Talking tablemates chase after me

Ding Jinyu didn't know how he got home.

He ran faster than during the school sports meeting during the day, and slammed the door of the room with a "bang", leaving only the sound of his breathing and heartbeat in the dark room.

Ming Xi...

Are you confessing to me?

How can it be!

He didn't understand why he wanted to escape, but at that moment all his rationality ran away, he panicked and didn't choose his way.

Now leaning his back against the door frame, he still seems to be able to hear Ming Xi shouting his name loudly, with a slight tremor at the end.

Ding Jinyu has always thought that as long as he studies hard, gets into a good university, finds a good job, and takes care of himself independently, he can get rid of the bad influence of that turbulent and lonely childhood, but he doesn't know that some shadows of childhood may end up in him. It cannot be eliminated in its lifetime.

In Mingba's trembling ending, he didn't even dare to think about how amazing and great it is that the person he likes also likes him; what he thought of was Mingba's bad grades, broken family, and that A strange exercise book——

There are too many secrets in Ming Xi that he has not discovered.

Each of these secrets has the potential to bring uncertainty to their future relationship.

But even he didn't realize it, subconsciously, the shadow of his childhood made him think about how to face the end before starting any relationship.

This is why he has been alone for so many years after he left Panyang City, without even a friend to talk to.

It was also what Ding Yinan was most worried about.

He didn't take a shower, didn't even bother to change his shoes, he went straight into the room and fell on the big bed in the room.

In just one day, the bed was so empty and Ming Xi's hands were so warm.

He tilted his head to catch a glimpse of the medicine bottle on the bedside table.

With a terrifying self-discipline, before today, he insisted on running at night for so many years, rain or shine, and finally stopped today; it was as if he had worked so hard and wrapped himself so tightly all these years, but Ming Xi still broke in.

Anyway, he probably didn't need to sleep tonight, he looked away from the medicine bottle, and when he turned around, he saw an unopened package on the table.

Instead of lying in bed and letting your thoughts spin uncontrollably, tossing and turning, it's better to do something meaningful.

Inside the package was his newly bought reference book. He turned over and sat up on the bed, ready to unpack the package and do the questions, at least to distract himself.

After opening the package, the last one was not his reference book.

Because he often buys books and is familiar with things like discounts, this time in order to make up the order, he conveniently ordered a collection of essays that Ding Yinan had asked him to bring along for Qin Yuxi.

He himself does not read these things, and now he is just staring at the passage on the book cover in a daze——

At first, I didn't appreciate you.

Just because you are so sunny, I am willing to shrink myself to the point of loneliness, like a cocoon fossil, buried in the bottom of the ice sheet that never sees the sun.

Now that I think about it, my affection for you started with jealousy.

From the very beginning, we are two people with the same texture but different colors.

There is sea in your eyes, misty blue, and two black pupils are shy, swimming whales. ①

Ding Jinyu came to school early the next day.

He used to lie down on the table occasionally because he couldn't sleep well before, but he had never been like this today, almost without energy for a whole day. Even Teacher Song came to ask twice if he was not feeling well. Don't take time off work to go home and take a break.

But he doesn't want to go home.

He didn't like a crowded environment before, but now, he doesn't want to be alone.

He didn't know if Mingxi also noticed that he was not in good spirits, so he didn't bother him all day.

Finally, after school in the afternoon, he didn't get up from the table listlessly until the classroom was empty and the corridor was so quiet that he could hear the echo.

Turning his head almost unconsciously, he saw Ming Xi lying motionless on the desk by the window in the corner of the classroom.

In his eyes, Mingxi is always lively and bright, like the morning sun; he has been in the same class for almost a year, and it was the first time he saw Mingxi sleeping on the table.

He walked lightly to the window in the back row of the classroom, and carefully closed the curtains to block the light that hit Mingbai's face.

The blazing red sunset shines through the curtains, coating the whole space with an ambiguous warm pink.

Ming Xi was still lying on the table and fell asleep, and Ding Jinyu was already sitting upright beside him, as if they had always been the same tablemate from before and had never changed.

original……

Maybe I wasn't the only one who suffered from insomnia last night?

Ding Jinyu thought, and also looked at the boy beside him.

It was this boy who confessed to himself yesterday.

Warm and soft, yet brave and strong.

It's someone he likes.

This person was so close to him that he could hold him in his arms by raising his hand, but he still couldn't muster up the courage to step forward even a single step.

Maybe it's the ambiguous color of the setting sun, or maybe it's the bright and fluffy appearance, which softened Ding Jinyu's hard shell and aura around him that is not close to strangers, and even rubbed a little bit of attachment into his eyebrows and eyes.

He raised his hand and finally rubbed his fair and soft hair——

The first time they met after school last year under that warm yellow streetlight, Ding Jinyu wanted to do that at that time.

Just rub it lightly twice.

"Caught."

Ming Xi was still lying on the table, looking as if she was asleep, but suddenly raised her hand, and grasped Ding Jinyu's hand that was still covering her heart; his eyelids were still closed, but dimples were already on his face .

