◎I miss you so much◎

When Lin Sa saw Yu Huan again, Yu Huan's dark circles were too obvious.

Everyone in the classroom was alright at first, and the murmurs have not stopped since Yu Huan entered the door.Everyone looked up at him, but no one came forward to speak to him.

Holding his schoolbag in one hand, Xu Chen slapped his hand on the blackboard and shouted, "Buzz, buzz, mosquito! Don't you know about self-study in the morning?"

The mute button was pressed in the class for a while, Xu Chen walked up to Yu Huan, glanced at Lin Ye's empty seat separated by a brick from Yu Huan, and then glanced at Yu Huan again, "Did you find it?"

Yu Huan paused holding the book for a few seconds, then shook his head and looked out the window.

It was three or four o'clock in the morning when Lin Ye woke up in a daze. To be precise, he didn't wake up from sleep, but from hunger.The blood on the white sweater was completely dry, and his first reaction was not to look at his own hands, but the white sheets of the hotel.

Because the phone was turned off when he ran out the day before and pressed hard on the edge of the phone. After running in the snow for a long time, he didn't notice that everyone was looking at him. He wrapped his padded clothes tightly and looked up without knowing it Where did you go.

For a moment, Lin Ye wanted to throw away the SIM card.

He felt that God was just playing tricks on him, and poured a basin of cold water on him when he was doing well. He tried hard to jump out of the prison, but it was still not hard enough.He sat on the bed for a long time, thinking about a lot of things, tears ran down his face one by one, he suddenly missed the summer when he first met Yu Huan.

He opened the window on his own, sat cross-legged on the bed, let the wind blow on his face, and it was cold and stinging.There were thousands of lights outside. He turned his phone on and saw the WeChat call from Yu Huan and Xu Chen. The figure seems to be swallowed by the gorgeous scenery.

His nature is that of a dead duck with a stubborn mouth, he loves winter in his heart, but he keeps talking about Xia Qiu in his mouth.

Even like it.

But when he turned on the light and stopped hiding, the light was forcibly blocked by someone.

Lin Sa licked her lips and tried her best to control her nasal voice, but no amount of liquid foundation could cover the red tip of her nose from crying, "We're going to talk about papers today."

She looked at Yu Huan, who was sitting in the last row with an expressionless face, her brows were full of affection, no matter how sharp her brows were, they were still tired.

The natural arrogance brought about by his flamboyance and brilliance seems to have dissipated yesterday.

It was the first time that Lin Sa choked up in a lecture and couldn't continue speaking. Later, the English class turned into self-study, and Lin Sa sat in Lin Ye's seat.At that moment, she felt that the experiences and things she had seen in these years were too cruel for them who were seventeen or eighteen years old.

When the bell rang for the end of get out of class, she watched Yu Huan repeatedly pick up the phone to make a call, hang up, and call again.He subconsciously looked at Lin Sa, frowned and said, "It still doesn't work."

This was the first time he had this experience of explaining to others. He bit his lower lip and slammed the phone into the desk hall with a bang.He has restraint, but also regrets.

Yu Huan took out the broken safety buckle from his pocket and said hoarsely, "Sister Lin Sa, my problem."

"Don't think about it," Lin Sa stretched the holster on his wrist with his fingers, and then let go of the holster, "It's been a long time since no one has treated him as well as you. Sometimes I wish he could Rebellious, at least you don’t have to keep everything in your heart, you are perfect on the surface, you are a stupid kid at most, you will feel wronged because you are stared at, and you will lose your temper repeatedly because you have not programmed a safety button, saying that you are useless, and then Honestly pick it up and edit it."

Lin Sa stood up not as high as Yu Huangao, but without any sense of pressure, "You...don't want him."

Yu Huan had never seen Lin Sa like this before, not begging, but confirming.For a moment, he thought of Lin Ye who was sitting next to him on the bed in the dormitory, and confirmed the answer in the same way.

The cafeteria at noon is as lively as ever.Yu Huan took two bites of rice and suddenly thought about whether he and Lin Ye would meet again in the days to come, would they never see each other again like this?His throat seemed to be blocked, and his nasal cavity was a little sore. Those memories appeared in his mind vividly, mobilizing his emotions and affecting his emotions.

