Xiqing as usual GL

Even the days in May are not considered cold.I felt like my heart was frozen.Even trembling seemed powerless.

My mind went blank.A slender shadow appeared in his mind.Smiling but not smiling in the dense fog.

Stretching out his hand towards her, the moment his fingers touched her, she disappeared into ashes.

Squinting his eyes and seeing her again seems like a thousand miles away.Even within reach.so what?

Strip off the red clothes.The snowy white inside contrasts with the bright red.

It's ridiculous how I promised my brother to do such a stupid thing when I didn't understand anything.

Marry my most beloved person for him, and see if they have a good relationship for a hundred years?Why bear such a thing?

"How can you be my sister-in-law."

With a low growl, the firecrackers outside the courtyard blared loudly.I looked at this cold compound angrily.

He clenched his hands and beat his chest, trying to use the pain in his body to resolve the stabbing feeling in his heart.

"Why didn't you wait for me. Why did you want to get married."

Step into your house like a ghost.The paper cranes hanging from the beams sway in the dark night.

Throwing on the bed, all the strength was exhausted.The breath is also gradually withdrawn.

The sweet smell spreads in the mouth.There was a burning pain in my chest.

I raised my head but hit the edge of the bed, I fell to the ground and fell into a black sleep.I saw that scene again in my dream.

A man and a woman knelt in front of the old man, and the man hugged the woman and told the old man that he wanted to make a three-year promise with the woman.I saw their faces clearly.

That man's handsome face is the same person as the portrait I saw some time ago.

I will never forget the appearance of that woman.

elder brother.cloud pond.

As if being there, he opened his eyes and found himself standing by the lake. He suddenly heard movement behind him and turned his head quickly. When he saw it was her, his eyes were instantly stained with sadness.blurt out the words in my heart

"Are you really destined for three lives with him?"

The mist dissipated before my eyes.She came to me in a dream.Fingers touched my face as usual and said something, I couldn't hear it.

It turns out that brother is the one who is destined for three lives with Yunchi.

Wave your hand and it's all gone.I sit up from the bed.His head was covered in cold sweat, and even his clothes were soaked.Heavy breathing.Constantly accelerating heartbeat.

It's just a dream.But why is it so real, as if it really happened.

The previous life that the old monk showed me coincided with the one I dreamed about.

Look up, is it already dawn?How can I be in bed?

A figure was lying on the table.Appears to be sleeping soundly.Lifting the quilt and climbing out of bed, I slowly approached her, is it Yunchi?

I really hope she is, I really hope it was all just a dream yesterday.wake up.I am still with her.

We still stay in the academy, living an ordinary life.

The people at the table turned their faces away, and my heart sank to the valley. "Zifen."

She woke up, saw me, and rushed over immediately, and I was momentarily stunned.The body could not bear her weight.Both fell to the ground."You're awake," she said happily.

She lay on top of me, and I sighed and nodded, "Yes."

See yourself in her eyes.Messy hair.disheveled.

She stood up and helped me.Carefully brushing my hair, "Are you... all right?"

How could it be all right.No one can stand it.The one I love has become my sister-in-law.

My heart seemed to be hit hard, and I took a quick breath.What should I do, how should I face brother, how should I face Yun Chi, and how should I face my parents.

"Lie down, please? You look very wrong. I'll go to the doctor."

She was about to leave, I grabbed her hand, my eyes were full of horror and tears, my voice was suppressed like a mosquito, "Don't go..."

She held my hand instead, and I hugged her and pressed my face to her abdomen. At this moment, I only hope that there is someone by my side. .”

Can't even imagine what happened after I left yesterday?Brother is the real groom, what can he do?

And Yunchi, does he accept all of this?

I was the only one left standing there, refusing to accept what had happened.

"I know you're sad, but you still have me. You still have me without her. Don't you?"

Her voice was trembling, but my cold heart still didn't feel it, it was completely filled with Yin Yunchi.I even accept the pain she gave, and I can no longer bear other people's feelings.

