love after ten years

◎Family flowers are fragrant, but I don’t want to part with them◎

"I was translating the contract. I forgot the time. I was going to rest right now." Gu Qiyu took off his thin gold-rimmed glasses and rubbed the bridge of his nose that was sore by the nose pads of the glasses. He has slight myopia, but other than I read documents and rarely wear glasses.

"It snowed a lot last night. I thought the plane would be delayed. I didn't expect you to come back so early."

Gu Qiyu said this lightly, but in his heart he wanted Cheng Mingxiao to hear the humble explanation in his words: He didn't know that Cheng Mingxiao would come back in the early morning, so why would he specifically emaciate himself for him to see?

Gu Qiyu felt sad, how much Cheng Mingxiao hated him.

Cheng Mingxiao only counted the time to fly back to Qingdao from Singapore, but forgot about the heavy snow and the delay of the plane. At this time, Gu Qiyu's few words of defense for himself sounded like deliberately exposing his lies to Cheng Mingxiao's ears. It made Cheng Mingxiao a little embarrassed.

It's just that in recent years he's used to lying in front of Gu Qiyu. Although he has a guilty conscience, he is not weak. He turned around a few reasons in his mind, and finally felt that there was no need to explain. He just said "the snow has stopped early" and sent Gu Qiyu away. .

Gu Qiyu didn't care about it, and went downstairs to pour a glass of water. The warm water seemed to be able to dilute some of the bitterness in his heart.

Taking off his clothes and throwing them on the ground, Cheng Mingxiao went into the bathroom and shouted to Gu Qiyu: "Help me find my pajamas, I'll take a shower and sleep." After a pause, he said: "You too."

Gu Qiyu went to pick up the messy clothes on the ground, and habitually took out his pockets, and a few receipts for tolls fell out. He looked down at the date on the receipts, his eyes darkened, put them away, and put them in the cabinet. in the bill box.

Folded the scattered clothes one by one and put them in the laundry basket, and went back to the bedroom to help Cheng Mingxiao find a set of thin pajamas and put them on the shelf outside the bathroom.

After finishing these, Gu Qiyu turned into the study room, put the medicine that Su Ziye helped him into the drawer's toolbox in the cabinet, but before leaving the door, he thought about it, then went back and opened a glass of cold water poured at the corner of the table last night. After taking a handful of medicine, he returned to the bedroom.

When Cheng Mingxiao came out of the shower, Gu Qiyu was already lying on the bed in a daze, but the sound of the bedroom door being turned was too clear for Gu Qiyu, with just a "click", he still woke up from the trance in an instant come over.

For three months, this was the first time that Gu Qiyu stayed in this house by himself for such a long time, so long that even the slightest sound could wake him up.

The light was not turned on in the room, Cheng Mingxiao did not speak, and went to bed with his pajamas half open, groping around Gu Qiyu's waist from behind in the dark. He was taller than Gu Qiyu, and his frame was wider than Gu Qiyu's. In the past, Gu Qiyu liked Cheng Mingxiao the most on the bed. Holding him like this will make him feel at ease.

Cheng Mingxiao's hand reached into Gu Qiyu's pajamas, and touched him inch by inch from his chest to his abdomen. Everywhere he went were ribs, "Why did you lose so much weight?" Cheng Mingxiao's tone was a little surprised, just now he When he entered the door, he only focused on reprimanding Gu Qiyu, but he didn't realize that he was much thinner. Moreover, Gu Qiyu was wearing loose and thick pajamas, so he really couldn't see his figure.

In fact, Gu Qiyu has always been thin, and he was not at the age of gaining weight when he was in school. Later, he had a bad stomach, and he couldn't get fat no matter what he took care of.But because of the habit of exercising before, there are some muscles in the bones.

Now his body is loose and loose, so thin that there is only a layer of skin, which is a bit tight.

"I'm too busy at the end of the year, so I can't eat in time." Gu Qiyu said lightly.

In fact, it's not just too late, he hasn't felt hungry for a long time.Eat something if you have something on hand, and you won't be hungry if you don't eat a meal or two if you don't have anything, just like he has only drank half a bowl of rice porridge from yesterday to now.

