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It has been several months since I saw Su Kui, and when I saw Su Kui suddenly, Xiaoxiao felt an indescribable sense of strangeness to her mother.

Su Kui leaned in front of the car, she looked at Xiaoxiao and smiled slightly: "Why, aren't you happy to see your mother?"

Xiaoxiao pursed her lips and squeezed out a smile.

Not unhappy, just embarrassment and conflict.

Su Kui looked at her and said softly: "Xiaoxiao, your birthday is coming, your father said he wanted to take you home to have a look, mom knows you are busy, but we all miss you."

Birthday……

It's her birthday.

Yes.

The breeze blew through her long hair, Mu Xiaoxiao lowered her eyes, she said lightly: "I accept your kindness and dad's kindness, and I won't go back after dinner. I still have a lot of things to do."

Liu Wannian next to him is the first time to see Xiaoxiao's mother. Xiaoxiao treats him, his sister, and the servants in the family with a pleasant face. He is cheerful every day without any airs of the boss, but facing the biological mother in front of him , the smile is so reluctant.

Liu Wannian looked at Mu Xiaoxiao: "Do you want to drive away?"

He is loyal to the eldest lady, although he usually obeys Mu Xiaoxiao's words, but he is merciless towards outsiders.

Xiaoxiao was about to speak, when Su Kui got anxious and stretched out her hand to hold her: "Xiaoxiao, don't go, you are going to be an older sister."

Mu Xiaoxiao: ...

Autumn is coming, the weather has turned cold, Xiaoxiao looked into Su Kui's eyes in disbelief, and then looked at her stomach.

She didn't pay attention before, but as expected, Su Kui's figure has been maintained very well. Now, under the loose clothes, there is a slightly bulging belly.

……

At that moment, Xiaoxiao really didn't know what to feel.

Should we cry, laugh, or bless?

It is impossible for her to tear up with a pregnant woman in the street, let alone this person is her blood mother.

Xiaoxiao said briefly to Liu Wannian, "Brother Wannian, you should go back first, and tell Missy that I met a friend."

When Su Kui heard the word "Miss", her eyelids twitched. She looked at Xiaoxiao, but Xiaoxiao didn't look at her. Liu Wannian nodded calmly. He watched Xiaoxiao and Su Kui leave. He took out his mobile phone and called the eldest lady.

"She was taken away by her mother, who was pregnant."

……

The scenery along the way is in a hurry.

Xiaoxiao still remembers the feeling of returning to this "home" for the first time when she was a child. At that time, she was in tears all the way, and her heart was full of reluctance to her mother, grandma, younger brothers and sisters, and full of resistance to her parents. .

But at that time, both Su Kui and Mu Shan were immersed in the joy of their daughter's return, and no one cared about Xiaoxiao's emotions.

They took her home to a pink little princess room specially decorated for her.

There, there are soft and loose big beds, plush toys and Barbie dolls that most girls like to play with, and there are all kinds of beautiful little skirts in the closet.

When getting off the car, Su Kui wanted to pull Xiaoxiao's hand, but Xiaoxiao dodged it sensitively. She just looked down at the very old Rubik's Cube in her hand.

Su Kui and Mu Shan looked at each other, she calmed down and said, "Xiaoxiao, Mom will take you to the room to have a look. It was carefully prepared by your parents. It belongs to your room, and you will definitely like it."

When they went to the orphanage to see Mu Xiaoxiao, they knew how miserable the conditions were. A dozen children were crowded into one room. The older children were on the hard iron beds, and the smaller ones were bunk beds. , no one has their own house, and at night, a child cried so much that everyone couldn't sleep.

Xiaoxiao really wants to live in her own house even in her dreams.

But when she was led into this home, she missed their messy room very much.

At the very least, there is popularity there, and there are laughter and true feelings.

Mu Shan took out a few cards of Grandpa Mao from his pocket, "This is the pocket money Dad gave you. You take the flowers and buy whatever you want. I'll let your mother take you downstairs to get acquainted later."

It was the first time in Xiaoxiao's life that she saw so much pocket money. She didn't accept it, but just looked at the Rubik's Cube with her head down.

