love after ten years

◎Thank you, Su Ziye. ◎

Before six o'clock in the morning of the sixth day, Su Ziye drove to Gu Qiyu's courtyard. It was still late at this time, and it was extremely cool at night when he lived by the sea.

Su Ziye was wearing his white thick down jacket and a big scarf, ringing the doorbell with trembling fingers.

The lights in the villa were brightly lit, but Su Ziye waited for five or six minutes, but Gu Qiyu still did not come out.

Su Ziye was afraid of the cold, and was a little impatient, thinking that the doorbell of Gu Qiyu's house was broken, so she reached out to pat on the courtyard door, but when she patted it, she found that the door was open.

The heart thumped twice, and Su Ziye had a bad feeling.

Stepping into the room quickly, he saw Gu Qiyu wearing thick pajamas, lying on the floor tiles in the living room with a sallow face, holding the remote control to open the door in his hand.

He drank too much yesterday, and he lay on the sofa at Gu Qiyu's house until 05:30 before leaving. When he left, Gu Qiyu looked pretty good, why did he look so haggard after just one night?

Su Ziye took off the down jacket and covered Gu Qiyu's body, hugged Gu Qiyu hard, but almost lost his waist.He didn't expect Gu Qiyu, who was about 1.7 meters tall, to be so thin, it was really uncomfortable.

It was rare that there was no traffic jam in the morning and all the way was green, God finally favored Gu Qiyu once, and Su Ziye rushed into the hospital within half an hour.

When Gu Qiyu woke up, he was still a little dazed. He opened his eyes and stared at the ceiling for a while, until his nostrils were completely filled with the smell of disinfectant, he seemed to realize that he was lying in the hospital.

Looking at the white walls all around, Gu Qiyu suddenly remembered that his mother was lying on such a hospital bed back then, breathing oxygen day by day, and her eyes were pale, "Yuyu, after you finish the exam, take your mother back to your hometown, okay?" Okay? Mom wants to see the mountains, the vegetable garden, and the pine tree in front of your father's grave."

Gu Qiyu promised his mother, but failed to do so. When he returned to the hospital after the exam, his mother had already left.

He remembered how painful the scene was, the doctor coldly asked him to mourn, and the family members of other patients supported him and comforted him silently.

The old man in the mother's clinic told him: "Son, your mother wants you to live a good life, don't be sad. She also said that she is very happy, and she is going to find your father."

From then on, Gu Qiyu felt a little afraid of the hospital.He sent away his father in the hospital, and later his mother. He didn't want to stay here, he was afraid that he would die here, and no one sent him.

When Su Ziye came in with the test sheet, Gu Qiyu didn't ask about his condition, but his face was rather ugly, "Doctor Su, I don't want to be hospitalized, I want to go home."

Su Ziye shook her head, her face full of disapproval, "You need to be hospitalized now."

Su Ziye couldn't bear to show Gu Qiyu the laboratory test sheet in his hand, because he had a rare yell at the old man in the office just now.Obviously the old man said that the cancer cells hadn't spread yet, so Gu Qiyu was allowed to be hospitalized after this year, but in just a few days, the stomach cancer had turned to bone.

This is the fastest case of stomach cancer turning into bone cancer he has seen, and it is also the case he least wants to see.

Gu Qiyu watched Su Ziye, who was wearing a white coat, regain his seriousness as a doctor, completely different from Su Ziye who chatted with him all over the world after drinking yesterday.

Yesterday's Su Ziye was like a close friend, today's Su Ziye is a qualified orthopedic specialist.

Reaching out for the test sheet in Su Ziye's hand, there were many professional terms that Gu Qiyu couldn't understand, and the only words he could understand were the words "metastasis" and "bone cancer", but these were enough.

He told the old doctor yesterday that he didn't want to go to the hospital because of the pain all over his body. It was an excuse, but now he doesn't want to make it into a proverb.

"Let me arrange chemotherapy for you. Some cases of gastric cancer metastases have survived ten years after active treatment." Su Ziye persuaded.

