dear psychiatrist

Among countless singers, Zhuo Qihua prefers Eason Chan.Among his outstanding songs, Zhuo Qihua's favorite is a Cantonese song "Back to the original shape".

I vaguely remember the lyrics as follows:

"

Be prepared to be intimidated by me,

Who can

Incomparably white.

How to bear this curiosity,

Are you ready to love me?

If you like weirdos,

Actually I am beautiful.

"

For some reason, Zhuo Qihua kept humming this song in broken Cantonese as he carried Tao Yaoyao on his back.

I always feel that this song is very appropriate. My own mood, many words are difficult to sum up in one or two sentences.As we grow up, there are always some words that can no longer be spoken to others.If you say too much, others will think you are moaning/groaning without any illness, and if it is more ugly, it is hypocritical!I don't know what to say, no one can understand, so I simply kept my mouth shut.

During the long silence, by chance, Zhuo Qihua heard this song, and he was able to express the boredom in his heart very well.Whenever her heart is filled with uneasiness and sadness, she always loves to sing this song out loud.

"I heard you said that the favorite line in this song is, if you like weirdos, I'm actually pretty. Cheapskate, I..." Leaning on Zhuo Qihua's back, feeling warm for no reason, Tao Yaoyao finished speaking halfway, then continued after a pause: "I like weirdos."

"..."

People in love really can't think rationally.Who would have known that when the two really stood at the intersection of Tian'ai Road, they laughed at the same time.

Putting Tao Yaoyao down, Zhuo Qihua rubbed his slightly sore arms, feeling sweet in his heart.It seems that after many twists and turns, love has finally reached the beautiful place in fantasy.

No one mentioned the unhappiness of the previous second anymore, and looked at the present, not the past or the future.It's just this minute, this second, and this person in front of you.However, Zhuo Qihua, who never knew anything about literary poetry, seemed to understand a little at the moment when he stared deeply at Tao Yaoyao, the sentence in her mouth, "May there be years to look back, and we will grow old together with deep affection".

Holding hands, walking slowly along Tianai Road with the people around you.Suddenly Zhuo Qihua said in an unscrupulous way: "Yaoyao, there is still a road of concentricity, shall we go for a walk next time?"

"Okay." Nodding lightly, he turned around and gave Zhuo Qihua a bright smile.

It was this smile that broke free from tears that made Zhuo Qihua unforgettable for a long time, because she would never forget the brilliance in Tao Yaoyao's eyes at that moment.

Not knowing what virtue and ability she has, she saw a gentle smile on Tao Yaoyao's face.And in the eyes of this gentle and excellent woman, there is nothing but herself.

Every time he recalled the night when Tian Ailu walked together, Zhuo Qihua could always outline a not-so-good-looking but bright smile at the corner of his mouth.Because, that night, no one spoke, they just walked hand in hand, and their hearts were connected.

Give each other a warm hug that is enough to melt all the grudges in the heart, and then love can move on.

……

……

The next day, Zhuo Qihua heard an interesting story in his office.In fact, although the stories in the criminal police brigade are suspected of embellishment, most of them can be traced back to real cases.

It can also be said that the "interesting" in Zhuo Qihua's mouth may be a barb in a certain person's heart. Even if the flesh and blood are tormented by the thorn, it cannot be pulled out, let alone removed.

Most people treat this story with a smile after listening to it.But Zhuo Qihua pondered over and over again, tilting his head and really couldn't figure it out.

Simply taking advantage of the afternoon nap time, she dialed Tao Yaoyao's phone number.

"Hey, my dear psychiatrist, I am the Sailor Moon who is always ready to fight for you." Zhuo Qihua said with a hippie smile. He said, "By the way, can I ask something?"

"Okay. For the sake of being Sailor Moon, I don't charge you more for the consultation fee, but I will charge you [-]% more." Tao Yaoyao seemed to be in a good mood, and Zhuo Qi's brisk voice came from the other end of the phone. Hua's ears.

"Pfft, what did you say?" Zhuo Qihua was on the other end of the phone, sitting on a wooden chair in the small garden of the unit with his legs crossed, with a can of iced Coke in his mouth.Hearing Tao Yaoyao's words, a mouthful of Ice Coke spewed out from her mouth.

"What, what? It's my private time now! You said that I gave up my private rest time to consult you. Is it too much to charge you [-]% more?"

Tao Yaoyao's playful words made Zhuo Qihua feel warm in his heart.Yaoyao, who said we can only be serious?You see, we can also flirt, talk and laugh.

"It sounds reasonable... Well, can I pay for it?"

