dear psychiatrist

Accustomed to working with silence, at this moment, Zhuo Qihua seemed to have a thousand words, but in the end it only turned into a strong kiss.

The woman in front of her closed her eyes tightly, and her eyelashes flicked from time to time. Under the reflection of the bright moonlight, it was so unreal, yet so beautiful.Time seems to have stopped at this moment.The wind in the ear is still cold, and with the past years in a hurry, it blows away Piao Miao yesterday.

The season of spring is approaching, just right for love...

Hearing Tao Yaoyao panting lightly on his shoulder, Zhuo Qihua's heart was beating violently, remembering the warm feeling just now, his head was a little dizzy.Looking at Tao Yaoyao's deep water-like eyes, the desire that had been suppressed for a long time turned into a clear spring at that moment, surging in Zhuo Qihua's heart.

Attaching Tao Yaoyao's lips again, those soft and warm lips, with the saltiness of tears, entered Zhuo Qihua's mouth, making her forget everything, and time seemed to freeze again.

I don't know how long the four lips have been entangled and exhaled, how long they have been kissed, and how long they will continue to kiss.Zhuo Qihua couldn't give a clear answer, but she didn't care.He closed his eyes tightly, wishing to close all other senses, so that he could remember this moment more deeply.

Tao Yaoyao's panting sound slightly rippling in Zhuo Qihua's heart, catalyzing a burst of indescribable joy, even forgetting Jin Xi He Xi, the only thought in his mind was to hold the thin figure in his arms woman, hold her tighter.

Her heartbeat accelerated suddenly, and her slightly trembling left hand reached out to the hem of Tao Yaoyao's clothes, rubbing back and forth on her back through a thin layer of bottoming shirt.

In Zhuo Qihua's memory, he had never had such intimate contact with Tao Yaoyao. The touch of delicate skin was like a burning flame, igniting bursts of love.

At some point, the two stopped their fragrant kiss.Tao Yaoyao didn't say anything, just turned to look at the world beyond the balcony.The rain outside the window had long since stopped, and the desolation that had once soaked the ground seemed insignificant at this time.Even the mourning that he used to groan over and over without illness, in Zhuo Qihua's view, has now become dull.

Tao Yaoyao's body is so thin that people feel distressed, and people wish they could rush forward and embrace her in their arms before giving up.The feeling of hugging Tao Yaoyao is like a dream, full of satisfaction is all her figure, every frown and cluster, like a spring breeze blowing on the face.

I have always thought that happiness is superficial, and only pain can make people unforgettable. I never thought that happiness can make people crazy. Zhuo Qihua only felt that he was going crazy, insane, and angry.

Midnight was just around the corner, Zhuo Qihua was about to open his mouth to tease "Life is like a dream, white clouds and gray dogs", but Tao Yaoyao turned her face slightly, her fair skin was slightly flushed, leaning quietly against her In his arms, a smile was inadvertently outlined at the corner of his mouth.

It is also this silent smile that makes Zhuo Qihua's dusty memory for a long time be opened in an instant, and when he suddenly recalls being lonely and helpless, he will always hope in his mind, who can bloom to himself like this? a smile.

The breeze blew, and the crabapple flowers downstairs swayed and danced, faintly swaying a scent of flowers, filling the sky over the whole city, and Zhuo Qihua was also drunk in the wonderful night like a dream...

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Time just passed by, slipping through the fingers.One day a month later, just a few steps into the community, Zhuo Qihua unexpectedly saw the woman whom he hadn't seen for a long time.

Even though it was just a back view, and even though the woman's hairstyle had changed, Zhuo Qihua could never forget that one-in-a-thousand, almost perfect figure.But now that figure seems to be more calm and confident, Zhuo Qihua stood in the same place and looked at the familiar figure in astonishment, and greeted: "Hey, Big Brother Cui, what kind of wind brought you back? It's okay to come here Why don't you call ahead?"

Zhuo Qihua was somewhat surprised by Cui Anjie's sudden visit.Regarding Cui Anjie's recent situation, Zhuo Qihua didn't know much about it, he only knew that Cui Anjie performed exceptionally well in the singer talent show.

Of course, Cui Anjie is still the same, even in TV shows, facing tens of millions of viewers behind the camera, she still has a cold expression and rarely smiles.What is quite surprising is that it is this high-cold aura that has attracted the attention of many fans.

Cui Anjie looked back suddenly after hearing the sound. Even though she was wearing a pair of big sunglasses that could cover her face, it couldn't cover her beauty. She looked amazing in the afterglow of the setting sun.

But fate seems to have made a huge joke, Zhuo Qihua never thought that Cui Anjie would stand out from thousands of draftees, stand under the spotlight, and stand at the height of life.

Cui Anjie reached out and took off her sunglasses, and said to Zhuo Qihua in front of her with a relaxed face: "Little policeman, long time no see."

