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Thin and strong, Shen Mujin touched it silently and enjoyed it again, saying "waist fine" in her heart, but pitifully playing the emotional card on her face: "You can't bear the cub you raised with your heart to live like this!" Are you poisoned to death by the food you cook?"

Gu Fengzhu felt the small movements on his waist, and was about to explode, raised his eyebrows after hearing this, and compromised: "Then I'll cook for you."

After a pause, he added with a smile: "Zai Zai."

The old Shen Mujin who was calling blushed, let go of her hand, and said awkwardly: "Mmm..."

After the meal, taking advantage of the rare leisure time, the two planned to go out and have a good time.After all, after coming here for so long, Gu Fengzhu has never seen what an amusement park looks like.

The two were ready to go, and before going out, Shen Mujin was called back by a phone call.

"There are a few patients who are in urgent need of surgery. Ajie and the others are too busy, so I will help." He apologized as he hurriedly put on his shoes, "Next time, next time I will go with you."

He hurriedly put on his shoes, went out with his coat, and waited for the elevator while putting on.

There is a window in the corridor in front of the elevator, which is half open, facing the iron fence at the gate of the community.Xiwei morning light poured in from the window, enveloped everything within its range, and stamped it with a golden radiance.

Gu Fengzhu stood at the door, quietly looking at the man under the light, holy and bright, as if he was going to ride the wind back in the next moment.

"Don't go." He stared blankly and murmured in a low voice, the voice was so small that only he could hear it.

The man in front of him was too good and beautiful, he was greedy for the tenderness given by the other party, even though he was covered in blood and as humble as an ant, he still wanted to wipe his hands clean and hold the warmth stretched out.

Can……

He looked down at the distance between the two of them.

Just a stone's throw away, separated by the horizon.

He looked down at himself again, useless, useless, nothing on his body was earned by himself, even the house standing under his feet came from the man in front of him, and had nothing to do with him.He is a parasite who accomplishes nothing and is good for nothing, so how can he have the nerve to drag him around and be a drag bottle?

Shen Mujin in front of the elevator seemed to have sensed something, turned to look at Gu Fengzhu in front of the door, saw that his expression was different, and asked: "What's wrong?"

"It's nothing." Gu Fengzhu shook his head, not wanting to say more, "Hurry up, the elevator is here."

Shen Mujin looked at the opened elevator, smiled at him, turned around and stepped in.Turning around to ask a few more questions, the phone in his pocket rang again.He hurriedly picked up the answer, but the anxious tone of the person on the other side made him a little anxious, and he couldn't pay attention to the elevator that was slowly closing.

Gu Fengzhu smiled, and there seemed to be tears in his eyes.

"You're going too fast," he said. "I can't keep up."

In Shen Muqin's ear was the indiscriminate bombardment on the other end of the phone, urgently urging against time, his voice was so loud and loud that it made his mind buzz.But he still heard Gu Fengzhu's words clearly, his voice was not loud, but he just heard it.

He was about to ask something, but before he could speak, the elevator door was closed.He had no choice but to wait until he got home at night.

The sun is just rising outside the window, and the light is faint.

In front of Gu Fengzhu's eyes, his brother turned around and smiled back before entering the elevator, and the smile on the corner of his mouth gradually became bitter.

The screen of the mobile phone in his hand was on, and the latest message on it came from a contact named "Liu Wenbin":

My dad just woke up from surgery yesterday.Come over and take a look, he may... not last long.

32. He left

◎Before he left, he already missed her. ◎

When Gu Fengzhu arrived at the hospital, Master Liu had just finished drinking the medicine and lay down.

The air is full of the smell of disinfectant and medicine, which is not pleasant.

Seeing him coming, Master Liu cracked a smile on his thin and haggard face, propped up his old and frail body and sat up, and stretched out his cracked and rough hands like bark to beckon him over.

He is not as energetic as before.But after not seeing him for a while, his back curved upwards, and he gradually showed signs of hunchback.His body without much flesh and gray messy hair made him look even more terminally ill.

Gu Fengzhu put the tonic at the end of the bed, walked over silently, and was grabbed by Master Liu as soon as he approached.His hands were dry and full of grooves, his whole figure was haggard, but his eyes looking at Gu Fengzhu were bright.

"You haven't been wronged, have you?" His face was worried, and his eyes were fixed on him. "If you are bullied, don't hold back. Tell me, and I will support you."

At this time, the dying old man was still worried about him the most.

Gu Fengzhu's eyes were moist, he tried hard not to let the tears fall, and comforted him with a smile: "It's nothing, don't worry, he can't beat me."

Liu Wenzhi, who was taking care of Master Liu at the side, spoke at this moment, and smiled to help Gu Fengzhu give a false testimony: "Yes, I will prove it. He fights very well, even my younger brother..."

