Where to send the rest of your life

Xue Tanpei found that he was becoming more and more helpless towards Jin Yunhe. He actually asked him to buy him an ice cream every day. He insisted on saying that he didn't eat it last time, but this time he had to make up for it a thousand times.

In fact, he was really not used to being kind to people other than Yu Shen, but he didn't reject Jin Yunhe in his heart, but Xue Tanpei still had a headache thinking about maintaining a relationship with him for a long time.

"I brought you chocolate flavored ones today." Xue Tanpei wiped the dripping ice cream with a paper towel, then handed it to him.

Jin Yunhe happily took it, stuck out his tongue and licked it.

"Why don't you eat?" Jin Yunhe took the time to ask.

"I ate on the way." Xue Tanpei lied, he was not in the mood now because Yu Shen had refused to come to his house many times in a row.

"By the way, didn't you throw up after eating ice cream a few days ago? Why are you still eating it?"

Jin Yunhe paused: "Why, can't you eat after you vomit?"

"No, I just asked." Xue Tanpei shook his head, then hesitated for a while, and then said, "My dad used to go home every few months, and it would take several weeks if it was short, you should live like this at home... ...is that okay too?"

Jin Yunhe turned his head and didn't answer, just licking his ice cream, another drop of melted water flowed down his hand, he didn't seem to notice it.

However, Xue Tanpei saw it with sharp eyes and felt it was a bit of an eyesore, so he wiped it off for him.

Jin Yunhe looked down, with ice cream in his mouth, he mumbled, "Thank you..."

Xue Tanpei responded casually, and looked aside again.Yu Shen was not there, and there was no one at home, it really seemed that the two were dependent on each other.

Jin Yunhe finished licking the ice cream in small sips, and suddenly said: "I have never eaten ice cream before. When I saw gluttony on the street, I could only think about the taste in my heart. In fact, it is far from what I thought, but it is very good. eat."

Xue Tanpei hummed, then fell into a brief silence again.

"As a result, I couldn't help it once, so I went to steal one, and I was caught before I opened my mouth. Two tall men grabbed me, threw the ice cream on the ground, and refused to eat it for me. beat me up."

This time Xue Tanpei was silent again, he really didn't know what to say, but Jin Yunhe waited patiently for Xue Tanpei to answer.

After a while he finally spoke.

"If you like it, then you will buy it every day, even if you vomit."

Jin Yunhe didn't know what Xue Tanpei's words meant, but his heart was beating hard, but his face was still numb, and he continued to remain silent without any surprises. Talk intermittently.

"Master is the best to me. I used to think that although I have no parents, no one will bully me with my master. But now I suddenly feel that I don't understand him."

"Be nice to me in the future. I'll be nice to you too." Jin Yunhe really couldn't hold back, and suddenly said this.

When he was young, because he was favored by his master, other children didn't like him, and he didn't have many friends, so he was very selfish and shrewd since he was a child, and he would often be caught out by playing tricks, but now he wants to be with Xue Tanpei and treat him better , also works.

Xue Tanpei nodded silently, thinking that I am not good enough for you?

Jin Yunhe smiled: "If you regret it in the future, you will be a puppy."

Xue Tanpei sighed, and replied helplessly, "Okay, it's a puppy."

Jin Yunhe hooked the corners of his mouth in satisfaction, his legs dangled beside the bed, making the whole big bed creak.

Xue Tanpei was a little absent-minded, he got up and said, "I'm going first."

Jin Yunhe hummed, but heard him say behind his back: "I remember you once said that the master is dead." Xue Qinpei paused, "What my father wants to do is easy to do, don't trust him too much If you don’t, it’s not necessarily your master who sold you.”

Xue Tanpei walked back to the room without expression. At first glance, he looked like he was about to explode, but his heart was very calm, but it was so abnormally calm that he suddenly forgot that he still had an expression.

He seemed to have figured it out suddenly, Xue Wenxi also wanted to take the opportunity to teach him a lesson.According to the family background of the Xue family, it is perfectly fine for him to live his life like this without doing anything, but if he unfortunately does not develop a good brain and encounters unkind people, he can lose quickly.An actor and a bitch must be such an uncouth person in the eyes of people like Mr. Xue. Xue Tanpei nodded to himself, as if agreeing with his opinion.

Even——in the eyes of people like Xue Wenxi, they can't even be counted as human beings. Although Xue Tanpei doesn't know what his father is like, at least according to what he knows about the people in Xue Wenxi's circle, those powerful people can Very cruel.

However, thinking of this, he suddenly raised his eyebrows in disdain, and then heaved a sigh of relief - he was not the kind of brainless person his father worried about becoming, he was confident.

Xue Tanpei understands the attitude of people of this class, and agrees with it to a certain extent.It's just treating people differently. If he had to choose between Yu Shen and a stranger to die, he would definitely choose that stranger, but this choice without hesitation still had something to do with the reason he just realized. different.Although Xue Tanpei lived with a sense of superiority since he was a child, he grew up with Yu Shen, and he also learned how to respect others. The teachers in the school often taught them that everyone is equal. Although he often teased the teachers in the past, he rarely Go to school, but he still vaguely remembers it.

In Xue Tanpei's world, it was the first time that such a cruel law of survival appeared so realistically.

Frowning with a headache, Xue Tanpei fell on the bed and fell asleep as soon as he returned home.

After waking up, Xue Tanpei still didn't want to open his eyes. He felt uncomfortable when he thought of what he had to do after opening his eyes and that there was nothing to do after opening his eyes, so he lay awake on the bed.

"Sleeping like a pig." There was a sneer from beside him, "It's getting dark, do you still want to sleep at night?"

