love after ten years

◎It's all irony. ◎

Gu Qiyu lay down on his body and gradually stopped struggling.

Cheng Mingxiao paused for a moment, and after a moment of pause, more violent anger surged into his heart.

He squeezed Gu Qiyu's shoulder and turned him over, looking into Gu Qiyu's eyes face to face.After so many years, Gu Qiyu's eyes are still the same as when he was in college, clear and bright, like a clear spring.

In the past, when the love was strong, he said that Gu Qiyu's eyes stored the rest of his Cheng Mingxiao's life, unless the loess covered his body, he would definitely guarantee that these eyes would be safe.

But now it seems all irony.

The sharp pain in the scapula again brought Gu Qiyu back to a sliver of clarity, and his limbs without Cheng Mingxiao's restraint were finally able to curl up willingly.

Just as he hugged his shoulders, Cheng Mingxiao forcibly pushed them away.His arms were clasped on the cold floor tiles, excruciatingly painful.

"Why don't you move and struggle? If you don't want to guard your body like a jade for me, then you will guard your body like a jade for your lover. Even if you know you can't get rid of me, you still have to try to struggle to show your determination to be with him, right?"

Cheng Mingxiao's voice was deep and low, without the hysteria after rage, but the words that were whispered in Gu Qiyu's ear were defeated.

Gu Qiyu's face turned pale.

Seeing the sudden change of Gu Qiyu's face, Cheng Mingxiao felt a sense of revenge in his heart, but it didn't stop there.

He leaned over Gu Qiyu, clamped Gu Qiyu's limbs, lay beside his ear, and babbled in a love-talking tone.

"Do you also think that he won't want you anymore, so you pretend to be a dead body here? Think about it, too. That man looks like a second-generation ancestor who wants to save face. How could he want a man who has been loosened like you?"

"I'm wondering, you can't keep up with salted fish and turn over in bed, so why does the doctor like you? Does it mean that you are as docile and obedient as the corpses under his hands?"

As the words came out, every sentence was like a knife, wisps of hot air sprayed on Gu Qiyu's auricles, making Gu Qiyu's pale auricles reddened.

Cheng Mingxiao was always venomous, and when the two of them quarreled fiercely before, Cheng Mingxiao would say a few words, but because Gu Qiyu had a gentle personality and didn't like to argue, he didn't have the chance to say so much.

Gu Qiyu didn't say a word, but every time he heard a sentence, his face turned pale, and when he thought of his expectations for Cheng Mingxiao, he regretted a little.

Cheng Mingxiao can endure quarrels where two people throw plates and bowls, and even fight each other, but he hates the silent silence most.In his heart, only when he turned a blind eye to a person would he disdain words.

Cheng Mingxiao wasn't feeling well, but when he felt the other person's body tremble suddenly, Cheng Mingxiao felt a little pleasure of getting a response.

Cheng Mingxiao didn't notice that there was something wrong with Gu Qiyu, he was driven crazy by the anger in his heart, he just wanted to declare his sovereignty over Cheng Mingxiao.

"Gu Qiyu, don't even think about leaving in your life!"

Following this sentence, Gu Qiyu felt that all hope of his own life was taken out of his body by Cheng Mingxiao's last blow.

My nine years of love are like a joke.

He wants to leave, to leave Cheng Mingxiao, he doesn't want to waste his last life on this person who makes him feel pain and hate!

After venting, Cheng Mingxiao gradually regained his senses. After a lot of tossing, Cheng Mingxiao's coat had been taken off in the living room, and his open thin shirt was soaked in sweat. It was a bit chilly in the 23-[-] degree room.

Standing up and looking at Gu Qiyu who was lying on the cold floor, the down jacket that was originally under his body had already been rubbed against the corner of the wall by him.

"Are you planning to lie down here and get sick so that your doctor lover can take pity on you? Gu Qiyu, are you cheap!" He stretched out his hand to grab Gu Qiyu's arm, "Get up!"

It's just that this tugging didn't pull him up, instead, he tugged Gu Qiyu sideways and bumped into the desk next to him, and then lay limply back on the ground, his eyes were dazed, and the corners of his mouth were bloodshot.

Cheng Mingxiao's anger was poured into his heart.

He leaned over to help Gu Qiyu, but was startled by Gu Qiyu's withered eyes filled with dead silence and withdrew his hand again.

After a long while, he cautiously touched Gu Qiyu again, but just as his hand was on Gu Qiyu's shoulder, Gu Qiyu coughed violently. With the violent cough, the corners of his mouth that were originally bloodshot were instantly filled with crimson red.

"Ayu...what's the matter with you? Talk, Ayu..." Cheng Mingxiao picked up Gu Qiyu and frantically wiped the blood from the corner of Gu Qiyu's mouth, but the blood was getting more and more.

Following Cheng Mingxiao's calls, Gu Qiyu seemed to regain consciousness, pushed Cheng Mingxiao, lay on the ground with trembling hands, slowly curled up his body, his posture was humble and pitiful, but Gu Qiyu couldn't care less about his dignity .

His stomach felt like a hole had been broken, the pain was unbearable, and his throat was aching from the blood and stomach acid. He just wanted to let himself vomit blood comfortably.

Cheng Mingxiao panicked, "Xiao Yu, brother will take you to the hospital, don't be afraid, let's go to the hospital." For many years, Cheng Mingxiao had never been so afraid, it was a fear that he didn't even realize, and the fear seeped into him. A trace of despair.He tried to help Gu Qiyu, but his hands were shaking so badly that he didn't dare to touch it after several attempts.

After spitting out the last mouthful of bloody sputum, Gu Qiyu barely stood up while grabbing the edge of the table.

Gu Qiyu himself admired himself, he clearly felt that he was about to die, but he was still able to stand, protesting Cheng Mingxiao in a calm voice: "I won't go to the hospital."

Cheng Mingxiao looked at the wobbly Gu Qiyu, not daring to provoke him, and said softly, "Ah Yu, you're sick, we'll go to the hospital and come back, you won't be hospitalized."

Gu Qiyu's eyes turned black, but he still insisted: "I won't go to the hospital."

After a pause, he added, "Shame."

Can you not be ashamed?At this time, he was naked and his back was full of bruises.After arriving at the hospital, how did he tell the doctor the cause of his stomach bleeding?Does it mean that he couldn't help having sex, or that he was raped by his lover?

"There's medicine in the cabinet, give it to me." Even though he didn't want to go to the hospital, Gu Qiyu didn't want to make trouble with his body. It's reached this point. Even if he is going to die, he should die more comfortably.

I don't know if Cheng Mingxiao would call him hypocritical when he saw the medicine in the cabinet.

However, if he is said to be hypocritical, he is hypocritical, and he doesn't care anymore.Think about it carefully, how can a person who really cares about himself despise himself for being hypocritical?It's just that I don't love it anymore, but I still want to possess it.

Cheng Mingxiao opened the cabinet in the study, there were some sketches and tools inside, not many things, he saw the medicine in the toolbox at a glance.When I turned around and wanted to ask Gu Qiyu what kind of food he needed, he saw Gu Qiyu fall forward.

"Ayu!"

The author says:

Chapter 45 [-] has been revised, it is crazy to modify...