Sir, I'm not good

The fireworks alarmed their village.

After all, putting two fireworks gift boxes at once, both of which are luxurious gift boxes, really has to be eye-catching.

The children in the village were all excited, and ran out of the house yelling, and the parents who followed hurriedly chased after them.

Half an hour later, Shu Xian sat in the front of Gu Yinian's car, holding a firework stick in his hand, looking at the group of children setting off fireworks in the distance.

The younger children held the firework sticks just like Shu Xian, and the older ones held the Monkey King.

You Haozhe got along well with those children and was very happy.

The village chief seemed a little embarrassed, and came to ask Gu Yinian how much these fireworks cost, but Gu Yinian said no, they couldn't finish them anyway, and there was still in the trunk of the car.

"Brother! Don't run away!"

"Come on, come and chase me! If you catch me, you win!"

Shu Xian held up the firework stick and slashed across the night sky. His ears were filled with the noise of children and the shouts of parents. Anyway, it was very lively.

The wind was so bright that it chilled his ears.

But he was holding fireworks in his left and right hands, and he had no time to cover his ears.

Just as Shu Xian was staring at the flames that were bursting and burning in front of him, a person walked beside him.

"Are your ears cold?"

"Ah."

Then, he felt something covering his numb ears, and the children's cheers suddenly became quieter.

Fireworks burn out here.He put down the burnt fireworks stick.

"Hold me down." Shu Xian opened his arms towards Gu Yinian.

Gu Yinian smiled and hugged Shu Xian's waist, put him off the car, and added at the end: "It's like a ball."

"It's not the down jacket you bought for me." Shu Xian replied dissatisfied.

"It's cold outside the city, when are you planning to go back?"

"Wait a little longer, seeing them having fun."

As Shu Xian spoke, his voice seemed distant and deep, and his gaze was on a little girl not far away, which was also distant.

The girl looked about three or four years old, baby fat, braided, with two dimples when she giggled.

Milky and sweet, like glutinous rice cakes.

Shu Xian looked at her as if he was looking at someone else, someone who had never existed before.

If he had a child, if he and Gu Yinian's child could survive.

"I used to..." Looking at the child, Shu Xian suddenly murmured, "I used to really want to have a child with you."

After finishing speaking, Gu Yinian's expression was a little stagnant, and then his cold eyes were filled with sadness.

Shu Xian didn't know why he would say this, since it was all over.

He hesitated a little, should he continue talking.

Pursing his lips, Shu Xian raised his head, and repeated in a firmer tone: "I used to really want to have a child with you, sir, I couldn't think so much at that time."

"I think she'd better be a little girl." Shu Xian added.

Gu Yinian embraced his shoulders, his Adam's apple rolled, and agreed: "I think so too."

"At that time, I thought, if she was a girl, I would learn a lot of hair braiding skills, make cute little braids for her, and take her by the hand to go to school every day."

"Shoof braid, the kind that shakes when you take a step." Gu Yinian added.

"Well, the kind of little Nezha is also fine, with two soaring claws."

Shu Xian laughed as he spoke, his smile was warm and infiltrating people's hearts.

"If the teacher asks who combed your hair, our precious daughter will say, it's my dad."

"She'd kiss me on the cheek and tell me that's my hairstylist's reward."

"If you are aggressive with her, she will hide behind me and whisper something, stinky dad."

Shu Xian stopped talking, and his warm smile gradually disappeared, only the corners of his mouth were still slightly raised, but it made people feel that this smile was full of regret.

Shu Xian didn't think about the child for a long time.

Only when you go to the hospital for an infusion of inhibitors can you realize that you are an Omega.

It was only when the glands in the back of the neck ached that I remembered that I had a miscarriage in a car accident.

After a long silence, it seemed that he was afraid that he would fall into depression, Gu Yinian asked him: "Do you feel sad?"

Shu Xian put his hand on his heart, paused for a moment, and nodded.

Gu Yinian said: "If you like children, we...maybe we can raise a cat."

Shu Xian didn't answer him.

He knew why Gu Yinian made a sudden change, because it was difficult for them to have another child.

Whether it is physically or psychologically, they all have obstacles that are difficult to overcome, and they all know it.

But in the end it was once longed for and within reach, so he couldn't control his sadness.

He took a few steps forward, getting closer to the group of children.

After a long time, he turned around and said, "Let's get a dog."

Gu Yinian was stunned for a moment, then smiled softly: "Okay."

It was past midnight on the return journey, Shu Xian sat in the passenger seat and fell asleep, and You Haozhe fell asleep in the back seat as well.

The trunk of the car was originally full of fireworks, most of which had just been set off, and now it was filled with food from the village head.

The children were very reluctant to leave them, mainly because of the fireworks.

In the end, Shu Xian eccentrically gave the girl with braided horns a bundle of sky monkeys. The little girl was very happy and kissed Shu Xian on the cheek.

When returning home, Gu Yinian first woke up You Haozhe to move things, then went to the co-pilot and picked up Shu Xian.

"Why are you treated differently?" You Haozhe just woke up, and when he sat in the back seat to relax, he saw Gu Yinian carefully hugging Shu Xian, so he couldn't help complaining.

Gu Yinian did not sympathize with him, and even motioned him to keep his voice down so as not to wake up Shu Xian.

After putting Shu Xian in the bedroom, Gu Yinian went downstairs to help You Haozhe clean up together, moved the things in the car out to put in the refrigerator, and cleaned up the dining table.

"Hello, Gu Yinian."

After almost tidying up, You Haozhe spoke suddenly.

"what's up?"

"Do you think my brother will fall in love with you again?"

"I don't need it."

"But you obviously want it."

You Haozhe's speech seems very loose, but he can always get to the point.

Gu Yinian actually doesn't like to express his feelings to unimportant people. Maybe he always strategizes in business, but his feelings for Shu Xian are indeed very simple.

I don't want Shu Xian to be so complicated to him, he just loves him purely.

And love is always accompanied by possessiveness, which is understandable.

But love can also make people lose themselves, make people noble and hypocritical, and make people say things against their will like "it doesn't matter if you don't love me".

You Haozhe saw that Gu Yinian had stopped talking, so he stopped asking questions.

He could also tell that Gu Yinian loved Shu Xian and longed to be loved, but he couldn't do it, and he didn't want to put pressure on Shu Xian, so he said he didn't need it.

After packing up the garbage in the kitchen, You Haozhe told Gu Yinian: "I don't mean anything else, I just want to say that you are not at all the same as that guy Bai Yu."

"Really? But I think we are the same, love always leads to the same end."

Gu Yinian spoke very mysteriously, making people feel that there was something in his words, that he was reflecting something, or knowing something.

But You Haozhe felt very sleepy, after throwing the trash outside the door, he yawned and went upstairs without asking any more questions.