Kiss badly

In fact, many things have long been buried in the tomb of memory, but those memories are too painful, so painful that when you see the tomb, you can remember what is buried in the tomb.

Wen Hexi always feels that she is not afraid of pain, but no one is not afraid of pain at the beginning. People's ability to bear pain is gradually enhanced. Children are born crying for pain, but the older they grow up, the more they cry. I didn't make a sound anymore. When I was a child, I would make a fuss if I scratched my skin, but after experiencing more painful things, I no longer cried because of a little skin scratch.

To take revenge on Han Xiao, to reproduce all the pain he had suffered on Han Xiao's body, was cool at first, but the more he got to the end, the more he would see the former self in Han Xiao, that feeling was like digging anew. Open those graves.

It doesn't hurt anymore, but seeing those rotten memories makes me sick and uncomfortable.

Walking into a hair salon on the side of the street, I returned the earring gun. There were customers in the shop. The one near the door was discussing with the stylist what hair color to dye. The man pointed at him and said, "I want His cool silver hair."

Wen Hexi glanced at the man's black hair, and then at himself in the mirror in front of him. He pulled a strand of hair by his ear and twirled it with his fingers.

Black is not good, he looks like a dying old man.

After leaving the hairdressing salon, Wen Hexi hung out in the sun, his body was all black and he absorbed heat. He bought a bottle of cold beer and drank a few sips before the heat subsided.

There is a park behind the community, no one comes here, Wen Hexi sits on a bench under a big tree to hide from the shade, he is probably used to taking a nap at this point, he feels sleepy while sitting, and puts the beer bottle on the ground , curled up on the bench and squinted.

I don't know if it was the playful children that woke him up, or the light that was leaking from the moving shadows woke him up. He opened his eyes, and the sunlight made him half-close his eyes. He sat up and rubbed his numbed arms.

The park is gradually filled with people, most of whom are parents bringing their children to play. The children can have a good time chasing after each other, and their clean and childish laughter spreads far.

Wen Hexi reached out and touched the beer bottle on the ground, the bottle had already become warm.

He took a sip.

Then put it down, the lukewarm beer was not good at all.

There were more and more people, especially during the time when the sun was setting, it was bustling with people, there were too many people, his eyes were full of passing figures and the hustle and bustle of the world.

He went to touch the beer bottle again, picked it up and saw that it was empty.

It didn't taste good, and it wasn't exciting. Wen Hexi got up and threw the beer bottle into the trash can, and left the park where the people gradually dispersed. The light in the western sky seemed to be swallowed by the night, and the sky was completely dark.

He wanted to buy another bottle of wine, this time he bought a bottle that was strong enough, and when he looked up, he saw a bar by the side of the road.

A clean bar, not shaking his head and sneaking around, nor deafening, with wine and melodious folk songs, he found a seat in front of the bar and sat down, ordered a glass of wine.

He didn't understand this, and the bartender recommended a lot, so he just ordered one.

"First time?" Suddenly someone sat next to him.

He ignored it and didn't even glance over.

The bartender mixed the wine he ordered and pushed it to him. The familiar man glanced at the glass of wine, his eyes became sharp in an instant, and swept across the bartender like a sharp sword.

He covered the mouth of the glass with his palm, "This wine is easy to get drunk and has a lot of stamina."

"Oh." Wen Hexi finally responded once, although he was extremely indifferent.

The man froze for a moment, he didn't expect such a development.

"Is there anything else?" Wen Hexi pinched the wall of the wine glass, and pulled the wine glass out of the man's palm.

The man withdrew his hand embarrassingly, "...it's okay."

After speaking, he returned to his original position dejectedly like a frustrated dog.

He came with a friend, and seeing that he failed to strike up a conversation, the friend couldn't help laughing and said, "You can't come back so soon."

"It's too cold, it's not easy to do, it's too difficult."

"But the face is pretty." The friend said.

"...Indeed." He looked at the beautiful side face and licked his lips.

