love after ten years

◎How deep is the love to become so desperate because of a phone call? ◎

After lunch, Yan Shi notified Su Ziye that his old friend's children had arranged for the elderly at home to be admitted to the hospital tomorrow.

Su Ziye was not interested in these, he just waited for the surgery.Nothing to do, he fell asleep again after dinner, trying to recover his energy, deal with things quickly, and return to Chengdu.

This sleep lasted for a while, and Su Ziye didn't wake up until Yan Zimo's car entered the gate.Lying on the bed, he took out his mobile phone. There was a missed call from Gu Qiyu half an hour ago, and a text message: "Su Ziye, are you home yet?"

Su Ziye was a little happy, this was the first time Gu Qiyu took the initiative to call and send him a message, and hurriedly got up to go back, but the indifferent mechanical voice on the other end of the phone reminded him that the phone had been turned off.

Gu Qiyu didn't want to answer Cheng Mingxiao's call, since he went to Chengdu, his phone has been turned off.Su Ziye was secretly happy when he found out about this.

Holding the mobile phone for a long while to think about it, Su Ziye only replied: "I'm here, don't worry, take care of yourself."

"What's so happy about it? Look at you, you look like a stealing cat." Yan Zimo leaned on the door frame, holding a bowl of sliced ​​dragon fruit, and looked at Su Ziye while eating, his eyes full of teasing.

Su Ziye scratched his head, turned a blind eye to his sister's teasing, took a toothpick and took two pieces of dragon fruit from Yan Zimo's bowl, hummed a little song and went downstairs, and said to Yan Zimo as he walked: "Sister, I'm going tonight I want to eat braised prawns in oil, stir-fried kohlrabi, and a plate of cold shepherd's purse. Oh, yes, if you have beef brisket, the stewed bowl of tomato beef brisket soup is the best."

Yan Zimo turned his back to Su Ziye and rolled his eyes. This younger brother is really spoiled by her. However, if he doesn't pet his own brother, who will spoil him?Seeing how happy he is, it's better not to tell him about Cheng Mingxiao.

It's just that she doesn't have time to cook today, and there are a lot of contract documents waiting for her to deal with. If she doesn't go home, her grandpa will be worried. She can't wait to live in the office.

She turned her head and shouted to Su Ziye who had already gone downstairs: "I'm not free today, let Uncle Liu cook, remember to help, don't be lazy!"

Su Ziye waved his hand as a response.

He didn't really want his sister to cook. Su Ziye knew that Yan Zimo was very busy. In the whole family, she should be the busiest.

Yan was reading in the living room, wearing a pair of presbyopic glasses, reading with gusto, when he heard Yan Zimo's shout, he raised his head, just in time to see Su Ziye coming downstairs.

"It's just in time for you to come down. Go and call your Uncle Liu. I want to order food tonight!" Although his hair is gray and he wears reading glasses, in Su Ziye's eyes, the old man speaks loudly, his eyes shine, and he seems to be in a good mood.

"Don't shout, I'm here, old man!" Liu Daben was feeding the birds in the yard, when he heard Yan Shi's voice, he rushed in to say hello, "What do you want to order tonight? Bring the horse over!" He also performed a martial arts move, which made Yan Shi laugh out loud.

Liu Da is a practicing family man, he is straightforward and informal, and sometimes he is quite weirder than young people like them.

Judging from his appearance, Liu Da should also be a handsome guy who conforms to the public's aesthetics when he was young, but for some reason, at the age of 55, he still has no children.When he was in Yan's house, he usually helped Yan Shi grow vegetables, grow flowers, feed the birds and so on.No matter where Yan Shi goes, he goes wherever he goes, whether he is driving or cooking at home.

As for why such a person stayed in Yan's family, they, the juniors, didn't know about it, and his father's generation never mentioned it, but the people in Yan's family respected him very much, but they were not overly polite. Get along as usual.

Yan Shi ordered five or six dishes in one breath, and after ordering, he threw the book in his hand into Liu Da's arms. Liu Da didn't say much, took the book and flipped through it a few times, then put it back next to Yan Shi and went into the kitchen.

Su Ziye stretched her neck and looked up, "Chinese Recipe"?Fortunately, he thought the old man was reading medical books!

The corners of her eyes twitched, Su Ziye didn't say much, she turned her head into the kitchen to help Liu Da, two big men squatted on the ground to pick vegetables, Su Ziye peeled the garlic and asked, "Uncle Liu, why is my grandfather so happy today?" ? We ordered so many dishes, how can we finish them all?”

After picking the spinach, Liu Da's hands were covered with mud, and without wiping them off, he raised his hand and patted Su Ziye's head, and said in a low voice, "You kid, have you gone crazy lately? How happy is the old man? Tomorrow is Tomb-sweeping day, do you think he can be happy? Tonight these dishes are all your grandma’s favorite food, and they have been like this every year, why don’t you remember? Have no conscience! "

Su Ziye was woken up by Liu Da's slap, and then remembered that every year at this time, grandpa cooks a table of dishes, and the whole family sits together to have a lively meal.But, his uncle didn't come back today?

"This year your uncle has a mission, and Ziqin is out of town. Your parents set off yesterday to return to their hometown to worship their ancestors. Only your siblings can accompany your grandfather. You, don't say anything, just accompany you safely Grandpa has a meal."

Su Ziye was a little puzzled. His grandmother was no longer alive when he was born, but he also knew from the few words of his elders that his grandparents had a very good relationship. Why had he never seen his grandfather go back to his hometown to visit his grandmother's grave?And even things like worshiping ancestors during the Qingming Festival are handled by the children.

It stands to reason that in the north, women are not allowed to worship their ancestors, but there is no such rule in his family. When the uncle is busy, it is the parents who go back to their hometown. Fortunately, the ancestral graves of his parents are not far away, so it will not be too much trouble.

