You can eat it but you are not allowed to miss it

I can go to sea to do business with all my strength, and I can endure no matter how hard or tired I am, but now that I am old, my health is not as good as before, and I can't keep up with this society.Now when I see other people, including your aunt and uncle, they feel that I am completely out of the same world as them.In the past, I could still listen to the things they discussed, such as houses and stocks, but now I am not interested at all. The worldly happiness and happiness they have will no longer belong to me!I thought that although I didn't feel very happy before, at least I walked so easily on the road.It's all my own fault for ruining it all! "

I was terrified when I heard the plain words, and the impact of this incident on her has far exceeded my original imagination.I thought it was just a matter of money, but now it seems that she has lost interest in everything and is completely desperate.And this state of not feeling anything, I have also experienced.

I searched hard for something to ignite her hope, and I said, "Think about your unborn grandchildren or granddaughters. They must be very bright and lovely. How can you feel that life is hopeless?"

"I originally thought that I could prepare some dowry for you, or make the family house bigger and better decorated, so that you, my uncle and the child will look better when you go home. But now there is nothing .”

I said earnestly: "Mom, you also know that Nan Heqian has everything he needs. If he really cared about the dowry or the house, he would never look for me. There is no need to worry about these things."

My mother asked me again: "If I want to sell this house, what do you think?"

"Sold? Where do you live then?"

"I think this way. Although our apartment is in the old community, it is a school district house in the urban area after all. Now many primary and middle schools in lower-level rural towns are closed, and rural children have to study in the city. You must have a registered permanent residence in the urban area. I thought you would leave it to me if you didn’t have time to take care of your children in the future. There are kindergartens to high schools just in front of our house. Now it seems that my uncle has a registered permanent residence in Shanghai, so I definitely don’t like the education in a small place like ours. Resources. I just want to sell this house in the school district and change to a non-school district elevator room with a larger space, so that you can live in it when you bring your children. Moreover, there is a difference in the price of the house, maybe you can save a little 80, so you will have money again!"

I asked confusedly: "But you buy and sell at the same time. If you can't move in immediately, do you want to rent a house in the middle?"

"I'm definitely not used to living with your aunt and grandpa and grandma. However, if you can barely make do for a year or two, you can live outside if you can't."

"You are not used to living in a hotel bed. If you rent the cheapest kind of old and broken house, what quality of life is there? I think we can take it easy if we want to change houses. Don't worry about the last thing right now. If the situation is solved, make the next decision immediately. I am afraid that you will be impulsive. If you are in a hurry to sell the house, the price will inevitably be lowered, and have you considered that although our house is easy to sell and has been rising in value in recent years, it is not a school district or a remote house But it doesn’t necessarily have much room for appreciation. Besides, how quickly the Qiancun Bank depreciates!”

But my mother said without hesitation: "Did something happen to me, and now you will oppose me whatever I do! 20 years ago, I didn't have enough money to buy a shop, so I wanted to ask your grandpa to borrow money, but he refused to borrow money." , if I bought it back then, the rent would be tens of thousands a year now! Your mother and I have worked hard all our lives because you blocked me! Especially your worthless father!"

Sure enough, she was still in an irrational state as I thought.From childhood to adulthood, I almost grew up listening to my mother's complaints.I have heard her accuse my biological father of crimes countless times in front of her family, sisters, and outsiders she just met.I used to hate her so much that she was like Xianglin's wife in Lu Xun's novels, who would tell everyone about her misfortune.I think that if a person has been indulging in the pain of the past and cannot extricate himself, then he must not be able to face the future well.And my mother is so addicted to the past, talking about those painful pasts, she thinks that the person who killed her all her life is my biological father, but I stubbornly think that it is actually her who is unwilling to look forward.

Others say that a daughter will eventually live like a mother, but I am not her, and I am extremely resistant to being her.It wasn't until I had a marriage change myself that I really began to understand why she kept recounting her tragic marriage.Anyone who casts a sympathetic look at me and asks me how I am, I can't help but pour out my experience to the other party, and then the other party affirms, "It's their fault, not your fault!"

