Sir, I'm not good

Shu Xian followed Gu Yinian all the way through various examinations, was explained various precautions, and then changed into sick clothes.

Shu Xian sat quietly beside the hospital bed, watching Gu Yinian button the last button, feeling a little lost in thought.

Gu Yinian is the kind of person who looks good in whatever he wears. With unmanaged hair, he looks very casual. With loose hospital clothes, he is a sick beauty.

"Why do you keep looking at me, this dress looks good?"

Feeling the long gaze on him, Gu Yinian couldn't help laughing and teasing.

Shu Xian didn't dodge when he heard the words, he still stared at Gu Yinian, and after thinking for two seconds, he said sincerely: "You are the one who looks good."

As if startled by this sudden compliment, Gu Yinian's expression froze for a moment.

I don't know whether to be happy or bitter.

In fact, Shu Xian's compliment is because he really doesn't care, right?

Because I no longer have any feelings for him, that's why I made such a sincere evaluation without personal likes and dislikes.

"What's the matter, are you happy to say you look good?" Seeing that Gu Yinian didn't respond, and even had a sad expression on his face, Shu Xian asked doubtfully.

"If you say I'm ugly, I might be happier."

"...Do you have any weird alphabet hobby? You like being insulted so much?"

"Three years, you don't know what hobby I have?"

"Tsk tsk, maybe it's an abstinence on the surface, but a licentiousness behind the scenes?"

"If I'm really that kind of person, do you think I can let you go? Can you still stand here? If you do it again, I won't let you go for a second."

The conversation between the two is getting more and more unspeakable.

It was as if both of them knew that what they said would not be true, so they were able to speak without any scruples.

The smile and tone of voice also relaxed, with a strong sense of ridicule and provocation, wanton provocation.

"If I do it again, I will never forget to wear earrings on the day I met you."

"Then saw me smoking by the side of the car, and reached out to me for one?"

"Well, then I'll spit smoke at you and ask you, beauty, do you want to go home with me and do interesting things together?"

Shu Xian put his arm on the bedside table next to him, propped his cheek, looked at Gu Yinian lazily and casually, every word was provocative.

Gu Yinian was stunned for a moment by Shu Xian's eyes, and then smiled.

The ice edge in winter made a cracking sound, broke, fell, and smashed to pieces on the ground, it was so refreshing and clear, just like Gu Yinian smiling.

The two were dazed for each other, then looked at each other quietly with faint smiles, and said nothing else.

"One more time" means "no more chance".

They all know.

At this moment, the door of the ward was knocked open suddenly, and a nurse came in to inform them that they were about to enter the operating room.

"I'm leaving now?" Shu Xian straightened up, a little lazy, obviously unwilling to move.

But looking at the phone, it was indeed the scheduled time for surgery.

"It's time to go." Shu Xian added in a murmur.

"Then I'll go?"

Shu Xian's eyes froze for a second, and he turned his eyes to the nurse at the door, then turned his head away: "Do you want me to see you off?"

Even though he said so, Shu Xian's expression was very lazy.

"You look like you are going to see me off."

"It's not gone forever."

Gu Yinian's smile remained undiminished, but his eyes drooped, then he raised his head to look at Shu Xian, and made a rare request to Shu Xian: "Send me in."

Seeing Gu Yinian's persistence, Shu Xian had no choice but to rub his neck and respond, "Okay then, I'll take you in."

The long corridor leading to the operating room seemed to be very long, far away and endless.

Gu Yinian has a lot to say.

For example, I will no longer be able to mark you in the future, rounding up you are Xu Zhi's Omega.

For example, I actually wanted to see you when I came out of the operating room, but I knew you must be with Xu Zhi at that time, so I had no choice but to ask you to send me in harshly.

For example, I may not be able to bring you happiness, but Xu Zhi should be able to, so leave it to him.

Shu Xian, in fact, I really hope that you can live happily.

Shu Xian, in fact, I really love you.

But the long corridor leading to the operating room is too short, and it ends after a few steps.

Gu Yinian didn't say a word.

Before going in, Gu Yinian finally asked: "Is there anything you want to say to me?"

Shu Xian thought for a moment and comforted him: "Relax, compared to Xu Zhi, your operation risk is very low, and you will be fine."

"……it is good."

Without saying anything else, Gu Yinian entered the operating room, and Xiao Sun, doctors and nurses were also ready to go in.

Standing by the door of the operation, Shu Xian unconsciously stood on tiptoe, but couldn't see Gu Yinian's back inside.

Soon, the door of the operating room was closed and nothing could be seen.

There are no relatives waiting anxiously outside the operating room, and no friends who are worried about it. Soon, he will leave here too.

If it wasn't for the bright "in operation" sign, no one would know that a gland removal operation was in progress.

Shu Xian stood at the door, momentarily motionless.

After about a minute, Shu Xian suddenly lowered his head, covering his eyes with his hair.

He opened and closed his lips, but no sound came out.

He is saying: "If you do it again, don't love me."

It's not a resentful "I don't love you anymore", but a "Don't love me".

After silently reading, Shu Xian raised his head again, and there was a window in front of him, outside the window was heavy snow, everything was hazy and gray.

He suddenly felt a little dizzy, shook his head, and felt a little more awake again.

Turning around, he wanted to walk towards Xu Zhi's ward, which should have been checked last night and was about to enter the operating room.

But the moment he lifted his foot, another severe dizziness came, and he subconsciously grabbed the window sill next to him so as not to fall down.

Before there was too much doubt, a burst of noise and chaos came from far to near.

There is some blur in front of him, like a camera that failed to focus, only some shadows are shaking and getting bigger, and they should be running towards him.

While running, the leader was still shouting something.

But he couldn't hear.

Shu Xian stood still, tried his best to look and listen, but before he could see and hear clearly, the man had already rushed in front of him.

"Shu Xian! You are a fucking dog!"

This sound almost pierced the eardrum, but Shu Xian could hear it very clearly.

For a moment, Shu Xian kept trying to match this voice with the person in his memory, trying to remember whose voice it was.

"Is Gu Yinian in there? Don't be in a daze, call me back!"

"...You are Jian Wan."

"Shu Xian? Shu Xian! What's wrong with you..."

The next moment, the consciousness drifted away, the sky and the earth spun for a while, fell into a pure white of snow, and then slowly dimmed, everything became darkness.