dear psychiatrist

In fact, this time period has already passed the visiting time.In other words, Zhuo Qihua sneaked into the ward area to see Tao Yaoyao.It stands to reason that if he could sneak in, he would naturally be able to leave with Tao Yaoyao.

But the problem is that there were no doctors and nurses walking back and forth outside the ward just now.Zhuo Qihua didn't dare to speak big words, and blew his cowhide to the sky.If the nurses find out later, they will inevitably be scolded and stared at.

Carefully leading Tao Yaoyao, looking left and right, finally at the moment when she walked out of the ward area, she breathed a long sigh of relief.

Seeing the relief on Zhuo Qihua's face, Tao Yaoyao blushed and laughed loudly and said, "Look at your serious expression, sneaking observation and avoiding all the doctors and nurses, it really looks like a spy."

"...What is 'sneaky'?" Zhuo Qihua looked at the person in front of him speechlessly, and said with a wry smile: "Also, how could it be a secret agent? This is called a secret agent, okay! Have you seen 007? You know James Bond no?"

"Tsk tsk tsk, the ambition is quite lofty, and she still wants to be 007." Tao Yaoyao sighed a few words, and then put away the joke: "So... where are you going now?"

"Go to your heart."

Zhuo Qihua's ambiguous words attracted Tao Yaoyao's slaps: "Nervous! Where are you going?"

"You have a tendency to violence. Taijun, don't fight, I am willing to surrender." Zhuo Qihua put on a doggy expression and said with a smile.

The two played again, and after a long time, Zhuo Qihua returned to normal: "Go to my house."

Side by side with Tao Yaoyao, they walked towards the door of the hospital.The outpatient department has already closed its doors, leaving only a few busy figures swaying in the emergency department.

Zhuo Qihua will never forget this peaceful night, perhaps because Tao Yaoyao was standing beside him, it seemed that the whole impetuous world had quieted down.

"Yaoyao, what you said just now is a me who gives you a sense of security, and that's what I want to say. When I'm with you, I feel inexplicably at ease. It's like the whole noisy city has nothing to do with me. It doesn't matter at all, it's completely quiet." Zhuo Qihua stood beside Tao Yaoyao, talking about every thought in his heart in detail.

Then, when she wanted to hold Tao Yaoyao's hand, she hesitated for a while and asked, "Can I hold your hand?"

Tao Yaoyao didn't answer her question, but generously held Zhuo Qihua's hand.He lifted up the holding hands of the two and placed them on his chest, saying: "You want to hold hands. Since you hold hands, don't let them go casually."

"Of course I won't let you go. After searching and searching, I finally found you, so why would I let go of your hand?" Zhuo Qihua talked to himself, and subconsciously tightened his hands, That little warm hand.

After hailing a taxi casually, Zhuo Qihua reported the destination to the driver, turned around and tightened Tao Yaoyao's blouse and asked her: "Is it cold? I've just receded from the fever and I'm very weak. Keep warm, or it will be miserable if it burns again."

"..." Facing a lover who was more nagging than her own mother, this feeling was very subtle, Tao Yaoyao just turned her face and smiled at her, but did not speak.

Leaning her head on the back of the back seat, Tao Yaoyao looked out of the car window, the scenery that flashed backward rapidly.This night, against the backdrop of street lamps and neon lights, seemed so unreal.He stretched out his hand to explore the light outside the window, but only captured nothingness.The buildings that were originally dazzling in the daytime also became more and more unreal as the quiet night fell.

In Tao Yaoyao's eyes, the people hurrying outside the window turned into streaks of colorful colors.Then with their emotions, they disappeared out of sight.

Zhuo Qihua turned his face to the side and glanced at the woman beside him.It was only at that moment that Zhuo Qihua seemed to see endless loneliness from the eyes of the silent woman beside him.

Suddenly, she completely understood why Tao Yaoyao was unwilling to pin her love on time.After all, the future is too far away and ethereal for her.Said softly to Tao Yaoyao: "Accompany me to a place later, okay?"

"it is good."

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After getting out of the car, the two looked at the sky tacitly, as if they wanted to see the future scenery from the color of the sky, but they could only see a gray cloud.

Zhuo Qihua lowered his head, stretched out his hand to hold the woman beside him, and said to her: "Let's go."

While talking, he rubbed Tao Yaoyao's delicate fingertips repeatedly with his thumb.Trying to pass the temperature through the fingertips, feel the time that has slipped through the fingers.

"So this is where you want to come?" Tao Yaoyao folded her hands on her chest, and looked at Zhuo Qihua with a questioning expression on her face.But he couldn't see a trace of joke on her face, so he turned around and looked at everything in front of him again.

I don't understand why Zhuo Qihua was attracted by such a humble store.

