dear psychiatrist

When Zhuo Qihua walked out of the kitchen with his second cup of milk tea, he saw Tao Yaoyao was putting on his coat.

Glancing at Zhuo Qihua who was standing there stupidly, Tao Yaoyao smiled lightly and said goodbye: "It's getting late, I have to get up early for work tomorrow, I'll go back first. Thank you for the milk tea, it tastes good."

Nodding numbly, Zhuo Qihua didn't stop him, and put on his coat.Thinking of sending Tao Yaoyao off, it's not safe at night.In any case, she had to watch Tao Yaoyao get into the car with her own eyes, so she could rest assured.

Xu Shi understood Zhuo Qihua's body language, and Tao Yaoyao smiled slightly, with a smile that was neither deep nor shallow, and said lightly: "The car is downstairs, there is no need to send it."

Tao Yaoyao stepped out of the room with her front foot, and heard Zhuo Qihua's voice on her back foot, which reached her ears: "Well, are you in a hurry to go home? If you are not in a hurry, I will take you somewhere."

Seeing Tao Yaoyao was about to go downstairs, Zhuo Qihua's head felt hot, he reached out and grabbed Tao Yaoyao's arm, and whispered an invitation: "It's not far, it's on the rooftop, come..."

Zhuo Qihua lived on the top floor of a six-story old-fashioned residential building.Originally, the roof was not open to the outside world. This was not in response to the national call for flat to slope conversion. The engineering team changed the roof platform into a small attic.Zhuo Qihua posted some money and bought the attic above his house.

Holding Tao Yaoyao's arm, she walked towards the attic on the platform from the added stairs.

"There is no electricity in the attic yet, but don't be afraid, it will feel great when your eyes get used to the darkness." The attic was pitch black, afraid that Tao Yaoyao would be afraid, Zhuo Qihua showed a bit of caring, and spoke softly .

"En." Tao Yaoyao didn't speak, but hummed in a moderate way to show her answer.

Tao Yaoyao is afraid of the dark, but at this moment, she has no fear at all.Zhuo Qihua took her by the arm and walked into the attic.

"Here we are." Zhuo Qihua let go of the restraint on Tao Yaoyao, and walked straight to the attic window.

With a moment of distraction, Zhuo Qihua disappeared beside him.After getting used to the darkness, Tao Yaoyao searched left and right for Zhuo Qihua's shadow, but she couldn't find her no matter what.

But I heard a familiar yet unfamiliar voice not far away: "This attic is what I like the most. The reason why I like it the most...Because sitting here is enough to see this community thoroughly. It can be seen clearly like a night scene.”

Walking along with the sound, Tao Yaoyao unexpectedly discovered that Zhuo Qihua was sitting on the window sill of the attic, shaking his feet from time to time.This is a dangerous posture, even if one is unstable, it will lead to a fall.

"Zhuo Qihua, you are dancing." Tao Yaoyao walked over with a smile and said jokingly.

The wind in the attic was very strong, messing Tao Yaoyao's hair.This place is no better than at home, there is no heating, moreover, Tao Yaoyao shrank her neck unconsciously as the cold wind blew past her ears.

"It's not high enough." Zhuo Qihua shook his feet and replied casually.

"Well, it's a fact... Even if you fall, you won't turn into a meatloaf." He moved to Zhuo Qihua's side and looked down at the height.

It is true that Zhuo Qihua likes this place, when he has troubles, he will come to the attic alone.Standing on the top of a six-story building that is not too high, looking around, the view is not too wide, but it is enough to sweep away the haze in her heart.

After some silence, Tao Yaoyao spoke first: "Let's play a game, truth or dare."

"Hehe, I don't play games. By the way, are you a three-year-old child? You are so childish that you need to play games to pass the time." Zhuo Qihua shook his head and resolutely refused, then took out a cigarette from his pocket. Self-consciously pumped up.

"Why can't you play games? You're not a 130-year-old lady either. Choose the truth or take a big risk?" Tao Yaoyao persisted and continued to ask.

"Okay, tell the truth." Zhuo Qihua always had an expression of indifference, and spread his hands, as if he had made a compromise.

Tao Yaoyao straightened her messy hair, raised her head without hesitation for a moment, and asked her directly: "Do you... think I'm pretty?"

"The first time I saw you, I was standing across the road. At that time, I thought, you are such a beautiful woman." Zhuo Qihua did not hesitate, and then said what was in his heart.

"Are you really gay?"

"Hey, what does it have to do with whether I'm gay or not? Besides, this is the second question." Although it was just a boring game, Zhuo Qihua became serious.Turning the subject, she said to Tao Yaoyao, "What about you? Truth or risk?"

