love after ten years

◎The boy who was once so embarrassed, the people in front of him probably don't want to remember it again. ◎

Early in the morning, Cheng Mingxiao finally received a call from a friend amidst a night of restlessness, and the other party told him that he had found Dr. Yan Shi's address.

It’s just that the other party persuaded him not to rush to the door, “This doctor Yan has a strong background, his son Yan Qiuheng has a military background, and usually he doesn’t like his old father to be disturbed, so Doctor Yan is usually not invited except for his normal shifts. No one is allowed to come to the door. Ming Xiao, don't blame my brother for not reminding you, you'd better wait until Doctor Yan is on duty before going, don't invite people to you when the time comes, and cause trouble instead, then the gain outweighs the loss. "

Cheng Mingxiao thanked the other party for his kindness sincerely, hung up the phone, and went to bed to look after Gu Qiyu.

Gu Qiyu had already woken up, and was lying on the bed watching the news with his mobile phone. He saw Cheng Mingxiao come in, showing a smiling face.Cheng Mingxiao felt a little sad, he thought that every time he went out fooling around and came home in the middle of the night, Gu Qiyu would face him with such a smile, gentle and slightly alienated.

At that time, I only felt that Gu Qiyu's smile was a bit annoying, like a mask that hadn't changed for thousands of years, but now that I knew about Gu Qiyu's illness, I only felt that this kind of smile was the most heartbreaking irony for Cheng Mingxiao.

Gu Qiyu's face was still pale, he had a high fever all night, and he was even more haggard than before.

Cheng Mingxiao sat in front of the bed, and stretched out his hands to Gu Qiyu, "Ah Yu, let me hug you."

Gu Qiyu was extremely docile, without any resistance to Cheng Mingxiao in the past few days, he let Cheng Mingxiao hug him.Cheng Mingxiao rubbed Gu Qiyu's back for a while, and Gu Qiyu's back felt full of bones, "Ayu, brother will go out for a while, you should rest at home, and brother will come back to accompany you immediately after finishing the matter."

Gu Qiyu rested his head on Cheng Mingxiao's shoulder, looked up at the art painting on the wall, it was his unfinished painting of phoenix trees, Cheng Mingxiao asked someone to fill in the color, framed it and hung it in the bedroom.

Thinking that Cheng Mingxiao found a famous master, Gu Qiyu felt that the color complementing in this painting was really good. His face was white and rosy, which was much prettier than his current complexion.

After Cheng Mingxiao left, Gu Qiyu saw the bedroom door closing little by little, finally isolating the man he had loved for nine years from his world.

Slowly got up, took out the old small box that was used for business trips from the storage room, wiped off the dust, and packed two pieces of clothes.

Open the drawer in the study, take out the equity transfer letter, sign it, press your fingerprints, and put it on the table.

There were several sunflowers growing in the house, and Gu Qiyu carefully watered them with a watering can.At the end of the watering, he carefully picked out a few old leaves from the flower pot and threw them into the trash can.

On the painting on the wall, Gu Qiyu just wiped off the floating dust and didn't move it. Maybe he still wanted to keep something by Cheng Mingxiao's side in his heart, whether it was a blockage or a reminder. In short, he didn't want his nine years to come. In the end, no trace was left.

While doing all this, Gu Qiyu felt very calm, even worse than his usual business trip mood.At that time, when he went out, he always thought that he would return home in time, but now that he left, there was no return date.

There were two beeps from outside the door, Gu Qiyu walked out with the suitcase, Su Ziye saw it, got out of the car to take it, and put it in the trunk for him.

When the door was locked, Gu Qiyu didn't look up, he was afraid that he might not be able to leave just by looking at it.

Everything in this house, and the location of everything, was carefully designed by him or Cheng Mingxiao. Now that he is leaving, another person will live here and slowly erase his traces , put on your favorite decoration.

And he, like those disappearing decorations, will finally completely disappear from Cheng Mingxiao's heart.

"Thank you, Doctor Su." Gu Qiyu lay on the adjusted seat, rubbing the back of his left hand with his right hand, feeling a little sorry for bothering others.

