He can play whatever I like

Zou Yun felt that he had a very long dream. In the dream, he was not kidnapped, and he really arrived in Norway.

The weather in Norway is really cold, and it hurts his fingertips.

But he doesn't want to wake up, and he doesn't care what's real and what's not, he's just tired and wants a good night's sleep.

Until he heard the conversation between two people.

"Sir, I understand your feelings as a relative or friend of a patient, but please also trust the doctor's professional judgment."

The voice was that of a middle-aged woman who sounded like a doctor.

"The patient's hand tissue has been completely necrotic. This is frostbite. We have tried rewarming treatment or some conventional treatment methods. There is no sign of reactivation of the necrotic tissue. On the contrary, the necrotic part also appeared very Serious infection."

"If an infection of this level is not treated with amputation, it will bring about various complications including sepsis, cause severe diseases such as septic shock, disseminated intravascular coagulation, and even multiple organ failure, which is life-threatening."

The voice paused for a moment.

"I suggest that the patient's family members sign and agree to the operation as soon as possible. What needs to be amputated now is only the finger. After a period of adaptation, it will not affect the patient's normal life after recovery. If it is delayed, the scope of infection will expand. In order to save life, amputation is required. The scope of amputation will also expand accordingly, and there will be no benefit for the patient."

necrosis...amputation...finger...

Zou Yun suddenly opened his eyes, and what he saw was dazzling pure white, as if there was no edge; the familiar smell of disinfectant water lingered on the tip of his nose, which couldn't go away, and the burning pain in his fingertips in his dream did not wake up disappear.

Sure enough, the dream will wake up.

He desperately found himself in the hospital, facing amputation.

Outside the door of the ward, Tang Tang went downstairs to fetch Zou Yun's medicine, just after he got out of the elevator door, he looked up and saw Shen Du sitting on the metal bench in the corridor, bending over and holding his head.

Shen Du's life is not easy these days, he knows but can't do anything, he can only slowly walk to Shen Du's side, the hand that wants to comfort him hesitates, and he has not had time to touch Shen Du's. Over his shoulder, he heard a muffled sound coming from the ward behind him.

"Zou Yun—"

He rushed into the ward nervously, and saw that Zou Yun had fallen off the bed and was lying on the ground in embarrassment.

Zou Yun has been in a coma for several days. The doctor checked inside and out several times, but they couldn't find any organic disease. The final conclusion can only be that the patient didn't wake up because he didn't want to wake up.

He couldn't speak, and no one knew what happened to him during the day and night when he was kidnapped, but he had a history of hunger strike and pulling out the infusion tube before, and now he just woke up and fell to the ground. It really frightened Tang Tang.

"Don't be afraid, don't be afraid...it's all over..."

While Tang Tang picked him up from the ground distressedly, he frantically took out the pen and paper that had been prepared in the drawer of the bedside table, and handed it to Zou Yun.

"Is there anything you want to tell me? Don't worry, write slowly."

With red eyes, Zou Yun pushed away the pen and paper that Tang Tang handed over.

"Be careful!" Tang Tang immediately grabbed Zou Yun's hands nervously, and said nervously, "Don't touch the wound."

Zou Yun looked at his bandage-wrapped hands, because the violent movement just now aggravated the burning pain before.

He already has nothing, and now he will be deprived of the qualification to hold a paintbrush for the rest of his life?

He was able to speak before, and now he could clearly hear his sobbing, but he didn't know what to say, he just felt that this ward was colder than the previous icehouse, and he was shivering all over.

Tang Tang looked at Zou Yun with endless fear in his eyes, he could only gently hold Zou Yun in his arms and comfort him patiently.

"It's over, Zou Yun, don't be afraid."

"Xiao Zhenfeng has already been arrested by the police. Unlike the last economic case, what he committed this time is a felony of kidnapping and murder, and it is impossible for him to come out alive."

"No one can hurt you anymore."

Zou Yun leaned on Tang Tang's wide and warm arms in a daze, staring blankly at the white eyes, feeling that his brain was also blank.

Kidnapping... killing?

He was still lying in the hospital well, so Xiao Zhenfeng...

Who did you kill?

Slowly, he felt that his body no longer trembled, and even the pain in his fingertips disappeared.

He just felt numb all over.

"Which hand of mine is going to be amputated?" He said suddenly, his voice was extremely cold, "Will you keep my right hand for me to draw?"

"...Zou Yun?" Tang Tang let go of Zou Yun, overjoyed, "Can you talk now?"

"En." Zou Yun nodded dumbly, and slowly withdrew from Tang Tang's embrace.

He didn't continue to dwell on the question about the amputation just now, but asked abruptly——

"Where's Xiao Sa?"

This question seemed to be casual, but Tang Tang's body froze immediately.

Zou Yun looked at Tang Tang's strange reaction and asked again.

"Where's Xiao Sa?"