"You have a bad stomach, you have to eat well, otherwise you'll be too thin and you won't even feel it when you hold her." Cheng Mingxiao raised her upper body and kissed Gu Qiyu's lips, her hands started to walk on Gu Qiyu's body, her ten fingers slid across, with a little teasing.

Gu Qiyu's lips were soft, with a hint of coolness.

Cheng Mingxiao seldom kisses with his lover outside, and occasionally, it's just superficial.

Don't you feel it?Gu Qiyu was a little self-deprecating in his heart, and also a little unwilling to think, maybe not only he didn't feel it, but Cheng Mingxiao probably didn't feel it for him.

but……

Even if he knew that Cheng Mingxiao's shirt was stained with an unknown fragrance, even if he knew that Cheng Mingxiao hadn't gone abroad at all... so what?At this moment, Gu Qiyu only wants Cheng Mingxiao.

Just treat him as a jerk.

Gu Qiyu also thought about it, when Cheng Mingxiao came back, he would fight hard with him, and when he had had enough, he took out the medical certificate and slapped Cheng Mingxiao on the face, and then walked away, leaving Cheng Mingxiao alone to regret.

But, there was no way, that was his lover who had been together for nine years, and he couldn't bear it.Even though Cheng Mingxiao's tone of voice made him sad, but he, Gu Qiyu, loved Cheng Mingxiao, so much that he was so bruised that he couldn't bear to let go.

Cheng Mingxiao is full of energy, he has been like this since they met, and as he grows older, he has more stamina in bed.

Actually, speaking of it, Cheng Mingxiao doesn't really like to make troubles in bed, it's just that sometimes when he gets interested, he inevitably wants to play tricks.

But Gu Qiyu is not good at these.Cheng Mingxiao also taught him patiently, but Gu Qiyu just couldn't let go, and every time he tossed hard, Cheng Mingxiao felt distressed and disappointed when he saw his watery eyes.

It was because of this that Cheng Mingxiao found love for the first time.

At that time, he thought that domestic flowers are fragrant, but if he is not willing to give up, then let's toss wild flowers, and he can't rely on himself.

So it has been out of control ever since.

After all, he was young and full of anger, so if he had this kind of thing once, he would think about it a second time.For a period of time, he didn't even reject men and women, and he didn't taboo meat or vegetables, enjoying the joy and excitement of those late nights.

Cheng Mingxiao lay on Gu Qiyu's shoulder and bit Gu Qiyu's shoulder blade, feeling numb and numb, with just the right amount of pain.

Gu Qiyu thought, he really spoiled himself, this man lying on top of him no longer loves him, but he still wants to let him have whatever he wants.

If you really step in the mire, no one will feel sorry for you.

Gu Qiyu suddenly thought of his mother.

If his mother was still there, wouldn't he have come to Qingdao to escape the grief of losing his mother? If he hadn't come to Qingdao, he wouldn't have met Cheng Ming, who was as bright as a star, in that season of phoenix trees blooming Xiao.

It fell at a glance, and it is beyond redemption.

A tear rolled down the corner of Gu Qiyu's eye, and it slipped into the pillow.

Pain, pain in the body, pain in the apex of the heart.

Cheng Mingxiao kept tossing and tossing until the sky began to light up before falling into a deep sleep.

Gu Qiyu was lying on the bed, and his stomach began to ache again, and the pain spread radially to his back, and the whole back was also followed by an unstoppable dull pain.

He looked sideways at Cheng Mingxiao's sleeping face.This man he had loved for nine years, with bushy eyebrows, a high nose, and a face with sharp edges and corners, was too good-looking.

Stretching out his hand to touch Cheng Mingxiao's closed eyes, Gu Qiyu felt even more sad. These bright, starry eyes used to see him doting so much, but now they are so ruthless.

Gu Qiyu slowed down, got up and went to take a shower, deliberately turned up the water temperature, thinking about using hot water to relieve the pain, but the pain was even worse after taking a shower.

Gu Qiyu couldn't stand it anymore, went to the study to find painkillers and took two pills, then returned to the bed and curled up in a corner to force himself to sleep.