Xiqing as usual GL

It was snowing heavily, and the sky was as dark as night.At this time, it was still a little short of noon.Maybe it's the weather and the mood is just as gloomy.Several people in the room have their own concerns.Lu Yun'er was sitting next to me and was cooking.Aggrieved eyes turned around me a few times.It seems that he wants me to explain to Zhu Qing.

Hengyue was being fed by Zhu Qing, but Zhu Qing didn't look up at the two of us.Only talk to Heng Yue.

Ting Yun and Xie Jiwen stood behind each other.I also took a few mouthfuls of rice, some of which I couldn't swallow.The table was full of delicacies from mountains and seas, among the four of them only Hengyue, the little one, was the favorite.

"Boss Lu, you eat as much as you eat, and don't eat it up your nostrils, okay? You're still a beautiful woman, don't you like eating a bit?"

Lu Yun'er didn't know how to eat the rice, her face was buried in the bowl.That small face made the beauty on the opposite side frowned severely.

"Are you okay?" Zhu Qing finally spoke.I know that these two are stuffy, and someone can get out of the awkward atmosphere first.

"Cough. I'm fine." The more excited Lu Yun'er was, the more aggressive he was eating, as if he hadn't eaten in 18 years, and his face was lowered under the table.

It must be because of the matter between Lu Yuner and Mengniang, Zhu Qing didn't listen to Lu Yuner's explanation.She is as lost as she is now.

"Is it really okay?" Zhu Qing asked again with concern.Hey Hengyue also stopped.Heng Yue jumped off the stool and onto my lap.let me feed her.

"If you're willing to listen to my explanation, I'm really fine." Finally, Lu Yuner boldly said to Zhu Qing.

"You..." Lu Yun'er spoke boldly, making Zhu Qing's face blush.I quickly waved my hand to make everyone in the hall retreat.I hugged Hengyue and exited smoothly.

"If you have anything to say, you can make it clear. Some things can't be resolved without meeting each other." Before leaving, I left a sentence. After all, these two are my friends now, and I don't want their relationship to be so rigid.Even if we can't be together, we can be friends.

"Master, what do you think about Miss Lu and Miss Zhu?"

Holding Heng Yue in my arms, Ting Yun and Xie Jiwen followed closely behind me.It was Xie Jiwen who asked me the question just now.

I turned my head and smiled lightly, "What do you think?"

It is obvious that Xie Jiwen is surprised by the love between women.It's not his fault.This relationship is humble and insignificant in this male-dominated world.Feelings that cannot be expressed are the greatest sorrow.

"Women and women, what's so good about love? I think Miss Lu and Miss Zhu are extremely beautiful. If they want to marry, the gate of the Song Mansion will probably be broken down." Xie Jiwen expressed his thoughts.He has a straightforward personality, although what he said feels a bit like a frog in a well, but I am not angry.

"Besides, I have a question I want to ask the master. I wonder if the master can give me an answer." He took out a small bag of mung bean cakes wrapped in oil paper from his sleeve and handed it to Heng Yue.She was biting the cake in a calm manner, listening to what we said that she couldn't understand.

Ting Yun seemed to know what Xie Jiwen wanted to ask, and quickly stopped him, "Zhiwen, Master is tired, don't ask Master anything."

Ting Yun dragged the post, and at the same time shook her head at me, telling me not to listen any more.

"Oh? What's the question? Let's ask." A few snowflakes were about to fall, I turned around and hugged Hengyue to the nanny who was passing by the corridor, and asked the nanny to take Hengyue back to her room to rest.Step into the corridor.I wonder what kind of questions Xie Jiwen will ask.

"There are many beauties around the master. Miss Lu has countless beauties in brothels, but she has never seen a woman brought back by the master to spend the night. Ten thousand steps back, although Miss Zhu and Miss Lu are both beautiful women who are one in a thousand, there is no Seeing that the master has acted excessively towards any of them. Except Zhu Lu, Ting Yun has been by your side all year round. Ting Yun is also a beauty and you don't seem to be tempted. I just want to ask, master, do you have no feelings for women? ? Or is it too watertight?"

Ting Yun pulled Xie Jiwen's sleeve in embarrassment, and said repeatedly, "Bastard, you can ask such a question. Xie Jiwen, what do you mean?"

Xie Jiwen shook off Ting Yun's hand and stared at me with doubts in his eyes.He doesn't know I'm a woman yet.Although I also like women, I don't like the few women he just mentioned.

"It's only natural for you to ask such a question. You really want to know what's wrong with Ting Yun and me, right?"

I looked at Ting Yun and said what I wanted.Ting Yun was already embarrassed, but his expression became even uglier.

A beautiful maid, always by the side of the young and strong master.I don't think anything happened between the two of them.It is really difficult.

"The same man, I think the master knows what I'm thinking. I just want to know whether Ting Yun likes me or the master. She agreed to marry me in such a hurry. I can't help but let me doubt it."

This man is too straightforward.You actually asked me that.Maybe Ting Yun's vision is right, this is a good man who will care about her.

