You can eat it but you are not allowed to miss it

Easy and generally lightweight.

It's a tough nut to crack.

"Okay, but you have to eat first, just take it as an apology for what happened last time." I gave a far-fetched reason, and he didn't object anymore.

The two of us drove to the restaurant I chose. I asked Luo Xuan beforehand if he knew his preference. Obviously, I still overestimated Luo Xuan's understanding of him, and I didn't ask why. But, look at him Living so healthy, shouldn't you refuse private restaurants with light taste?

He: "He Qian, I never asked you, how old are you?"

Me: "I just turned 24. What about you? You should be younger than me, can't you be the same age?"

Who would have thought that he hugged his stomach and laughed, "So it's a little kid! Little kid, my name is brother. I'm two years older than you, and I'm a month older."

I rolled my eyes, what?He looks so juvenile, so I acquiesced from the beginning that I was older than him.The way and tone of speech, and the attitude towards him are like a big brother treating a younger brother.Now, suddenly reversed, do I still have to call him brother from now on?It's unimaginable, it feels like being taken advantage of.

Me: "I really never had an older brother. I was the only one in my family. Later, I had a half-brother who didn't deal with me."

"In the future, your brother will protect you. If anyone bullies you, tell your brother." He said half-jokingly.

Me: "Then I'll thank you brother first."

"He Qian, aren't you curious about my girlfriend and I?" He changed the subject and mentioned the thing I care most about.He didn't mean to continue talking just now, so how could I ask more questions.

"Well. I can understand. Don't take what I just said too seriously." I said.

He: "It's not what you think. She and I were classmates, and we were good friends at the beginning. I am withdrawn and have no friends. She has a straightforward personality. We only got together not long ago. At that time, I encountered some things, I was depressed, and she helped me through the most difficult time, you know that when people are weak, their feelings are also weak."

More and more confused, why is he explaining this to me?Shouldn't I just be a "daily disposable" pao friend in his heart?It's the same as his unknown pao friends.Is it necessary for him to talk to a passer-by who doesn't know whether he will meet again in the future?It is necessary for him to be so self-respecting to prove his innocence to the insignificant me?Or does he treat me a little differently?

4. break up

◎The reason why he broke up with that girl◎

"Brother, I want to ask you a question, you can answer it or not. Did you break up with that girl because..." I choose my words carefully, because I found out that I am gay?Because it was found to be sexually promiscuous?Because of indulging in "abnormal" desires?Or... because of me?

"Because of sex?" I didn't expect E Yu to fill in the blanks for me, "Yes, but not all. Many things are beyond the simplicity of falling in love. At first you thought it was the lingering relationship between two people, but later you found out that the relationship between you The mother-in-law’s expectations, inexplicable mother-in-law and daughter-in-law problems, mortgages, car loans, children, everything is stressful. I can only blame myself for my incompetence. I am just a coder with a meager income and cannot give her a better life. .She's a good girl, and I like her very much, but I don't deserve her."

I have mixed feelings, is that why he wrote those articles?

"It's embarrassing to say, but for you, you don't care about it. It's the first time for me and her, but she has experience. I don't know what to do. She is very disappointed."

"Don't tell me that's why you came out to find someone else?" I was stunned. It was the first time I heard that I lost to a woman and then turned to a man. Brother, shouldn't you learn and hone your skills with your girlfriend for normal operation?A fool like you, even if I don't deliberately plan, sooner or later I will be eaten to pieces!

"I'm stupid. I don't dare. I always feel that if something like that happened with a girl, I have to be responsible to others. And if I can't be together in the end, her future husband will mind. Since there is no way Be responsible, don’t harm others.”

Brother, I really admire your old-fashioned way of thinking.And, according to your logic, don't you need to be responsible if you sleep with a boy?I want to run when I sleep?It really is scumbag logic.

"No, women, it's just a little more troublesome." I responded hypocritically.

It's late at night, tomorrow is Sunday without getting up early.The two of us dawdled, but in the end we couldn't get to his new house.Since he took the initiative, instead of being hypocritical and polite, it's better to go along with the flow.After entering the door, we threw briefcases and computer backpacks at the entrance, took off each other's coats and shirts, and frantically explored each other's bodies. Our lips and teeth seemed to be covered with adhesive, and we never left each other for a moment.He was very active tonight, and even took the initiative to penetrate into my mouth. I was also infected by his enthusiasm, and responded fiercely to that persistent kiss.Just when the two were out of breath, he stopped first and held my arm, "I'm going to the bathroom to take a shower and get ready."

