You can eat it but you are not allowed to miss it

Yes, if Nan Heqian finds out about his self-mutilation and understands the dark side of extremes, will he not like him?

He feels unworthy and takes advantage of Nam Ho-kyeom's kindness and empathy for the weak.Therefore, when Mr. Nan questioned his impure motives, he didn't defend himself, because he was a man of deliberate plans.

But now he has nothing, no children, and in the eyes of Nan Heqian, he has become the murderer who killed their daughter.He no longer has the capital to be proud of his favor.What's even more tragic is that he ruined his own future with his own hands, and completely became a tool for giving birth to a son in the eyes of Nan Heqian's family.What will be waiting for him in the future?Without a child, no one would look at him seriously at all.Will he live in fear of losing his husband's favor all day long?

A few days after the operation, E Yu was discharged from the hospital and returned to the suburban mansion to recuperate.Luo Xuan came to see him once and said that he had contacted Mr. Lu.Mr. Lu's fitness club was not well managed and closed down.He ran back to his hometown to escape these troubles.I planned to stay for a few days, but my parents arranged a blind date when I returned home.

Lu Yifan's family has a certain influence in a small city and has strong connections.It is said that a strong dragon does not overwhelm a local snake, if Mr. Lu does some business in a small place, or takes over a project, his small life will still be prosperous.The only reason to support him to develop in a big city is to avoid the sighs of his parents because he is not married, and the endless introduction of blind dates by relatives.When he was in his 20s, three aunts and six wives, colleagues and aunts in his mother's work unit, and father's business partner brought pictures of girls to his family, at least ten or eight a month.

It stands to reason that with so many potential partners, you can always pick out a few who are close to your eyes, right?But Lu Yifan just didn't like any of them.The parents saw that their son had no interest in the "well-matched" and good-looking girls they had carefully selected, thinking that he had a crush on a girl in Shanghai.In the end, they didn't force him to find the best family, as long as he brought home a daughter-in-law.But the kid was still unmoved, and just survived until he was in his late thirties.

"His family forced him to get married. After returning home for a few days, the blind date and her parents came home. This time, his parents gave him an ultimatum to obtain a marriage certificate this year. It seems that there is no way to avoid it." Luo Xuan said in a low mood.

"How could parents be like that! Marriage, even if it was a happy relationship at the beginning, may change, let alone an arranged marriage?" E Yu expressed his feelings.After the operation, Nan Heqian came to see him every day after work and stayed with him in the ward, but it felt like everything had changed.There seemed to be an invisible barrier between them, and the silence was suffocating.

"I think it's better to break up after much deliberation." Luo Xuan said frankly, "He is also old, it's time to start a family, we are good now, maybe one day we will get tired of it, and we can't grow old if we break up. Do you regret it when your children die in retirement? If someone has a wife and children, then what am I?"

"Then what did he think?" E Yu asked.

Luo Xuan: "Of course he doesn't want to. But I'm particularly worried that I'll delay him."

Because I wasted the lives of others.This coincides with E Yu's thoughts at the moment.Nan Heqian should not be completely unable to be with girls, right?If you find a girl as your wife, he must be a loyal and considerate husband who is hard to find even with a lantern. No one knows this better than E Yu.They can have their own children, and Nan Heqian's daughter dream can also be fulfilled.

But what should Ayu do?Can he completely disappear from Nam and Kyom's life and stop bothering him?If Nan Heqian treats him badly, it may not be so difficult, the problem is being too kind to him.So much so that when he closed his eyes, it was the picture of this man serving tea and water, cooking for himself, and massaging the soles of his feet.It is almost impossible to completely erase the shadow of this man from his mind.

That night, E Yu had already laid down and planned to fall asleep.Nan Heqian has just returned home. He has a party tonight and smells of alcohol.As soon as he got back to the room, he collapsed on the other side of the bed, obviously there was such a big bed that was not next to A Yu's body, and he reached out and fumbled under the quilt.A Yu picked up his hand and threw it out, and covered the quilt tightly so that he wouldn't touch it.Micro-trauma wounds heal faster, but still feel.

"Well——" Nan Heqian squeezed out a word from his nose, as if dreaming, "Is it okay for me to touch it now?"

A Yu said impatiently, "You stink."