"Some things, you will understand when you have someone you like. Seeing your most beloved person leave with your own eyes, this heart is like sinking into the bottom of a lake and pressing on a big rock. I dare not touch it easily. The stone pressing on my heart, I am afraid that once I release my heart, I will be endlessly sad, how can I live the rest of my life." After speaking, Liu Da wiped his hands on the apron, stood up and went to clean the pot.

Picking up the pot, he turned his head and saw Su Ziye's pensive face, and said again: "Don't stay here, I can work on my own, you go outside and talk to your grandpa. But, don't mention your grandma, your grandma It's the big rock on your grandfather's heart, after so many years, it's finally hardened and he can't move."

To be honest, Su Ziye didn't have any feelings for his grandmother. To him, she was a vague woman who had never even seen a picture and only heard his mother's description.

Moreover, their family did not have the habit of forcing the younger generation to pay homage to their deceased relatives.As his father said, the so-called relatives are those who know each other, and those who don't know are just a name on the genealogy. There is no need to ask for more on the line. The family worships them, and when the time comes, the older generation will also enjoy their filial piety.

However, at this moment, after hearing what Liu Da said, Su Ziye actually felt faintly sad in his heart.Without him, because he thought of Gu Qiyu, who had become so thin under the torture of stomach cancer, maybe soon, the person he loved would also be buried in the ground, turned into a big rock, and pressed on his heart.

Thinking of it this way, my heart really felt uncomfortable, a tendon in my left chest was throbbing, and my heart constricted.

Su Ziye knew that she didn't have a real disease, it was just a psychological effect, so she hurriedly carried Liu Da on her back, bent over and went out from the kitchen, and lay down on the sofa.

As soon as he lay down, Gu Qiyu's phone call came in. Su Ziye looked around vigilantly like a junior high school student who fell in love with a puppy, fearing that his family would catch him and his girlfriend on the phone. The old man didn't know whether to feed the birds or The cat was gone, and Su Ziye was the only one in the living room.

Taking a long breath, Su Ziye picked up the phone, and Gu Qiyu's gentle voice came from the other end: "I still need to confirm that you have arrived home before rest assured, have you eaten yet?"

Su Ziye was happy in her heart, but her tone was the same as in the hospital, only more gentle, and she replied: "Not yet, but I'm already doing it. How about you, have you eaten?"

"I, I've eaten it. I went to Wei Zhai to eat it." Gu Qiyu told Su Ziye in detail what dish he ate at night, and after speaking, he said to Su Ziye happily, "Wu Shuxin researched a few dishes, It tastes good, let's eat together when you come back. How soon will you be back?"

Is Gu Qiyu looking forward to going back by himself?Su Ziye's joy couldn't be hidden, did the recent companionship really work?Gu Qiyu no longer regards him as an ordinary friend who can no longer be ordinary, but has begun to get used to the days when Su Ziye is by his side, right?

"One week, one week at most, I'll be back in Chengdu." Su Ziye almost blurted out. After finishing speaking, she felt a little anxious again, and said in a busy but steady tone, "Take care of yourself, take your medicine on time, and eat well."

"I know, I'm not a kid, and you've told me several times before you left. Now that you're here, stay with your family for a few days, I'm fine, don't worry, you don't have to adjust your time for me It's nothing, I'll hang up first, you have a good meal." After finishing speaking, without waiting for Su Ziye to reply, Gu Qiyu hung up the phone.

Gu Qiyu hung up urgently because Cheng Mingxiao called in at this time.For a moment, Gu Qiyu was a little panicked when he saw the name displayed on the phone, and every time the sound of "beep beep" sounded, his heart felt like being hit hard with a hammer.

But it was only a moment of hesitation, and then Gu Qiyu hung up the phone and turned off the phone again.

Cheng Mingxiao threw the phone on the ground, and the phone that had been used for a year was instantly torn apart. Shi Fan upstairs was so startled that he ran out and shouted, "Cheng Mingxiao, why are you so crazy at night!"

Cheng Mingxiao turned a deaf ear to it, staring at the broken cell phone, his hands tensed with anger, but in the blink of an eye he took out a spare cell phone and dialed the cell phone number he knew by heart, and the cold sentence "You dialed The phone is off."

Cheng Mingxiao suddenly squatted on the ground covering his eyes and began to cry, not like Gu Qiyu's silent jealousy when he just left, but burst into tears, as if he had suffered a great grievance and wanted to vent all his brain.

Shi Fan, who was holding on to the railing upstairs, was startled, and ran downstairs without his slippers on, dragged Cheng Mingxiao and said, "What's wrong with you? Why are you crying, old men? Isn't it because Yan Zimo How many times have you been run over, do you need to be wronged like this? I was also run down by her, and I came all the way to be run down by her, it is more wronged than you. "

But Cheng Mingxiao threw Shi Fan away, and shouted: "What do you know! You don't love Yan Zimo at all, so what's wrong with being squeezed out for a few words! But, I love Gu Qiyu, and the phone calls just now are all wrong." Got through, but he hung up and turned off the phone..."

The man in front of him had red eyes, tears from the corners of his eyes hadn't been wiped away, his tone was full of unspeakable grief, Shi Fan looked at Cheng Mingxiao in a daze.

How deep is the love that can be so desperate because of a phone call?

He once loved some people deeply, and he tried his best to pursue them. When they left, he would feel sad and reluctant to let them go, but within a month at most, he would get out of the hurt and accept new lovers.

He originally thought that Cheng Mingxiao would be the same as him, and it would take longer to forget the nine-year relationship at most, but he didn't know that in the end Cheng Mingxiao actually started to go crazy after being tortured.