Xiqing as usual GL

Her hand gently slid across my face, and when her fingers were about to leave, I stretched out my hand and pressed her hand to my face.

"It's just a few days, you think too much."

I don't know if I'm too panicked, but I also feel that she has fear.Just don't want to reveal it.Everything comes out of her body.She is trembling.

"I didn't think too much, are you afraid? You obviously care about me, why do you pretend you don't care?"

Her body shook violently, she glanced at me when she heard what I said, then rolled off the horse and walked in front alone, I got off the horse and threw the reins to catch up and stopped in front of her.

"Yunchi. I..."

She stopped and looked at me with eyes like a pool of clear water, "don't say anything, okay? Lan Lou, I like you very much, do you know? I know that I care about you more than anyone else, but what's the use of all this What? No matter how afraid I am that one day you will leave me eventually, no matter how much I like you, you can’t let go of everything and only me, no matter how much I care about you, we can’t grow old together. I will have a husband, and so will you. Do you think you can escape everything your parents have arranged for you?"

Although I was so happy when I heard her say that she liked me very much, but after listening to her words, I couldn't help being angry and growled, "I can refuse everything my parents give me, I only want you. "

As soon as I said it, I realized what I had said.The last sentence was like a mantra replaying in my heart over and over again, "I only want you."

It suddenly slammed into her sad eyes, suddenly seemed to be suffocated, her mind was full of her shadow, and what the academician had said began to repeat again.

"You like Yin Yunchi, don't you?"

"You like Yin Yunchi."

She stood in front of me and smiled, bright and sad, "Even so, what can we do?"

Engraving her image into the eyes again, I was angry that she was not sure about our future, but helpless, I bit my lips and said to her, "Yin Yunchi. I...I like you..."

Holding my chest tightly to prevent my heart from beating too violently, I took a deep breath, and many fragments were tumbling in my mind, so simple and so exciting.I approached her "Yin Yunchi, I like you."

She also held her chest tightly. When she heard what I said, she was not only not happy but even more sad. She turned her head and said, "I...I like you too."

I walked a few steps closer and stood in front of her, only an inch away, and saw her again. Is my liking just liking?

Would you like to grow old together?Would you like to hold your hand for the rest of your life?Will you just want to have your likes?

There was a burst of panic for no reason, I was afraid of losing her, I liked, liked, liked her more than anyone else, and I still didn't know what I wanted to express. I had already held her hand and touched her face with one hand.

"No. I don't just like you."

She looked up at me, there was a deepness in my eyes that I didn't understand, and there was also sadness that I understood, "What is that? Lan Lou, what is that?"

She asked me even a little eagerly.Realizing her gaffe, she hurriedly broke free from my arms.

The cold temperature in my arms made me a little sad.You can only hold your fists tightly.She ran to a place some distance away from me, and I called her, "I love you... because I want to stay inseparable for the rest of my life, protect you, and hold you in my hands. I still don't know what it is like to you The feeling. But Yunchi, you give me time."

time?do we have timeI'm going home now.But I had a premonition that I would not come back.If I don't come back, what time do we have left.

She suddenly ran towards me and threw herself into my arms, trembling all over while crying, "Lanlou, don't go back. No... don't go. I don't want you to go. I... I'm scared. Don't go. don't go."

Her crying infected me, my throat was sore, and my whole body seemed to be stiff. I hugged her and embraced her temperature again, "I won't go. I won't go back. Don't be afraid. I will never go."

She raised her head, touched my lips with her fine fingers, narrowed her eyes slightly, and kissed my lips without giving me a chance to speak.

A sweet taste came from her lips.Almost as soon as she kissed me, she turned passive into active, holding her with one hand and pressing her head deeper towards me with the other.Knock open her white teeth with lips and tongue and drive straight in.Almost possessive, she doesn't seem obnoxious.Everything is so natural, as if we are the only ones left in the world, her bright red lips, confused but seductive face, burn her beauty into the bottom of my heart.Not allowing her to have any objections, he kissed again, but stopped abruptly after hearing her occasional cry.

