Xiqing as usual GL

I can't make up my mind and don't know what to do.I'm going to find Yunchi to make sure that what Li Tianxi told me was that he lied to me.

It is impossible for Yunchi to be a virgin, and it is impossible for my brother not to touch her.No one can be a gentleman in front of the person he loves.

Brother is disabled but at least he is still a man.I don't believe he can stay calm in the face of Yunchi.

If Yunchi is still a virgin, there are only two possibilities, my brother can't move her because of his disability or Yunchi rejects my brother.

Why do you ask brother such an unspeakable thing?How to ask Yunchi?

Forget it, don't want to.Take one step at a time.One Li Tianxi, from the day I showed up at the academy, I knew that this person had an unusual relationship with my family.

A series of events made me even more suspicious.I'm glad I don't like this vicious man.

How could Zhu Qing fall in love with such a person?Kui Yunchi used to regard him as a benefactor.

After finally running to my brother's residence, I saw my brother sitting in the yard, staring blankly at the figure in the house.

"Brother." I called him, but he ignored me, just looked at the figure, silently thinking about something.

"Brother..." I called him again, waved my finger in front of him, and he came back to his senses.

"Lan Lou, why are you here?"

You can't come and tell him, I'm here to explain to Yunchi and ask about Yunchi.Scratching his head, he forced a smile and said, "Sister-in-law ran out just now, I was worried that you wouldn't be able to persuade her, so I came to see, after all, sister-in-law and I are classmates."

Brother stood up on crutches and looked at me with joy, "Yes, why did I forget, and you can persuade her, Lan Lou, you don't even know that Yunchi doesn't care about me at all, I can't persuade her , Seeing her sad makes me feel bad too, you will help brother persuade her, right?"

Brother's feelings were fully revealed, and he was happier than anyone else when he heard that I could persuade Yunchi.

I want to show him a smile to prove that I am not guilty.It's a pity that I really can't laugh.I'm not trying to solve your problems for either of you, my presence might tear you apart.

"Brother. You are her husband-in-law. If you don't have the ability to persuade her, what ability do I have?"

I tried my best to calm my brother down first.This makes me more sure that I can't tell the truth, otherwise I will collapse first.It's my brother.

"Aren't you good friends with her? You have such a good relationship, I don't believe Lan Lou, and you can't persuade her."

"It's not that I can't persuade you, but..."

I am in a hurry.Almost blurted out.But immediately knew that he almost made a mistake.

"Brother, do you really love Yunchi?" I asked him, just wanting to hear him say it once.I can't ruin the happiness he just had.

Yun Chi, you are also timid, aren't you?You didn't say anything about our relationship.You are also afraid.I am not the only one who is afraid, we will not even have a chance to meet if this continues.

I understand that I have to take the initiative. I was born different from an ordinary girl. If I want to protect you, I must protect you completely. I don’t want you to be hurt. It’s just that I’m also afraid of my family. I can give up everything but I can’t abandon my family.I don't want you to be infamous for the rest of my life.

"Love, I love her. The person who loves her the most must be me. It's just that she doesn't love me. Lan Lou, do you think I'm mean? I marry her by force, but I really don't want to lose her. I can't bear her being in someone else's arms." I believe that time will give me a chance, and Yunchi will fall in love with me."

Cold sweat dripped from my forehead, I blurted out and asked, "Brother, how do you know that Yun Chi likes someone else?"

Could it be that Yunchi told Brother about our affairs?Impossible, if it is, brother should hate me very much and treat me as a rival in love.You won't talk to me so gently.

"Although brother's brain is not very good, he is not really an idiot. I can tell."

He stood, pointed to the room, and said to me, "Lanlou, go and persuade Yunchi, I don't know why she was upset just now, and I didn't dare to approach her, I'm afraid she will be angry with me, so please persuade her brother Her, okay?"

How do you tell my brother that Yunchi got angry just because of me?I silently said sorry to my brother in my heart.

"Brother, will you protect her forever?"

Enduring the sadness, I asked my brother, if I can't protect and take care of Yunchi for the rest of my life, I can only let my brother protect her.

Women are used to feel distressed.I can't hold your hand, I can only let you go.

