your heart is my heart

"It doesn't hurt, it doesn't hurt, it's okay, Niannian doesn't hurt." She still remembered how she responded back then.

"Go away, don't touch me." He forced himself to drive away, and in the rearview mirror he could still see Su Yu standing where he was, with the brim of his hat pulled down so that no expression could be seen.

If I had known the truth, I think I would have hugged you back and told you I was so tired.

Fortunately, it's not too late to start from scratch.

11. Shackles

A week wasn't too long, during which Tang Wunian exchanged review materials for Su Yu and had a few exchanges, but only a few words, and when school was over on Friday.

"Su Yu will come to my house at five o'clock tomorrow afternoon, don't forget, and classmate Tang too," Cheng Kaimeng said after sorting out his things.

"Got it." Su Yu had been having a headache for a week because of this matter.

"Well, I will go." Tang Wunian also replied.

At three o'clock in the afternoon the next day, Su Yu simply tidied herself up, put on a light blue sportswear, and stepped on a pair of white sneakers. It was already four o'clock and said hello to her parents before leaving Door.

"Miss, do you want me to take you there?" Su Bei asked standing at the door.

"No need, I'll go by bike, and it's not far away." Su Yu saw that the weather was good today, and it was not bad to ride a bike.

"Okay, Miss, be careful all the way." Su Bei helped Su Yu open the door.

Su Yu waved his hand to the back and rode away. It rained last night. The weather forecast said that there would be rain today. Su Yu looked up at the sun above his head. There was no dark cloud in the distance, so he simply didn't go back to get it. Umbrella, probably can't get off.

The leaves on both sides of the road swayed slightly with the breeze, and the sound of cicadas rang in his ears. Su Yu was riding on the shady side of the road.The sun was not high, and the hair on the sideburns was still soaked with sweat.

It took about 15 minutes to arrive at Cheng Kaimeng's home. Cheng Kaimeng's parents are both abroad.She comes back occasionally, so most of the time Cheng Kaimeng lives with the nanny and housekeeper, which is why she can still hold a birthday party when she is so nervous about studying.

"Why did you come here by bike, come in quickly." Cheng Kaimeng happened to be waiting for someone at the door, and when he saw her coming, he went up to meet her.

"Low-carbon and environmental protection, what a quality person I am," Su Yu said, touching her temples with her hand.

"Stop being silly, go in and turn on the air conditioner inside." Cheng Kaimeng gave her a sidelong glance.

"What are you doing here?" Su Yu looked at his watch and it was only past four o'clock.

"Sisters are very popular, of course we are waiting for guests here." Cheng Kaimeng raised his chest proudly.

"Don't stand up, it's the same if you are going to stand up." After speaking, he parked the car in the yard and entered the house.

"You're not much better than me!" Cheng Kaimeng's exasperated voice sounded from outside.

Su Yu smiled lightly, and when she turned her head, she met a pair of smiling eyes, it was Tang Wunian.The smile on her face stiffened a little, and then she nodded.Tang Wunian also nodded in response.

"Here, wipe it off." When Su Yu sat on the sofa, a fair hand handed over a tissue in front of him.

"Thank you." Tang Wunian saw that her temples were wet and thought she was sweating when she came here, so she must be uncomfortable, so she gave her a piece of paper.

"Did you come here by bicycle?" Tang Wunian pointed to the bicycle in the courtyard.

"Well, the weather is fine," Su Yu replied, wiping off his sweat.

Seeing that she didn't want to say more, Tang Wunian sat down side by side with Su Yu quietly.Su Yu glanced at the awkward distance between the two of them, got up and sat on the sofa next to him.

Tang Wunian didn't look at her, but she could sense her actions, she was avoiding her.

Then many people came in one after another, some Su Yu knew were Cheng Kaimeng's friends and some junior high school classmates.I have to say that Cheng Kaimeng's popularity is really good.

Before I knew it, the pointer reached six o'clock. "Everyone is here, come and have dinner." Cheng Kaimeng greeted from the dining room.

Tang Wunian got up first, Tang Wunian was going to the dining room to pass in front of Su Yu, Su Yu stood up and just blocked her.Su Yu took a wrong step backwards and walked ahead.

"Come, come and sit whatever you want." Cheng Kaimeng greeted from the guest of honor seat.The others were already chatting over there, so they were almost all seated. Coincidentally, there were only two adjacent seats left.Su Yu glanced at Tang Wunian, sighed inwardly, and sat down first.Tang Wunian then sat next to her.

The birthday cake had to be blown before dinner, the lights were turned off, the butler came over pushing the cake, and everyone sang birthday songs to Cheng Kaimeng.The candlelight reflected softly on everyone's faces, and everyone smiled slowly.Su Yu was also very happy. Tang Wunian secretly looked at her side face and laughed too.

After blowing out the candles, everyone gave their own birthday presents, and it was Su Yu's turn.

