Talking tablemates chase after me

Since she never thought of hiding her sexual orientation from Ding Yinan before, Ding Jinyu doesn't feel ashamed about the consensual matter between herself and Ming Xi.

"It's been several months." He admitted generously, "Mingxi told you?"

"Need to tell?!" Ding Yinan didn't know what to do, and jumped up anxiously, "Look at the way you two look, Mingxi said that your ears are red, how about you, it's better——"

"Ding Jinyu, you have been back to Panyang City for more than a year. You can count the number of times you laugh with me on one hand, but what about today?"

"When Ming Xi speaks, you lower your head and purse your lips. Who are you lying to?"

"Do you think everyone else is blind?!"

"It's not the first day you know, I don't like girls." Ding Jinyu looked at Ding Yinan's unreasonable anger, confused, "We've been together since last semester, and we didn't miss the exams."

"I know my own affairs well, what are you in a hurry for?"

"Count?!" Ding Yinan was so angry that he wanted to punch someone with his fist, and he had nowhere to vent his anger. He even smashed the lighter in his hand, "You..."

She took a deep breath to calm down, "How far has it developed?"

Is it because you are in a hurry?

Ding Jinyu breathed a sigh of relief.

But when he thought of what happened in Mingxi's room that night, he still blushed with some embarrassment.

He didn't answer, but Ding Yinan looked at him like this.

"Ding Jinyu!" She shouted angrily, "Are you human! How old is this little boy!"

"How big can it be? We are classmates." Ding Jinyu thought he understood Ding Yinan just now, but now he doesn't understand anymore, "He is still one year older than me."

Ming Xi's harmless baby face looked small; Ding Jinyu saw Ding Yinan gradually calm down after speaking, and thought that the crux of the problem was here.

But soon, Ding Yinan leaned back against the wall again, raised his eyes and looked at Ding Jinyu exhaustedly, "It's okay if you like boys, I'm happy for you if you want to fall in love, but it can't be Mingxi."

"Xiao Yu'er—" Her voice sounded genuinely distressed, "You are not the same people."

You are not alone.

When Ding Jinyu saw Mingxi for the first time, he thought the same way.

Mingxi looked so warm and beautiful, as bright as the sun; Ding Jinyu thought at the time that Mingxi was a flower in a greenhouse.

"He doesn't have a mother either." His voice was low and calm, "We are the same."

"Even if there is no mother, Ming Xi still has family who loves him." Ding Yinan retorted, "You are different."

Ding Jinyu suddenly understood.

He has been unable to figure it out before, in fact, like Mingxi, he was taken away by a sudden accident from his originally comfortable life; but why Mingxi can still be like the sun after the accident, emitting a warm and yearning light, But after the accident happened, he was sealed in a thick ice shell.

In fact, no matter what happened, Mingxi still has family and friends who love him, but Ding Jinyu's world has been deprived and only he is left.

"Mingxi, she should be the same person as Qin Yuxi." Ding Yinan said softly.

"Little Yu'er, you are just like me. You have neither father nor mother. No one cares." She straightened up, stepped forward and patted Ding Jinyu's shoulder, "Whether we are in love, married or not, and who we are with is all up to you." No one asked."

"But they can't."

"How difficult is the road my sister has traveled, I don't want you to walk it again."

The road that Ding Yinan walked...

Ding Jinyu suddenly felt cold all over.

He hasn't thought about these things.

Back then, Ding Yinan and Qin Yuxi talked about it intermittently when the siblings were drinking.

Qin Yuxi was supposed to be a good girl and a good student, but because of her family, she ended up in the nursing school that only had a technical secondary education. At the beginning, she was out of tune with everything and was always run on and bullied.

To put it bluntly, it is what everyone calls school violence.

And Ding Yinan grew up in the environment of her father's domestic violence. When she was young, she wanted to protect her mother, and after leaving her father, she always wanted to protect her younger brother; The habit of guarding the weak.

Especially the way Qin Yuxi was bullied was more like Ding Jinyu who cried when she was a child.

She kept blaming herself for sending Ding Jinyu away, so she couldn't see Qin Yuxi being bullied; but after going back and forth, she didn't know when the relationship sprouted.

When both of them realized that their relationship was becoming more and more uncontrollable, Qin Yuxi's mother also found out.

Qin Yuxi's father cheated and her parents divorced. In her mother's eyes, her daughter was everything, and she couldn't bear her daughter taking such a "detour".

She hastily transferred to another school and sent Qin Yuxi away to study in a far away place, and it took more than two years since she left.

"Little Yu'er, you can find anyone, as long as you like, my sister will like it."