"It's not that I don't have feelings for women. It's just that what you just said is just my friend. Ting Yun and I are just master-servant relationships. I know what you are thinking. You can ask me so boldly in front of Ting Yun. Explain to you I really want to unravel the mystery in my heart and know Ting Yun's thoughts." Patted Xie Jiwen on the shoulder.Press Ting Yun's hand into Xie Jiwen's.

"Ting Yun will choose you because he knows you are a good person. Xie Jiwen. You have to treat her well. On a big day. I will give you a big gift."

Xie Jiwen held Ting Yun's hand with peace of mind.Ting Yun looked at the two people's hands holding each other without any fluctuations.But from my experience, Ting Yun really doesn't seem to feel much, unlike when I hold Yunchi's hand, my heart beats with joy and my face turns red, and I keep thinking.

Emotional matters are beyond my ability to clarify, let them solve it by themselves, my own feelings are still in a dilemma.

Without looking back, he walked out of the corridor and walked towards the hall.A figure rushing from the hall hit me.I quickly supported her.Take a closer look.

With tears in front of my face, and being dragged by me with nowhere to escape.Isn't it Lu Yun'er?

"The confession failed?" Lu Yun'er bumped her head on my shoulder, holding me and crying loudly.

"Why...why did she reject me. I can't compare to that Li..."

Is there anything better than the one surnamed Li?Just because you're not a man can't give her a title.And Zhu Qing was born in a scholarly family, and her moral values ​​are far stronger than ordinary people.I thought so in my heart.But how could I say that to her.

Lifting his eyes, he saw that the person standing in the entrance was also tearful.As soon as I saw her, I immediately retreated into the hall again.Why bother to make two people sad again.

"What's the use of crying? Once you fail in your confession, you give up? I want Zhu Qing to like you, but she can't let go of the worldly burden. You can't just admit defeat like this. Lu Yuner, aren't you very good? A woman, you can't handle it?"

I shook her like hell.My heart is also sad.Lu Yun'er ran out crying.The people behind her who didn't notice shed as many tears as she did.Why not learn to look back and take another look.Maybe everything will disappear in those tears.

If that night, I could see Zifen's tears clearly, maybe I wouldn't let her go like that.Maybe she won't die.

If on that day, when I leave the academy, I can look back at Yunchi again, maybe I won't leave her.

"Lanlou, I dare not say. I dare not ask for more. What should I do? My heart hurts. Why does she care about that? Why can't she give me a chance."

Zhu Qing used to be a teacher, what about the Four Books and Five Classics, the morality of Confucius and Mencius.female ring.She is very clear about the principles of ethics.It is precisely because these concepts are too deep.That's why she's stuck in her own thoughts now.Inextricable.Perhaps, she couldn't accept the fact that she fell in love with a woman even more.

It was the first time that Lu Yun'er cried so hard.Hold me tight.In the end, he had no choice but to knock her out.Have someone take her back to her room.Stepping into Zhu Qing's yard alone.

"You know? Now I hate myself for treating those books as treasures. Gang often lingers in my mind. I fell in love with Lu Yun'er against these. But I still dare not face it. Lan Lou, if it were you, what would you do? Do?" Zhu Qing seemed to know that I was coming.She stands in the kiosk.Although his expression was calm, his words contained uneasiness.

"If it were me, I would want to give up everything and go with her. Zhu Qing, tell the truth, who do you love now? Li Tianxi or Lu Yun'er?" I didn't enter the pavilion, so I stood under the pavilion and said to her.

"I always thought that I couldn't forget Tianxi. Now I have his flesh and blood. The existence of Hengyue makes it impossible for me to forget the relationship I had with Tianxi. But I can't remember his face. Lu Yuner often appears in the In my dream. I know my true feelings for her. I used to think that I was just grateful for her kindness to me. However, her more and more obvious love makes me unable to bear it. I can't give her the most perfect side I can't love her either. Lunchang and love alternate in my mind. I can't choose. I can't bear to give up Lu Yun'er and I don't know that I can't resist this worldly gossip."

"Master, you have lived here for four years. Do you know my love story?" I took a deep breath and asked her.

She shook her head.Even though she's been in the Song Mansion for so long, I haven't told her who the person I love is.

"I actually have someone in my heart. A woman." I explained to her.Knowing maybe only by telling her my story.Only then can she let go of this worldly notion.

"You? You also like women?" Zhu Qing was obviously startled by my words.

"And you know the person I like." Stepping into the booth.Find a place that is not covered by snow and sit down.

"It can't be, Yin Yunchi, right?" Zhu Qing boldly stated her hypothesis.

Nodding without hesitation. "You are right. Yunchi is the person I like. My relationship with her is also unacceptable to the world. But I still insist on wanting to be with her. Afterwards, many things happened. But I have strengthened my confidence in wanting to be with her for the rest of my life. It's rare to have a true love in life. The rumors in the market have never stopped. We don't live by other people's evaluation. Master, please think about it. If Lu Yun'er dies. Or if she doesn't treat you anymore, she and other women Together. What will happen to you?"