Later, Mu Shan and Su Kui chattered for a while, but they got no response. They said a little embarrassedly: "Then you take a rest first, and your parents will take you out to a restaurant to eat something good in the evening."

……

The door was closed.

Pocket money was also placed on the table.

Xiaoxiao looked at the money, but she didn't move it.

She was silent for a long time, her long eyelashes fluttered, she put the Rubik's Cube on the table, and walked to the bed by herself.

Carefully, she gently sat on it.

so soft...

She looked at everything around her like a dream.

In the evening, Su Kui and Mu Shan took Xiaoxiao downstairs to eat barbecue. They ordered a lot, and grilled meat for their daughter attentively.

Xiaoxiao lowered her head and ate the meat without saying a word, and it was the kind of Sukui roast, what she ate.

Later, Mu Shan touched Su Kui, "It's almost done, don't spoil the child."

Su Kui looked at Xiaoxiao and smiled awkwardly, "You kid, don't tell mom what you want to eat, why don't you bake it yourself?"

What they ate was Korean-style barbecue. Xiaoxiao didn't know how to grill it. What she had occasionally eaten before was the lamb kebabs that her mother and grandma bought her during the Chinese New Year.

So when Su Kui handed over the barbecue tongs, Xiaoxiao pursed her lips and lowered her head again.

This scene made Mu Shan feel a little uncomfortable. When I went home at night, while Xiaoxiao was taking a bath, Mu Shan pulled Su Qiuyun and said, "Are you sure you have tested the DNA? It's our child, right?"

Su Kui pulled her face down as soon as she heard it. She was in a bad mood today: "What's the matter, look at her eyebrows and eyes, they are exactly the same as yours, what do you suspect?"

Mu Shan lit a cigarette sadly, "It's okay to develop feelings slowly. Why is this kid a bit useless and petty? He keeps his head down when he says anything. It's not a big deal."

Su Kui was anxious, "Hush your voice, don't let the children hear you!"

……

in the bathroom.

Xiaoxiao squatted on the ground, she hugged herself, and let the cold water rush past her small body. At that moment, covered by the sound of water, she could finally cry wantonly.

I really miss my grandma, I really miss my mother... Qiuqiu...

That was probably the time Xiaoxiao cried the most in her life.

It's just that when she came out of the bathroom, she regained her calm. She didn't eat and drink for free. When Su Kui and Mu Shan went down for a walk, she swept and plowed the floor of the house. The room was not small. Xiaoxiao didn't stop sweating all over her body, and she folded the clothes Su Kui and Mu Shan put on the sofa one by one.

After Mu Shan and Su Kui came in, they looked at the clean house in surprise. They looked at each other, and Su Kui said softly, "Xiaoxiao, you were very tired when you first came here. You don't need to do housework, you just need to study hard."

Mu Shan also nodded, "Yes, as long as you study hard, children shouldn't do these things."

Shouldn't it be a child?

But doing housework was something she repeated day after day in her previous life.

In the evening, Xiaoxiao sat in front of a chair and called Su Qiuyun.

Su Qiuyun waited for a call from Xiaoxiao all day. She was afraid that her call would affect Xiaoxiao's going there. There were parents of children who were picked up in the past, and they hated their children contacting the orphanage again, so she didn't dare to call and kept guard The phone, after seeing Xiaoxiao's phone, was connected in almost a second.

"Hello? Xiaoxiao, how are you? How are they treating you?"

Su Qiuyun didn't wait for Xiaoxiao to speak, and asked anxiously when she came up. Grandma Chu grabbed the phone next to her: "Xiaoxiao, are you tired? Are you not used to it?"

Beside the phone, Qiuqiu cried, "Sister, sister, I miss you..."

Xiaoxiao didn't say a word, she pinched her trouser legs with her hands, and she didn't know when tears were streaming down her face.

Finally, she raised her head, forced back the tears, and tried her best to make her voice sound the same as usual, "Mom, grandma, I am fine, and they are also very good to me, and they went downstairs to eat barbecue , Said to be Korean style, very fragrant, let Qiuqiu pay attention to the body."

