The sprayer turned black on me

The thing about cousin Song Yu has actually happened for a long time, but Song's father and Song mother have never had a chance to tell Song Yu.

"You didn't go home at the beginning of the year," Yang Xiaofang said, "Your cousin brought her cousin to visit and told us about this, and she wasn't around."

Song Yu recalled it for a while.This year, he used the excuse of "going to the New Year's Gala" during the Chinese New Year, so he stayed in the capital directly, and didn't go back to get involved in the trivial matters at home.

Yang Xiaofang briefly talked about what happened.

"When your cousin and uncle first found out about this, they were very devastated. How many people in our small county can accept same-sex relationships? Your cousin immediately ordered—let your cousin and her boyfriend break up .”

Song Yu could probably guess what was going to happen next, but she couldn't help but ask, "And then?"

"Of course your cousin refuses!" Yang Xiaofang sighed, "Your cousin threatened that if we didn't break up, we would have to pay off our living expenses! But I'm a child, I went abroad to study at a young age, and now I've finished my master's degree! Are you so obedient?"

Of course, it is impossible to divide the living expenses!

First, it is not easy to be controlled by parents when they grow up, have the ability to survive and have a certain economic foundation; second, they have been abroad for so long, and their parents have not been around, so children have little emotional sustenance to their parents.

As soon as he heard that the living expenses were going to be cut off, my cousin got excited: "Cut it off, I will stop living on it, I have long since stopped relying on your little money to support myself."

If you really want to break up, just break up the relationship together, anyway, you don't see each other once a year, so you won't be upset if you break up!

When the cousin heard this, she was even more devastated.There is only such a child in their family, and it is really broken. How can they live as a husband and wife?

For this reason, the cousin's family specially invited a well-known psychiatrist to consult the doctor about this matter.They felt that their son must be "ill" if he suddenly became like this.

"Hmm." Song Yu listened quietly, "And then? What did the doctor say?"

"Doctor...the doctor didn't say anything to your cousin, but your cousin and uncle were told by the doctor." Yang Xiaofang spoke in a softer voice, sighing from time to time, "I don't know the specific content—I just listened to you. Cousin relayed it later.

"The doctor basically said that their family spends too little time with the child. Junior high school is a critical period for the child to grow up and develop character. Parents pay too little attention to the child, and the child will be affected by other things; your cousin stayed abroad. After so long, it is very normal to be infected by the open mind of foreigners and fall in love with boys again."

Song Yu nodded, thinking, yes, to study in England?Great rotten country, it is not surprising that it has changed.

Father Song, who had been silent all this time, also spoke: "Your mother and I didn't say anything when we heard it, but afterwards...we were all worried about you.

"Counting the Chinese New Year this year, you haven't been home for five full years. That's when we realized that something was wrong."

"Yes." Yang Xiaofang boldly sat next to Song Yu and grabbed Song Yu's hand, "We counted the time, and we think it happened during the summer vacation of your freshman year and sophomore year."

It was that year—about May and June, when the school year was coming to an end, Song Yu suddenly called in one night.

"You were crying, making trouble, arguing that you would drop out of school and go home. When you said that you never want to learn music or be a star, I was very angry. I scolded you and told you not to mess around , finish the course of the first academic year properly, and then come back and negotiate with me.

"I still remember that that night was a typhoon day."

When Song Yu was crying, Nancheng was experiencing strong winds and heavy rain.Yang Xiaofang was distraught, angry and anxious: angry at her son's nonsense, and anxious about her grand plan for her son to become a success.

After hanging up the phone, Song Yu didn't mention the matter of dropping out of school and going home, but the seeds of uneasiness remained in everyone's hearts—Song Yu had it, and Yang Xiaofang also had it.

Yang Xiaofang often dreams of rainstorms and typhoons.The sound and scene of the howling wind, accompanied by Song Yu's crying, made her feel very disturbed.

Out of the mentality of making amends, Yang Xiaofang and Song Dahai went through the transfer procedures for Song Yu, transferred Song Yu to another tuition institution, and at the same time asked someone to find some teachers with better qualifications.

"Now that I think about it, you want to ask for help, right?" Yang Xiao squeezed Song Yu's hand tightly and asked, "Actually... you want to ask your parents for help, right?"

Song Yu didn't speak or move, and just let her mother hold her.

"As soon as the group photo thing came out, I probably guessed it—combined with your cousin.

"But I didn't dare to say, let alone ask. Your dad and I can only pretend that we don't know anything, and quietly come to you to find out the whole story."

Nagging is fake, concern and anxiety are real.

It's not that they don't understand what happened, on the contrary, they have already guessed it--they know it too well in their hearts, so they are so anxious that they almost have a guilty conscience.

Song Yu listened obediently, keeping his face as calm as possible, but he kept biting his lower lip with his upper teeth to keep his emotions from leaking out.

"Honey, can you tell the truth?"

Yang Xiaofang was so gentle that she couldn't be more gentle, and she didn't want to use a serious tone to make her son feel questioned.

"Because Mom and Dad didn't save you at the beginning, you...you have always hated Mom and Dad, right?"

Song Yu's teeth chattered: "No, no..."

"Tell the truth, Yuyu."

