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Zuo Zhan was full of sulking, went home, thought about having nothing to do, and went to sleep with anger.

Just as he fell asleep, the door was knocked loudly, waking Zuo Zhan up.

He jumped up suddenly, but his head suddenly became dizzy. When he leaned against the wall to calm down, the knock on the door was louder than before. Zuo Zhan had no choice but to open the door.

When the door opened, his father stood in front of it.

Before Zuo Zhan came and said something, his father fired all the fire and talked for a while, Zuo Zhan listened for a long time before he realized what kind of anger it was.

His father has not worked for a long time. He stays at home every day and does not communicate with others. He is a little out of touch with society. He no longer knows the mainstream of life. When he came in, he didn't call Zuo Zhan, he yelled at the security downstairs, and finally came in, instead of taking the elevator, he climbed the stairs, and knocked on Zuo Zhan's door.

"What kind of place do you live in? I've let you go home a long time ago. What's the matter with you getting tired of staying at other people's house every day!"

The door hadn't been closed yet, Zuo Zhan's father started talking about him almost as soon as he came in.

Zuo Zhan also understood that he was angry and wanted to vent, so he recognized him and said that he didn't resist. Zuo Zhan's father said he was thirsty, so he didn't continue.

After he reacted, he found that he didn't even change his shoes, so he slipped on the slippers carelessly and asked Zuo Zhan to pour him water.

Zuo Zhan didn't want to talk to him either, so he put the water glass on the table, maybe a little too much, the glass and the table made a crashing sound, and his father started to get angry again: "I'm so fucking angry when I said something about you Isn't it! I raised you so big just to show me face!"

Zuo Zhan was so sad that he didn't care about it, and said, "Dad, even though I sentenced you to the original sentence, can you treat me as the sentence to my mother?"

"What do you mean!"

"Dad, sometimes I'm thinking, I did some heinous crimes in my previous life to be born into this family. When you divorced, I was thinking, I don't want to be with anyone, even though I It was awarded to you, but I don't care about you, I don't spend your money, and I don't often hang around you to make you upset, so can you pretend that you don't have my son."

As soon as he finished speaking, his father slapped him.

"What the hell are you talking about? I raised you so much, so you want to piss me off!"

Zuo Zhan lowered his head, his eyes were red, it wasn't that his father hurt him, but he finally said these words.

Zuo Zhan's father wanted to beat him at first, but seeing him like that, he felt angry, so he went home and said before leaving: "Then don't fucking go home from now on, and make a fucking mess when you see you!" listen!"

He pushed the door and went out, and there was a young man at the door looking straight at him, his eyes were fierce, he stared back, and when he went downstairs, he muttered in a low voice: "Look at the fuck!"

The guy standing at the door was naturally Yang Huai.

After he came up, he checked that the door was not closed tightly. He went in and wanted to ask Zuo Zhan why he was so careless.

Yang Huai was terrified when he heard it outside, thinking that Zuo Zhan had come out of the closet, and his father would scold him, but later it sounded wrong, why did he still deny his father.

After his father left, Zuo Zhan sat alone in a chair and finally cried.

He has always been an emotional person and always has a lot of tears, but he seldom cried since he was in high school, and he couldn't stop crying so suddenly.

Yang Huai entered the room, changed his shoes, and the door slammed shut on him. Zuo Zhan thought his father had come back, so he wiped the tears off his face and turned to look.

Yang Huai came directly to hug him, but because Zuo Zhan was sitting, such a hug pressed Zuo Zhan's face on his stomach.

Although Zuo Zhan felt uncomfortable in his heart, he seldom showed it in front of others. When he spoke, Yang Huai's stomach shook: "Let go of me, I can't breathe anymore."

Yang Huai also wanted to take advantage of this sad atmosphere to make a confession or something, for example, if her husband is here, her husband's shoulders will always be yours to lean on, but this Zuo Zhan is really uncooperative.

Yang Huai let go of him. Although Zuo Zhan's eye circles were still red, his voice had returned to his usual voice, and he asked, "Why are you here?"

"Originally, I wanted to take advantage of the fact that my dad rewarded me to share with you happily, and take advantage of the situation, but now."

Yang Huai bought a barrier on purpose and waited for Zuo Zhan to ask him, but Zuo Zhan ignored him, so he continued talking by himself.

"Wipe your snot now, and brother will show you the car."

His father had already arrived at the 4S store, and he originally asked Yang Huai to see it by himself, but after Yang Huai thought about it, he came over and called Zuo Zhan.

He asked his dad why he wanted to buy him a car all of a sudden, his dad said, he planned to buy it for you, but it wasn't at this time, anyway, these are all wife savings for you, and you don't plan to hold a wedding in the future Married a wife, I will give you flowers in advance.

He gave his dad a loving hug.

His father also told him that he had figured it out, what happened to his children and grandchildren was his children's business, and he couldn't control that much, anyway, he saved up these wife's books for him, and they would be gone if they were spent, so Yang Huai could figure it out.

Yang Huai readily agreed.

