divide you and me.

A tall man with a cigarette stuck in his ear was idly leaning on his rickshaw, waiting for guests.

He seemed to be no different from other young rickshaw drivers waiting for customers. He was equally careless and absent-minded. Probably all he was thinking about at this moment was the next customer!

Will the next guest be more generous?

Xue Tanpei, silent, reached out to remove the other cigarette from his ear, and opened his mouth to hold it.

The cigarette is not lit, and he will put it back on his ear in a while.While doing nothing, he raised his eyes and looked at the group of students with a gloating attitude, and then he was stunned.

Just like Yu Shen's stupefied, Xue Tanpei only felt a heavy blow to the head, as if he had really been punched.He accurately captured Yu Shen's shadow, and at the same time he was able to think clearly in the chaos—fate is really wonderful, it is a circle!

Unaware of his embarrassing situation, Xue Tanpei immediately threw away the rickshaw and rushed into the crowd like a mad dog.

There are too many people, densely crowded together, once they get in, they will be lost if they don't pay attention.And the street is so wide and so long, when will he really meet himself?

Yu Shen was in a hurry, and shouted at the top of his voice: "Don't come over!"

Helplessly, Xue Tanpei was already drowning in the crowd, even if he followed him with his eyes, he was still struggling to find it.Xue Tanpei's head rose and fell as if thrown into the waves, and appeared from time to time. Because Yu Shen was outside the crowd, he could see it very clearly - Xue Tanpei's head was getting farther and farther away from him, while the parade team, Still no head!

Yu Shen's heart suddenly cooled down, and a sense of the ridiculousness of fate repeatedly reverberated in his mind.

But he only weighed it briefly, then gritted his teeth and rushed in.

The eyes of the two met briefly like shooting stars in the tide, but once they lost sight, they would immediately lose their direction.Xue Tanpei desperately leaned forward and stretched his arms, as if swimming, while Yu Shen abnormally and roughly pushed everyone in front of him to the side, in order to make himself faster, faster.

They searched for each other in the sea of ​​people by instinct, like a drowning person looking for land.In the end, however, they were lost.

In such a dense crowd, a slight push may trigger a series of commotions.But they just rushed in regardless of their care, but it stirred up a torrent in the crowd.The rapids pushed them away, as if they were in water.

Involuntarily.

It takes a process to truly accept this fact.Yu Shen understood after not seeing Xue Tanpei for a while, and immediately froze in place, feeling desolate and sad.But Xue Tanpei followed the parade until it was dark, and he didn't really understand until the crowd dispersed, the streets were empty.This is another brush with him.

He understands, but he doesn't understand.He was so close, and he would be able to hug each other after walking two more steps, but how could it be, how could he just get separated like this? !

Yu Shen is not Jin Yunhe, Jin Yunhe was separated when he was not paying attention, but as for Yu Shen, he was staring at Yu Shen, staring at Yu Shen.

After thinking about it for a while, Xue Tanpei felt that he could no longer think about it.The rickshaw was still left there, probably not waiting for me to go back and continue to pull it. There were so many people at that time, someone must have taken advantage of the chaos to pull it.

Xue Tanpei squatted down along the street, supporting his crooked head with his hands.

Will Yu Shen go back and wait for him?

He looked at the dark and broad road and asked silently.

But that is the Japanese occupation area.That street will be blocked by Japanese soldiers at night, people dare not go out to the street at night, there are few people, if they are beaten to death, they will die.No one even knows.He didn't want Yu Shen to go, and he knew Yu Shen wouldn't go either.

As long as the green hills remain, you will not be afraid of running out of firewood - Yu Shen probably understands this truth very well.

As for Xue Tanpei, at this moment, he had no choice but to pick up a sharp stone and drag it on the ground.The other hand habitually reached for the cigarette on the ear, and then realized that the cigarette that was born in duckweed had already been squeezed out in the chaos.

Fate makes people, it does not give you time to hesitate, nor does it give you a chance to think clearly.Perhaps it is because people are afraid that once people have such a time opportunity, they will not be played with smoothly like this.

Xue Tanpei also scolded himself for being reckless.If you want to talk about how he became what he is today, it would be embarrassing to say it yourself.At the beginning, he obviously had so much money in his hand, but when he rushed to Shanghai, he didn't think about what happened to Shanghai.