I pushed her away and stood up.No, I'm going to ask why Yunchi became the bride, why she agreed to marry?Why is she still marrying my brother when she has me in her heart?

I change into women's clothes.Remove the strands of hair and simply tie up the hair with a hairpin.After rewashing, he threw his face away from Zifen and ran towards brother's yard.

"Yin Yunchi, how do you explain? How will you treat me? How should we face each other in the future?

The sister-in-law relationship is like the gap between heaven and earth that can never be intersected.

Pushing open the courtyard door, I saw that the inside was neat and tidy, and there was no trace of it being destroyed by me yesterday.Big red happy words are posted everywhere.Laughing at my stupidity and patheticness.

"Yunchi, where have you been?"

I wandered in the courtyard in a daze.Dong'er came from outside the courtyard, and when she saw me, she quickly smiled and said, "Miss, so you are here, the master and wife, the young master and the young wife are all eating in the front yard, you should hurry over."

Young Madam, how ironic.The thorn in my heart is getting deeper and deeper.I hurried to the front yard.

"Yin Yunchi, how could you treat me like this."

Pass through pavilions and buildings.My eyes are full of prosperity and brocade, but I can't see it, but my heart is full of anger and sorrow.

I don't accept this ending.

What came into view were the happy faces of parents and elder brother, and Yunchi's pale but forced smile.

Holding on to the edge of the door, I suddenly didn't know whether I should go in or not.Brother's smile is so sincere, and his gaze at Yunchi is so affectionate.

His love is not inferior to me, everything about him is destroyed in my hands, so now I want to snatch away his beloved?

Confused, disappointed, guilty, sad.A brain drilled into the body.It feels sore when I move.

Yun Chi's eyes made contact with me, revealing her apology and sadness.I know she has me in her heart.

But since the one I love is me, why do I need to marry?Is it because you owe the Yin family?

What do you owe the Yin family?Want you to pay it back like this?

"Ah, Lan'er, come quickly, I have met your sister-in-law."

Dad waved to me, his majesty forced me to bow my head, I couldn't make a sound after pulling the corners of my mouth.

Niang smiled and said, "Master, don't you know that Yunchi and Lanlou are in the same academy, and they have known each other for a long time. Laner has contributed a lot to Feng'er and Yunchi's acquaintance."

Brother didn't seem to notice the weirdness of me and Yunchi and said, "Yeah. Dad, you don't know, Lanlou is a great contributor to my marriage. It's all thanks to Lanlou that I can have today."

Why do you praise me so much, but I hear it differently in my ears.

It's all thanks to me, yes, his disabled and terrifying look is all thanks to me.

Is this retribution?I took everything from him.Now it's his turn to take my most precious person.

Dad laughed heartily and patted me on the shoulder, "Lan'er, you chose a good woman for your brother."

I don't know if I smiled, but I just feel the corner of my mouth is cold.Looking up at her, her pale face looked so sad.

I shouldn't have taken her down the mountain to meet them that time.Brother will not see Yunchi.

I shouldn't have gone shopping with my mother that day, otherwise I wouldn't have left Yunchi with my brother.Let brother warm up his feelings for her.

It was all my fault that day, all my fault.Brother Ke, why?Why take away my most important person?

Yunchi, I shouldn't have left you, if I hadn't left, I wouldn't have allowed you to be someone else's wife.

Start to envy your former self for being with you.Scenes are replaying in front of your eyes.But now I can only see you, becoming someone else's wife.

I can't say it, I really can't ask it.

The happiness of my parents and the guilt towards my brother made me unable to ask anything.

Trying to hold back the tears, biting his lips to let the liquid that should have been tears turn into blood dripping in his heart.

Pieces of my heart are broken.Drop by drop murders my deepest thoughts.

"Since Yunchi and Lan'er are old acquaintances, I don't need to introduce more. It's fate to be a sister-in-law. Come, Lan'er, replace wine with tea, and toast your brother and sister-in-law."

Brother, if you knew everything about Yunchi and me, what would you think of me?

