He can play whatever I like

Some time ago, Shen Du moved back to the villa for a few days. The place is far away from urban areas and crowded areas. In order to ensure his own livelihood, he almost moved back to a supermarket.

And in his life, the most indispensable thing is wine.

Now there are foreign wines and beers in the villa, and the number of categories is probably more complete than that of ordinary nightclubs.

The lights were not turned on in the huge and empty living room on the first floor, only the room on the second floor where Zou Yun stayed was not turned off, and little light poured down, making shadows.

Tang Tang sat on the floor, leaning against the edge of the sofa, he had to rely on the support to prop up his body in front of him, and when he turned around, he saw that Shen Du had already collapsed on the floor, holding the remaining half bottle of whiskey to his mouth Drinking, the wine flowed all the way along the lip and into the neck, and there...

There are traces left by him before, everything else has faded away, only the two deepest pieces on the neck are still looming.

Shen Du had been trying to block it before, but now that everyone is drunk, he just ignored it, and was exposed in front of Tang Tang in such a big way.

The imprint on Tang Tang's body has disappeared long ago, and now he suddenly sees the hickey marks left on Shen Du's body, and can't help but think of the absurdity of that night; although he doesn't remember what happened that day at all, only the color is so dazzling.

He turned his face away awkwardly, pretending he didn't see anything, and snatched the glass bottle from Shen Du's hand.

The mouth of the bottle left Shen Du's lips, and half of the wine was spilled in an instant, flowing down his shoulders to the floor.

"You're sick!" He cursed without thinking, his voice was obviously drunk, with a strong nasal sound.

After he finished scolding, there was no response for a long time. When he looked up, he saw Tang Tang holding his leftover half bottle of whiskey, and took a big gulp from the bottle. Then he held the bottle with one hand, lazily On slightly bent knees, staring blankly at the direction of the door——

It is also the direction Zou Yun and Xiao Sa left before.

Shen Du took a deep breath, closed his eyes, and simply lay down on the broken cans, not seeing clearly.

"You... like him very much, right? Zou Yun... When did it happen?"

Tang Tang was still staring at the direction Zou Yun left, and was startled for two seconds when he heard this.

Do you like...?

Although there are many people around him, he has never really liked any one, and even the intimate contact between some normal couples makes him feel uncomfortable.

Only Zou Yun was different. After all, they held hands and ran around the small playground of the orphanage since they were young. Zou Yun even pinched his hand to teach him how to draw, peeled apples and fed them to him.

He has never been disgusted since he was a child.

Zou Yun is too special to him.

Seeing Zou Yun happy, he will be happy too; seeing Zou Yun sad, he will also be sad; seeing Zou Yun being bullied, he really wants to beat Xiao Sa to death, and also really loves Zou Yun, and wants to take him away Well comforted.

If that's not liking, what is?

He nodded blankly.

"Probably... a long time ago..."

It was so early that he didn't even remember it, because he didn't even find out before.

"Didn't you guys know each other since childhood?" Shen Du raised his eyebrows and opened his eyes a little, glancing at Tang Tang's sharp side face, "Why didn't you come earlier?"

Under the background of the dim light, the lines of Tang Tang's side face became more three-dimensional, worthy of the previous title of "the first day dish in the gay circle", it is a kind of sexy with strong male hormones——

It is the type that Shen Du has never appreciated carefully before.

He quickly turned his face away.

"If it had been earlier... you... the three of you, maybe you would have had a better life."

Or four.

Tang Tang also drank a lot, although he was not completely drunk, but his mind was not so clear, he did not catch Shen Du's little movements, nor did he find out what the word "also" in Shen Du's words meant——

Shen Du sent someone to check him early in the morning, and found out that he grew up with Zou Yun, only he knew nothing about Shen Du's past and even the present.

"I didn't think so much before." He said honestly, "I just..."

He considered the words in his mind, and said after a while: "At first, I thought I was just grateful to him."

With the help of alcohol, he and Shen Du chatted one after another, about the childhood they didn't want to mention to each other——

It was a past that he never talked about with anyone after leaving the orphanage that year.

About how he lived in a happy and complete family back then, with parents who loved him, and how he was carefree every day; However, he was finally sent to an orphanage.

What kind of hesitation and helplessness he experienced in this, he didn't even tell Zou Yun directly.

In the days in the orphanage, he did not deny that at the beginning he was just a fat boy who loved to cry, and was bullied and excluded in a completely unfamiliar environment. Only Zou Yun was willing to be friends with him.

He told Shen Du how much he wanted someone to adopt him, how he wanted to have a family, and how he wanted to return to the carefree life before his parents died.

In the end, when he talked about how Zou Yun led the American couple to find him, the voice in his throat was already choked.

"It wasn't until my adoptive mother passed away that I saw the oil painting that participated in the exhibition. My adoptive parents came to the orphanage because they liked the child who painted it, but I..."

"I never thought of occupying Zou Yun's things, I just didn't know until then..."

"That's Zou Yun's painting."

"I watched him draw it with my own eyes."