Now that Shanghai is in charge of the Japanese, the Bank of Shanghai has naturally become a Japanese bank, and neither Chinese money nor foreign money can be used in Shanghai.The puppet government is printing new banknotes like crazy, and it has to be stuffed into the hands of ordinary people, and the money in the bank cannot be used or withdrawn when it comes to Shanghai!

That would be like having no money.

Xue Tanpei has been used to being rich since he was a child, and he has never been short of hands. At that time, he found that his whole body was clean all at once, and his sense of panic was no less than that of the doomsday.

Xue Tanpei propped his head and did not move, staring at everyone who passed by in front of him.Although there is no one on the street.

He put his head down.

a long time.Suddenly there was the sound of high-heeled shoes clicking on the empty street, and then a pair of beautiful feet stopped under Xue Tanpei's eyes, and at the same time, an exclamation sounded: "Oh! Isn't this Young Master Xu?!"

Xue Tanpei raised his head in a daze, looking at the fashionable and gorgeously dressed young woman in front of him, and felt that she looked familiar for a moment - but what did that have to do with him?

So he just watched and didn't speak.

However, the woman didn't look at his face very much, she just kept talking vigorously, as if she was really surprised: "After we parted with you that time, I moved, my father was transferred to Beiping, and the phone number was changed! That's right. Can't live."

The woman apologized several times in a row, but the apology didn't seem very sincere, because the corners of her mouth were flying with joy: "It's so late, what are you doing here?"

Xue Tanpei still frowned, looking up at the woman blankly.In the end he seemed to remember that he seemed to be dancing with her in a restaurant a few years ago, but he didn't know anything about the rest.

How many years ago?five years ago?ten years ago?

Can not remember.

Xue Tanpei then lowered his head and said flatly, "I'm on the street now, you can see it. I'm in a mess. You should leave now."

However, the woman didn't take it seriously, and even stretched out her hand to pull him up: "Okay, hurry up and follow me, it's so cold in the street."

She was still smiling, even though she couldn't hold him back: "Don't feel like you're on the street, you're in a mess. I'm married now! I'm married, and now I'm divorced. Now I see you as the most pleasing to the eye."

Xue Tanpei was dragged up by her like a puppet, absent-minded but cooperatively raising his eyebrows in surprise: "Oh?"

The woman's smile faded a bit, but in Xue Tanpei's eyes, the smile was still a little too much.He vaguely remembered that this woman was not like this before, and because of her reservedness, he seemed to have taken great pains to pretend.

The woman dragged Xue Tanpei to walk a few steps, and stopped suddenly when she heard this sound.She let out a long breath, her fingers were still tightly wrapped around Xue Tanpei's arm, her eyes were looking straight ahead, and at the same time she murmured tremblingly: "I'm so happy..."

Xue Tanpei asked involuntarily, "What are you happy about?"

He really didn't understand.It's just a dance.After so many years, no one should have forgotten it!

However, the woman suddenly let go at this time, and began to become awkward.She knew that she had lost her composure just now, so she lowered her head and stroked her hair. After tidying up, she raised her head and asked Xue Tanpei: "So, are you willing to come to my house for a night? My house can let you stay. "

Xue Tanpei didn't want to just stay on the street overnight, but he still hesitated in his heart: "You...this...isn't it convenient?"

The woman pursed her lips: "It's not inconvenient. My house is very big, and I live alone. I just arrived in Shanghai, and there is no one around me—the house here has not been lived in for a long time. , may have to tidy up."

Only then did Xue Tanpei breathe a sigh of relief, nodded and said, "Okay. Then you...you can ask for help if you need help with the house."

The woman could not wait to tie him up in her home, and when she heard what she wanted, she laughed again: "Naturally!"

The laughter was very abrupt on the street at this time. At first glance, it sounded like a haunted scene. Xue Tanpei turned pale, hurriedly tugged at her, and lowered her voice: "Shhh, where is your home?"

The woman didn't care much, she still smiled and said: "It's on this street. It's been a long time, and I can't remember clearly. Look for it! What are you afraid of? Anyway, this is the British Concession, and the Japanese soldiers' guns are still stretched out." Not here."

Xue Tanpei bowed his head in silence, thinking what do you know.They killed people even in the British Concession.It's just that compared with the Japanese-occupied area, this place is indeed much safer.