"It's all like this, let's wash the two together?" I suggested.

"No, the shower room in the single-person apartment is very small, and it will be inconvenient to wash it later, which is inconvenient." He replied.

But I guess the small place is probably not the whole reason, right?After all, the single bathroom in the gym is not big, maybe because of shyness?

Me: "OK, you go first. I'll wait for you in the living room."

I waited for him on the sofa. This is a small one-person apartment. There are several bookcases in the living room, which are full of books of various categories, including history, art, popular science fiction and literary classics.In the small space, there is a sofa that one person can lie on. He should like to read a book on it, right?I was a little sleepy, so I leaned on the sofa and closed my eyes to rest.

I don't know how long it took before he came out of the bathroom.He probably thought I was asleep, so he came over and sat beside me softly, his wet hair smelled like roses.I felt the coolness of the water droplets on my face, falling from his wet hair, just dripping onto my face.I can clearly feel his approaching breath, he held my cheek with both hands, and printed a shallow kiss on it.

I didn't want to disturb this beautiful moment, but I reached out and grabbed his nightgown neckline reflexively to gradually deepen the kiss, and then I hugged his body and turned him over and pressed him on the sofa.

"Don't come out." He leaned close to my ear, and said softly and affectionately, "This room is so cold, especially at night. I really want to leave more memories about you. When I am alone , thinking about your temperature, I can comfort myself."

Those words scratched my ear canal, and my heart beat so fast.Why can you not use a word of obscenity, but in my ears, it all translates into temptation/temptation of bare/naked/naked?Why can the expression of you riding on me be both pure and immaculate and unsatisfactory at the same time?Why did you go out of your way to tell me the truth about your breakup? I almost believed that you left her for me?You really killed me!

5. Diary

◎I got a copy of his diary from his "ex-girlfriend"◎

It turned out to be this feeling of being lingering with the one I love all night.Until the sky was dyed a magnificent red, he was drowsy and limp in my arms.I hugged him and cleaned him together. He was a head shorter than me, so it was not difficult to hold him.In my arms, he was obedient like a cat with its fur smoothed out, yawning.I can't believe that he avoided me the last time he saw me, but this time he let me control him with peace of mind.Then, I carried him to bed and fell asleep in our arms.It feels so good not to have to leave in a hurry like with pao friends.

After waking up again, the room was still dim, the light passing through the blinds cast shadows on his ivory white body, and the way he curled up sideways was too beautiful to behold.I whispered to his side, carefully admiring his strong back and winding waistline.A thought suddenly flashed in his head, deliberately turned around and lay down with him upside down.

"What are you doing?" He was shocked.

I slowly rubbed my sleepy eyes, pretending that I just woke up, "Oh, it's nothing, don't you feel safe like this? Why don't you try it too?"

He was amused by me, "Your quirk is a little... special, are you still a baby? Or don't use it."

His voice was trembling, accompanied by gradually heavier panting, "Don't do it, it should be getting late."

I played tricks and kept on holding on, saying vaguely, "I don't want it, unless..."

He didn't look right, his eyes were closed, his neck was slightly tilted back, "Well~ I'll promise you whatever you want."

"You said it! Then you are not allowed to dump me?" I muttered, I have a good memory, and of course I can't forget what he said before about dating someone only once.

He: "What about you?"

"Okay, I can ask you out next time, don't go back on your word!"

He stroked my hair, brushed his fingers gently through the hair, and said coquettishly, "Idiot."

My hand rests on a tattoo of a rose on his leg, barely visible covering the scar.What did he go through before he met me?

"Brother, you seem to like roses very much, what is the meaning of this tattoo?"

"Tattoos don't have to be meaningful, do they?" He smiled slightly and asked me back.

"It's fine if you don't want to tell, why do you have so many secrets?"

It was already afternoon when the two of us got up, looking at the mess in the house, we couldn't help laughing.It was like having two hungry wolves last night, they would go crazy if they gnawed on each other