He can play whatever I like

Zou Yun looks thin and weak, but he has never been a crooked medicine jar since he was a child; after leaving the orphanage, he lived in poverty, and usually bought medicines for minor illnesses and pains, and he would not go to the hospital for several years.

Even when he quarreled with Xiao Sa later and got his toenail knocked over by the picture frame, he was reluctant to spend money to go to the hospital to get it bandaged.

Now he has money, and he can't spend it all his life, but the money seems to be prepared for the hospital; he smells the familiar smell of disinfectant in the hospital, and feels that he is very unlucky.

If there was a difference, it might be that this was the only time he wasn't the one finally lying in the hospital bed.

He quietly looked at Xiao Sa who was sleeping on the hospital bed.

It was still the face that surprised him at the first glance, the exquisite facial features, slightly blue jaw and sickly appearance did not make this face ugly, on the contrary, it made the 22-year-old look even more pitiful.

It's just that Xiao Sa's nose bridge was originally high, but now the face's thinness made the eye sockets more sunken, plus the two bruises under his eyes that couldn't be covered, Zou Yun didn't like it.

How could this be the Xiao Sa he knew?

He admitted that he was completely crazy at the moment at the pier, and he did not hold back that slap, and his palm is still numb...

But that's Xiao Sa!

Xiao Sa is only 22 years old, young, tall, and powerful. Xiao Sa can hold both of his wrists with one hand, holding him down so that he cannot move...

How could it be possible to fall down in front of him like this.

Later, both the ambulance and the police arrived at the scene. With the help of an English translator on the spot, he managed to communicate with the police what happened, saying that Xiao Sa was his cousin.

Fortunately, the police also understood the mood of the family members of the tourists after the accident. Since there was no loss, Zou Yun's attitude was very sincere, and after a few words of "education", they did not pursue the matter any further.

As for why Xiao Sa fainted, although the doctor can speak English, English is not Zou Yun's mother tongue after all, and those complicated medical terms are not something he can touch in school; Strongly understand a part——

The doctor judged that Xiao Sa had fainted due to previous head surgery or trauma, and abnormal intracranial pressure caused by emotional agitation; but fortunately, the situation was not too serious, and he could recover soon after the auxiliary drug treatment. wake.

Although Zou Yun couldn't understand everything the doctor said, he already understood that it was caused by the injury in the freezer, and Xiao Sa probably hadn't fully recovered yet.

Looking at Xiao Sa's right hand, which was placed beside the bed, covered with infusion needles, and covered with large and small frostbite scars, it looked like it should be much more serious than his previous injuries, and he found it difficult to describe his emotions.

Xiao Sa's injury was somewhat related to him; before that, Xiao Sa saw him get injured because of his own illness, and saw him lying unconscious on the hospital bed, what kind of mood should Xiao Sa feel?

The doctor was right, Xiao Sa woke up not long after, he slightly opened his eyes and peeked at Zou Yun, full of guilty dodge and uncontrollable greed.

But Zou Yun was unusually calm.

He noticed Xiao Sa from the first second he woke up, but he just slowly moved his eyes away from the hospital bed, pretending he didn't notice anything.

It wasn't until Xiao Sa couldn't bear it anymore that he whispered, "I'm sorry."

"Except for this—" Zou Yun still didn't look at Xiao Sa, but said slowly, "Do you have anything else to tell me?"

"Yes, I have!" Xiao Sa nervously propped up his half body, wanting to get closer to Zou Yun, as if he was deeply afraid that Zou Yun would get up and leave in the next second.

He panicked, flustered his hands and feet, anxious to explain something, opened his mouth but didn't know what to say, he could only repeat incoherently: "I didn't... I didn't mean to lie to you..."

"Didn't it be intentional?" Zou Yun turned his face slowly, looking at the infusion stand at his feet that was tilted because of Xiao Sa's frantic movements just now, "Then who forced you to lie to me this time?"

"No...I didn't mean that...Brother Yun..." As if realizing that he had said something wrong, Xiao Sa looked annoyed, looked at Zou Yun's side face humbly, almost pleading, "I...I just think ...Maybe the only way is to leave me completely...you..."

"It will really get better."

"Get better?" Zou Yun finally turned around and looked straight at Xiao Sa, "Xiao Sa, do you think I'm looking at—"

"Okay?"

