Xiqing as usual GL

Even so, how can I go to Yunchi and my mother with peace of mind.

Mother let me out privately, and father will definitely not let her go.Yunchi will definitely be punished by his father and brother.

"Hey, I still want to go back."

Lu Yun'er was sleeping soundly.I kicked her to wake her up.

"Hey. Are you out of your mind? You are sleeping." She yelled at me rubbing her buttocks.

"You let me go back anyway. I'm really worried."

"No. You will be arrested when you go back. I don't have time to fish you out again. Miss Song. You understand our painstaking efforts. If you are so reckless, you will lose your life without knowing why."

How can I not know what kind of result I will face when I go back.But even if I lose my life, I still want to see Yunchi.I think she will definitely want to see me.

Once I go thousands of miles, I can't just leave her behind.Then I will never look down on myself.

"Don't think about it. I know you can't let her go in your heart. I guess you're thinking about leaving her and you'll blame yourself for the rest of your life, right?"

She stared at me, seeing every shift in my face.

"You said you can understand my sadness. Then you should let me go back to see her." Put your hands on her shoulders and squeeze them tightly.

"It's because I can understand your sadness. So I can't let you go back. You go back now. Something will happen to Yunchi. If you don't go back, she may suffer less damage."

"What is this? I escaped alone. I didn't take her away. If you want me to go back in the future, what kind of face will I use to meet her?"

Another voice came from outside the window, "Master, there is a letter."

Before Lu Yun'er could speak, I had already crawled over and snatched the pigeon from the man's hand.Tearing off the note, the contents of the eyes made the whole body's blood rush together.

"Mrs. Song is in a coma. The Yin family is visiting. Young Madam's hamstring is broken."

Rushed in front of Lu Yuner, lifted her clothes, and roared, "You know they will be hurt. Lu Yuner, I don't care what you say now. Turn around now. I want to go back."

I open the little door.Shouted at the coachman, "Turn around now. Go back to town. Quick."

Lu Yun'er grabbed my clothes and dragged me backwards, "Calm down. Their wish is to keep you safe... Song Lanlou. What else do you want? If you go back to your mother, all your hard work will be in vain. The Yin family also I won't let you go. Yunchi married into the Song family for you. I just want you to be safe."

Tears were dripping, I don't know when they dripped onto her hands.I yanked her hand away, "Shut up. I don't care. I have nothing left. I can't even protect Yunchi. What do I want this life for... You let me go back. Even if I die, I will die." I want to die with her. I didn't cherish her before, and I didn't have time to take her away. But this time I can't, I want to go back... Yun'er."

She looked up at the coachman, and said, "Don't pay attention to her, you continue to drive. Don't look back."

Seeing that she refused to look back.I squeeze my fingers together.But there is nothing to say, "Okay...you don't help me. Then I will walk back by myself."

Next to it is the window.Big enough for people to pass through.As soon as I lifted the curtain, I jumped up and rolled down from the carriage.

"Song Lanlou. What are you doing stupidly?"

After rolling a few times on the ground, I immediately got up.A few new marks were added to the face due to rolling.Why does this road seem so far away without end?I didn't wear shoes on my feet, and I walked on and off the stone-filled road with bare feet.

"Song Lanlou, come back to me. You bastard. Why are you so stubborn."

Ignore her calling me.I still keep moving forward.The mark left by my heel when my father dragged it hurts so much.He was chained for a few more days.That pain radiated from the bones.It's unbearable.

There was a lot of sweat on my head, and I reached out to wipe it off. "No, I want to go back. I want to go back."

She caught up with me, with her arms outstretched, and stopped me with her body.He said anxiously, "You said you want to take everything back, why are you going back on your word now? Listen to me. Yunchi and the others will not die. She will wait for you to go back. After you become famous, take her out of the cage. She is willing to help you Suffer. Why can't you bear it for a while?"

He tripped over a stone under his feet.I lay on the ground for a long time without moving.She didn't pull me up.Standing there, he continued, "What can you do when you go back now? Die with her? I will let someone secretly report your information to Yunchi. Don't worry. Yunchi's hamstring is broken. It must be the intention of the Yin family and your brother." You must work hard. If your hamstring is broken, we can find a famous doctor. The most important thing now is that you can escape the trap of those four families. Try to break out of your own world. Song Lanlou."

"Ah..." The anger and guilt accumulated in his chest had nowhere to go.He punched the ground hard.The sharp stone slipped and scratched his hand.Suddenly, he saw the marks of being bitten by Yunchi on his hand.

To hear her say, "Can you feel my pain? I want you to feel it with me, and I want you to carry this brand all your life."

