Glued up by my father's nemesis

Nearly 20 years of being dependent on each other turned into tears at this moment. They have never seen each other so moved.

But Lin Yu was Lin Yu after all, and he calmed down after a brief vent.

He said before that he has done everything he should do, except for the last thing in front of him.

"Since I was a child, I have never dared to let you know about the past between me and Qi Tongfu. Even though the rumors are spreading all over the city, I still choose to keep it from you." He gently patted Qi Jingsi's back and asked: " Do you know why?"

Qi Jingsi shook her head in Lin Yu's arms.

"I'm not afraid that you will hate me because of your mother's affairs, nor that you will dislike my status as a broken sleeve. I just..." Lin Yu sighed softly, "You have been too afraid of losing since you were a child. I am afraid that Qi Tongfu and I will fail. , will affect you."

"But I'm sorry, Jingsi." He patted Qi Jingsi's shoulder, "Uncle's failure still affected you in the end."

"What are you talking about?" Qi Jingsi looked up in confusion.

"Yan Fei told me about your stay in Beijing." Lin Yu looked at Qi Jingsi lovingly, "You started avoiding him when you found that fan and my identity, right?"

"I don't." Qi Jingsi's defense was stubborn and pale.

"Okay." Lin Yu nodded, "If you don't have it, then you don't have it."

"Uncle has always wanted to be a teacher, but he failed in the end, not only because Qi Tongfu took away the money for building the academy, but mainly because I can no longer be a teacher. No one wants to send a child to a notorious Mister Education."

"Yan Fei is the only student in my life, and I leave everything I know to him."

"Since you don't have cross-border feelings with him, then uncle can congratulate him on his wedding with peace of mind." He stared at Qi Jingsi, his eyes seemed to be able to see everything, "I don't know if you really don't want to go to him, uncle. But Jing Si, there is one thing, uncle hopes you can remember—"

"If you didn't look for Yan Fei before he got married, then don't look for him after he gets married." He squeezed Qi Jingsi's hand, "No matter who you are, if you hurt someone's daughter , Even if you come to kowtow in front of my grave in the future, I will not recognize it."

"Especially you, Jingsi."

"Uncle didn't teach you like this from childhood."

His eyes gradually became serious, and although the hand holding Qi Jingsi was weak, it was also conveying a heavy force, "If you do something ignorant of conscience like your father, you are not my child raised by Lin Yu."

Qi Jingsi stared at Lin Yu, the trembling in his eyes gradually spread to his body; the other party's body was obviously weak and exhausted, but the hand holding him seemed to be thorny, every word was so weak, but it could stir up thousands of layers of pain in his heart. spray.

Lin Yu's meaning couldn't be simpler. If he didn't prevent Yan Fei from getting married, but later affected Yan Fei's married life, then Lin Yu would never forgive him, even if he went to another world——

Because he will become as despicable as Qi Tongfu.

"Little uncle!" The tears that had just dried up came out again, and he threw himself into Lin Yu's arms again, crying like a child back then, "I'm sorry...Little uncle...I'm sorry..."

"But I... I really... I don't know when it started... I..."

"I am real……"

"I really like Yanfei."

"Tell me what I'm sorry about." Lin Yu patted Qi Jingsi's back, and finally closed his eyes with a long sigh, "You should go and apologize to Yan Fei."

"But I..." Qi Jingsi said unwillingly, "I'm really scared..."

"What are you afraid of?" Lin Yu asked distressedly, "I'm afraid that you will end up on the same path as me and Qi Tongfu?"

"I don't want Yan Fei to have a day..." Qi Jingsi looked up, his eyes swept over this impoverished family, "Live a life like this with me."

Lin Yu knew in his heart that what Qi Jingsi was looking at was this simple room, but what he was talking about was not only poverty, but also the countless white eyes and discrimination outside the room.

"You're not Qi Tongfu, and Yan Fei is not me." Lin Yu gently brushed a strand of hair that was stuck to her cheek by tears for Qi Jingsi, "It's Qi Tongfu and I who are wrong. There is nothing wrong with sincerely admiring someone."

"Although people outside looked down on me somewhat, I never hated them. Do you know why?"

Qi Jingsi shook her head sobbing.

"Because their contempt for me contained regret for your mother's innocent life."

"But I..." Qi Jingsi bowed her head in pain, "I'm still afraid..."

"I'm afraid that Yan Fei is already the number one scholar in Sanyuan, and you yourself are just a wild child from the market. Your father is full of evil, and you are also Yan Fei's enemy." Lin Yu took Qi Jingsi's words, "Are you afraid that you will not be able to get out in the end? A future."

Lin Yu's words were right, Qi Jingsi only slowly lowered his eyelashes.

What he has been accustomed to since he was a child is that the good things in this world are not firm, and the colorful clouds are easy to disperse and the glass is brittle; he is afraid that if someone can lead him to bliss, he can push himself to hell.

"Little uncle." He asked softly after a long time: "Have you ever regretted it, in this lifetime?"

Lin Yu looked at Qi Jingsi, smiled without answering, and asked a question that seemed to be far-fetched, "Do you still remember that after the big yellow dog died, you took all the flowers I raised and gave them away? "

Qi Jingsi nodded.