Su Ziye said: "You're welcome, I promised you before. Besides, I wanted to take a few days off and rest a long time ago. But, it's agreed, after you come back from Chengdu, you should take good care of it. You promised me."

Gu Qiyu nodded in agreement.

Before meeting Bai Ke, when he faced Cheng Mingxiao, he was very confused. He thought about leaving countless times, but finally he couldn't bear to give up. He always felt that as long as he waited a little longer, his regrets would be less.

Gu Qiyu thought that he should thank Bai Ke, because Bai Ke's appearance broke his illusion of self-deception.He and Cheng Mingxiao have come to this point in their lives, and the ending has long been doomed.

On the way to the parking lot yesterday, Gu Qiyu contacted Su Ziye, "Doctor Su, I'm going back to Chengdu. If I can come back from Chengdu, I will definitely seek treatment from you."

Su Ziye was unexpectedly calm when he heard the words, and instead of persuading Gu Qiyu, he said, "I'll go with you, I promised you at the beginning."

How ironic, a lover who has not fulfilled his promise for nine years, but a person who has known each other for less than a month still remembers it clearly.

Gu Qiyu always felt that the friendship between him and Su Ziye was a little unclear. Between the two of them, Su Ziye had to take the initiative, and they looked at each other. He always felt that there was something special in Su Ziye's eyes.

But this kind of thought is only for a moment, Gu Qiyu laughed at himself, he is a person who is going to die, and there is nothing worth thinking about.

"Sleep for a while when you're tired." Su Ziye carefully helped Gu Qiyu turn on the air conditioner, and took a thin blanket, "It's going to be cold at night, so we still have to keep warm."

Gu Qiyu nodded in response, closed his eyes and fell asleep.

He didn't want to watch his home gradually disappear in front of his eyes, and he didn't want to leave in the end, and he was reluctant to part with his posturing.

He had thought about planning this farewell as the most willful action in his life, causing such a commotion that no matter how many lovers Cheng Mingxiao found in his life, he would never be able to erase Gu Qiyu's traces.

But he had no experience of throwing everything at one basket, and when it came time, he just packed up two pieces of clothes and fled.

I don't know how long they walked, it was just a false sleep, but in the end Gu Qiyu actually fell asleep.When I opened my eyes again, the night outside the window was getting dark, and there was a car taillight like a red dragon in front of me.

"Traffic jam?" Gu Qiyu had just woken up, his voice was a little hoarse, and his voice was warm and waxy with a bit of lingering ending.

Su Ziye was uncomfortable with Gu Qiyu's tone, coughed, and said, "Well, it's been a while, and it should be over soon. Would you like something to eat? It's not good to be hungry."

After finishing speaking, without waiting for Gu Qiyu to answer, he took a food box from the back seat.

The food box has only one layer, it is made of wood with exquisite carvings, and it is smaller than the previous square carved food box.

Su Ziye opened the food box, took out a smaller thermos bucket from it, and brought it to Gu Qiyu. Gu Qiyu took it, but it was a can of rice porridge.

Gu Qiyu looked at the food box, there were three more in the thermos like this one, Su Ziye calculated the time to help him prepare four meals.

Stirred the porridge with a spoon, the heat surged up, and Gu Qiyu's eyelashes were slightly moist, "Thank you, Dr. Su."

Su Ziye took a small knife and was about to peel an apple when he heard this and gave Gu Qiyu a sideways look: "You don't have to thank me, from yesterday to today, you have thanked me so many times, I want you to give me your thanks gone."

Promise with your body?Gu Qiyu lowered his head, and couldn't help rubbing his fingers along the side of the thermos. This was his reaction when he was nervous.

"You knew already?"

Su Ziye's hand pinching the knife paused, and it took him a while to understand what Gu Qiyu meant by "I know".

Su Ziye felt Gu Qiyu's embarrassment, but he couldn't speak against his will, so he could only tell the truth: "My sister said that the president of your company is your lover, whose surname is Cheng. She also said that you love each other very much."