Yes, Yun Chi, I feel your pain.What can I choose with the imprint you have given me.Now I go back and have nothing.All I can do is strengthen myself.

"Don't blame yourself. It's not easy to escape. Yunchi won't blame you. Lanlou, think about your future. Can you?"

In the future, in the future, is it only the future that can save Yunchi and me?Why is our fate so changeable.If I don't come back in the first place.Yun Chi will not marry like this.How many reasons are mixed together?those men.For money.reputation.right.woman.Everything can be sold.

Yunchi and I are just their pawns.Yunchi can let go of everything and follow me.I can also drop everything and go with her.But now.Where are our chances?

"Lu Yun'er. Give me a moment to be quiet."

I got up and walked to the lake not far away, and stood quietly by myself, "Zifen, Yunchi, why did the three of us end up where we are today."

Tears seemed to drain everything from me.Tears blurred the eyes.Nothing can be seen.Cry out loud "I'm sorry. I'm sorry."

The slowly sliding body was caught in time.She circled me from behind and shouted, "Why are you so useless! Cheer up! I only allow you to cry this time. Show me your strength after crying."

The body is sliding down more and more.She can't hold me.Instead, I was taken down.I hugged her back.Without any emotion.

"I really don't know what to do... Yun'er. I really don't know what to do..."

Like a drowning man grasping at a straw.I know that only Lu Yun'er can help me at this moment.

She patted me on the shoulder and sighed, "How come I know someone like you. I'm so full and have nothing to do. It's all right, big sister. We'll be on our way after you cry."

Sniff.Her eye sockets were also red.She shook her head not knowing what to think.Tired of crying.Throat is dry and sore.She offered water.

"Your tears seem to be free of money. You don't care about your body so much. I'm afraid you will be fucked to death before you go back."

She held out her hand to me.Calm and firm. "stand up."

I unscrewed the water bottle and opened it.Wet yourself from the top of your head.She rushed up and grabbed the water bag.He slapped me on the head, "Wake up, okay? What's the difference between you and a dead person now."

She took off her clothes, put them on my shoulders, looked up and looked at me worriedly.Then he walked towards the carriage with some disappointment.

"Think about it for yourself. I'll wait for you in the car."

What else can I perceive?Mother, Yunchi, were hurt because of me, but I couldn't help them.Fingers clenched the clothes draped over his body.I look ahead on this road.

I don't know how long, I don't know how long it will take this hard work to bear fruit, how many years will it take to hear her say a word?

Throat rolling.I want to cry in a blink of an eye.

"No. Song Lanlou. Don't cry. Don't cry. You have to work hard. Try to return to this place as soon as possible to take back everything. Avenge Zifen. Take Yunchi back... Song Lanlou. Don't be cowardly anymore .”

He raised his hand and slapped himself.I want to relieve the pain in my heart from the pain on my skin.

Looking at his own hand, the marks of Yun Chi's bite are deeply engraved on it.It has healed slowly without applying medicine for many years but left traces.Putting your hands on your face seems to be able to feel Yunchi's body temperature.

"Yunchi. I'm leaving... just give me five years. Five years, okay? After these five years, I will return to the ordinary days with you."

Looking at my hand, I said this to it.Slowly clenched as if holding Yunchi's hand.

Step towards the carriage.Lu Yun'er poked her head out.see me come over.He smiled and said, "Come on."

She reached out to me again.I offer my hand.But when she held my hand, I pulled her back.Pull her off the carriage.He jumped into the carriage himself.She rushed forward a few steps and immediately stopped.turn around.staring at me.The smile on the corner of his mouth became stronger and stronger, "You are not bad..."

I look at her.Turn around and walk into the car.She follows.Instruct the coachman to say, "Follow this road. Run straight down..."

Lying on the cushion without saying a word.I close my eyes.He touched the note just now.He touched it in his hand again.

"How do we fight the world?" I asked her.Pinch the ball of paper in your hand.

"I said the place that fascinates men the most. Where is it?"

He looked at her suspiciously.What a problem.Shake your head. "Naturally a brothel."

She gave me a mysterious look.Continue to ask, "Where is the place that fascinates women the most?"

What does this mean.Does she want to?She squinted and smiled like a fox.raised eyebrows.The delicate facial features revealed a clean but cunning breath.

"What? Know what I'm thinking? Men can stay in Gentle Country. Why can't women?"

It's thanks to her that he figured this out.I will not refuse any proposal that can bring me convenience at this moment. "The implication is that you want to open a different brothel?"

She covered her face with one hand.Beautiful eyes stared at me for a while.Then he said, "Why not? The brothel is my business. And you need to use what you have learned in the Song family. Work hard in the mall. You have to know that the brothel is a place that hides and holds many secrets."