dear psychiatrist

Regarding Chen Yeping's sudden act of acting as a peacemaker, Fan Huihui showed extreme dissatisfaction, but just stared at the man in front of Tao Yaoyao with wide eyes.Perhaps it was because Fan Huihui's anger was dazzled, and he couldn't take much care of it when he was angry. He almost roared: "When is Chen Yeping? Are you still thinking about Tao Yaoyao? Don't forget that the bride is me." It's not her. Heh...that's funny, and I don't know who kept saying that he must marry her as his wife. Don't you like Tao Yaoyao the most? You always call her name in your dreams. What about the last? Lead me into the palace of marriage?"

Hearing this sentence, Tao Yaoyao suddenly raised her head, and those memories that she tried her best to forget and buried deeply seemed to be pulled out of her heart, and a trace of bloody sweet smell filled the air. lips.

It was precisely because of Fan Huihui's unrestrained words that Zhuo Qihua suddenly understood why Tao Yaoyao was unwilling to give her feelings to time.After all, I understand that when I use the love declaration of "I will like it for a long time, until life and death separate us" as "how long will I like it?" ', Tao Yaoyao's eyes were full of loneliness.

Because the scars in Tao Yaoyao's heart have never healed, and the hurt Chen Yeping gave her has always been in her heart, so in the days to come, Tao Yaoyao is no longer willing to use time to promise love.

It's not that Tao Yaoyao no longer believes in love, but that she no longer believes in those illusory, hopeful but unreachable... promises.

Zhuo Qihua hadn't figured it out yet. For some reason, Chen Yeping was like a cat whose tail had been trampled sorely. In an instant, his hair exploded in hostility, and he pulled his wife aside, completely disregarding his image of a polite gentleman just now. .

"Go away!" Fan Huihui, who was in a rage, saw that there was no one around, and hurriedly threw off Chen Yeping's restraint.Wiping her hands as if she felt dirty, she reprimanded her: "I, Fan Huihui, don't know what crime I did in my last life to make up a pair with a piece of trash like you. Was Tao Yaoyao really blind before? What? Will you fall in love with a useless man like you?"

"You're enough! Tell me that's fine, don't mention Yaoyao!" Chen Yeping was also on fire at this time, he couldn't understand why Fan Huihui insisted on inviting Tao Yaoyao to the wedding?But now that people are here, why are they sneering at Tao Yaoyao?Isn't Tao Yaoyao embarrassed enough?

Xu Shi did not expect that Chen Yeping, who had always been tolerant, would burst out his resentment at this moment.Fan Huihui also became impatient, and in a fit of urgency, she kept cursing and swearing, and finally scolded herself: "If it wasn't for Tao Yaoyao, I wouldn't even bother to look at you. Hehe, sure enough, trash Women will be with trash men, otherwise how could Tao Yaoyao have a crush on you?"

"What did you say? You did everything possible to seduce me because of Tao Yaoyao? But, aren't you good friends?" Hearing Fan Huihui's words, Chen Yeping, who was still emotionally affected by anger just now, seemed to be drinking in winter. A glass of ice-cold snow water, from the head to the soles of the feet, opened his mouth after a long while in a daze.

"I seduce you? I seduce you? Say, I seduce you?" Fan Huihui Xu was out of breath. After repeating the sentence three times, she laughed coldly, and then said: "Don't put yourself in front of me." I looked disgusted with an infatuated expression! Do you know that I am good friends with her? Then you still sleep with your girlfriend’s friend? I am lustful by nature, and lost Tao Yaoyao in the end, but now I have an innocent face , it's disgusting to watch."

"..." Chen Yeping seemed to have been poked into a weak spot, he no longer refuted, and fell completely silent.

In fact, Fan Huihui was not wrong, everything was her own fault.The childhood sweetheart and childhood love between Tao Yaoyao and her childhood sweetheart were ruined by herself.

Missing each other is worse than seeing each other, maybe the relationship between him and Tao Yaoyao really corresponds to this sentence.Although, for Tao Yaoyao, Chen Yeping had too many unexplainable emotions rippling in his heart, which catalyzed a deeper and more depressive love than before the breakup.But no matter how true love it was, it was separated by time after all, and it became a regret that I wanted to chase and never get back.

When Chen Yeping and Fan Huihui got their mood together again and appeared in the reception hall, Tao Yaoyao and Zhuo Qihua couldn't be found no matter what—at this time when the newlyweds were arguing endlessly. At that moment, Tao Yaoyao turned around and left.

This is also good, that is to fulfill the promise of 'will definitely attend the wedding', and there is no need to stay and continue to ask for unhappiness.

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"Why did you sing the wedding march with strange lyrics just now?" Tao Yaoyao asked calmly without looking at Zhuo Qihua who was beside her.