"No seriousness!" Tao Yaoyao chuckled, but she didn't care about Zhuo Qihua's non-stop talking, and heard her soft and gentle voice: "What's the matter? Tell me..."

"Generally speaking, we don't handle cases that don't kill people, or are not evil cases. In fact, this is not my case. It's just a rumor..." Knowing that Tao Yaoyao must be on the other end of the phone Listening intently, Zhuo Qihua became incoherent and couldn't express his meaning for a long while, at least he told Tao Yaoyao the story he had heard from the hearsay.

I heard a colleague in the unit talk about a man with a strong desire to control, and I vaguely remember that man is called Li Zhao.This man's desire to control is not as strong as usual, and he is always watching his wife vigilantly, not letting the woman say a word to other men.

Thinking about it carefully, it looks a bit like the real version of the TV series "Don't Talk to Strangers" played by Mei Ting.

Even though the woman had a son with Li Zhao, it still didn't make her life much easier.From time to time, he is secretly followed by men, but anyone of the opposite sex who has communicated with them will be interrogated by Li Zhao one by one, and he will only stop after careful investigation.

What stunned Zhuo Qihua the most was that he learned from his colleagues that Li Zhao's wife was raped by this man in the first place, which led to her pregnancy.Instead of sending the man to the police station, this woman nodded and agreed to marry him.

Zhuo Qihua was puzzled by such a way of begging for perfection and swallowing his anger.

After telling Tao Yaoyao about Li Zhao's affairs in detail, Zhuo Qihua was silent for a moment, then said again: "Yaoyao, I think it's very strange that that woman told all about Li Zhao's crimes. Isn't she safe when a man is in prison? Why don't you dare to say anything? What's the difference between living in fear all day long and dying?"

Tao Yaoyao on the other end of the phone was standing in front of the floor-to-ceiling windows, feeling the warmth of the sun bathing her whole body.Hearing Zhuo Qihua's dissatisfaction, he smiled lightly, and after a few seconds of silence, he opened his mouth: "I think that woman just learned to compromise."

"What? What kind of compromise?" After drinking the last sip of Coke, Zhuo Qihua crushed the can with all his might, and tossed it back and forth in his hands.

"...Play less video games and think more about life, my lord detective!" Tao Yaoyao said jokingly, and then explained to the other end of the phone: "I guess Li Zhao has threatened you more than once. She, for example: "If you dare to sue me, I will kill your whole family! Knowing where you live, you can't escape!" This woman should have lived under Li Zhao's shadow for a long time, in order to protect her family Friend, she gradually learned to compromise."

Zhuo Qihua nodded thoughtfully, and said as if talking to himself: "This woman just lacks a sense of security!"

Tao Yaoyao shook her head slightly, and did not agree with Zhuo Qihua's point of view: "It's not just a simple lack of security, women have their own worries. It is impossible for Li Zhao to stay in prison for a lifetime. After he is released from prison, Everything will be ruined by him."

"Oh, so it means that she doesn't want to believe in the fairness of the law?" Zhuo Qihua said without thinking.

"Then do you believe in the justice of the law?"

Tao Yaoyao's casual sentence made Zhuo Qihua not know how to answer, he opened his mouth, but couldn't utter a word, and fell completely silent.

After a long time, Zhuo Qihua suddenly smiled and said: "Oh, then I know. If you can protect her well and let her know that the man will never hurt her, then it will be fine?!"

"It's easy to say... For her, this is an invisible shackle and prison. She thinks she can't escape, so she can only choose to accept her fate after all." Tao Yaoyao analyzed calmly, her calm tone , seems to be used to seeing similar stories.

Zhuo Qihua never asked about Tao Yaoyao's work.In fact, even if Zhuo Qihua asked, Tao Yaoyao would not reveal the client's desires.

Although Zhuo Qihua is a couple, it does not mean that she can share the client's secrets.

"I don't care what shackles you are talking about, even if it is a shackle, I will break it with all my strength." Zhuo Qihua became serious, with fists in his hands, quite confident that he must win.

Looking up at the bright sky slightly, Zhuo Qihua seems to have seen the ambition he had when he first joined the police force.

The sympathy for a strange woman is not Zhuo Qihua's overflowing sympathy, but the shadow of Lin Xiaoyan who was not treated fairly in the Playboy case again in this story.

He tried his best to help the woman in the story, as if it was not the woman in the story who was bound by the shackles, but Zhuo Qihua himself.It seemed that what Zhuo Qihua was trying to break was the... cage that imprisoned his soul.