It was Zou Yun who gave him everything at his fingertips without even thinking about it, and in the following ten years, he never mentioned a word to ask him for credit.

"If I had known earlier... I would definitely, I would return everything that belonged to him..."

Shen Du was also a little dumbfounded for a while.

He doesn't like to cry, especially Xiao Sa, he has never had the experience of comforting another person, and this person is Tang Tang.

Leaving aside their embarrassing relationship, probably because Tang Tang grew up in a good environment, he was always full of vigor and vigor, with a smell of sunshine; but now the person sitting next to Shen Du looks like a The most ordinary big boy.

Shen Du struggled to prop up his body, looked at Tang Tang's slightly bowed back, and seemed to see the crying little fat man in the orphanage in a daze.

By coincidence, he didn't know what he was thinking, but he stretched out his arms and hugged Tang Tang.

Even though his height of 184 is definitely not short, Tang Tang is too tall, and he doesn't feel like a small bird in his arms at all; but even so, he still feels that those little boys before fragile and real.

Perhaps because of some similar growth experiences, he even felt the same about what happened to Tang Tang at the beginning.

And in Tang Tang's image, there has never been a person hugging him like this.

His parents may have had it when he was a child, but it was so long ago that he can’t remember it; in the later adoptive family, although the adoptive parents treated him very well, they still basically continued the way of getting along with Western-style families, and the parents would regard their children as equal friends ; As for Zou Yun...

Zou Yun had to stand on tiptoe even to touch his head, probably even if he really wanted to hug him, he couldn't hug him...

He felt very at ease for a moment, but immediately felt very weird in the next moment.

He's had a lot of exes, but for embracing this...

It's not just a hug, except for Zou Yun, he would resist such an intimate action.

But why didn't he talk to Shen Du today?

even……

He seemed to instinctively enjoy the warmth and protection of this embrace.

As if someone had woken up most of his drunkenness with a stick, he suddenly propped up his body, and met Shen Du's slightly drunken peach blossom eyes all of a sudden.

For a lazy person like Shen Du, let alone exercising, he rarely even goes out; he often turns day and night upside down, and when he wakes up, the sun is already setting. It turns out that after years and months, the skin is a little pale, and the person is extremely thin.

The tide/redness of alcohol lay lazily on the skin, which also made the hickey on the neck more red, and the seductive peach eyes were half-closed, blurred with amorous feelings.

He was obviously drunk, and the hug was as unconscious as the absurdity of that night.

But the more unconscious everything about him is, the more seductive it seems.

Tang Tang's throat clenched as he watched, some images of that ridiculous night flashed across his mind for some reason.

He did not remember everything after entering the room, but before entering, in a narrow environment similar to an elevator car, the light was as dim as now, and there seemed to be a person who was as close to him as he and Shen Du are now.

The other party should be a man. He is tall, but very thin. The arm wrapped around his neck is limp, and his body temperature is hot. Just sticking to it, he also leaned over.

They hugged and kissed, intense and lingering, with heat all over their bodies.

as it is now...

At that time, he was the same as now, he didn't resist, and even recalled that he was a little obsessed.

Looking at Shen Du's confused eyes and red skin, he suddenly...

He wanted to kiss, just like in the elevator that night, he kissed each other like crazy, deep and hard, almost with a primitive desire to ask for each other.

For this feeling, he is very strange.

Even for Zou Yun, he would feel distressed and want to hug Zou Yun, but it was all out of a desire to protect.

He has never had such a hormonal impulse and possessiveness towards anyone including Zou Yun.

Catalyzed by the alcohol, he lowered his head and approached Shen Du little by little.

Shen Du seems to be still drunk, ignorant of everything that is about to happen, but seems to be awake again——

Because before he was about to touch it, he raised his face slightly and closed his eyes gently.

This action suddenly aroused Tang Tang's last bit of sobriety, he didn't understand why, something would always happen between him and Shen Du in the unconscious state, even...

Do something wrong.

Thinking of Zou Yun's thin back during the day, he felt as if they were really making a mistake.

He was breathing stagnantly, looking at Shen Du's face from a very close distance under the dim light.

This is a completely different face from Zou Yun's. Zou Yun's facial features are not amazing, but they are soft and delicate, without any sense of distance, and his temperament is very clean; but Shen Du is different. It is said that the thick face, with a very aggressive beauty and a sense of oppression, will arouse the desire to conquer in a man's bones, like a seductive goblin.

Tang Tang felt that he was really bewitched.

He reminded himself over and over again in his heart, be calm!

"I'm sorry...I..." He said at a loss, "I drank too much..."

Shen Du opened his eyes slightly upon hearing this, but couldn't see the emotions inside clearly.

"Tang Tang, can you do it?" He directly turned over/sat on Tang Tang's body, "How about..."

"It's me instead this time?"

The author has something to say: ah, the deputy CP doesn’t counterattack either, don’t be nervous, Shen Du just did 1 before, and he never counterattacked in front of Tang Tang (at least he didn’t succeed orz...)