That cold tone didn't seem to be too curious about the answer, even if the other party kept silent, Tao Yaoyao would not mind half of it.And in such a calm tone, Zhuo Qihua vaguely felt an inexplicable sadness.

Unwilling to let Tao Yaoyao immerse himself in this sadness, Zhuo Qihua tried his best to show an unscrupulous appearance, put his hands in his trouser pockets, and walked towards the parking garage with Tao Yaoyao, while opening his mouth Said: "In TV dramas, there are always pros and cons, and the way to distinguish the pros and cons is generally by looking at the face. I am not as good-looking as you, so naturally you play the decent, and I play the villain."

Seeing that Tao Yaoyao stopped expressing any opinions, Zhuo Qihua panicked, stretched out his hand to grab the woman beside him, lowered his head, and said in a rather low mood: "Yaoyao, did I destroy your friendship? You were a bad guy once."

"..." Staring at Zhuo Qihua beside him with an anxious face for a long time, Tao Yaoyao relieved her tight heart: "Actually, they are quite a good match. Maybe...fate is true." What is yours is preordained by God, what is yours is yours, and others cannot take it away, even if what is not yours is locked by your side, it will eventually leave you."

"Hey, such a deep chicken soup for the soul." Seeing Tao Yaoyao's frown relaxed, Zhuo Qihua's mood also relaxed, and he became very busy.

When he walked to the parking garage, Zhuo Qihua hesitated because Yaoyao and himself both drove here.After thinking for a while, he walked towards Tao Yaoyao's Buick, and said to Yaoyao beside him: "Give me the key, and I will take you to a place."

If it weren't for Tao Yaoyao's eyes that were still slightly red, Zhuo Qihua would have thought that this little episode at the wedding was nothing to Tao Yaoyao, like a gust of cold wind blowing on his face. It's cold, but it's fleeting.

It is clear that there is pain in my heart, and if the wound from the past is peeled off at this time, it will inevitably be dripping with blood, and the pain is uncontrollable.Zhuo Qihua would never ask Tao Yaoyao to forget the past, she only hoped that the past would stop pestering and torturing Tao Yaoyao again and again.

He watched helplessly the woman beside him, who was sitting only a short distance away, sad, but Zhuo Qihua couldn't take a step closer.Even if you get close to your body, you can't get close to your heart.

Until the years to come, when Zhuo Qihua closed his eyes, Tao Yaoyao's face that was about to cry would still appear.Although this beautiful face is only a few feet away from me.

Tao Yaoyao didn't speak any more along the way, but just sat in the co-pilot's seat, letting Zhuo Qihua see the Buick from the elevated all the way to the urban area, always thinking about the direction of the suburbs.After a long time, Tao Yaoyao regained her composure and asked, "Stingy ghost, where are we going?"

"Go to your heart..." Zhuo Qihua's talkativeness can't be changed, he almost didn't think about it, and then he said seriously: "Let's go to the playground, Happy Valley! Yaoyao, what do you say If I drive you to the Happy Valley, will you be truly happy? I am afraid to see the expression on your face now, as if there are thousands of thoughts pulling you, preventing you from showing your face."

One sentence made Tao Yaoyao's tears, which had just been suppressed, return to her eyes and spin around.Tao Yaoyao rubbed her teary eyes, but smiled slightly, and said to Zhuo Qihua beside her, "Stingy, pull over at the next intersection..."

Obediently stopping the car, Zhuo Qihua turned his head, and said to the woman beside him in a concerned tone: "Yaoyao, what's wrong with you, are you feeling unwell?"

"Stingy ghost, the truth or the big risk?" Tao Yaoyao ignored Zhuo Qihua's concerns, but spoke softly to herself.While opening his mouth, he stretched out his hand and pulled La Zhuoqihua's tie that hung loosely around his neck and was used for decoration.

"Huh? Why did you suddenly play 'Truth or Dare'? You know me, and you never choose Dare. It's the same this time, Truth." Zhuo Qihua replied with a smile, keeping his eyes on the Tao Yaoyao.

"Truth or Big Adventure?"

"Sincerely."

"Truth or Big Adventure?"

"..." Zhuo Qihua felt that she and Tao Yaoyao had entered such an infinite cycle of vicious circles, and he knew in his heart that if he did not answer the big adventure, according to Tao Yaoyao's temperament, he would probably go on endlessly like this. ask.

"A big adventure." In the end, Zhuo Qihua chose to compromise.

What Zhuo Qihua didn't expect was that Tao Yaoyao's warm lips covered her at the moment she uttered the last word.

And this kiss was so real yet illusory that Zhuo Qihua almost forgot to breathe.It's clear that he hasn't touched a drop of alcohol, but at this moment, Zhuo Qihua is still intoxicated.