"you……"

Ding Jinyu suddenly felt that even breathing was difficult.

Is Mingxi pretending to sleep?

So he knows everything?

He seemed to have a lot of questions to ask, a lot to say, but when he opened his mouth, his mind immediately went blank.

He couldn't utter a complete sentence.

Mingxi sat up straight, met Ding Jinyu's astonished eyes, then pulled Ding Jinyu's hand in front of her, bowed her head and gently pecked the back of her hand.

It was originally a soft touch, but it made Ding Jinyu feel like an electric shock, and his heart skipped half a beat; he lowered his head to avoid Mingxi's gaze, and only stared at the place where their palms overlapped.

He seemed to hear the voice in his dream on New Year's Eve calling him——

"Princess--"

"Although I said I want to chase you, can you stop running so fast next time?"

"I can't catch up."

At this moment, Ding Jinyu only felt that his hands and feet were too long, and he didn't know where to put them.

The bright eyes are so bright, and the amber sunset light is filled in the dimples.

The young man is reckless and courageous, based only on the most sincere love.

Maybe there are many childhood wounds that haven't healed at this age, maybe many childhood shadows need to be healed in a lifetime, but maybe it's just because there is not enough love to make yourself brave enough.

"Don't run away."

Ding Jinyu finally smiled, Mingxi knew for the first time that the boy he liked had such a good-looking smile.

"Never run again."

Ding Jinyu wrapped his arms around her and finally hugged Mingxi into her arms, even harder than that night on New Year's Eve.

He lowered his head and planted a kiss on Ming Xi's forehead, just like when Ming Xi carefully pecked the back of his hand before, gently.

Nearly a year has passed and Ming Xi finally had the opportunity to sit on the back seat of Ding Jinyu's bicycle again, and he knew that this would always be his seat in the future.

Ding Jinyu was still the same as last time, pedaling the car very fast; Ming Xi was shaking her feet, so happy that she wanted to sing.

There is never one thing in this world that makes me happier than knowing that the person I like likes me too.

Just like last time, the bicycle wheel ran over a small stone and shook slightly.

Everything seemed to be a replica of a year ago, Mingxi still instinctively hugged Ding Jinyu's waist, feeling the sudden tenseness of Ding Jinyu's muscles.

Only this time, he didn't let go.

He gently pressed his face against Ding Jinyu's vest.

"What are you hiding from?" He rubbed Ding Jinyu's back in a tricky manner, "Princess."

Ding Jinyu looked down at Mingxi's hand on her waist, feeling hot all over her body.

"Don't make trouble." He said firmly, "You're riding a bicycle."

"Who messed with you? Get used to it—" Mingxi poked Ding Jinyu's strong abdominal muscles with her finger, secretly smiled, unable to hide her pride, "I will always be like this from now on—"

"Who told you to be me—"

"Boy friend."

So, "boyfriend" Ding Jinyu suffered from insomnia again tonight.

"I'll be like this from now on—"

Ding Jinyu lay on the bed until he got home, thinking of Mingxi's words, he still couldn't help laughing out of his heart.

It will be like this from now on.

He also wanted to be able to do this in the future.

But looking at the reference books on the table, I thought of Mingxi's horrible grade slip...

Not to mention that there is still a year of college entrance examination, with Mingxi's grades, it is unknown whether he can stay in Class [-] after the final exam of the second year of high school; but obviously...

He remembered the half-written exercise book on Ming Xi's desk.

I stayed up all night the first night, and today I woke up halfway through the night again, in a daze. When Ding Jinyu opened his eyes again, as expected——

late.

The first period in the timetable was mathematics. Ding Jinyu got full marks in mathematics in the exam. He knew that he would not be embarrassed, so he rode his bicycle to school without worrying about it.

He rode very slowly along the way.

After all, this was the first time he walked into the classroom of Class [-] as Mingxi's "boyfriend", and there was always a little secret, unspeakable excitement in his heart.

When he finally walked to the door of the classroom, he saw Ming Xi was already sitting on the seat that belonged to Cheng Keke at the door of the classroom, smiling sweetly at him with dimples.

The author has something to say: The sweet love is finally about to begin!After that, it will be updated every night at 6 o'clock~

Xiao Gong will start to make up lessons for the "stupid" brother, and discover the secret of his brother pretending to be a "scumbag" by the way!

Their current relationship may be just the mutual attraction between teenagers, but if the elder brother redeemed Xiao Yu'er, Xiao Yu'er will also complete the redemption of his elder brother!

①From Jian Yan's famous prose "Yanbolan", I have changed and disturbed the word order.

感谢在2021-01-3104:17:42~2021-02-0115:50:31期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel who cast the rocket launcher: Lu Zaoqiu 1;

Thanks to the little angel who threw the grenade: Lu Zaoqiu 1;

Thanks to the little angels who threw mines: Lu Zaoqiu 1;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!