The actor wants to divorce every day

"I didn't know who my father was before." Yu Dongdao, "My mother never mentioned it to me, and I didn't ask. Later, when Shen Li found me, he came directly with a paternity test. know that my father is him."

Yan Xingzhou frowned when he heard the words, feeling a little uncomfortable.He had always thought that Yu Dong should belong to a conflict between Shen Li and Yu Qing when he was young, but he didn't expect that he never knew about Shen Li's existence.

"If you choose, do you wish you knew earlier?" Yan Xingzhou asked.

"No, I don't blame my mother on this matter." Yu Dong said.

This was the first time Yan Xingzhou heard Yu Dong talk about his childhood.

Yu Dong's mother, Yu Qing, was also 20 years old when she got married.At that time, Shen Li was in his early thirties, fell in love with Qing at first sight, and then pursued Qing, and the two got married not long after.

Yu Qing was a young and talented designer, while Shen Li's business had not yet formed a scale at that time and was still in the stage of starting a business.When the two got married, they also had a period of close relationship, but Yu Qing had a free and easy temperament and didn't like restraint, while Shen Li had a rigid personality, bad temper, and strong possessiveness.

Not long after, their marriage had problems.

Yu Qing, who is used to being at ease, is dissatisfied with Shen Li's restraint, and often goes out on vacation.

Soon, Yu Qing cheated.

Shen Li was furious, but refused to divorce, so Yu Qing moved out of the house.

"At that time, my mother was already pregnant with me, but she didn't know it." Yu Dong held the family photo album in his hand, and pointed to a photo for Yan Xingzhou. In the photo, he looked only a few months old. Being held in Yu Qing's arms, she was crying loudly.

"Later, when she found out, she was already with someone else." Yu Dongdao: "The person she cheated on didn't last long, and they broke up before I was born. At that time, she didn't want to look back for Shen Li, so, When she gave birth to me, she had to deal with all the things alone, and there was no one to sign when she went to the hospital."

Yan Xingzhou turned his gaze to Yu Qing in the photo, who had a bright smile on his face, showing no resentment or unwillingness at all.

"My mother is not a person who complains about herself. According to her own words, she is a bit selfish. She only pleases herself and lives in the way she wants. So from the beginning to the end, she never regarded me as a burden, she said She decided to give birth to me by herself, so she is ready for everything she will face in the future, and she will not blame me for it." Yu Dong said.

Yan Xingzhou asked: "Then did she do it?"

"Almost." Yu Dong said, "At least, I have what most children should have."

Yu Dong and Yu Qing are actually quite similar in temperament.Although Yu Qing is an outgoing person, more enthusiastic and happier, while Yu Dong is more depressed and restrained.But in the final analysis, the stubbornness and firmness in the bones of the mother and son are the same as before.

One can say that if they live apart, they will live apart, and the children will be raised by themselves;

The other one said that he would go back to China as soon as he said he would, and tried his best to marry Yan Xingzhou.

"Later Shen Li told me that he had actually met me before and thought I looked like him at the first sight, but he didn't pursue it at the time." Yu Dong said: "He has both sons and daughters. He doesn't lack a son like me, and he doesn't want to be with my mother. Can't get entangled any more."

"So you have always hated him? Because he is not a qualified father." Yan Xingzhou asked.

"I hate him because of everything about him, not because of a certain behavior of him." Yu Dong said.

Yan Xingzhou sighed and did not continue to ask.Most of the fathers and sons in the world will have a kind of "hostility" that blood is thicker than water, they are born to resist, they are born to see each other, and they don't need any reason.If you insist on pursuing it, it should be that the similar elements in your bones make them easily mutually exclusive.

"My mother is not an accompanying mother, so I have often lived alone since I was a child. She will ensure that I will not starve to death, and the rest is just random." Yu Dongdao: "So I spent most of my life alone. passed."

Yu Dong had mastered the skill of independent survival before he was about ten years old.