Gu Qiyu smiled: "We used to love each other very much."

For so many years, he has more or less intentionally avoided his sexuality in front of unfamiliar people. He knows that this society is often not so tolerant.

But when Su Ziye found out about this, Gu Qiyu was somewhat embarrassed.The person in front of him really can stand the praise of the world's beautiful words, he speaks of a gentleman, and is as warm as a jade, even though he knows that Su Ziye will not criticize him, he still makes him feel ashamed sitting next to him.

Su Ziye cut the peeled apple into small pieces, put it in a small bowl, inserted a toothpick into the groove of the armrest box next to the seat, and shook Gu Qiyu's hand in a slightly comforting manner, "Don't think about this. How embarrassing it is. As doctors, we don’t discriminate against sexual orientation. This is a normal phenomenon for us. It’s a genetic problem. It’s born, you know?”

In fact, Su Ziye is not so serious about comforting others. He usually speaks with a slightly relaxed tone to relieve the patient's nervousness.But now looking at the overwhelmed man with the porridge bowl beside him, he was a little overwhelmed at the end of his comfort.

Su Ziye's grip on Gu Qiyu increased slightly, the car was well heated, and Gu Qiyu could feel the thin sweat from Su Ziye's palm.

The unbearable feeling in Gu Qiyu's heart was ironed out by this little sweat, and he suddenly felt that this serious Dr. Su was actually very cute, "Doctor Su, why do you seem more nervous than me?"

Su Ziye, who was thinking wildly, was interrupted by Gu Qiyu's sudden sound, hurriedly withdrew his hand, and looked out of the dark window unnaturally.

Seeing Su Ziye's childishness, Gu Qiyu's nervousness was suddenly relieved. Doctor Su said before that he doesn't care whether he's looking for a partner, so how could he look down on him?Really mediocre.

Fortunately, Su Ziye's unnaturalness didn't last long. The car in front had moved slowly, and the road that had been blocked for more than half an hour finally cleared.

Passing by the place where the accident happened, Gu Qiyu leaned on the window and looked at it seriously, and suddenly said: "I'm afraid it won't work."

Su Ziye was thinking about various things in his mind, when he suddenly heard Gu Qiyu's solemn tone, he almost slammed his foot, and shouted: "What's wrong with you!"

Fortunately, the rice porridge in his hand was held tightly, otherwise he might have fallen into his arms. Gu Qiyu had never seen Su Ziye like this before. His two eyebrows were almost knit together, and he was a little fierce. He hurriedly explained: "It wasn't me, it was a car accident." The whole rear of the car was hit by the cargo behind it, so there should be more bad luck for people.”

Knowing that he had overreacted, the unnaturalness that Su Ziye had just subsided came back up again, and he himself felt that he was a little abnormal.

In fact, it's not just that he was abnormal tonight, from the first time he saw Gu Qiyu, he behaved abnormally.

Thinking about it before, how could he send clothes to patients and send them home?How can you rush to the hospital to get medicine on New Year's Eve?How can you go to someone's house to beg for wine?

After all, it wasn't because that person was Gu Qiyu.

In order to send him home, he made up a bad excuse of looting the car, which made him take a taxi back to the hospital to pick up the car early the next morning; in order to get him medicine, the head nurse on duty in the hospital looked at him for a long time with a mentally ill look.

There are also those few dishes, which could have been enjoyed by my sister's delicious dishes at my grandfather's house, but I had to go back to my own house to cook and bring them to Gu Qiyu.

What a pity.

Ten years ago, the boy who was painting with a sad face no longer remembers Su Ziye.

"Eat the apple." Gu Qiyu handed an apple to Su Ziye, and said with a smile, "The toothpick is clean."

After lowering his head and eating that piece of apple, Su Ziye's chaotic mind became clearer.

The boy who was once so embarrassed, the people in front of him probably don't want to remember him again.

Gu Qiyu's energy was low, he stayed with Su Ziye for a while after eating, and then fell asleep again.

The author says:

Gu Qiyu eloped with Su Ziye, hehe