I, the crown prince, resign [Transmigration Book]

After Li Jingyu left, Concubine Zheng's condition suddenly worsened.Batch after batch of imperial physicians came, and the decoction was changed one after another, but it still didn't get better, but it became more and more serious.

Li Jinghuan didn't dare to neglect, so he wrote a letter and sent it to the emperor quickly.The emperor didn't delay after hearing the news, and immediately ended his southern tour, and rushed back to Beijing with a large group of people.

After the emperor came back, apart from going to court every day and dealing with the handed-in papers, he just waited by Zheng Guifei's bedside day and night, taking care of her.

Although Zheng Guifei is not the emperor's favorite person, after all, she has been with the emperor for these years, and helping him manage the harem is also hard work. Besides, to the emperor, Zheng Guifei is one of the few people who can talk, no matter what , he was also reluctant to leave her just like that.

In a daze, Li Jingyu seemed to have returned to his previous life. It was also such a winter, the concubine mother who had been caring for him was lying on the bed, looking so weak.At that time, he was still very naive and didn't really understand many things, but he was really scared when his concubine was sick. He prayed and hoped that God would leave his concubine to him, but in the end God didn't hear his voice.

Even if the emperor was by his side day and night, he couldn't exchange Zheng Guifei's life. In just ten days, that gentle and loving woman closed her eyes and left safely, leaving only Li Jingyu's miss for her.

That night, Li Jingyu felt very cold, as if there was no one in this world who cared about him anymore.The emperor made Concubine Zheng a queen, and everything went on like in the previous life.He lived a new life, but still nothing changed.

Especially when he came out of his own house, he keenly noticed that the people around him looked at him strangely, and even the people he got along with had an indescribable embarrassment.In his previous life, he didn't understand what this meant, but now he understands that if his mother and concubine were proclaimed queen, then he would be the first son, and he and the second brother of the prince...

Subconsciously, he wanted to find his second brother, but when he arrived outside Yuqing Palace, he heard fierce arguments.

"Uncle, don't mention these anymore!" Li Jinghuan's voice seemed a little excited, and Li Jingyu didn't know what happened, but he could roughly guess that the second brother should be talking to Lord Gong Huangchen after saying uncle.He stood at the door at a loss, when Gong Huangchen's voice of hating iron for steel came from inside again.

"Prince, Uncle knows that you have a good relationship with the fourth prince, but think about it, his mother and concubine are now queens, and besides you, he is also a legitimate son. Although the Zheng family's attitude is now cloudy, it is difficult to guarantee that they will not be angry because of This level of relationship supports the Fourth Prince! Your Royal Highness, it is not the uncle who wants to sow discord, it is really the Fourth Prince who has to guard against it!"

The voice inside suddenly disappeared, and after a long time, he heard Li Jinghuan say in a tired voice: "Uncle, let Gu think about it again, okay?"

At that moment, Li Jingyu felt as if he was in an ice cellar, and all the surrounding sounds disappeared.It turns out...it turns out that the second elder brother is still...he suddenly felt that his life was like a dream bubble, the care of his mother and concubine, the love of the prince, everything turned out to be a bubble that could burst with a poke.He wanted to cry very much, and wanted to find a place where no one was there to have a good cry.However, in the end he was just silent.

Li Jingyu didn't know what the crown prince and Gong Huangchen said afterward, but only knew that when Gong Huangchen came out to see him, he was surprised and embarrassed for a moment, but was quickly covered up by the arrogance on his face.Li Jingyu watched him speak, and then slowly regained his senses, and heard him say lightly: "Isn't this the fourth prince? The old minister has something to do, so I won't bother you!" After saying that, he walked away.

Li Jingyu stared blankly at the direction where Gong Huangchen left, wondering what was going on in his mind.

"Fourth brother? Why don't you come in when you're here?" Feeling a pair of warm hands holding his hand, Li Jingyu turned his head and saw the prince's worried face, as if nothing happened just now.But he couldn't pretend that nothing happened, he hastily gave a respectful salute, and said stiffly: "My brother pays homage to His Royal Highness the Crown Prince!"

Li Jingyu kept his head down, missing the fleeting pain in Li Jinghuan's eyes.All he knows now is that the old days will never come back.He is no longer the concubine's beloved child, the prince's spoiled younger brother, and the prince's respected father.His father is the emperor, his elder brother is the prince, and there is a difference between the emperor and his ministers. This is an insurmountable gap between them.

"Fourth brother, what do you mean?" Li Jinghuan quickly helped him up, frowned and asked, "You have never been so polite to me, what happened today?"

Li Jingyu raised his head and saw a pair of clear eyes. The deep black eyes were like shining gems. He was almost shaken, but remembering what his second brother said to Gong Huangchen just now, he still said bitterly: "There is a difference between monarchs and ministers. It's because the younger brother is ignorant and offended the second brother a lot, so I ask the second brother to forgive me."