But during the ten years when Yu Dong was struggling to learn and survive, Yu Qing had changed several lovers, worked many jobs, won awards, went abroad, and even went to study for a while.

"That year she and Wang Haiyang got married, so she took me to the set and met you." Yu Dong said.

Yan Xingzhou turned to the photo of Yu Dongxiao's bald head and asked, "Why did you suddenly shave your head?"

Yu Dong was silent for a while, then said sullenly: "The crew is too hot, so I shaved it off."

"Lie to me." Yan Xingzhou said, "I don't believe this reason."

He still remembered the "sorrowful and indignant" expression on Yu Dong's face when he shaved his head in that documentary.

Yu Dong was silent for a while, and said, "There is an uncle in your group who praised me for being beautiful, so I shaved my head off."

Yan Xingzhou was startled, and it took him a long time to realize the meaning behind these words.When Yu Dong was young, he was handsome and fair, and he was indeed very pleasing.But if this kind of likability falls into the eyes of some people, it will be a fatal problem.

And Yu Dong looked soft and weak at that time, but he was also a ruthless character.

He boasted that he shaved his head, and his attitude was clear and resolute. People with some thoughts in their hearts probably wouldn't dare to provoke him again.

"Did you not ask anyone for help at that time?" Yan Xingzhou asked.

"No." Yu Dong said: "I'm already a trouble in the group, it's not good to attract too much attention."

And presumably Yu Qing was busy with Wang Haiyang, so she couldn't notice Yu Dong's strangeness.

[-]% found that his son had shaved his head, which was just a joke, and he would not investigate the reason.

"Actually, I have learned a lot from her over the years. When she was 15 years old, my handwriting was included in the works she submitted to the competition." Yu Dongdao: "She has no enthusiasm for design, and she has no goals. I like it, and I have talent, so I have been doing it. But I have to admit that without the influence she has brought to me over the years, I would not have embarked on this path."

Yu Dong turned to the back of the photo album, and there was a photo of Yu Dong in a formal suit.At that time, Yu Dong was only about fourteen or fifteen years old, standing on the red carpet, helping Yu Qing to hold the skirt, looking like a little gentleman.

"After winning the award that time, she hasn't designed any works for a long time, and her work has been put on hold for a while." Yu Dong said: "Within a year, she had an accident..."

After that, Shen Li found Yu Dong and officially clarified their father-son relationship.

"I found out later that my mother left a document with the lawyer a long time ago, which included my birth information, blood type, and my lanugo." Yu Dong said: "I don't know if she had a premonition or something else. After her accident, the lawyer contacted Shen Li directly and gave him the information."

The "father-son relationship" that Shen Li hadn't delved into before was confirmed because of that document.

Yu Dong, who is underage and has lost his guardian, has become a responsibility and obligation he must face.

Shen Li did everything a father in the name of "law" must do, and arranged for Yu Dong the best life he could give.It's a pity that Yu Dong, like Yu Qing back then, didn't appreciate it or care too much, and soon abandoned everything he arranged.

After returning to Beijing, Yu Dong continued to study.Shen Li arranged for an assistant to come over to take care of Yu Dong's basic necessities of life. Yu Dong was not a hypocritical person, so he readily accepted and did not refuse.

Until later when he went abroad to study, he spent all of Shen Li's money.

He doesn't like Shen Li, but he admits that the other party is his father, so he doesn't exclude the other party from fulfilling his due obligations.

"I became a special designer of Deep Blue, which was facilitated by my brother." Yu Dongdao: "He came to Beijing to visit me once and saw this puzzle. He is a person with strong negotiating skills. At that time, he told me that if I want to see you again, and to stand with you, I must have the qualification to stand side by side with you..."

So, a month later, Yu Dong handed Shen Qiaoping a batch of works.

A week later, he officially became the special designer of Deep Blue.

Yan Xingzhou looked at Yu Dong in surprise when he heard the words, and couldn't react for a while.

Yu Dong became a designer in the first place for himself!

"How could you..." Yan Xingzhou was halfway through speaking, but he didn't know what to ask.