Gradually leaving her lips, I was even a little reluctant, I just wanted to invade fiercely again, but why, I would want to treat her like this?

Is this what I really want?What do I really like about her?

My hands loosened the grip on her, I took a few steps back and fell to the ground panting violently, covering my lips, I only thought of the beautiful touch in my heart, her fragrance, her temperature, her warmth remained on my lips everything.

Opening my eyes wide, I saw that she was already squatting in front of me, her red face looked very attractive, "I don't know what to say to you, I just want to tell you that my liking is more than just liking, no matter what you do in the future What do you think of me, I just want to tell you my heart. You. Will you hate me?"

She ruffled my hair, quietly waiting for my response.

If I didn't feel for her in my heart, I wouldn't have taken the initiative just now. She was the one who kissed me first, so why was I the one who took the initiative afterwards?what is this?

"My likes are more than just likes."

The words she whispered in my ears reached my ears.More than just liking.

Don't I just like her?Did I really never think about what happened just now?

Yes, I thought about it, in my dream, even many times, it was the same last time at the inn, and it was the same every time I approached her.It's just that I dare not do that, I'm afraid she will hate me.

I straightened my body, my eyes were clear, I looked at her, there were still tears in her eyes, as if her daughter had been wronged.Reaching out to pull her into his arms, he smiled, "You also want to grow old with me, don't you?"

She tugged on my sleeve and nodded.Hugging her is like having everything, and she is already satisfied, "Yun'er, let's not guess what is the relationship between us, okay? That's it, just like this, let's live happily together."

She looked into my eyes with tears in her clothes, and I wiped her lightly with my sleeve. She held my hand and murmured, "Don't you hate me?"

Shaking his head, he took her shoulders and put his head against her. "It's too late to like you. There's no time to hate you."

I believe that something has changed between us, and it seems like nothing has changed.

I didn't leave that day.Instead, go back to the academy with her.

I cherish the days with her more than before.Both of them had a tacit agreement to keep silent about the kiss.

Like nothing happened.It's just that the two of them spend a lot more time together.I can even stare at her sleeping face every day until dawn.Then the master was lazy and took a nap during class.Go back to catch up on sleep at noon when she is busy.I feel that every day is so fulfilling.

The number of letters at home gradually increased, and then there was one letter every three days, and the content of each letter was almost exactly the same.In the end, I tore it up or burned it without even looking at it. I was afraid that Yunchi would find out.I'm afraid she will ask me to go back again.

Another month passed.It's already mid-April.

The mountains are much greener.That day, Yunchi and I went down the mountain to do some shopping, and Zifen was busy cleaning the yard, so he didn't come with us.

Recently, I always feel that purple fennel is alienating me.But every time I want to ask her, she always pushes me away with other excuses.It made me feel like I did something to apologize to her.This guy really doesn't know what he's thinking.

Yunchi and I went down the mountain early, and today she is going to the village to teach the children.Although I told her many times not to work so hard, obviously I have enough money, but she refused, saying that children are very cute, and being with children can infect their happiness.

When I think of Yunchi being pestered by those desperate children with runny noses and sometimes crying for a long time, my heart is bubbling with sourness.

At the moment I am sitting in the pavilion outside the thatched house, and I hear the sound of Yunchi and the children reading from inside.

Not far away is a small temple.There are good men and women who come and go.With grass in my mouth, I jumped out of the pavilion.I've been here so many times and I haven't been in once.Anyway, Yunchi won't be able to deal with those little brats for a while, I'm so heartbroken that I might as well find something to pass the time.

Like other temples, there are beggars and divination people on both sides of the gate.I took out some scraps of silver and sprinkled them in those poor people's broken bowls.

Yunchi told me to do good deeds, to worship the Buddha when I saw him, and said that if I worship the Buddha too much, I will naturally be blessed by the Buddha.