love after ten years

◎If Gu Qiyu doesn't love you, remember to get out in time◎

Su Ziye walked in front of Gu Qiyu, although they were face to face, but his eyes were deliberately placed on the collar of Gu Qiyu's thin pajamas, and he did not stare at Gu Qiyu's eyes when talking as usual.

"Why did you go downstairs without wearing more clothes? Beware of catching a cold." Taking off his coat and putting it on Gu Qiyu, Su Ziye touched Gu Qiyu's hand by the way. It was very cold. He wanted to stand here for a while. Can't help but sank a little more.

Gu Qiyu calmly looked at Su Ziye who was dodging his eyes.He knew what Su Ziye didn't want to face. He also had those emotions of worrying about gains and losses.

"I'm hungry, Su Ziye. Is there anything to eat?" Gu Qiyu tilted his head, followed Su Ziye's eyes, and asked seriously.

Gu Qiyu's eyes were bright and clear, and what appeared in the deep pupils was Su Ziye's downcast appearance.

Su Ziye was a little annoyed by her appearance, what's the use of dodging around?It's better to speak clearly, so as not to lose your generosity and delay others.

Gu Qiyu ignored what Su Ziye was thinking, curled his lips, and said, "Looking at your expression, you probably have nothing else to eat, so I have no choice but to eat up your breakfast." After speaking, he walked to the dining table Before that, he really picked up the cold fried egg on the dinner plate and wanted to put it in his mouth.

Su Ziye stepped forward and grabbed Gu Qiyu's hand holding the egg, as if she had made up her mind, but she was a little unwilling, and her words were frustrated like a broken jar, and her tone was stiff as if she was gambling He said: "Gu Qiyu, if...you want to go back with him, I'll call him back."

The hand holding the egg paused, Gu Qiyu looked at Su Ziye with some puzzlement, and asked hesitantly, "You...why do you think I'm willing to go back with him?"

Su Ziye murmured: "I know, you still love him, after all you have been nine years..."

"I don't love anymore." Gu Qiyu interrupted Su Ziye roughly for the first time, his voice suddenly dropped to freezing point, and there was some anger between his brows. The word "love" seemed to hurt a certain point in Gu Qiyu's heart, making him feel angry from embarrassment.

One after another, one after another, they went through Gu Qiyu's mind over and over again, and finally they were frozen in the humiliation of Cheng Mingxiao pressing him under him.

Oh, those words are still in my ears, it would be a lie to say that he does not hold grudges, but to say that he still loves Cheng Mingxiao, then how cheap Gu Qiyu is!

"Actually, when he didn't come home for three months, I should have left. If I had left at that time, I would have had dignity at least. It was just that I was not reconciled at that time. I always felt that I should survive for ten years anyway. , can be regarded as an explanation for myself. However, the explanation I want is an obstacle for him to find a new love. "

This was the first time Su Ziye saw Gu Qiyu showing such excitement.From knowing that he had stomach cancer in the hospital to leaving Qingdao and Cheng Mingxiao, Gu Qiyu's emotions have always been suppressed and calm, and occasionally released, it is also a touch of sadness.

"He actually knows that I'm afraid of the dark, and I'm afraid of being alone. At that time, my father was in a car accident, and my mother died of illness. I stayed at home alone for three months, and woke up in the middle of the night to endless darkness and silence. I fell from happiness to death. He knew all about the ice cellar, but he still had the heart to leave me alone at home for three months and go out to fool around!" Gu Qiyu's emotions had obviously reached a breaking point, and he spoke incoherently.

At this time, Gu Qiyu made Su Ziye a little scared, Gu Qiyu's originally pale face was flushed with excitement, and his anger made him grit his back molars fiercely.

Su Ziye couldn't help asking, "Do you hate him?"

Gu Qiyu seemed to hear a well-informed joke, he laughed a few times, and then replied: "Hate, why can't I hate? I accompany him from nothing to now, what do I want? Is Gu Qiyu sorry for him? It doesn't matter if he is looking for a lover. , throw the company to me to enjoy myself, why do I always have a look of disgust when I go home? Later I found out that the reason for my disgust is because he has a new love. Now, knowing that I am going to die, he comes to show his love again What are you doing? Do you want to use my last few minutes to alleviate his guilt? Why, my last life is not to accompany him to act, no!"

The last sentence was uttered by Gu Qiyu, leaning on the edge of the table, as if wanting to vent all the resentment in the past.