Xue Tanpei turned over suddenly, and found that Yu Shen was sitting on the side, and he didn't know how long he had been waiting.

"Why are you here?" Xue Tanpei felt as if he was in a dream, rubbing his eyes.

"I'm here because I have nothing to do." Yu Shen smiled.

"Just tell me that you miss me." Xue Tanpei got off the bed happily, but felt a little sore and backache, so he stretched.

"How long have you been sleeping, you can't even use your hands and feet!" Yu Shen put down the book in his hand and stood up.

However, Xue Tanpei threw Yu Shen onto the bed at once, buried his head in the crescent of his neck, rubbed it against him, and said sullenly, "It didn't take long, I just slept since I got home."

"You look like a human being outside, why do you feel like you're stuck on me every time, it's uncomfortable." Yu Shen twisted a little uncomfortably.

"Don't move, let me hug you." After Xue Tanpei finished speaking, he fell silent again. Yu Shen waited for a long time, his eyelashes drooping, looking at Xue Tanpei's shoulder.

After a long while before getting up, Xue Tanpei said contentedly, "I'm done hugging, if you have anything to ask me for, please tell me quickly, young master, I'm in a good mood now!"

Yu Shen laughed at him again: "Okay, I haven't made up my mind yet, let's keep it."

Xue Tanpei nodded.

The two lay side by side on the bed again, with the glass chandelier hanging white on the top of their heads, they seemed to have a tacit understanding, and they didn't speak.

There was one thing in Yu Shen's mind. He wanted to say it, but he thought, why not go to sleep first, and then talk about it when he wakes up.

She flinched a little, hesitated for a while, and closed her eyes unconsciously.

Xue Tanpei didn't know what Yu Shen was thinking, but he felt that it would be good if only the two of them lay side by side, so he was very satisfied, he didn't speak, and his mind was racing.After a while, I couldn't help turning my head to look, but saw Yu Shen was asleep.

Not knowing whether to laugh or cry, he helped Yu Shen take off his clothes, turned off the light and got into bed together.

The next day, Yu Shen got up early, thinking about how to tell Xue Tanpei about the places recommended by the school for him to study abroad. If the family was nervous, he might have to ask the Xue family for a loan.

For some reason, Yu Shen felt very guilty.

Xue Tanpei slept until it was almost lunch time before getting up sleepily. He rubbed his eyes, only to feel that he had a headache.

"Sleep too much." Yu Shen said, but his mind was erratic, "Do you still remember what you promised me yesterday?"

"Hmm..." Xue Tanpei went to brush his teeth and wash his face in a daze. Halfway there, he turned his head and opened his eyes, "Why, do you have something to ask me?"

Yu Shen was a little restless in his heart, but his surface was calm: "You come out and talk about it."

"Yeah." Xue Tanpei smiled happily, and went to brush his teeth and wash his face. He just felt that it was another day, and it was good that Yu Shen was here.

However, when Xue Tanpei returned refreshed after brushing his teeth and washing his face, he saw Yu Shen sitting on the edge of the bed.

"Xue Tanpei."

He suddenly felt that something was wrong, put away his sloppy look, and almost turned the corner when he walked over.

"what happened?"

"I think, I will go to England to study soon." Yu Shen took a breath, looked at him and said, "The school gave me a place, and I will be admitted to a university in five years, and I will return to China after finishing the university. Maybe, I won't be coming back."

Xue Tanpei was stunned, he didn't expect Yu Shen to leave, even if he did, he didn't expect it to be so early.

Will he really, ever leave?This little man, he is still so young, he is going to go abroad?

"You..." Xue Tanpei suddenly grabbed Yu Shen's hand, "Don't go."

Yu Shen also looked at him, didn't refuse, but didn't say no.

"Yesterday you said you would promise me." Yu Shen gritted his teeth and said it anyway.

"But I didn't know you were leaving." Xue Tanpei almost burst into tears, "Why don't you take me with you, and we'll go together."

"But there is only one place in the school."

"That's easy. I'll ask my dad to find the principal." Only then did Xue Tanpei heave a sigh of relief.

Yu Shen began to feel uncomfortable, and hesitated for a while without speaking.

The tacit understanding between the two is sometimes very joyful, but sometimes it is embarrassing. This time they are unified in silence.

After an unknown amount of time, Yu Shen finally broke the silence, and slowly said word by word, "... Otherwise, I will give up this quota, and I will still have a chance after graduating from middle school, so I will go again at that time."

Xue Tanpei was overjoyed immediately: "Are you serious?"

Then he pulled Yu Shen up and jumped up, cheering and turning around twice.

However, after the ecstasy, he felt guilty again, and asked cautiously, "Do your parents know about this?"

Yu Shen smiled wryly and shook his head: "Not yet, they don't know that I got this quota. And I know that even if there is a quota, the family may not have so much money."

Xue Tanpei hugged Yu Shen, and said sullenly, "I'm sorry, you are so kind to me, but I'm so selfish."

Yu Shen said in relief: "What's the matter, if I go abroad again in the future, maybe I will ask your family to borrow money."

Xue Tanpei nodded, and buried his head in Yu Shen's neck again.

However, even though he was like this on the surface, he was already thinking about how to stop Yu Shen's plan to go abroad.

The two still played for a while as usual, but Yu Shen was leaving early and didn't want to stay.Xue Tanpei saw that there was no hope of keeping him, and was terrified by his going abroad, so he didn't dare to stay any longer.

"I'll ask Lao Wang to see you off." Xue Tanpei watched him go out.

"Yeah." Yu Shen nodded.

The car roared, and Xue Tanpei saw the black smoke from the rear, and the four wheels gradually moved away.

Yu Shen also gradually moved away.

He had no choice but to turn around and go home, home was still that home, and he was still alone.