In Ding Jinyu's image, Ding Yinan has never really talked to herself like a sister in such earnest words.

"But don't look for such ones, this road is too difficult to walk."

"My sister loves you."

"Taking advantage of the short time you have been together, break it up if you can. Anyway, who knows what will happen after the college entrance examination?"

Who knows what will happen after the college entrance examination.

This sentence firmly grasped Ding Jinyu's weakness.

He felt a tight pain in his chest, and suddenly it was difficult to breathe.

The siblings were leaning against the wall, Ding Jinyu even unconsciously reached out to take the cigarette handed over by Ding Yinan, but the two just held the cigarette between their fingers, because Ding Yinan had smashed the lighter before.

"So you are here." Suddenly a gentle voice broke the silence between the siblings,

"You..." Not sure if Qin Yuxi heard anything, Ding Yinan was so guilty that he stuttered, "You...how...you came out..."

"Smoking a cigarette for so long—" Qin Yuxi snatched the cigarette from Ding Yinan's hand, and his movements were still gentle, "With your bad temper, you two have enough time to fight with others."

"Would you not be worried if Mingxi and I were inside?"

By the way, she bent down to pick up the half of the cigarette butt that Ding Yinan had thrown at her feet before, and threw it into the trash can behind her.

"Ding Yinan." She turned her back to Ding Yinan and called softly, "I didn't even know that you were so sad."

"Do you regret it?" Turning around after throwing out the trash, she still looked at Ding Yinan with gentle eyes, "Since it's so difficult, I've been away for more than two years, what are you waiting for me to do?"

"Go find another girl, or marry and have children, then when I come back, your son will call mother."

"I didn't!" Ding Yinan retorted, then smiled helplessly, "But isn't it difficult for you?"

"If it's not difficult, you can also find other girls, you can also marry and have children, why come back to me?"

"It's hard for me." Qin Yuxi was gentle but also firm, "But nothing is harder than forgetting you."

She gently took Ding Yinan's hand, "Aren't you?"

Ding Yinan looked at Qin Yuxi in surprise.

Qin Yuxi was gentle and restrained, she had never heard Qin Yuxi say such a thing.

She was never afraid even if she was surrounded by a dozen gangsters, big and small, but at this moment, it was as if her acupoints were sealed by silver needles from a martial arts drama, and she could only let Qin Yuxi pull her.

"No matter how difficult it is, haven't we all made it through?" Qin Yuxi turned her head to look at Ding Yinan, "Why did you make it difficult for your brother when you couldn't do it yourself?"

Ding Jinyu leaned against the wall and watched the scene in front of her, slightly moved.

All the feelings that make people want to give up are easy to move.

Even just as a bystander.

"As long as Mingxi still likes me, I will always be with him." Ding Jinyu stepped forward and patted Ding Yinan who was stupefied, and smiled playfully, "If his family can't accept it, then don't let them know. .”

"You are still young—" Ding Yinan came back to his senses, "But one day you will all grow up, no one will ask and care about you, but won't Mingxi's father urge him to get married and have children? ?”

"Then we'll talk about it when the time comes." Ding Jinyu never thought that he would be able to say such "open-minded" words one day, "When the time comes, there will naturally be a way."

"Just like you and Sister Yuxi, aren't you married and have children now?"

"One day, I will also believe in Mingxi, just like—"

"Even during the two years you separated, you believed in each other the same way."

When the three siblings returned to the barbecue restaurant, Qin Yuxi had already gone to the front desk to check out; although Qin Yuxi was the only one who came out just now, Ding Jinyu still felt a little guilty when he saw Mingxi's back.

He wondered if Ming Xi had heard something.

But when Mingxi heard the voice, she still greeted Ding Yinan politely as before, and smiled at Ding Jinyu with dimples, her big eyes bent like a pair of cute cashew nuts.

He didn't say anything at first that Mingxi might hear, but after seeing Mingxi's smile, he sincerely hoped that Mingxi didn't hear anything.

He hoped that Mingxi could always smile at him so warmly and transparently.

After sitting down, Ming Xi quietly held his hand under the table, the palm was still so warm, gentle and firm.

After that day, everyone had selective amnesia, and no longer mentioned the incident in front of the barbecue restaurant, including Ding Yinan herself.

Mingxi looked the same as before, and Ding Jinyu never asked him if he heard anything, whether it was evasion or deliberate, he hoped that Mingxi didn't know.

After that, everyone quickly entered the summer tutoring. Although the school had not officially started, the nervous and suffocating third year of high school had already arrived ahead of schedule.