The phrase "Long time no see" almost made Zhuo Qihua choke up, she was afraid of these four words.I don't know how many people have died in the separation of years, and when they meet again, they are speechless and can only say "Long time no see".Stunned in place, the rustling wind slid past his ears, the corners of his eyes became moist, and an inexplicable soreness surged into his nasal cavity, and rushed to his heart again.

However, life is really unpredictable. Who would have thought that because of an accidental fire, Cui Anjie embarked on the road of stardom that no one else dared to think about.

Even though she became a star and became familiar in front of tens of millions of viewers, Cui Anjie's nature did not change at all.After entering Zhuo Qihua's home, she kicked the high heels on her feet and flung them far away, then ran towards the sofa with her bare feet.

Made a cup of hot tea for Cui Anjie and put it on the coffee table in front of her. Zhuo Qihua paused for a moment, but said in an unscrupulous manner: "Cui Anjie star, sign some autographs for me. When you become popular From now on, I will put your signature online and sell it for money.”

"Cut! Don't you dare, I'll take your skin off." Unceremoniously gave Zhuo Qihua a supercilious look, Cui Anjie gave a rare smile.

"It's fine if you don't sign. Since you've joined this circle, you're more informed than I am. Gossip with me for a while, and you say that Fan and Li are really lovers?"

"...I'd better sign it for you."

After laughing for a while, both of them fell silent.Zhuo Qihua turned his head and glanced at the woman sitting on the sofa. She was also staring at him, and there was an inexplicable look in her eyes.

The shadow of the setting sun dimmed, and the light that spilled into the living room stretched Cui Anjie's shadow very long, and the mottled light and shadow on the wall concealed the expression of the owner of the shadow.After a long time, I heard Cui Anjie say: "Zhuo Qihua, I need 200 million..."

"What?" Zhuo Qihua clearly heard Cui Anjie's words, but Zhuo Qihua was startled and couldn't help but raise his voice a little bit, wanting to listen to what Cui Anjie said just now to prove that he heard wrong.

"I need 200 million, and I won No.5 in this competition. A company signed a contract, but I lack an opportunity, so I want to discuss with the company and release a single at my own expense!" Cui Anjie said indifferently, thinking about it, she had already made up her mind , it must be done.

"Wait a minute, are you talking about a single? One song costs 200 million yuan? This... this..." Zhuo Qihua's head was in chaos, and his thoughts were not at the speed of chaos. He hesitated for a while, and when he spoke again Suddenly came out a sentence: "How many roasted sweet potatoes do I have to eat?"

At this time, Zhuo Qihua only felt that he had been teased by fate again, and had been crushed by reality several times.Going back to the beginning, I used to think that the help was just a little effort, but now when Cui Anjie needs help, there is nothing I can do to help.

But... where could Cui Anjie get the 200 million?Besides stealing and robbing, is there any other way?

"Where did you get the 200 million?" Zhuo Qihua asked puzzled.

"I want to sell the house. If we put it together, we should be able to make up 200 million."

"Crazy, crazy, you crazy woman, you sold the house, where does your mother live? Did you let her sleep on the street?" Hearing Cui Anjie mentioning the sale of the house, Zhuo Qihua looked extremely annoyed and cursed yelled.

After calming down a bit, Zhuo Qihua glanced at the woman next to him and added, "Besides, you think I'm an idiot. You still want to sell 200 million for the area of ​​your house?"

This time, instead of Cui Anjie's long silence, she finally opened her mouth again, but said in a low voice: "It's really not possible... There are wealthy businessmen who are willing..."

"Stop it! Stop it for me! Don't become a high-class prostitute before you fucking become famous! Cui Anjie, let me tell you, you can't even think about such an idea! Did you hear that?! You If you dare to sell your body, I will break your legs!"

Cui Anjie fell into her own thoughts for a moment, while Zhuo Qihua fidgeted impatiently, and kept preaching to help Cui Anjie brainwash.

Finally... Zhuo Qihua said to Cui Anjie: "I will help you solve the money issue. But such a thing as a wealthy businessman's support will never happen to you!"

Cui Anjie opened her mouth, as if she wanted to say something, but she didn't say anything after all, and nodded with red eyes.Ever since, Zhuo Qihua once again saw helplessness and pain in her while hesitating to speak.

Cui Anjie is a strong woman, if she didn't have the slightest idea, she would definitely not come to seek Zhuo Qihua's help, after all, Zhuo Qihua's weight in the entertainment industry is very small.

Zhuo Qihua seemed to be able to hear Cui Anjie's inner struggle, and at the same time understood that he was Cui Anjie's only remaining, the last straw!

But she didn't want the last bit of hope that Cui Anjie harbored in her heart to be broken and scattered all over the place...