"Jing Si." Lin Yu shook his head, "Even if not every flower can bear fruit, you have to remember that it is beautiful when it is finally blown into the wind and turned into mud and dust."

“You can’t deny that goodness ever existed because you’re afraid it’s gone.”

"What's more—" he patted Qi Jingsi's head lovingly, "Are you trying to trust Guo Yanfei?"

"If you can protect him, how do you know that he won't protect you?"

The room fell into silence for a while, only the cold wind outside the window blowing through the few moso bamboos, making some "rustling" sounds.

Lin Yu finally couldn't help it, and coughed lightly twice.

Even though he had tried his best to restrain himself and cover it with his hands, Qi Jingsi could still see some bloodstains overflowing between his fingers.

"Rest... Let's rest!" Qi Jingsi pretended not to notice, "This winter will pass...all will pass..."

He hurriedly tucked up the quilt for Lin Yu, turned around and blew out the candles in the room, only to realize that the morning light from Jiangxi outside the window had already fallen into the room.

"Jing Si." Lin Yu softly called the panicked people back, and quietly looked at the sky outside the window, "This winter is almost over, isn't it?"

"The same goes for you and Yan Fei."

"If you love someone, you can't just love his summer. You have to hold his hand and walk into the severe winter, and spring will not be too far away."

"Uncle!" Qi Jingsi flung herself back to the side of the couch again, "Stop talking, I beg you...stop talking...can you rest well...I beg you..."

"Uncle also knows that I'm a bit rambunctious tonight, but..." Lin Yu choked up again, "Uncle is afraid that if I don't talk now, I won't have a chance in the future..."

"Uncle, I'm so afraid that one day you will lie on the bed like me, looking back on your life, but regretting that you have missed too many things."

"Little uncle..." Qi Jingsi fell on Lin Yu's knee, weeping uncontrollably.

When he was a child, he didn't cry so much when he lost a fight. Tonight, he seemed to want to shed all the tears in his life ahead of time.

"You just asked Uncle if he regretted anything in his life." Lin Yu showed a smile on his pale face, "In my life, Lin Yu, I have complained and regretted—"

"But no regrets."

"Uncle said that I don't expect you to be a general and pay homage to you, to be rich and powerful, Jingsi... Uncle only hopes that you will get everything you love and ask for in this life, and it is enough to look up to you and be worthy of the heaven and the earth."

"Don't be afraid..."

Qi Jingsi heard Lin Yu's voice getting softer and softer.

"Don't be afraid, uncle will always be with you no matter where you are."

"You have to open your eyes to see this dawn."

*****

This dawn will finally come, but some will eventually leave.

Maybe the good things in this world are still not reliable, but Qi Jingsi must also admit that Caiyun and Liuli were once unparalleled.

Because Lin Yu said to him, "Don't be afraid."

Many years ago, he heard from Lin Yu that he had seen the magnificent scenery of Peishui, but regretted that he had never been to Lanshan.

Qi Jingsi didn't know why Lin Yu never accompanied him to his mother's grave until now.

A few days ago, Lin Yu joked with him when he was sick that he would be buried in Lanshan after his death, so he could see the maple leaves in Lanshan with his own eyes.

"Bury me on the other side of the back of your mother's grave, across a mountain, so that she won't be in the way of my eyes; it's also convenient for you, and you can think of me when you see your mother, so you don't have to run around. "

Because of this sentence, Qi Jingsi was so angry that he refused to talk to Lin Yu all day.

Now he is wearing sackcloth and filial piety, kneeling at the place Lin Yu said at the beginning, looking at the stone tablet in front of him——

The tomb of loving father Lin Yu and filial son Qi Jingsili.

The funeral procession had already left, and only Li Chang was burning paper.

He suddenly hated the stone tablet in front of him a little, the writing on it was so ugly, it didn't match his little uncle at all.

"Uncle Li, put out the fire, let's go."

He got up and suddenly missed Yan Fei very much.

If Yan Fei was there, the words on the stele would look much better.

"Uncle Li, let's go to your house to pick a horse later." On the way down the mountain, he suddenly turned to Li Chang and said, "Sell it to me directly this time."

The author has something to say: I'm sorry for being late, and I'm sorry...

I know that everyone likes little uncle, and I like it very much myself, but a book with hundreds of thousands of words, the outline is already typed, even if I am the author, I can’t change it just by saying it.. I’m sorry...

Fortunately, the little uncle didn't really leave us and Qiqi!As the first male supporting role, he will still appear from time to time!trust me! ! !

The next chapter opens the second volume "Don't come here without any harm". After the reunion of Gong and Shou, the action of tearing up the scumbag father will begin!

There will be a second update today, and the next chapter will feature the famous scene on the cover, let's go! ! !

ps: Some people may not understand why the little uncle must torture himself like this. In the last sentence of Chapter 45 of Guidance, every step of the little uncle back then and now has a different meaning.

Good things in the world are not firm, but colorful clouds are easy to scatter and glass is brittle."The Three of Us" by Yang Jiang