Zhuo Qihua didn't explain, just took out a handful of change from his pocket, put a coin in and activated the electric trojan horse.Immediately, he jumped on the little wooden horse and swayed to the singing of nursery rhymes, with a relaxed expression on his face.

Seeing Zhuo Qihua's expression of enjoyment, Tao Yaoyao's childlike innocence also overflowed.Sitting on the small wooden horse beside Zhuo Qihua, he urged him to speak, "Give me a coin."

A coin was fed to the pony under Tao Yaoyao, and the pony began to shake joyfully.And these two grown-up children sat at the entrance of the canteen, on the electric wooden horse for children to play, and while listening to nursery rhymes, they chatted casually.

From Zhuo Qihua's narration, Tao Yaoyao detected the struggle in her heart.According to Zhuo Qihua, she always likes to change a lot of change, and then occupy the little wooden horse for a whole afternoon, and she never tires of it.

As a song came to my ears, I felt that I had returned to the past at that moment.There is no competition for fame and fortune, no distinction between good and evil, only the pure joy and sadness of children.

Children are simple, they laugh when they are happy, and cry when they are sad.But adults are different. When there is a smile on the face, the heart may not be happy.When he was sad, he had a smile on his face.

This is clearly hypocrisy, why do people always like to label this hypocritical behavior as a beautiful label, and call it growth.

Zhuo Qihua couldn't figure it out all the time, so he stopped thinking about it and glanced sideways at the woman beside him.I always thought that only I like these silly games, but I didn't expect Tao Yaoyao to also be interested.I saw her sitting on the wooden horse like a child, ups and downs with the singing of nursery rhymes.

Only then did I realize that Tao Yaoyao was not as calm as she looked on the outside, and she still had a childish side occasionally.And those who once only showed childishness in front of Tao Banxia, ​​also showed it in front of Zhuo Qihua.

Looking at the few coins left in his hand, when the little wooden horse under him stopped moving, Zhuo Qihua stopped feeding it.Instead, he threw coins one by one to the little wooden horse under Tao Yaoyao.

Then he sat on her side, staring at Tao Yaoyao beside her for a long time—such a delicate-looking, maturely dressed woman, sitting on an electric wooden horse, smiling brightly like a child.

When he was deep in his own thoughts, he neglected to feel a figure passing by his side.This middle of the night will inevitably remind people of ghosts and gods. Zhuo Qihua's scalp was numb, and he turned his head vigilantly, and saw Cui Anjie suddenly appearing behind him.

There was no sign of this, the sudden appearance of Cui Anjie really scared most of Zhuo Qihua's seven souls and six souls away.Hearing her strange cry, she instinctively moved her body backwards, almost falling off the wooden horse.

Straightening his body, he couldn't help complaining angrily: "Hey, I said, little sister, can you make some noise when you walk at night? If you are scary, you will be scared to death!"

Cui Anjie was amused by Zhuo Qihua's appearance. Hearing her giggle, she replied indifferently: "If you don't do anything wrong, why should you be afraid of knocking on the door?"

"...I really don't have much to talk to you about. Let me tell you, there are no little thieves visiting your place recently, so you're happy again, right?" Zhuo Qihua gave Cui Anjie a supercilious look, and Zhuo Qihua didn't bother to talk to her again.I said in my heart, if it wasn't for that day, you gave me a pitiful look, if it wasn't for Lao Cui's sake, if there weren't so many "or"s, I would care about your life and stay wherever you feel cool.

"You weigh as much as three or five children, right? Don't break the little wooden horse in front of my house. If it breaks, don't blame me for falling out!" Taking a look at Tao Yaoyao who was sitting quietly beside her, she turned and left without saying anything.

"Is she the owner of this canteen?" Tao Yaoyao opened her mouth as soon as Cui Anjie left.

Zhuo Qihua didn't want to talk more about Cui Anjie's matter.In fact, there is not much to say, Zhuo Qihua knows very little about her.Ever since, just nodding his head counted as an answer: "Well. Yes."

After Cui Anjie left, the two who originally sat in the canteen and chatted freely, also lost the desire to stay here.They were silent for a moment, and Zhuo Qihua spoke first: "It's too late. Let's go to bed early."

After finishing speaking, Zhuo Qihua stretched out his hand to hold Tao Yaoyao's hand, and led her off the little wooden horse.Shaking each other's arms, they walked towards the residential building in unison.

While walking, Zhuo Qihua suddenly stopped.Turning to look at the woman next to her, she leaned her head closer and said to her, "Tao Yaoyao slap me, let me know that this is really not a dream. I still can't believe it all happened It's true, I'm a little afraid of being fragmented after waking up from the dream."

So, Tao Yaoyao, please tell me that this is not a beautiful dream.It won't let me be knocked down by the strong gap between reality and dream after waking up from the dream...