dear psychiatrist

It is also miraculous to say that after meeting and saying goodbye to thousands of people, their eyes finally fixed on each other.For this wonder, everyone classifies it as the word 'love'.

Most people think that love has no reason at all.You don't need any reason to like someone, you just like it.Although, Zhuo Qihua in the past also agreed with this point of view.But just after that short look at Tao Yaoyao just now, Zhuo Qihua suddenly felt that there are really various reasons for liking someone.

Among these many feelings, what Zhuo Qihua is most grateful for is meeting Tao Yaoyao.Zhuo Qihua didn't dare to think about it, if one day he was doomed to lose Tao Yaoyao's picture.In fact, the two have not known each other for a long time, but Zhuo Qihua vaguely felt that he had known Tao Yaoyao for centuries.

Because, people don't fall in love with someone for no reason... let alone start to pour out their hearts and souls to someone who has never been related to each other for no reason.

But from the moment they first met, Zhuo Qihua could no longer control his heartbeat and breathing freely, and even his mood changed following Tao Yaoyao.

Seeing Tao Yaoyao walked into the house, Zhuo Qihua turned sideways, waved to Cui Anjie behind him and said, "Why are you standing there stupidly?! Come in, it's cold outside."

As Cui Anjie walked into the room, Zhuo Qihua closed the door smoothly, pointed to the sofa and said to Cui Anjie: "Sit on the sofa and rest for a while, I will turn on the heating first. By the way, I will find a soft cushion for you." You, don't freeze. You are not sensible when you are young, but you will know the pain when you are old."

As soon as he uttered this scolding sentence, Zhuo Qihua regretted it.Because Tao Yaoyao was standing on the balcony looking back at her with astonishment and surprise on her face.

Even when he bumped into him carrying Cui Anjie upstairs at the door, Zhuo Qihua never saw such an expression on Tao Yaoyao's face.Just staring at each other for a moment without words, Zhuo Qihua hastily glanced elsewhere.

Although, from the beginning to the end, Tao Yaoyao didn't say anything.But at that moment, Zhuo Qihua knew clearly that Tao Yaoyao's heart was sad.

She also understands how Tao Yaoyao feels when she sees herself going upstairs with other women on her back, talking and laughing, and speaking to that woman the soft words she once said to herself. embarrassing.

Seeing such an expression on Tao Yaoyao's face that had nothing to do with her temperament, Zhuo Qihua felt a dull pain in his heart, but he had nowhere to vent it.He opened his mouth to say something to Tao Yaoyao, but before he could say anything, Cui Anjie spoke first: "I'm going to the bathroom."

After saying this, Cui Anjie stood up from the sofa with strong support, but walked towards the kitchen.

Seeing Cui Anjie's behavior, everyone can understand that Cui Anjie just wanted to give Zhuo Qihua and Tao Yaoyao a space to talk.But Zhuo Qihua, who has always relied on his wit, failed to think of this level.

Zhuo Qihua looked at Cui Anjie's back, a little dazed, and hurriedly reached out and pointed in the direction of the bathroom: "Hey, little lady. That's the bathroom, why are you going to the kitchen?!"

"..." Cui Anjie looked at Zhuo Qihua who was not far away with a speechless expression, and then glanced in Tao Yaoyao's direction, without concealing the deep sympathy in her eyes.

Sensing Cui Anjie's gaze, Tao Yaoyao smiled back, but said nothing.It wasn't until Cui Anjie turned to leave and disappeared in front of her eyes that Tao Yaoyao withdrew her gaze and turned her gaze to Zhuo Qihua.

After a moment of silence, Tao Yaoyao finally said to Zhuo Qihua: "Stingy ghost, don't you plan to say something to me?"

It was Tao Yaoyao's low-pitched question that made Zhuo Qihua feel her fragility.After all, Tao Yaoyao is just a woman, and no matter how strong and rational a woman is, her emotions will eventually fluctuate with her feelings.

Zhuo Qihua looked at Tao Yaoyao with a complicated expression on his face, wanting to tell her everything.I want Tao Yaoyao to feel relieved, and I want her to know that actually, Cui Anjie temporarily moved into her home for a period of time only because she was weak from the abortion.

But Zhuo Qihua did not say all this after all. After a long silence, she shook her head slightly and asked back: "Do you need me to say something?"

Perhaps it was because Zhuo Qihua didn't expect such an answer, Tao Yaoyao was taken aback for a moment, and then showed a standard smile.Seeing Tao Yaoyao shook her head, she then supported her arm, and said calmly, "Don't worry, I'm just asking casually."