"Zou Yun...listen to me..." Tang Tang's eyes drifted around unconsciously, looking out of the ward as if asking for help, but only saw the back of Shen Du turning and leaving.

When he turned his head again, he saw Zou Yun's bandage-wrapped hands, as if grasping some life-saving straw, and said incoherently: "Hands...hands are fine...will be fine...know how to draw...it's ok..."

Zou Yun withdrew the hand held down by Tang Tang, looked at the other party's flustered expression blankly, and blurted out only those three words——

"Where's Xiao Sa?"

"Zou Yun..." Tang Tang's eyes were complicated, heartbroken, almost pleading, avoiding Zou Yun's eyes, "The doctor said, that you are very weak now...you should take a good rest..."

As he spoke, he pulled up the corner of the quilt, trying to help Zou Yun lie down, but Zou Yun pushed him away.

He has known Zou Yun for more than ten years, and Zou Yun in the image has always been gentle, introverted, reserved, looks very weak, but sometimes there is an inexplicable strength in his bones.

But he never thought that Zou Yun's thin body would burst out with such a great force that it almost pushed him to the ground.

Zou Yun stubbornly supported his crumbling body.

"I'm asking you about Xiao Sa!"

knock knock --

Shen Du knocked on the door of the ward which was already open.

"Sorry, I just went to smoke a cigarette."

Without waiting for the people in the room to respond, he walked into the ward while talking to himself, and closed the door behind his back.

"Zou Yun, calm down, this is a hospital, don't disturb other patients' rest."

He glanced at Tang Tang who had been pushed to the side of the hospital bed, then looked at the mess in the room that the blind could see, and took a deep breath.

"Xiao Sa has passed away."

Tang Tang suddenly raised his head to look at Shen Du's calm and almost inhuman profile.

During the time when Zou Yun was in a coma, they had discussed countless times, how to tell Zou Yun about this, so as to minimize the harm to them, after all——

With Zou Yun's current situation, no matter his physical condition or mental state, he could no longer bear too much stimulation.

Although they discussed several times to no avail, Tang Tang never thought that Shen Du would tell Zou Yun in such a straightforward way.

"Shen Du—" He gritted his teeth and reminded in a low voice.

Shen Du turned his head and glared at Tang Tang, "Can you hide it?"

Compared with Shen Du's cold and inhuman face, Zou Yun's calmness at this moment is even more frightening.

He gently lifted the quilt that Tang Tang had covered him just now, his movements were as natural as waking up every morning.

"I don't believe it." He glanced at Shen Du contemptuously, "You are all so good at lying, I want to see for myself."

Zou Yun's feet also suffered from mild frostbite, and he had already been medicated. Although the frostbite was not as serious as the frostbite on his hands, the doctor had also told him not to go to the ground or get wet for the time being.

"Zou Yun..."

Tang Tang hurriedly stepped forward to stop him, but looking at Zou Yun's calm eyes, he couldn't say a word and could only nod his head with difficulty.

"You don't believe me, you have to believe your childhood, right?" Shen Du looked at the scene in front of him silently, and slowly turned his face away, "Xiao Sa's body is still with the police, and the preliminary judgment is hemorrhagic shock , death caused by low temperature, the specific cause of death has to wait for the autopsy report after the forensic doctor dissects."

"What are you talking about..." Zou Yun lowered his head and muttered.

He could understand every word Shen Du said, but he couldn't understand Shen Du's meaning together.

Xiao Sa's body?

Want to dissect?

Autopsy report?

"How long are you going to lie to me?!"

"Because you are involved in Xiao Zhenfeng's kidnapping and murder case, you are the victim, and you have no legal relationship with Xiao Sa, so I can't take you to see him now." Shen Du said in a deep voice, "Take care of your health first, and wait for the case to proceed." If you understand the procedures at the side, I will take you to see it."

Just now when he learned that he was going to have his limb amputated, Zou Yun felt that he had to work very hard to hold back the tears in his eyes, but now he wanted to cry very much, but his eyes were dry and stinging.

"Xiao Sa...only 22 years old..."

In the stinging eyes, the vision became blurred.

He felt his eyes go dark.

In a daze, he remembered that Xiao Sa seemed to have said something to him before he was dragged out of the freezer by the man in black.

That sentence has been vague and broken until now, and it is slowly pieced together in his mind.

"Xiao Zhenfeng and I are the same person..."

"Don't you deserve to die?"

It dawned on him.

In fact, from the moment he went looking for him, Xiao Sa was not prepared to come back alive.

"Zou Yun, I will never leave you again..."

That was the night he and Xiao Sa got back together, Xiao Sa muttered to himself afterwards.

In the end, Xiao Sa still lied to him.

The author has something to say: emmm.. I didn’t forget it’s HE.. but it’s definitely not going to be a spoiler!

Anyway, it's too late, so I'll just put it here and kneel...

感谢在2021-04-0521:39:38~2021-04-0622:26:33期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel of irrigation nutrient solution: turnip 28 bottles;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!