He thought that at this moment he would cry, hysterical, and hoarse, but it turned out that he was really tired.

"Although you are just pretending to die, you want to watch me die for real."

"no no……"

Xiao Sa rushed forward in a hurry, explained incoherently, and finally pulled the infusion tube in his hand, brought down the infusion stand beside him, and almost fell off the hospital bed.

Zou Yun never thought that between him and Xiao Sa, the person who would collapse one day would be Xiao Sa.

He didn't dodge, nor did he reach out to support Xiao Sa, and let Xiao Sa throw himself to his legs.

He didn't even care about the infusion stand lying down at his feet, all his attention was on Xiao Sa's hands tightly grasping him; or in other words, they were covered by the sheets on the bed before that. on the left hand—

Xiao Sa's left hand is still wearing a pair of black leather gloves.

The temperature in Norway is still very low now, and wearing gloves will not make people feel unfriendly. Before Zou Yun focused all his attention on Xiao Sa's "resurrection from the dead", he didn't have time to notice, Xiao Sa The glove on his left hand looks familiar.

He suddenly remembered that when he woke up in the hospital, he had heard a conversation between Shen Du and the doctor about amputation or not.

Obviously he himself is sitting here with sound limbs, but the amputee...

Who is it?

He grabbed Xiao Sa's left hand and pinched it to the place of the little finger, which was empty.

"No...it's okay..." Xiao Sa became quiet in an instant, he slowly withdrew his left hand, and was stunned for a moment before saying: "It's just a little finger, no, it doesn't affect anything."

"You lied to me again..." Zou Yun's voice finally got emotional, and the ending trembled, "You lied to me again with Shen Du..."

Just now he thought that he had no strength to cry anymore, but at this moment, the bridge of his nose felt sore, and he couldn't hold back the tears in his eyes no matter what.

Shen Du knew that Xiao Sa was not dead, Shen Du helped Xiao Sa to lie to him, then Shen Du saw his collapse and pain, how could Xiao Sa not know.

"Then why..." Tears finally flowed from the eyes, "You still have the heart to lie to me!"

"Xiao Sa...you are..."

Finally, Zou Yun broke down and cried loudly.

"Want to watch me die..."

Xiao Sa's helpless hand tried several times to hug Zou Yun, but he flinched helplessly under Zou Yun's indifferent expression and tone. Finally, at the moment when Zou Yun covered his face and wept, he couldn't control it anymore. , hugging Zou Yun.

"sorry Sorry……"

Zou Yun no longer had the strength to struggle anymore, whether it was Xiao Sa's embrace, or his fate that seemed destined to be entangled with Xiao Sa to death; all his strength was only enough to hold Xiao Sa's left hand tightly.

"The disability is real, but the fire is fake, right?"

"Xiao Sa, you can play the role of the poor high school student who was raped by the family, or the poor security guard who escaped from the flames..."

"Is there anything else you can't act?"

"In the end... how long are you going to lie to me..."

"You obviously...you saw everything...why..."

Why be so cruel.

"I'm sorry...Brother Yun...I'm sorry..."

Xiao Sa didn't know when, the most he said to Zou Yun was no longer "I love you", but "I'm sorry".

"I just thought... just give you some time... everything will be fine..."

It was Zou Yun who said that all wounds will heal one day.

Even though every time he saw Tang Tang guarding Zou Yun's bedside without sleep, and finally watched Tang Tang send Zou Yun back to their former home with his own eyes, he felt that he would not be able to continue acting several times.

But he could also see that Tang Tang treated Zou Yun really well.

But will it really get better?

Zou Yun felt that everything was so ridiculous.

He fled here from a long distance, and he also thought that everything would be fine, but in fact, before meeting Xiao Sa who "resurrected from the dead", everything showed no sign of getting better at all.

What Xiao Sa left him was no longer a wound, but a pain like soul stripping.

"What if not?" he asked softly.

Xiao Sa lowered his head and looked at Zou Yun as before, quietly huddled in his arms.

"Then I'll go find you."

Just like it is now.

The author has something to say: There is still a lot of foreshadowing about the "fake death", and I am sure I haven't finished it, including the last he, and there are still many things that have not been explained.

But it’s too long to write a chapter (mainly because I don’t want to be too late [whispering])…

Ah Yu will try to explain everything clearly tomorrow!