"Oh! You dislike me for being smelly. I don't smell like a man. This is masculine!" Nan Heqian seemed to pull Ayu into his arms on purpose, pressed his head and brought his nose close to his body to smell " masculinity".It's usually fine, but at this moment, Ayu's stomach felt nauseated, and he felt like he was about to vomit.After finally covering his mouth to hold it back, he pushed Nan Heqian's shoulder away with all his strength. He really couldn't smell this kind of masculinity mixed with the smell of alcohol.

The fresh air rushed into the nasal cavity, so A Yu didn't spit it out on the bed.He suddenly said to Nan Heqian: "Let's break up!"

"What are you talking about? Stop kidding!"

"Nan and Qian, I'm not joking with you. I brought it up after careful consideration. We are not suitable, we are separated now, so as not to delay each other."

Nan Heqian thought he was hallucinating from drinking too much. Every time he drank, he had headaches and nightmares, which was one of the reasons why he didn't like drinking.Could it be that the two of them have been a little awkward lately, which is why Ayu in the dream feels disgusted and dissatisfied with him, and even wants to break up.

"Where is it wrong? I think we are very good!" Nan Heqian said drunkenly.

E Yu endured the sadness in his heart, gritted his teeth and said: "Nan Heqian, I admit that you are very good to me, very good, maybe there will never be another person in this life who is as good to me as you are. But I cheated I love you, you love a man, I love a woman. I want to get back on track, please let me go."

"What's wrong with you? What nonsense are you talking about! You don't like me? Why can't I see that you don't like me at all?" Nan Heqian asked suspiciously.

"Then you should praise my acting skills for being too realistic. Nan Heqian, look what this is!" E Yu opened the bedside table, took out a brand new envelope from it, and took out a tattered diary from it .Didn't Nan Heqian immediately recognize that it wasn't A Yu's diary that he kept privately?He was about to explain, when the diary thrown by A Yu smashed his face, the repaired binding was broken again by external force, the diary disintegrated in mid-air, the yellowed paper was flying all over the sky, and finally He fell in all directions.

Without saying a word, Nan Heqian carefully picked up the pages from the ground, as if the papers were all his treasures.

"Let me tell you, I made up every word here! I also asked Xia Ting to deliver this diary to you."

Nan Heqian asked in disbelief: "You made up a diary just for me to read? Are you that boring?"

"To make you pity me, to make you admire me, who made you so sympathetic, who made you so easy to deceive!"

"I like whoever is pitiful? Then why don't I just pick a beggar on the street as a partner!" Nan Heqian felt that this guy was getting more and more outrageous, and even started to have strange fantasies. Could it be true? Is it a three-year pregnancy?

E Yu's attitude was unreasonable: "I just know it! Because of Tong Anzhi, don't you follow the pattern of a prince falling in love with Cinderella every time?"

"Daughter-in-law, you are so funny! Besides, how are you a Cinderella?" Nan Heqian forced a smile. His wife is not a Cinderella, at least she is a brave and capable knight.

"I approached you on purpose, everything, including our encounter, including Nan and Yu, I used him to arouse your jealousy and hatred, so that you will feel that I am what you have to pay all costs to get people!"

Until this moment, Nan Heqian's smile really froze.What is using Nanheyou?Could it be that A Yu still instigated Nan Heyou to force her to get more love?Even if it was a Gongdou drama, no one dared to arrange it like this.So, he said seriously: "Even if what you said is true, what good is it for you to lie to me? If you really want to lie to me, why do you stop now? It's totally illogical! If you I slapped you when I was angry, and when you recover, you can kick and hit me however you want, and I will never fight back!"

"Because I don't want to continue! You have also seen that my family background and the background of my life are very different from yours. Nan Heqian, you can try your hand with tens of millions. If you lose money, you can come back to inherit the family business. You have the capital to try and make mistakes. But what about me? I am betting on my own life when I am with you and have a child with you! Maybe one day I will even lose this life. "

Nan Heqian didn't expect that A Yu's sincere words would be like this, but when did he force him to have a child?It wasn't A Yu who said he wanted a child at the beginning, but he actually felt very distressed.Now this hindsight bombed him directly.He hadn't had time to explain.A Yu began to rave again: "I am doing it for money. Although you keep saying that what belongs to your parents belongs to your parents, I think that if I have the flesh and blood of your family, your parents will definitely not treat me and my children badly. Then I will have a lot of money." I can't enjoy the glory and wealth in my life, so why should I work hard? That's what I think. Moreover, your father also said that a child has 5000 million cash plus real estate. When will I earn so much money? But, now The child is gone, everything is just a dream, you should find another woman to marry