Sure enough, the woman found her own house very quickly.The house is really big, even if it is compared with the home Xue Wenxi once owned, it is not much inferior.Also, this street is a rich area, so the houses are naturally big.

However, in this affluent area, at this moment, there are only a handful of houses with lights on on a street—many of them have already moved out.

The arrival of the woman and Xue Tanpei added a new light to this dark street.The woman walked in, turned on the light, then turned around and said with a smile, "Master Xu, let's go in!"

Xue Tanpei was looking at the inside of the house, and he didn't pay attention for a while, so he was a little careless: "Xue."

"What did you say?"

"Let me tell you, my surname is Xue." Xue Tanpei came to his senses this time, but immediately spread his hands and told the truth.

The woman bowed her head, said oh, and said in a low voice, "So your surname is Xue."

Xue Tanpei hummed casually as a response.Immediately afterwards, he made a pertinent evaluation of the house: "This house is very nice. Let me clean it up for you, so you can live in peace of mind in the future."

The woman was planning to hire someone to clean it up, but since Xue Tanpei had spoken, she had to nod: "Okay." Then she quietly observed Xue Tanpei's expression, estimated her position in his heart, and at the same time tried to say, " My name is Mao Miqing."

Xue Tanpei nodded silently and wrote down the name.

Afterwards, he took a shower and changed into Brother Mao Miqing's old clothes, and his appearance changed a lot.Being in such a comfortable world, Xue Tanpei felt that it was as far away as half a lifetime away from her, and she didn't know what to do for a while, so she stood there in a daze for a moment.

However, this trance came and went quickly, Xue Tanpei immediately helped Mao Miqing, and quickly tidied up a room and came out.

Mao Miqing just held on and refused to fall down, but she was already exhausted.After the two finished their work, she immediately sat on the bed, wiped off her sweat, and sighed, "It's really thanks to you. Thank you!"

Xue Tanpei pursed her lips and smiled very slightly: "It's nothing."

Mao Miqing raised her head and asked him, "Then you sleep here? On the ground?"

Xue Tanpei shook his head: "It's fine for me to sleep outside. Go to sleep."

Mao Miqing nodded, said nothing more, Xue Tanpei turned and went out.

But Yu Shen returned to the youth hostel that night, the more he thought about it, the more he couldn't figure it out, the more he thought about it, the more he couldn't make it through, he was restless all day and night, he didn't do anything, and stayed up until the next morning with his eyes open.

He felt that if Xue Tanpei had such a tacit understanding with himself, he would definitely go back there, so he got up from the bed early and rushed out the door.

As for Xue Tanpei, he couldn't sleep all night, so he changed his clothes early and went out.

Because he needed to inform Mao Mijun, he had to leave early.But on Yu Shen's side, he returned to his original place before dawn.

The air is crisp, and the light is a faint light shining through the gloom.Yu Shen only wore a shirt, which was flimsy to resist the chill that had not completely faded in the night.

The cold air invades the body, and it will not let go of even an inch of exposed skin, and there is no way to hide.And he just stood on the street so thin for a while, and finally felt something was wrong.

He felt cold, not from outside, but from the inside.

He committed a crime!

Not long after, Yu Shen began to tremble all over, and then he hugged his head in despair and squatted on the ground, thinking that it was over.

If he could bear it, he could keep shaking, waiting for Xue Tanpei's possible arrival.However, Yu Shen was struggling in his heart, thinking that Xue Tanpei was determined not to know about his addiction.

Feeling helpless for a while, Yu Shen knelt on the ground and shook for a while, then stood up, stumbled and fled.

And this street, at this time, finally seeped some light from the sky junction, and the scenery on the street was strangely silent as if no one had been there.

Yu Shen ran back to the hotel in despair, his hands were shaking constantly.He dug out the last bit of meat, first eagerly opened the paper bag, and then because of uncontrollable trembling, he dropped all the remaining weight to the ground.

As soon as he sniffed his nose, he fell down in a hurry and began to suck the scattered milk with his nose. He cried while sucking, and lay down on the ground after sucking, covering his face with his hands, with snot and tears flowing everywhere.

After he calmed down, his eyes were red, and he lay on his back looking at the ceiling, as if muttering to himself: "I'm done."

The author has something to say:

I decided not to write Xue Tanpei too badly.Barely give a HE.

After being harmonized, I can make up my brain by myself.If not, post it on Weibo.