Su Ziye hurriedly embraced Gu Qiyu and comforted him softly.It's good to vent your emotions, but anger can hurt you.He hugged Gu Qiyu and said over and over again: "Don't be angry, don't be angry..."

After the extreme anger, there is a dead silence of despair.

"Do you know? Su Ziye, in fact, I didn't hate him at the beginning. I wanted to save him, and let him accompany me through the last days. That way, no matter what my ending is after death, I still feel I am consummated. However, he still let me down... I am going to die, I am going to die, I am going to die at a young age, why don't I hate it? I hate Cheng Mingxiao's heartlessness, I hate the injustice of God... "

Gu Qiyu's voice was tinged with a hoarse cry, which made Su Ziye feel as if he was tied to a rope and couldn't breathe.

Su Ziye was helpless, and prescribed medicine for Gu Qiyu, and Gu Qiyu, who was emotional, finally fell asleep under the influence of the medicine.

Seeing the gradually calm face of the person on the bed, Su Ziye felt more and more sad.

It takes a lot of love to hate like this, to torture the other party with hatred, and to enter the magic barrier with hatred.

Does he really hate Cheng Mingxiao that much?I'm afraid it's not always the case. According to Gu Qiyu's temperament, if he doesn't love him, he might even lose his hatred.

He, Su Ziye, probably has no chance.

The mobile phone rang three times without tires downstairs, Su Ziye rubbed his tired eyebrows, turned around and went downstairs to answer the phone.The call was from Yan Zimo.

"I heard that Cheng Mingxiao went to Chengdu?" Yan Zimo's tone was a little displeased.

Su Ziye gave a "hmm" and said, "I just came here to say a few words, but Qi Yu didn't want to see him, so he left."

Yan Zimo sighed, "Cotyledon, my sister's ugly words are up front. If Gu Qiyu doesn't love you, remember to get out in time. The sister is supporting you, but I won't let you mess around."

Su Ziye wanted to defend himself, but he couldn't say "Gu Qiyu likes me", he couldn't deceive himself, let alone his sister?

There is still greed in people's hearts. Thinking back to the beginning, he just wanted to accompany Gu Qiyu to the last journey, and he didn't ask for anything.Nowadays, the desire to get a response to one's feelings is getting stronger and stronger, how can there be a calmness at the beginning?Some are more entangled in worries about gains and losses.

In the end, he also said something to Yan Zimo: "Understood, sister."

Yan Zimo didn't say anything more, she knew that Su Ziye was measured, so she gave some casual instructions and hung up the phone.

After Yan Zimo hung up the phone, Su Ziye sat on the sofa staring at the phone in a daze for 10 minutes before getting up and going upstairs to Gu Qiyu's bedroom.

Gu Qiyu didn't sleep for long.

When she woke up, Su Ziye was leaning against the bed and reading a book.Of course, Su Ziye couldn't read what was written in the book. He just stared at the book and flipped it with his hand, not knowing what he was thinking.

Gu Qiyu didn't feel any excitement anymore, he just looked up at the ceiling, in a daze.

The two of them just didn't disturb each other, each immersed in their own thoughts.

It wasn't until Su Ziye turned five or six pages of the book that Gu Qiyu broke the silence, and the first sentence he said made Su Ziye's heart sink to the bottom of the sea.

"Su Ziye, let's go back to Qingdao."

The hand that turned the book stopped, Su Ziye was carrying Gu Qiyu on his back, his face suddenly dimmed, after all, it was a self-indulgent sentimentality.

Looking up at the outside of the house, the misty rain in the morning has now fallen intermittently. The roses in the yard downstairs, because they have just been planted, have not yet taken root. Prostrate on the ground.

Forget it, Su Ziye thought.He has never been a person who is difficult for others, just like the survival rate of these flowers and trees, let alone people?

After a long time, Su Ziye closed the book, said "OK", and left Gu Qiyu's bedroom.

Gu Qiyu tilted his head and watched Su Ziye go out, the man's back was still straight, showing no sign of weakness, but with a little embarrassment and loneliness of running away.

Gu Qiyu grinned when he thought of Su Ziye's punch to Cheng Mingxiao when he saw Su Ziye punching Cheng Mingxiao through the crack of the door. It felt good to be protected.

But, in an instant, he felt selfish again, why did he ask Su Ziye to help him out?His own affairs should have been resolved by himself.

Turning over, Gu Qiyu secretly said: "Gu Qiyu, Gu Qiyu, you are really annoying now!"