"I was not yet 17 at that time, and I didn't think so much." Yu Dongdao: "But I already understood some things. It was indeed just a continuation of the relationship I had when I was young, but one day I dreamed To you... I've known what I've been thinking since that morning."

A young man who has just begun to fall in love, and the object of his admiration is an old friend who has been separated from him for seven years.

This sounds unbelievable, but it actually happened.

"My original plan was that after I graduated next year, I would return to China to formally visit you and pursue you." Yu Dongdao: "But... things went wrong. You said you wanted to get married before the age of 30, and you said you liked it." Ordinary, simple, clumsy, innocent, people who can rely on you..."

Yu Dong, who has always been fearless, suddenly became cowardly for some reason.

He didn't dare to take risks, and he didn't dare to challenge, but he didn't want to give up...

"So in less than a month, you made yourself thinner than the bamboo pole you were when you met me?" Yan Xingzhou asked.

Yu Dong was taken aback, with a puzzled expression on his face, how could Yan Xingzhou even know the details of his sudden weight loss?

"I accidentally flipped through the desk calendar just now and saw your weight loss log." Yan Xingzhou frowned.

"I...Because I am neither clumsy nor innocent, but rather fierce." Yu Dongdao: "I don't know what to do except make myself look thinner and more obedient."

When Yan Xingzhou heard this, he was really uncomfortable and angry.

But he couldn't get angry, and Yu Dong's temper really made him helpless.

"Then you and I met by chance..." Yan Xingzhou asked.

"Joan Ann got your itinerary, but didn't tell me the specific date, so I wandered around the exhibition for half a month before I waited for you." Yu Dong said.

Yan Xingzhou still remembers the first time he saw Yu Dong:

The young man stood in front of him, his eyes were red, and there was some water in his eyes that seemed to be crying but not crying. He looked really helpless and obedient.The young man stared at Yan Xingzhou for a long time without moving his eyes away, but Yan Xingzhou was caught off guard by that unabashed gaze.

He had no experience in love, and felt his heart beating fast for the first time.

Apart from love at first sight, there is no words to explain that feeling, so Yan Xingzhou quickly fell into...

So far, Yu Dong has confessed to him all the time.But Yan Xingzhou still felt quite dazed, it was like a dream from the beginning to the end, it was too unreal.Yan Xingzhou felt that he still had a lot of questions to ask Yu Dong, but for a while, he didn't know what to ask.

"Then...then why didn't you tell me the truth afterwards?" Yan Xingzhou thought for a long time and finally remembered what to ask.

"Because I'm afraid, I'm afraid that once I say it, you won't want me." Yu Dong said.

In fact, from the first day he reunited with Yan Xingzhou, he knew that he had made a mistake.However, once something like a lie starts, it will become very difficult to recover, and the longer it drags on, the harder it will be to confess.

Yan Xingzhou said: "Yu Dong, do you really think of me that much? In your eyes, everything I've done during this time, everything I've done to you, can't you trust me a little bit?" ?”

"It's what it should be. I almost believe that you love me." Yu Dong said.

"What do you mean, you mean you still don't believe it in the end?" Yan Xingzhou asked.

Yu Dong was silent for a moment, then said, "It's not that I don't believe it, it's just that I don't dare to believe it..."

After saying that, he got up and walked to the cabinet, and took out a file bag from the drawer.

"I've thought about it many times, hoping to convince myself, but I can't overcome that fear." Yu Dong slowly opened the file bag and continued: "In fact, I really tried, trying to convince myself, to you Confess everything, but... I'm still scared, I'm too scared."

Yu Dong took out a stack of documents from the document bag with a slightly trembling hand, and said, "Brother, you don't know how much I love you, I love you so much that I would even lose you willingly. That's why I'm afraid, afraid to know you Don't want me anymore... I'm afraid that I don't want to pester you..."

Yan Xingzhou took a look at the stack of documents from his hand, and his heart skipped a beat.

How could this thing be in Dong's hands!

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