"Really, really not..." Song Yu couldn't hold back in the end, sniffed, "Really really not."

The tears did not fade because of this action, on the contrary, they were released because of a momentary negligence, and slowly flowed down along his well-maintained tender cheeks, and dripped onto the back of his mother's hand.

"I don't seem to hate you, I just... just keep asking all these years, why don't you help me? Why don't you care about me? Why do I keep doing things I don't like... why why why?"

"I'm sorry." Yang Xiaofang hugged Song Yu, "It's mom and dad who are wrong, we are sorry for you."

"Son, I'm sorry." Song Dahai hurried over and hugged Song Yu with his long arms, "Dad, Dad loves you very much."

"I, I have thought about it a lot. I even think that if it wasn't for this, if, if you didn't scold me at the beginning, but cared about me and encouraged me, then I, I might..."

Will become more courageous than now.

The family of three hugged each other, and the mother and son buried their heads in tears.Even Song Dahai choked up his voice unconsciously, and the corners of his eyes became moist.

"It made me feel much better after I said it." Yang Xiaofang wiped away her tears, "When you came to the capital last time, you and Xiao Cheng made it public. Although things did happen suddenly, your father and I were very happy; we thought That's great, baby boy and we are frankly speaking the truth!"

Song Yu sobbed softly, and suddenly remembered that his parents didn't know the truth of the matter - they didn't know that the first confession was made by him and Cheng Qiwen.

But forget it, it's good to hide it like this.Anyway, things did happen, so I don't bother to explain.

Song Dahai wiped the corners of his eyes, and said with a smile: "Your mother originally wanted to go to the temple where we have been offering incense, and ask for two safety locks for you and Xiao Cheng!"

"Hey, don't talk about it, the locks in the store are not engraved, I am so angry!" Yang Xiaofang patted her legs pretending to be angry, "When your father and I are free to travel to Huashan, go to Huashan to ask for it—— That is probably more effective! You and Xiao Cheng will definitely have to fly around frequently in the future, with the safety lock to protect, parents can rest assured."

"Uh-huh……"

Song Yu controlled her emotions and tried her best to smile.

"Dad, Mom, it's okay. It's really more comfortable to say it. I just realized that I don't hate you so much. I probably... just have trouble with myself.

"After being with Qiwen, I have indeed improved a lot. I feel that I have become more cheerful, not as negative and timid as before."

"Well, mom can tell that he is a good boy." Yang Xiaofang stroked Song Yu's hair.

This time, Song Yu didn't run away anymore, and let his mother stroke her hair.

"Mom and Dad don't want to use anything to restrain you. After the concert, you can do whatever you want. If you want to leave the entertainment industry...it's okay, Mom and Dad support you."

Song Yu chuckled: "Mom, look at what you said, you've come to this point, how can you retreat as you want.

"and……"

Song Yu glanced at the mobile phone on the table, and there happened to be a notification of a new WeChat message.

You don't need to open it to know, it must be Cheng Qiwen who asked him, "Are you still okay?"

"I'm pretty happy with my life right now.

"No matter where I am, I am satisfied and happy."

……

The guest room door clicked, and Song Yu finally came out of the suite with red eyes.

President Cheng Da, who was wearing a leather suit and squatting in front of the hotel, was playing Glory of the Kings with a not-so-good network. Hearing the voice, his hands trembled and he lost another round.

Before his teammates sent "kind" greetings, Cheng Qiwen hastily shut down the game, put away his phone and stood up.

"The chat is over? Damn! Why are you crying?"

At first he wanted to cough lightly and pretend to be serious, but the moment he saw the red eyes of the little idol, Cheng Qiwen immediately became flustered and fumbled in all the pockets on his body to find tissues.

"Didn't you say don't quarrel, why did you really quarrel?

"—Damn! Why is my arm still bruised? No matter how fierce the quarrel is, you can't do this, and you still hit someone? Wait, I'll call now and ask my parents to come back and argue with my uncle and aunt!"

Cheng Qiwen took out his mobile phone, and leaned closer to see the bruise on his precious boyfriend's arm.

"Come on." Song Yu was helpless and funny, and slapped Cheng Qiwen's arm off, "I made this when I was hanging the wire! —— I didn't quarrel with my parents!"

"Yes, is it?" Cheng Qiwen narrowed his eyes, "Then why are you crying?"

"I'm not crying." Song Yu spread her hands, pretending nothing happened, and walked briskly along the corridor, "My parents and I had a good chat."

"What are you talking about? Hey, don't go so fast, wait for me!"

"Hmph - I won't tell you."

Three days later, Song Yu's first concert tour "Carnival Island" started on time.

Before going on stage, Song Yu secretly observed the outside from the dark backstage.

There are 1 seats, and every seat is filled with excited fans, waving uniform island blue cheering sticks, screaming and waiting for the show to start.

In the final preparation stage, Song Yu stood under the stage and let the dresser check the shape. When he was about to take out the mobile phone from his arms to Chen Yao, the mobile phone vibrated and came to WeChat.

[Waste]: Are you ready?

[Waste]: A lot of people, as expected of Song Dingliu, who sold out all the tickets, there were no empty seats.

Song Yu smiled and replied.

[Waste Vase]: It has been prepared a long time ago.