Yunchi, when you understand my guilt towards brother, which makes me unable to ask anything, and even dare not admit my relationship with you, what will you think of me?

I was nothing but a villain.Say something to give you a title, say something to grow old with you.

Up to now, I am just a person who dare not admit anything, and dare not ask anything.

He picked up the cup and sprinkled water all over the floor.The trembling hands were unable to pick it up.Dad touched my head, "Lan'er, why do you look unwell, do you need a doctor?"

Shaking my head, I think my face is probably ugly.Re-serve the cup.I looked at Brother and Yunchi, "Brother. Sister-in-law... sister-in-law. I respect you. I wish you a happy union for a hundred years. Happiness."

My parents are watching, I can't let my parents see my thoughts.Nor can they be aware of my ulterior secrets.

My brother drank it down boldly, and Yunchi and I stared at each other with cups in a daze.She didn't move her lips, just those eyes were looking at me.

I didn't dare to make eye contact with her, but hurriedly poured down the tasteless thing in the cup down my throat.

When I lowered my head, a tear fell from my eye socket, and my brother quickly asked, "Why are you crying? Lan Lou?"

I immediately wiped my eyes with my hands to prevent the tears from falling again.Qiang smiled and swallowed all the doubts and pain.

"It's nothing. I'm just so happy. Finally, seeing my brother get married."

I'm afraid that I will collapse, I really can't hold on.The person who was supposed to be sitting next to me is now sitting next to hyung.The hand that was supposed to be held by me is now held by my brother.

On the other side, she also cried.I dare not face the eyes of my parents, for fear that they will engulf me.

I'm just a person living under the majesty of my parents and the shade of trees.You can't protect Yunchi and you can't take her back.

I can't rob her, because she has become the person my brother cares about most.The last thing I want to hurt is my brother.I can even do anything for him.

But I don't want to hurt Yunchi, she is my most precious treasure.

When these two people appeared in front of me, how could I feel so embarrassed?

Brother carefully rubbed her face, that was supposed to be my job, why is it my brother's turn now?

"Yunchi, are you happy too?"

He asked, I lowered my head desperately, not daring to listen to Yunchi's answer, nor my brother's gentle words to her.

Standing up abruptly, I took a deep breath and said to them, "Dad, Mom, I have something to do later, so I won't have breakfast with you."

Dad occasionally put on a smiling face, but his kind face still showed the treachery of a businessman, "Lan'er, didn't you say that you will go back to the academy after your brother gets married? Do you want Dad to prepare your luggage for you? Wait for you to rest for a few days before leaving? "

Looking up at Yunchi and brother, brother is still holding her hand, the anger in my heart is about to overwhelm my reason.He wanted to rush up and snatch Yunchi over.Then I told my brother that Yunchi is mine.

But I just clenched my fists, the flames in my eyes turned into a sneer in the end, "No need, I won't study anymore. Father, you don't need to bother me to go back to the academy..."

It's not necessary anymore, is it?How many thoughts and memories remain there, I will never go back there again.

It turned out that the strange feeling when I left the academy was real.I really don't want to go back.

Yunchi, we can't go back.

"Why, you have stayed in that academy for a few months, and now you dare to sing against me?"

I have made up my mind to leave the Song family, so I don't want to go back to the academy, I want to build my own world.I will not let others take away what belongs to me.

One time, just this one time, is enough to make me regret it for the rest of my life.I seem to be living in a dark abyss right now.It was dark.

"No."

Yunchi, I don't know what's the point of what I'm doing now.The red rope that fate wove in my hand broke.I still refuse to forget you.

I don't want to go back to the academy, I don't want to use my memories to remember you, now that you have become my sister-in-law, I have no right to care about you.But I can't just give up like this.

"That's fine, when you come back, I see that you have made some progress, so from tomorrow onwards, you will go to Song's shop to do casual work, step by step."

Climb from the bottom?That's right, I'm just about to learn how to get out of my father's control.Learn how to conquer the world in the mall like him.