It seems that only in this way can the emptiness in my heart be relieved a little.However, every time I talked about it, I couldn't make the pain get better. On the contrary, the scabs on the wound I had just forgotten were peeled off and blood flowed out.I also became like a "Sister-in-law Xianglin", confiding the privacy of our husband and wife to outsiders.Maybe in the eyes of others, I seem to be the mother I hated back then?

When I realized this, I started to learn to keep my mouth shut.I would rather write this pain into words and tell the strangers who don't know who I am.At least others will not cast sympathetic eyes, nor will I feel ashamed.

"Mom, I never expected you to leave me any property. The money was originally for you to spend on yourself, to buy clothes, to travel, but you were never willing to spend money for yourself. Is that money actually worthless?" Impact. However, if the house sells at a loss, you will regret it after a few months or a few years, and there is no way to recover it at that time! Listen to me, as long as we are safe and sound, I can make money, but I can’t. Then Too much, your son-in-law will earn it for me. I only have you as a mother, and I will definitely take care of you!"

"Then tell me, can this house be sold?"

I hesitated, thinking that my mother had only so much to think about.In her family, because of her academic qualifications and lack of a man to rely on, no one really looked up to her as the "big sister".I don't want to veto her thoughts so ruthlessly.So, although I was reluctant, I still agreed with her: "Mom, you can take a look at the house slowly and look at some more. If there is a suitable one, we will not completely reject it. But, really don't worry too much. We agreed Wait for half a year, when you think about it again, it won't be so painful, and then decide, okay?"

"Okay! With your words, I can rest assured."

73. The Vanishing Bitcoin

◎It's not that Nan Heqian didn't doubt A Yu's words. A Yu's lies are written clearly on his face.However, Nan and Qian had to catch up with the arc.

It's not that Nan Heqian didn't doubt A Yu's words, A Yu's lies were clearly written on his face.However, he had to rush back to the company because a "big event" happened during the few days he was away.

At first, users complained that the bitcoin withdrawn from the platform could not be successfully paid.After receiving user feedback, the technical consultant immediately started to check for bugs.It took two full days to fix several small problems, but the root cause was never found. The bitcoins in the user's "wallet" disappeared mysteriously.

Speaking of bitcoin (bitcoin), everyone is familiar with it now. In 2008, a person who claimed to be Satoshi Nakamoto published a paper entitled "Bitcoin: A P2P Electronic Cash System", and blockchain and Bitcoin entered the stage of history.Simply put, Bitcoin is a "decentralized" cryptocurrency.It is not printed and distributed by the state or the government, and is not regulated by the state.Instead, it is generated by a series of codes through complex calculations, and the total number is constant, so there is no problem of overissue and inflation.

The process of computing and generating bitcoins consumes a lot of energy. This process is called "mining".In recent years, some relatively remote areas have also begun to build "mining factories", which are equipped with computers with mining chips and graphics cards, and mines day and night.

The mined bitcoins will be stored in a specific "address", which can be understood as a bank deposit account.Each bitcoin corresponds to a string of private keys (private keys) composed of numbers and characters, and the private keys can be understood as bank card passwords.When users use Bitcoin transactions, they need to use the "private key" to withdraw Bitcoin from the "address".After the transaction, the bitcoin is stored in a new address and a new private key is generated.And this accident happened when the user used the private key to pay for the failure.

This can't help but make people think whether the private key has been stolen?Just like storing a bank card in a wallet, the private key also has a "wallet". The "wallet" can be a USB flash drive, or a "password" written by the user.If a user-defined password corresponds to the address and private key of Bitcoin, the user only needs to keep this string of passwords in his mind. When using it next time, he will "translate" the address and private key of Bitcoin through the "cipher" operation .Even, the user can take a piece of paper to copy down the private key, delete the computer records, and then put this piece of paper into the safe. As long as others cannot pry open your safe, they cannot take away your bitcoins.

On Monday morning, all the computer screens in the office were flickering tiredly, lines of codes were jumping rapidly, and several engineers and technicians were intensively typing on the keyboards, staring at the monitors frowning.On the first floor of the building where the company is located, the identities of people entering and leaving are checked more strictly. On their office floors, there are several burly men on duty day and night, and surveillance cameras without blind spots are specially added.Engineers are arranged to eat and wash in the office building