When the two arrived at the 4S store, Yang Huai's father had already sat down and chatted with the person who bought the car. His father meant that they don't need to buy a car that is too good or too expensive. If you know how to change your car, you can just buy a car with a higher cost performance. Finally, you will buy a car worth around 10 yuan, and Yang Huai agrees.

"uncle."

Zuo Zhan took the initiative to call someone, his father nodded and patted Zuo Zhan on the shoulder.

The person who bought the car saw that the rightful owner had arrived, and dragged Yang Huai to look at several models of cars. After Yang Huai made a note, he asked Zuo Zhan for his opinion.

"This is the two brothers?"

asked the man who bought the car.

Yang Huai's father nodded.

"Tsk, it's from a relative's house. The two children don't look alike, but they have a good relationship."

The person who bought the car was also thinking in his heart that it must belong to a relative's family, otherwise how could one child be white and the other black.

"Well, the two children can still take care of each other after passing the exam in a city."

Everyone who buys a car will chatter, and naturally lead the topic. Because Yang Huai did well in the exam, everyone who saw Yang Huai wanted to tell him that my family Yang Huai had passed the second exam.

The chatter here is quite good, but Zuo Zhan and Yang Huai's eyes are also dazzled when looking at the car over there.

Yang Huai prefers cars with a higher chassis, because he has long legs, and he feels handsome as soon as he steps into the car door. In this regard, Zuo Zhan is the same as he thought. In the end, the two chose an off-road car, and Yang Huai's father stayed behind to handle the formalities. .

On the way back, Yang Huai thought about asking Zuo Zhan: "Do you have a bad relationship with your father?"

Yang Huai could clearly feel that Zuo Zhan's body suddenly became a little stiff from the relaxation at the beginning, and he had never been so stiff when he was with him for the first time.

"That's it, it must be better than you and your father."

After going upstairs, Zuo Zhan wanted to take a bath, his body was covered with sweat, and Yang Huai who was taking a bath also came in, shamelessly took a mandarin duck bath together, and even shamelessly blew up.

I was a little tired after I came back, because when I played in the bathroom, it was difficult to grasp the posture, so I was even more tired, and I didn't eat at noon. As a result, Zuo Zhan was so hungry that he lost energy.

Yang Huai ordered takeaway, and then sat and waited on the coffee table in the living room. When the food arrived, Yang Huai called Zuo Zhan and found that he was asleep.

Seeing that Zuo Zhan had fallen asleep, he didn't care about what he ate, went to bed and hugged Zuo Zhan in his arms, and the two fell asleep together.

Zuo Zhan really woke up from hunger. His stomach was already uncomfortable, but Yang Huai put his arm on his stomach. The pressure made Zuo Zhan even more uncomfortable.

He thought about it, but he couldn't get up, so he kicked Yang Huai. Yang Huai didn't sleep well, so he woke up after being kicked like this.

"Ah, what's wrong?"

"What about the food, did you make it yourself?"

Yang Huai scratched his head, "Wait, my microwave oven will heat it up for you."

After eating, Yang Huai watched a movie on the sofa with Zuo Zhan in his arms.

The movie is a literary film. Recently Zuo Zhan likes to watch this kind of film, saying that it cultivates artistic sentiment. Yang Huai watched it a few times but didn't watch it, so he teased Zuo Zhan to make him not like it.

"If you don't want to see you, get up and leave, don't mess with me here."

Zuo Zhan became impatient.

"No, no."

Yang Huai swayed around him.

In fact, Zuo Zhan wasn't particularly annoying, so let him do that.

"Hey, my dad already recognizes you."

"What do you recognize me? I'm already this old, and you still find me a godfather?"

"That's right, isn't my dad your dad now!"

When it came to the topic of dad, Yang Huai remembered Zuo Zhan's dad again, and said, "Are you really going to tell me about your dad? If you tell me, I can help you share the burden."

"Help me share what, my dad is my dad, what else can I say?"

Yang Huai still wanted to ask, but Zuo Zhan directly attacked him in the stomach and said, "Don't ask the bottom line, it's endless."

Zuo Zhan had countless thoughts in his heart, but he was unwilling to share them with him. Knowing this, Yang Huai felt a little sad.

But he also had a happy face, thinking in his heart, maybe when Zuo Zhan is willing to talk to him, it's time to completely rely on him.

Although Zuo Zhan appeared to be involved in the movie, his thoughts had already flown.

He was often scolded when he was a child, and sometimes he vented his anger. When he was crying on the bed, he wondered whether I shouldn't be alive.

At that time, he often kept a fruit knife in the bedside table, imagining what his parents would look like when they opened the door and walked in if he committed suicide.

He fantasized about it at least ten times, each time the way of death was different, but he just thought about it, and never tried it with a fruit knife, because he didn't want to die either.

However, there is no need to tell Yang Huai about these boundless and shadowless things.

"Hey, let's go home and eat today."

"Go home? Which one?"

"My family, my parents are still waiting for your daughter-in-law to come to the door!"

Zuo Zhan gave Yang Huai a shot.