"Yes, I wasn't there in her past. But she will definitely have me in her future. Lanlou, father has promised me to start learning how to manage accounts. I don't want Yunchi to think that I am a waste who can only eat, drink and wait to die. I think Do something to make Yunchi's heart close to me."

It turns out that I am not the one who wants to change for you.

Yin Yunchi, why do we, brother and sister, feel sorry for you?I can feel the pain of losing you, so I don't want my brother to experience it again.I am with you, I can't give you happiness, I can't give you a complete family.

Brother is at least a man, he can give you everything.And I can only stand far away, watching you happy.

"Brother, treat her well. She likes to cry very much, so don't let her cry for you, okay? You are her husband-in-law, a good husband-in-law shouldn't make a lady cry."

Brother nodded with a happy smile on his face.I can't bear to watch it any longer.He could only walk to the door of the house with his head sullen.Brother Huihui nodded to me, as if thanking me for going to persuade Yunchi for him.

The psychological entanglement is getting deeper and deeper.I also hated Li Tianxi more and more.That hypocrite.ruined everything for me.I can't turn back now.

"Knock. Knock. Knock." After knocking three times, no one in the room responded. I could vaguely hear her crying.Distress, sadness and self-blame all rushed into my heart in an instant.

"Sister-in-law...it's me." My voice was heard in the room, and I don't believe she can't hear my voice.

Sure enough, after a while, she opened the door, and when she saw my brother standing outside, she immediately retreated in.When I turned around, my brother seemed to be sad when he saw her tears.

Sigh, fate, can only accept.

After a few steps, he walked in and closed the door behind him.This room is so familiar.

I still remember the day when I was happy, I lightly lifted her hijab, her delicate face... If I was really Song Zhufeng, maybe I wouldn't go crazy and smash everything that day.

Unfortunately, I am only Song Lanlou.This life is just a daughter.That happy event brought me only pain, not happiness.

She threw herself on the bed, her body trembling constantly, and there were wet marks on the bedding underneath.Have you been crying for a long time?

He went to the bed and squatted down, touching her legs with his fingers, "Don't cry, okay?"

Gentleness can only be when the two of us get along.Can't behave in front of others.

"Are you hating me? Didn't tell you about our relationship at the banquet? Or are you hating me for knowing about the academician's relationship with me, but not telling you?"

Under her fingers, her sensitive skin, the delicate sense of touch, she looked back, her eyes were full of sadness, and there was a little bit of crystal, which made people intoxicated.Such beauty, have you seen him?

I'm jealous of my brother.I'm jealous of the man who can have you.But I can't hurt him.

He pursed his lips, unable to think about it any longer.You are no longer the Yin Yunchi you were back then...how did you touch you?Even kissing you becomes a sin.

"I just want you to tell us about our relationship. I don't care about your relationship with the academician. So what if he is your fiance? You care about me, why didn't you say it at that time? Or, you are also blaming me for being timid , Blame me for not acknowledging my feelings for you? You blame me, don't you? Okay, then I'll talk about it now. "

The more she talked, the more excited she became, and finally she even wanted to get out of bed and run out.I quickly grabbed her back and said in a low voice, "Yin Yunchi, don't be like this, okay? It was my fault, it was my fault. Don't go out."

She broke away from my hand, stood in front of me, bit her lip and said, "Song Lanlou, you can't bully me like this. I have nothing left. I have been waiting for your response. I am not afraid of ridicule. I know you are Just treat me sincerely. If you don’t dare to tell me, I’ll tell you. I’ll take care of anything. Although I, Yin Yunchi, are thin, at least I know what it means to stick to myself. What about you? Song Lanlou, what about you? Leave me to your brother? How dare you say you don't feel bad? Why do you want to hurt me like this? Why can't you do what you promised me. "

She pulled my shoulder and pinched me tightly with her fingers. I know her anger, why don't I want to say it, Yunchi.

I suddenly remembered that my brother seemed to be still outside. I was afraid that he would hear us talking. I quickly covered her mouth and pressed her into my arms. You have never been able to do it in your life. I can’t give you everything, and I’m just a puppet. It’s not just me who wants to change for you, my brother is also changing, his love is no less than mine, and I can’t give you what he I can give everything, you will only suffer if you are with me, I don’t want you to suffer with me. I don’t want to hurt you two. I want to keep it safe. Yunchi, can you think about me? In redemption, we are all people with sins, where does happiness come from?"