……

The night is long.

Xiaoxiao suffered from insomnia on the first night in that house.

The next morning, as she was used to, she got up early and went downstairs for a run, lap after lap, sweating before returning.

She forgot to bring the key. She was standing at the door and was about to knock when she heard the voices of two people in the room.

"Go out so early, won't you run back?"

"No."

"Hey, it's not that the ones you raised around you since you were young are different, and they are not close to us."

"take it easy."

……

The door in front of me is still that door.

Xiaoxiao was in a daze when she walked in. Mu Shan was sitting in the living room waiting, and when he saw the two of them coming in, he stood up suddenly, "Are you back?"

After so many years, he is still very restrained towards this daughter.

Mu Xiaoxiao nodded.

When Su Kui went to find Xiaoxiao, Mu Shan had already cooked a large table of meals, such as braised crucian carp, lion's head, sweet and sour pork tenderloin, vegetarian three delicacies...a large table full.

Both of them were in high spirits, and Mu Shan even opened a bottle of red wine. A few days ago, he took Su Kui to find someone to take a B-ultrasound. After confirming that it was a boy, I didn't know how happy he was.

He became excited after drinking some wine, and looked at Xiaoxiao: "Your mother and I are getting old, and your brother will depend on you from now on."

Mu Xiaoxiao had almost no food, just a few mouthfuls of rice.

Su Kui patted Mu Shan's arm, "The child finally came back, it's for her birthday."

Mu Shan nodded, "Yes, celebrate the child's birthday."

He poured Xiaoxiao a glass of wine, "Drink some too, after graduation you will often have social gatherings."

Mu Xiaoxiao looked at the full glass of white wine in front of her, her eyelids drooped slightly, and she remained silent.

Su Kui and Mu Shan were already used to her like this, they didn't care, they talked and chatted on their own, how lively they were.

"Time flies so fast, you'll be graduating from college in the blink of an eye."

"A few days ago, your mother contacted Director Wang and said that you all went to Guizhou to support education, and so did your child. You didn't tell us about such a big matter."

"I heard that the school is very sure of you. Your mother and I are really relieved."

"You have grown up, we are relieved, in the future you--"

Mu Shan was still talking, Xiaoxiao suddenly looked at Su Kui and interrupted her: "Mom, do you want me to do something?"

The smile on Su Kui's face froze, "Why, why do you ask that?"

Xiaoxiao looked at her with clear eyes, "How did you know that I came back, and how did you know that I lived there?"

In a word, Su Kui who asked was speechless, and the air was awkward and dignified for a few seconds. Mu Shan reacted quickly, "We are your parents, can we not know about our daughter?"

Mu Xiaoxiao just wanted to laugh when she heard this, she raised the glass of wine that Mu Shan had poured for her just now, raised her head and drank it in one gulp.

The spicy wine fell into her stomach along her mouth, and Xiaoxiao felt a pain in her heart from the heat. She looked at Mu Shan: "Unexpectedly, I, Mu Xiaoxiao, will be able to let my parents take a look one day, hehe..."

She smiled rarely, but sadly.

If this was normal, such a sarcastic tone would definitely make Mu Shan lose his temper and reprimand Xiaoxiao, but now, he actually lowered his head and remained silent.

Su Kui pursed her lips, "Xiaoxiao..."

Xiaoxiao raised her head and looked at the water in her eyes: "So, Mom, what is it for? Just tell me, you all know what I do, there is no need to make detours."

Su Kui raised his eyes to look at Mu Shan, and Mu Shan drained the wine from the wine cup in his hand. He looked at Xiaoxiao and said slowly, "Dad, I heard that you met a very powerful person at work. I was able to speak for both official and business terms, and I even had an operation for Qiuqiu. You know, Dad has been working for so many years, but he can’t get up in the job. He is still a section chief. I am not young anymore. , your mother is pregnant again, for your brother, I have to fight."

Xiaoxiao originally thought that she would not feel anything when she heard these words. After all these years, she has never had any expectations for this family and her parents, has she?