Li Jinghuan looked at Li Jingyu frowning, and was very puzzled, what happened?Why did the fourth brother suddenly treat him like this?However, he has never been very good at guessing other people's thoughts, especially the thoughts of such a rebellious child, so he chooses to be straightforward.

"Fourth brother, come in with second brother. Second brother has something to tell you."

"Yes."

The two walked into the hall one after the other, Li Jinghuan motioned him to sit down, and then ordered Fu Zhu beside him to pour tea.After taking his seat, Li Jinghuan said solemnly: "Fourth brother, second brother won't play riddles with you anymore, let's talk about it. After all, it is second brother who is sorry for you, you tell second brother, second brother can change it." .”

"My brother dare not." Li Jingyu twitched the corners of his mouth, but did not answer directly.

"Fourth brother!" Li Jinghuan's voice became severe, "Don't you even trust me now? If you feel sad because of the death of the empress, then the second brother will cry with you. When you come out If you hurt your heart because of the second brother's inappropriate behavior, then the second brother didn't do it on purpose, and I hope you can forgive the second brother."

"Second brother, I..." Li Jingyu looked up at him, saying in his heart that it was impossible not to be moved.

Before Li Jingyu could say anything, Li Jinghuan suddenly withdrew his serious expression and put on a cute and pitiful look, "Fourth brother, do you not like brother anymore? Do you not want to be with brother again?"

As soon as the words fell, Li Jinghuan himself was terrified by his own bad habits.

Li Jingyu also had black lines all over his head, and shook his head hastily.

Li Jinghuan nodded in satisfaction, and said with a smile: "I knew that my fourth brother likes me the most!"

"..."

Then, Li Jinghuan closed the coffin again and concluded: "Okay, since the fourth brother likes my brother so much, I won't go back today. The two of us brothers sleep together, let's have a good talk."

Li Jingyu: "..." Is there room for me to refuse?

Li Jinghuan was a dictator and dictator. After finalizing the matter, he immediately ordered the people below to start preparations.At night, the two slept on the same bed and chatted. Li Jinghuan also comforted Li Jingyu a few words, persuading him not to be too sad because of Zheng Guifei's death. He still has his father and brothers.

While talking, Li Jinghuan gradually felt sleepy, so he went to bed first.

Did he also think about giving up on me?Did you also think about defending me?Li Jingyu kept asking himself while lying on the bed.Then he secretly poked the prince's face, hum, don't you believe me?Are you guarding against me?

Li Jinghuan felt uncomfortable being poked by him, and with a wave of his hand, he hit Li Jingyu's face with a "slap".Li Jingyu was very angry, hum, are you reasonable?

Although Li Jingyu was angry, he didn't poke Li Jinghuan any more, but looked at him intently, thinking silently, second brother, do you want me?I will do my best to help you!

Thinking of this, he suddenly felt emotional, maybe the loneliness and sadness of the previous life was the origin of Er Niang's death and the second brother's distrust of him, and finally let the second brother, let his whole life, be sacrificed to this world, Now, everything hasn't started yet, so I still have a way, a chance, don't I?I hope this is a chance God gave me.

In the previous life, the second elder brother chose to abandon him, and he also chose to stand on the sidelines.He watched helplessly as the nine sons seized the throne, and watched the second elder brother step by step towards the position of the ninety-five supreme, and then fell suddenly.Sometimes he can't help laughing at himself, is he still numb after all?All of this made him feel tired and chilled.

In the end, he stood on the highest place, but tasted the bitterest wine in the world, but he had no choice.It wasn't until then that he realized that at some point, their country and society were no longer prosperous and prosperous on the surface. It was already in decline and overwhelmed.Such a country, how can he...

However, in the end, he still chose to take over the burden from his second brother's shoulders, not for other reasons, but because the blood of the royal family flowed through him.He wants to carry this country, he wants to carry the livelihood of millions of people, he is hard and tired, but he still does not move like a mountain.

Scenes from his previous life flashed before his eyes, from Ruishou Palace to Yuqing Palace, from the upper study room to the golden hall of the imperial court, from the frontier south of the Yangtze River to the mountains and rivers of Gyeonggi, from babbling to thousands of memorials, he has experienced many things in these years. What?What have you lost?At that time, he was exhausted and just wanted to rest.For the sake of the people, there is nothing he cannot give up.He lingered and struggled in the dark, once wanted to give up, but also struggled and walked a long way.

Li Jingyu closed his tired eyes and fell asleep again.

I just wish it was a good dream...

Whether it is a nightmare in the palace or self-deception outside the palace, what cannot be changed is the rotation of the wheel of fortune.