Gu Qiyu knew that as a doctor, Su Ziye would not give up easily, that was his duty.

"I heard that chemotherapy is very painful. Dr. Su, I am afraid of pain. I have been afraid of pain since I was a child. When I was in junior high school, I fell down the stairs and scratched my skin. I would hug my mother and cry. But my mother passed away a long time ago...Su Doctor, let me go home and think about it."

It was the first time for Su Ziye to hear Gu Qiyu speak to him in such a fragile tone. After a few meetings, he could tell that Gu Qiyu was not easy to show weakness.

In fact, even in front of Cheng Mingxiao, Gu Qiyu rarely showed weakness.

How long can the love you pray for last?This time he tried, but it was only three days.

But facing Su Ziye and facing cancer, he had to bow his head. Instead of being tortured by those chemotherapy treatments, he might as well live his last days decently.

"At most half a month, if you don't receive chemotherapy for half a month, not only I will not be able to save you, but cancer experts all over the world will not be able to save you." Su Ziye finally agreed to Gu Qiyu's request, but also issued an ultimatum.

Su Ziye drove a Mercedes-Benz Grand G today, the back seat was spacious, Gu Qiyu fell asleep all the way, and when he got home, Su Ziye carried him directly to the sofa in the living room.

Frequent vomiting of blood in a short period of time caused Gu Qiyu to suffer from severe anemia. Su Ziye cooked millet porridge and fed half a bowl of it himself, and Gu Qiyu's face looked a little better.

"Doctor Su, can I go to Chengdu with my physical condition?"

"This season, Chengdu is humid and cold, which is not conducive to your condition. I suggest you stay here." Su Ziye replied while washing the dishes.

"But, I really want to go back and have a look. I haven't gone back for nine years. If I don't go now, I'm afraid I won't have a chance." Gu Qiyu looked at the messy garden outside the window, and his tone of voice returned to calm and gentle.

Su Ziye was just about to comfort Gu Qiyu, when her cell phone rang, and it was her sister who called, "Boy, why are you so mad at grandpa? The old man can't even eat now, so come back and coax me!" The volume was so loud that Gu Qiyu could hear it clearly.

He did not expect that the gentle and refined Dr. Su had such a grumpy sister.

"Don't think about it, you need to have a good attitude now. Many patients lose their attitude." Su Ziye comforted before leaving.

Su Ziye left, and the room was silent again.

Gu Qiyu was sitting on the sofa, not knowing what he was waiting for. He didn't move his stiff legs until the mobile phone rang on the second floor. When he got up, he realized that he was covered with Su Ziye's down jacket.

It was Secretary Li who called, "Mr. Gu, work will start the day after tomorrow, do you need me to go to the company tomorrow to arrange the start of work?"

Secretary Li's name is Li Yan. Although he is an alumnus who is one year younger than Gu Qiyu, he is two years older than Gu Qiyu. He joined the company after graduating from university. He is serious and responsible in his work, and has always been diligent.He has a good relationship with Gu Qiyu, and occasionally jokes with Gu Qiyu when he is not working, and sometimes when he is drunk, he will hook Gu Qiyu's shoulder and call out brother.

Of course, he didn't dare to do this with Cheng Mingxiao. Cheng Mingxiao has a bad temper and often catches Li Yan to scold him when things don't go his way. Li Yan understands Cheng Mingxiao's temper. Whenever the other party scolds, he runs to Gu Qiyu's office.

"Okay, I'll be there tomorrow too, you come and pick me up." It's the sixth day, and the holiday ends the day after tomorrow, so Gu Qiyu also needs to go to the company.

After hanging up the phone, a message came in from the mobile phone, "When you are free, look at the sea more, the sea is so wide, it will definitely accommodate all your sorrows. Also, when the weather is warmer, I will accompany you to Chengdu. "

Gu Qiyu looked at the text message with a pale smile.

Thank you, Su Ziye.

It's just that after seeing the sea for so many years, it does contain all the sorrows, but the grievances cannot be swallowed.