Having said that, Tao Yaoyao paused for a moment, then turned her gaze out of the window, and continued: "I have a client to attend to later, and I just came here to make sure you are fine. You are fine...then Just fine."

It seemed that the five-flavor bottle was knocked over, Zhuo Qihua smelled a sour taste, but the thousand words turned into a sentence: "Are you leaving now? Do you want to leave after dinner?"

"No, I'm leaving. It's always bad to be late." Tao Yaoyao walked from the balcony to the door while talking.

"Shall I see you off?"

"No need, there are still guests to entertain at home. What's the matter with you leaving." Tao Yaoyao's answer was really decent, and no one could find any faults in it.

If Zhuo Qihua hadn't been standing in front of Tao Yaoyao, looking at her for a long time, it would be hard to believe just listening to her words, Tao Yaoyao's face was full of sadness at this moment.

After a momentary daze, Tao Yaoyao had already walked out of the room.With the sound of 'click', the worlds of Zhuo Qihua and Tao Yaoyao were separated again...

At some point, Cui Anjie appeared in front of Zhuo Qihua.Cui Anjie was not someone who saw outsiders, she walked straight to the sofa, but said something in her mouth: "Hey, your girlfriend is leaving, don't you want to see it off?"

"Of course I have to give it away. You stay on the sofa and don't move around. If you get cold, you can cover yourself with a quilt. After sending Yaoyao away, I will stop by to buy a silky chicken and a black fish. I will treat you well." Make up your body." While talking, Zhuo Qihua didn't hesitate in his movements, and swiftly put the scarf around his neck.

Standing at the door and yelling at the woman in the back room: "Hey, little sister, I'm really gone. When I'm not at home, don't make trouble for me. There's more..."

Just as she was about to say something, a pillow flew towards her face, and then Cui Anjie's cold voice, as usual, reached her ears: "Get out of here!"

"Damn it! Who is it?" Reflexively knocking down the flying pillow, Zhuo Qihua closed the door cursing.

Until he reached the entrance of the corridor, Zhuo Qihua seemed to be able to hear Cui Anjie's indistinct yelling from inside the room.Although I couldn't hear what she was saying, Zhuo Qihua didn't need to think too much to guess: "Fuck, fuck, fuck! Come on, let you fuck!"

Zhuo Qihua couldn't care less about arguing with Cui Anjie, the younger sister, fearing that Tao Yaoyao would get too far away, he quickly chased down the stairs with three steps at a time.

Fortunately... Tao Yaoyao didn't go far.Zhuo Qihua finally caught up with Tao Yaoyao at the stairs on the third floor.

Normally, the narrow corridors are only big enough for one person to walk, but Zhuo Qihua insisted on squeezing beside Tao Yaoyao because he was begging for nothing.Tao Yaoyao glanced at the childish Zhuo Qihua who was standing by her side, and didn't say anything about her, but let her little waywardness go.The two of them stood shoulder to shoulder and walked down the narrow corridor.

Seeing that Tao Yaoyao didn't say anything, Zhuo Qihua became interested, rubbing his fingertips against Tao Yaoyao's from time to time, but didn't say anything.

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Seeing the separation was imminent, Zhuo Qihua suddenly grabbed Tao Yaoyao's hands, touched her hand towards his heart, and whispered to the person in front of him, "Yaoyao, please trust me." , okay?"

But the words just blurted out, even Zhuo Qihua himself found it funny.For Tao Yaoyao's request for an explanation, Zhuo Qihua was unwilling to give the other party even half a sentence, but at this moment he asked the other party to believe in him unconditionally!

How blind and thorough is Tao Yaoyao's love that she nods her head in agreement?Thinking about this, Zhuo Qihua's eyes dimmed, and he easily opened the hands that bound the other party.

"Yes. I believe in you!" What Zhuo Qihua never dreamed of was that Tao Yaoyao's soft voice came from beside his ear.While talking, Tao Yaoyao reached out to tidy up the scarf that Zhuo Qihua casually wrapped around her neck.

If he stood on the other side's standpoint and said "trust me" to Tao Yaoyao, Zhuo Qihua felt that he could not be so tolerant and trusting.A burst of emotion flooded into my heart, and I hugged the person in front of me almost subconsciously.

In just a few breaths, Tao Yaoyao gently broke away from Zhuo Qihua's embrace, and whispered: "There are many people here..."

Zhuo Qihua naturally understood what Tao Yaoyao wanted to express!Such an ordinary hug for ordinary couples is not what Zhuo Qihua and Tao Yaoyao, an unusual pair of lovers, can expect.

Perhaps, it is precisely because of one point that the imperfections and regrets brought about by social concepts make the two cherish every minute and every second together.