Ding Yinan's words that he couldn't change that day certainly didn't change Ding Jinyu's mind, but there was one sentence that was deeply imprinted in Ding Jinyu's heart.

The youthful love in their teenage years never seems to be afraid of being an enemy of the whole world, they just worry about whether the other party will let go of their hand.

The same goes for Ding Jinyu.

Ming Xi's half-finished exercise book was always a thorn in his heart.

In fact, Mingxi's grades are not the most important thing. Although he has his own goals, it is not impossible to compromise for the person he likes. He is just worried that Mingxi will not only hide it from him, but even hide it from everyone, including own father—

Behind this, is there any reason worth keeping silent?

And this reason, will it make him more aware that after the college entrance examination, he will irreversibly go in two different directions.

After the school tutoring started, he also started tutoring Mingxi.

He lives alone, without any disturbance, and the place is more spacious. Since he has moved back to Mingxi's house next door, he doesn't worry about family affairs, so after the tutoring started, the two of them studied in Ding Jinyu's room every night.

Ding Jinyu was still the same as before, as long as he started to study, he would concentrate seriously, but he couldn't help it. Often he was still reading, and Mingxi would already sleep on his bed.

He wanted to wake Ming Xi up, but Ming Xi didn't know whether he was really sleeping or pretending to be asleep, so he hugged Ding Jinyu sticky, begging for a kiss and hug with sleepy eyes.

The half-dream and half-awake coquettish Ding Jinyu has no choice but to refuse or reason, because Mingxi will pretend not to hear; and Ding Jinyu is not so willing to leave Mingxi in her heart, so she has to sleep with someone, and occasionally Also "help each other" as before.

The third year of high school will officially start soon, and Ding Jinyu has been observing Mingxi for a long time, but Mingxi...

There is still no flaw at all.

He added those difficult questions to Mingxi's extracurricular homework every day, but Mingxi didn't know whether he really couldn't or was pretending too——

He was able to complete simple questions well, so that Ding Jinyu would not worry, but he did so-so about difficult questions, and it was the same after several times.

Ding Jinyu became more and more suspicious, whether he was too suspicious.

Just in time for a weekend, the previous orchestra took over a commercial performance, temporarily lacking a violin, and begged Ding Jinyu to help; he said hello to Mingxi, and disappeared for two days on the weekend.

On the weekend night, he rushed back to Panyang City ahead of schedule and bought Ming Xi and Ming Mei's favorite mango mousse as compensation, but as soon as he entered the yard, he found that the lights in his room were dark.

Mingxi has been studying in his room recently, and both the textbooks and reference books have been moved to his home; he looked at his watch, Mingxi should have returned from part-time work at this time, why not study in his own room?

Ding Jinyu didn't think too much about it, she always thought that Mingxi would be lazy because she was pushing too hard and was finally not at home.

He sneaked into Ming Xi's house lightly, and saw grandma playing with toys with Ming Mei in the living room; he nodded to grandma and made a gesture of silence.

Mingxi's grandma is also a very kind person, and she can get along well with the children; she immediately smiled at Ding Jinyu understandingly, and pointed to Mingxi's room cutely, indicating that Mingxi was inside.

Ding Jinyu carried the cake in his hand, and sneaked into Ming Xi's room, intending to catch Ming Xi's laziness.

But as soon as he entered the room, he saw Ming Xi looking down at the paper in his hand carefully.

With his back to the door, Ming Xi stood in front of the desk with two papers in his hand, looking so focused that Ding Jinyu didn't even notice when he walked behind him.

Ding Jinyu stood behind Ming Xi, looked over Ming Xi's shoulder——

The paper Ming Xi held in his hand was a math test paper of Olympiad difficulty that he secretly stuffed into Ming Xi's extracurricular homework before; and there were two sets of papers, one was the one that Ming Xi did not answer well at the time, One set was carefully revised by Ding Jinyu according to the answers after he finished it himself.

It's never been his own carelessness, Ding Jinyu can be sure at this moment that it is Mingxi who deliberately hides it from him.

"Ming Xi." Ding Jinyu didn't intend to hide any more, but tried to keep his voice as calm as usual, "What are you doing?"

The author has something to say: Praise me for being tall! ! !The update promised yesterday will be delivered today, at 9:[-]~

The whole family surnamed Ding attacked, and the elder brother was arrested!

感谢在2021-02-0719:07:53~2021-02-0816:33:44期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel who threw the landmine: the author put one in his underwear;

Thanks to the little angel who irrigated the nutrient solution: the author put 5 bottles in his underwear;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!