"Here, I wish you a happy 17th birthday." Su Yu threw a box over.

"Thank you very much." Cheng Kaimeng rolled her eyes, opened the box and found a watch, a brand she likes very much.

"Oh, what you gave is delivered to my heart, I love you so much." Cheng Kaimeng said exaggeratedly, and walked over to give Su Yu a hug.

"Farewell, stay away from me." Su Yu pretended to be disgusted and pushed Kaimeng's shoulder, but still smiled and hugged her.

"This is my gift, I wish you a happy birthday, open your dreams." After the two of them hugged, Tang Wunian took out her own gift.

"The two of you have a tacit understanding that you are giving away items of the same brand, so you bought them together." Cheng Kaimeng opened the box and found a bracelet of the same brand.

Su Yu glanced at the bracelet, why are there so many coincidences, even a gift can be sent together.

After that, everyone just ate and drank. When they were full, they went to the second floor. Cheng Kaimeng changed the big room on the second floor into a KTV and the group went there to sing. Su Yu thought it was noisy and inappropriate to leave early, so he took a bottle. Drinks went to the patio.

"What are you doing here?" Cheng Kaimeng came out to go to the bathroom and saw Su Yu leaning on the guardrail alone.

"It's too noisy inside, I'm here to blow some air." Su Yu raised the drink in his hand and took a sip.

"You will enjoy it." Cheng Kaimeng also leaned on the guardrail and touched Su Yu's arm.

"Can I ask you a question?" Cheng Kaimeng asked mysteriously.

"No," Su Yu said with a smile on his lips.

"Then I'll ask too! I see why something is wrong between you and Tang Wunian. You seem to have something on your mind when you meet her." Cheng Kaimeng gave Su Yu a fist and said

"Fate is in harmony," Su Yu said, squinting at the lights in the distance.

"What nonsense are you talking about, can you be sincere if you are fooling me?" Cheng Kaimeng hit her again.

"I'm serious." Su Yu said in a deep voice, and Cheng Kaimeng was even more puzzled seeing that she didn't seem to be joking.

"Why do you think so? I feel that she really wants to get close to you." Cheng Kaimeng said

"Do you believe in fate? If you are destined to meet someone and you try to stay away from her, but you find that you can't defeat fate after all, what can you do?" Su Yu looked at the lights in the distance getting more and more blurred, nose Some soreness.

"What are you doing?" Cheng Kaimeng felt that Su Yu suddenly seemed to have grown up by many years.

"I don't know about others, I chose to struggle" Struggling to get out of the track of fate and go to a world without you.

"But what if the result is not as bad as you think?" Cheng Kaimeng didn't know what Su Yu was sad about, and he didn't know where it came from.

"But I don't have the courage to gamble anymore, I can't afford to lose." Su Yu turned to look at Cheng Kaimeng, with sadness and powerlessness in his eyes that Cheng Kaimeng couldn't understand.

"I don't know why you say this, but as your friend, I hope you can be happy. I can see that you are not happy like this. People, sometimes they don't know what they want when they are escaping. What is it?" Cheng Kaimeng patted her on the shoulder and turned away.

Su Yu was stunned for a moment, a serious sentence suddenly uttered by an unscrupulous person seemed to be giving a glass of water to a person in the desert.

There was a shadow standing there under the curtain behind the terrace. It had been so long. When Su Yu said those words, she had a shocking thought. After Cheng Kaimeng left, Tang Wunian looked at Su Yu's back, very close , You can touch her by walking two steps, but it seems that you can't get over it.

She thinks she still needs some time to prove her idea.

But I don't want to prove it. If it is confirmed, it will become an irreparable gap between the two people, and I will invisibly sentence myself to be indefinitely and put on shackles.

People inside the house are heavy-hearted, and people outside the house are confused. The soft moonlight casts down and cuts the world inside and outside the house.The whole world went dark.

12. Details

After the birthday party was over that day, the sky where there was still the moon was suddenly blocked by a few dark clouds, and it started raining after a while, and Su Yu didn't see Tang Wunian when he left.Cheng Kaimeng said she left early.

It rained for two consecutive days, which gave Su Yu a rare two days of good sleep.

On Monday morning, a ray of sunlight came in through the gap in the undrawn curtains, and it shone impartially on the eyes of the girl in the clothes. Her slightly raised eyelashes moved, and she stretched out her hands from the bed with great effort. After blocking the light, I felt much more comfortable now, and turned my head slightly to avoid the light.

"Miss, it's time to get up." Chen Ma's voice rang again on time.

"Well, I know, Mama Chen... No... Don't rush me." Su Yu's voice became smaller and smaller.

"Miss, why don't you get dressed and come down to have breakfast?" Mama Chen reminded again.

Su Yu turned over and got up in a hurry. Today is the day of the math competition. I hope my grades are not too bad, and I don't want to let down my hard work of staying up late yesterday.

"Dad, Mom, I'm going out"