But how was he going to say goodbye to someone he didn't want to lose at all?

Yu Huan picked up the bowl and walked towards the door, "I'm full."

Li Sichen raised his head upon hearing the sound, "Huan... Brother Huan, but you only took two bites."

Before the words were finished, the person was gone.Xu Chen's mood was not very high, he put down his chopsticks after a few mouthfuls, "Please ask me for a leave at noon, I'll go to Brother Ye."

There was still no sign of Lin Ye along the road in Hong Kong. Yu Huan pressed 110 several times, but he still didn't know what identity to dial.The chat history between him and Lin Ye still stays on the strawberry wafer a few days ago.

A Huan: Lin Ye?

A Huan: Have you eaten?

A Huan: I searched all the way in Hong Kong today and still didn’t see you

A Huan: Your phone is off and I can’t get through

A Huan: The final exam is tomorrow, and if you don’t come back, there will be no photos of you in the top ten list

A Huan: Can you say something?

A Huan: I miss you very much

No response.

On the day of the final exam, it rained abnormally heavily in Qingdao.Lin Ye nestled in the hotel, beer bottles were poured all over the floor, there were unfinished cans on the bedside table, his eyes were getting redder and swollen day by day, the stubble that came out was also a bit prickly, and the pillowcase was still wet and dry. There was a large pool of tears on it, and the wound on the hand was not treated in time.

In the field of quantum mechanics, if a person misses another person enough, that person will also have a strong telepathy, provided that a tacit understanding and enough intimacy need to be established.

I miss you very much, Huanhuan.

Lin Ye walked out of the hotel in a daze, and sat on the bench at the front door of the hotel. The rain was getting heavier and heavier. He didn't say a word, looking at the traffic and pedestrians opposite.

Time went back to early autumn, Lin Ye pretended that there was no umbrella in his schoolbag, walked in the rain for a while, and found Yu Huan standing there with an umbrella, looking back at him, he saw the clarity in Yu Huan's eyes.Lin Ye jumped two steps and approached, even though his back was wet, he still stood willingly in the rain.

How about this time, Huanhuan, did you pass the exam?Have you taken good care of yourself these days?Are you sick of hats?I haven't seen the sunset for a long time, I feel like I'm going to die, I can't cry, my hands hurt so much!

Holding an umbrella, Yu Huan walked out of the school gate pushing the suitcase.This is already the third day since Lin Ye disappeared.

During the winter vacation, Yu Huan returned to his original state. He never talked much, but he didn't even want to touch the ice cream.He would go out to look for Lin Ye every night, in every street, every shop he and Lin Ye had visited.He has always apologized for Lin Ye's disappearance.

What the two families are filled with is not the smell of the New Year, but a smell of gunpowder that has been lingering for a long time.

Lin Yao usually stays at the company for a month or two, but this time it's only Chinese New Year, she can't stand it.During the period, she and Lin Sa had a dispute about calling the police. Under the high tension, she scolded Lin Sa for being vexatious.On the first floor of the empty villa, Lin Sa numbly took out the quick-frozen dumplings from the refrigerator, and the display on the phone screen read "brother missed 42 calls".

After Yu's father learned that Yu Huan had caused such a big trouble at school, his hands trembled like convulsions. He sat on the sofa and gasped for breath, looking at Yu Huan who was kneeling on the ground.He noticed that the safety buckle on Yu Huan's wrist was gone, and there were one or two more scratches instead, "Where is he now?"

Yu Huan lowered his eyes, staring at the cracks in the floor tiles, and said in silence for a moment, "It's gone."

"Why do you?" Yu's father clenched his fists and pounded on the sofa, "You like girls, and if you like the aunt upstairs who is ten years older than you and the same age as your mother, I reluctantly agree, but why are you fooling around with him? You don't know he's prison-"

Yu Huan looked back and looked up, "It wasn't him that time in prison, I don't think I did anything wrong."

Father Yu patted the coffee table and shouted: "Do you still think you did the right thing? You messed around with him, don't you think you did the right thing?"