"Big adventure." Tao Yaoyao raised her head slightly and exhaled a white mist towards the sky.Looking at the stars in the sky, it seems to be able to soften the water.

big Adventure?I really can't tell that Tao Yaoyao, who looks weak, will choose a big adventure.Zhuo Qihua raised half of his eyebrows, "Are you sure?"

"determine."

"Okay, spit at the security guard downstairs." Zhuo Qihua pointed to a bald security guard downstairs, and gave Tao Yaoyao an order.

That fat security guard with big ears always likes to hide in the corner and urinate everywhere.There is a real estate office area in the community. If ordinary security personnel are in a hurry, they will go to the toilet of the real estate to solve it.But the fat man downstairs likes to be lazy, and he doesn't want to go to the far away property office area. He peed downstairs not once or twice, and Zhuo Qihua had already seen him upset.

"It's disgusting... Do you have any sense of public morality?" Tao Yaoyao glanced at Zhuo Qihua contemptuously, obviously the disgusted expression on her face was not faked.

"It's the big adventure you want to choose, so I never choose the big adventure. If I ask you to kiss me, will you accept it or not? If you have sex? You think this society is too simple." Zhuo Qihua spoke plainly, with a cigarette butt dangling from the corner of his mouth, looking like a young lady.Taking a puff of the cigarette, he spit it out again, and urged, "Hurry up...a ​​big adventure."

Zhuo Qihua's words were not without reason.Now that you have promised something, how can there be any reason to go back on it?Tao Yaoyao couldn't help but gave Zhuo Qihua a supercilious look, and spat helplessly towards the downstairs.

Spitting out the saliva, Tao Yaoyao put her head back into the attic with a flustered expression.Just like a little girl who has done something wrong, people can't help but feel a bit of eccentric affection.

Before he could recover, he heard the security downstairs yelling angrily: "What little bastard?! Spit downstairs! I hate your mother!"

"Are you satisfied?" Tao Yaoyao could not calm down for a long time, feeling her heart pounding.

"Well, I'm satisfied." Zhuo Qihua nodded his head shamelessly, indicating that he was indeed satisfied.At a glance, she saw Tao Yaoyao looking at her with a strange expression, and immediately felt hairy in her heart: "Why are you looking at me with such eyes, please don't tell me, this is the first time you spit ?”

"Uh, it looks like it is. Haha, I really laughed so hard." Zhuo Qihua laughed unabashedly, feeling a lot better.

"True words? Big adventure?" Zhuo Qihua let himself do something stupid and unreasonable, how could Tao Yaoyao be willing to end this game so easily?Rolling his eyes, he thought about what to say to embarrass Zhuo Qihua.

But then again, Zhuo Qihua is a thick-skinned person, and it is indeed a bit difficult to embarrass her.

"The truth." Zhuo Qihua finished smoking a cigarette, then took out another one from the cigarette case, and smoked comfortably.

"do you like me?"

Tao Yaoyao's indifferent words reached Zhuo Qihua's ears, but it caused Zhuo Qihua to cough again and again.After coughing a lot, Zhuo Qihua only felt a dull pain in his chest.

This sentence made Zhuo Qihua want to retreat, but he wanted to turn around and run away, but there was no way out.Zhuo Qihua's face turned red when Tao Yaoyao looked straight into his eyes, avoiding the other party's gaze.After a while, seeing her grinning, she said bluntly, "Ho Ho, I'd better choose the big adventure."

Tao Yaoyao smiled slightly, just staring at the people beside her.Tao Yaoyao was not annoyed when she heard that she was fooling around, and said with a smile: "It's a big adventure, then you can jump from here."

"..."

Perhaps the wind on the roof of the building was too strong, the cold wind blowing into Zhuo Qihua's eyes, making her eyes moist, she could hardly open her eyes, but she was unwilling to look away from Tao Yao. Yao's body moved away.

After a long time, Zhuo Qihua nodded, but her words were completely opposite to her actions, and she said in a very low volume: "No, I don't like you."

Tao Yaoyao, you must know the answer to this question.But I will still say, I don't like you.

Yes, I don't like you.It's not that I don't want to like it, but that I can't like it.You are Tao Banxia's younger sister, a high goddess, and a star that I can't reach.How can I, who is so humble to dust, like you?

Besides, I also have Zhao Xiaoqi, who has been kind to me since she was a child.My conscience does not allow me to let her down, even if I let the whole world down, I can't let her down.

So, Tao Yaoyao, I don't like you...