However, such hypocritical words shouldn't be said by such a close relative, right?

"Dad and Mom know that you have resentment in your heart. We were wrong when you were young. You also know that we have worked hard after we brought you back from the orphanage, but you don't accept it, and Mom and Dad feel bad. .”

After drinking, Mu Shan was extraordinarily sincere, watching his daughter speak heartfelt words.

He really worked hard with Su Kui back then.

"I do not accept……"

Mu Xiaoxiao wanted to laugh when she heard this, but her eyes turned red, "I don't accept it?"

As if she had drunk too much, she laughed and asked rhetorically.

Did she really not accept it?

mom and dad...

Did they ever know that she really worked hard, wanted to integrate into this family, and really wanted to give up resentment...

Is she not accepting it?

Did they really think she liked pink?Did you really think she liked dolls and stuffed animals?Do you really think she likes Korean barbecue?

These years, how did they ever ask her what she really wanted.

And now, knowing the relationship between her and the eldest lady, you have started to ask for the "gratitude of nurturing" over the years, right?

Why?

Mu Xiaoxiao just wanted to ask them, why?

Seeing Xiaoxiao's eyes full of hatred, Mu Shan's face changed, he gritted his teeth and tried his best to endure, Su Kui's complexion was not very good, she gently stroked her stomach with her hand, "Xiaoxiao, this Once, I will be your mother and father. I beg you, your eldest lady, can you talk to her? Help your father. He is old and old. If he does not get promoted, he will have no chance in this life. .”

Mu Xiaoxiao's hand holding the wine glass tightened, she looked at her father and mother, she didn't complain, she didn't complain, she just asked lightly: "So, can you be shameless when you are old?"

"I***!"

Mu Shan patted the table and stood up suddenly, his face flushed red: "You still have the nerve to say us? Who is shameless and gay???"

Su Kui hurried to Mount Lamu, "What are you doing? Didn't you agree to tell your daughter well?"

Again.

Every time.

Mu Xiaoxiao closed her eyes, and she heard her extremely cold voice: "So, that's it, this is the last time. As I said, don't contact me in the future. The money you have spent on me over the years, I have already repaid it twice, and I don’t have to resent you for not caring for me, but please don’t disgust me again.”

After she finished speaking, she stood up and was about to leave, but Su Kui was in tears, "Xiaoxiao, even if you are angry with your father, you don't care about your mother at all? Mom has your own brother in her belly. "

dear brother...

Mu Xiaoxiao felt that her body and heart were completely cold. She looked at Su Kui's stomach and said softly: "That's your child, your baby, he was so cherished before he was born, and I live Should I be abandoned by you in the twelfth lunar month and almost freeze to death, and should I come here today to be humiliated by you?"

What is she?

enough.

This home is really enough.

Xiaoxiao got up and was about to leave, but Su Kui's hand was still pulling her. At this moment, the doorbell rang.

Mu Shan took a deep breath, propped himself up and stood up to open the door. Su Kui wiped away the tears on his face. The ugliness of the family should not be publicized and others should not see it.

Xiaoxiao pulled away her hand and walked out slowly.

Every time she came back, she seemed to be splashed with a bucket of cold water from head to toe.

Her heart was already numb, she didn't feel anything, she couldn't even feel her breathing, she couldn't feel her heartbeat, she was like a puppet without a soul.

"Who are you? Who are you looking for?"

Mu Shan's surprised voice came over. Su Kui wiped away her tears and looked up. When she saw the person at the door, she froze and stood up suddenly, "Qin...President Qin..."

When Mu Shan heard this, his body froze, cold sweat dripped from his back.

Xiaoxiao originally lowered her head, but when she heard the word "President Qin", she suddenly raised her head.

At the moment when she saw the eldest lady, Xiaoxiao, who had held back for a long time and suppressed everything in her heart, suddenly became red-eyed.

At the door, the eldest lady stood there, her eyes were cold, colder than anything Xiaoxiao had seen in the past, as if she came from the abyss hell Shura, without a trace of emotion.