A few seconds later, he restrained himself a little, and said patiently: "Dad knows that this is not your problem, can we break this relationship? I can ask your director to take care of it at the school, and let's treat it as a farce, shall we?" "

"I don't stop." Yu Huan said.

"You keep? You keep telling me clearly, who caused this situation today?"

After a while, Yu Huan said, "I made it."

He doesn't want to get involved with other people, and loves to push people away, but he can't help being nice to Lin Ye, it's obvious that he likes Lin Ye in his eyes.He has nothing, no reputation, no money, but he wants to give everything he has to Lin Ye, so that Lin Ye feels that being with him is not a loss at all.

Father Yu looked at his knees, was speechless for a while, and said in a daze for a few seconds, "Get up first."

After kneeling for too long, Yu Huan supported the floor tiles and stood up. His hands on his knees pinched his joints so hard that Yu's father felt a faint pain in his knees, "Dad."

"Don't call me Dad," Yu's father lit a cigarette, "Go back upstairs."

Yu Huan looked at Lin Ye on the phone, he knew that Lin Ye was also more sensitive than ordinary people, and those who made friends everywhere were basically pretending.He heard Lin Ye say very plainly that his mother didn't like him, and that he hadn't made friends with a regular person after changing schools so many times, so that he didn't even remember the name of the other person when he left.

But just like that, Yu Huan had to come forward to have an intersection with him.

So he started to bring bread to Lin Ye every day, deliberately got off at the same bus stop with Lin Ye, and deliberately said that he did not bring the key.

After a few days, he wished he could search Shinan District all over, and the sunflowers he brought back from school were almost thrown into the trash can.He locked himself in the bedroom and just chewed biscuits for several days. He didn't dare to look at himself in the mirror, for fear of seeing the mess piled up on the floor.

Yu's mother knocked on the door every day, put the food outside the door, and brought it downstairs after an hour.

Yu's father saw Yu's mother dump the food in the bowl, got up from the sofa and ran to the second floor, knocked on the door and shouted: "I know you don't want to, but you locked yourself in the bedroom, you let your mother how to think!"

A few minutes later, Yu Huan opened the bedroom door. He looked confusedly at his mother who was whimpering in a low voice downstairs, and then at his father who had already raised his hand in the air and lowered it. He didn't know whether to apologize or to care. He walked downstairs slowly and nearly fell, "Mom."

"Mom doesn't ask for anything else, can you stop spoiling yourself?"

Yu Huan stood stiffly for a while, "What date is it today?"

Yu's mother didn't realize it, "January 1."

"Lin Ye disappeared for two weeks."

Tears welled up in Yu's mother's eyes, and she clearly saw Yu Huan's face turning pale. Only then did she remember that Yu Huan had been on a hunger strike for three days.

She could feel that as long as Yu Huan was allowed to go out now, whether he could be blown away by the wind would be a problem.The word Lin Ye seems to be fused with Yu Huan, and forcibly stripping it out will only hurt both sides.

She didn't want to see her son in such pain, and she didn't want to think about the nearly gray pupils, the eyes that couldn't see emotion.

She was lucky enough to meet Yu Huan who could laugh, and it was the time when Lin Ye came to eat at home.

The third year of high school was scheduled to start in early February, and the seat next to Yu Huan was still empty, and Lin Ye's photo was still posted on the wall behind the class.

The weekly exam was going on normally, no one mentioned what happened back then, and everything was settled.Class Nine's grades are firmly in third place, and they are closely following the pace of review.

Yu Huan was still the same, sleeping on the table between classes, consciously cut off unnecessary contacts, and rarely talked with others.It's just that at the moment of cleaning his glasses, Xu Chen passing by would stop joking, and Jing Yuan stopped chewing potato chips.

He woke up several times in the middle of the night with a severe stomach pain. In order not to wake up others, he curled himself up like a baby and endured it abruptly.In the quiet night, only the sound of breathing could be heard clearly. When Yu Huan was about to fall asleep again, he heard the phone buzzing a few times in a daze.

Aye: I love you

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