"I'll try it." The friend stood up eagerly, and walked towards the beautiful boy.

He supported his head with one hand, curled his lips secretly, he didn't think his friend who could only get angry could handle such a cold and beautiful boy.

He saw his friend press the boy's back from behind, put his mouth close to the boy's ear, making an intimate gesture.

And then... the teenager smashed his friend's forehead with a wine glass.

At that moment, he was really glad that he kept his own place and didn't make any moves, otherwise he would be the one who suffered this.

"I'm sorry, but you made a sudden attack from behind, and I can't hold back." Wen Hexi asked the bartender for a piece of paper and a pen, and wrote down Lin Yuanzhi's number, "You call this number, and the follow-up medical expenses Ask him."

Wen Hexi was even more depressed after drinking without enjoying himself, and something happened. After leaving the bar, he found a nearby supermarket and brought out a bottle of liquor.

Niulanshan Erguotou, a classic old brand, is really strong enough, half a bottle will be gone.

Wen Hexi has never drank baijiu, and the accompanying wine is usually expensive foreign wine or cheap beer. This is the first time he has drank baijiu, and he feels that the alcohol is all going to his head, and he can hardly walk.

He leaned against the wall and sat down.

The world in front of me was like two translucent paintings overlapping each other, and suddenly the field of vision was occupied by a large black shadow, which shrunk a circle.

Lin Yuanzhi knelt down and rubbed the top of Wen Hexi's head, "We're going home."

The voice seemed to come from far away, and it also had a 3D surround echo. Wen Hexi blinked blankly, his whole body was shrouded in drunkenness, and the end of his eyes was a little red: "I have no home."

"You have a home, and my home is your home." Lin Yuanzhi seemed to feel that this was not enough, and added, "Tomorrow I will add your name to the real estate certificate."

"I don't want a house, I want a home. The kind is mine for the rest of my life, even if I die, it will still bear my name."

Lin Yuanzhi pressed Wen Hexi's palm on his heart: "I give you my heart."

"Sign my name forever?"

"Sign your name forever." Lin Yuanzhi said.

Wen Hexi was silent, staring at Lin Yuanzhi's heart in a daze. Alcohol had stagnated his brain and made his senses a lot dull, but he could clearly feel the vibration of the heartbeat coming from his heart, and he knocked on it forcefully. Hit his palm.

"Let's go home." Lin Yuanzhi said.

Wen Hexi became dull for a moment, "You carry me on your back."

Wen Hexi was still so light, Lin Yuanzhi carried Wen Hexi on his back, walked to the side of the car on the side of the road, Wen Hexi suddenly struggled: "I don't want to take the car."

"Okay, don't sit down, let's walk." He had no choice but to let the driver drive back by himself, and he walked along the side of the road with Wen Hexi on his back.

There was a dark scene above the head, there was no moon or stars, and the light cast by the street lamps had no warmth. In this cold and dark night, Wen Hexi rested his chin on Lin Yuan's shoulder. The wind was cool, but it couldn't dissipate. The warmth that clings together.

He didn't know whether it was because of his drunkenness or the imperceptible joy in his mind, but he felt a little floating, as if he was going to fly.

He was so excited that he wanted to sing aloud, and without knowing it, he sang:

"run ahead……"

"In the face of cold eyes and ridicule, how can we feel the vastness of life without going through hardships? Fate can't make us kneel down and beg for mercy, even if the arms are covered with blood."

"Keep running, with the pride of a child, how can you see the brilliance of life if you don't persist to the end, it's better to burn with all your heart than to linger..."

"Go forward even when there's only pain for company...and don't compromise until you grow old."

Wen Hexi yelled almost the whole time, and then sang again from the very beginning of the song after yelling:

"Where is the world full of flowers? If it really exists, then I will definitely go..."

The author says:

The lyrics are excerpted from Dream Chasing Chizixin, it’s been a song for 11 years, those who have seen that rabbit that year should have heard this song