He originally wanted to help smooth things over and reassure his father, but he suddenly mentioned someone who shouldn't be mentioned.Knowing that he said something wrong, he stopped talking, and lowered his head to peel the apple silently.

The air was quiet for a moment, and for a while, only the depressing low coughing in the next ward could be heard.

After a long time, Master Liu said, "You don't have to be so cautious, I don't blame him anymore."

"After all, he is my son." He said, "Besides, he has become like this, and I have a responsibility. I figured it out, since I have been like this, and there are not many jobs, instead of him living with guilt after I leave, It's better to talk about it while I'm still here, it's good for both of you."

"You...don't blame him?" Liu Wen asked.

"What's the use of blaming him, and I can't control it." He patted Liu Wenzhi's shoulder with his other hand, and said in a compromising and helpless tone, "Tell him that I... am sorry for him."

Liu Wenzhi patted Master Liu on the shoulder, ready to say something, opened his mouth halfway, glanced at Gu Fengzhu, and closed it again.

Gu Fengzhu stood up knowingly, and said "go for a walk", leaving space for the father and son.

He had just closed the door of the ward when he keenly felt a gaze falling on him.Looking in the direction, he saw Liu Wenbin standing against the wall a few steps away.

He lowered his head slightly, unable to see clearly.There were several extinguished cigarette butts under my feet, which should have been stamped out as soon as they were lit, so it was still a very long one.

"When I'm nervous, I have a problem with smoking. I forgot that smoking is not allowed here." He said, "He..."

He looked up now, but the door was closed and he couldn't see anything.

"You heard it all."

With only such a small distance, you should be able to hear clearly.

Gu Fengzhu approached, lowered his voice and asked him: "Go in and have a look?"

"No."

He suppressed the intense impulse in his heart, looked away with difficulty, and looked at Gu Fengzhu: "Let's talk."

The road from the hospital to home is not too short, and it is late autumn, with dead leaves and cold wind, so it is not suitable to go out.Fortunately, the sun was just right, and I didn't feel cold while walking on the way home on the yellowed leaves.

"Are you sure you want to go?" Liu Wenbin confirmed for the last time.

"En." Gu Fengzhu took the key and opened the door.The home is as clean and tidy as before going out, and the slippers and teacups placed in pairs are also as usual, and there is no trace of the sadness of the upcoming parting.

That's fine, the person who shouldn't have appeared at all, left... and shouldn't make anyone sad.

He silently collected his things and packed them into the suitcase one by one.He didn't have many things at all, and he moved quickly, and he put away everything in a short time.He locked the suitcase and carried it to the door, and when he turned to close the door, he still hesitated.

If I leave, he...will be reluctant.If anyone was going to be sad that he was gone, it should be him.

I don't know if he will be so sad that he can't eat, if he will rush over and beat him up, if he will...

Realizing that he was thinking a little too far, he smiled self-deprecatingly.

Look, before he left, he had already started to miss her.

Liu Wenbin took his luggage and saw that he was holding on to the doorknob for a long time, so he didn't urge him.Quietly lit a cigarette and waited while smoking.He smoked very slowly, and when a cigarette burned to the end, he threw it away and crushed it with his feet.The last trace of sparks went out, and he looked up, but the man still didn't move as before.

"If you really can't bear it, forget it." He kicked the cigarette butt and kicked it away, "Anyway, with your cooking skills, you can open a small restaurant without worrying about bad business..."

"You said that people have to look forward."

Gu Fengzhu closed the door, took the luggage and went to press the elevator, with a resolute attitude, telling the other party his determination with actions.

Liu Wenbin was choked by his words and remained silent for a long time.

Yes, even with tears streaming down my face and looking back step by step, I can only move forward.

After thinking this through, he kicked the cigarette butt into the dustpan, walked behind Gu Fengzhu, and followed into the elevator.

The sun is setting and the autumn wind is sharp.

Sending people into the airport, when they were about to leave, Liu Wenbin who had been silent all the way finally spoke again: "Just leave without making a sound, why don't you tell him?"

Gu Fengzhu shook his head: "There is nothing to say."

In fact, he didn't know what to say when he was worried about interpersonal communication.

I just hope that when we come back again, we will still be good friends.

The nights in late autumn come earlier, and the sky that gets dark after eight o'clock in summer is now completely dark after seven o'clock.The clear and faint moonlight projected in, with a coldness and loneliness different from usual, lightly sprinkled on the small piece of world under the window.

Shen Mujin leaned against the window, with the cold floor under his body and the cold and hard wall behind him. He was in it with a lonely expression on his face.

From getting off work to now, from eight o'clock to one o'clock in the morning, this is already the fifth hour he has been sitting.His limbs were already stiff and numb, but he didn't seem to notice it.The message box on WeChat has been edited, deleted, edited, edited and revised countless times, but in the end, not a single word has been sent out, and the most recent message is still last night's good night message.

Eyes are red and bloodshot, fingers are stiff and cold