Sir, I'm not good

"Shu Xian!"

"what happened?"

As soon as Shu Xian walked out of the apartment, he saw Gu Yinian running towards him, he was a little puzzled.

Gu Yinian pressed his shoulders and asked nervously, "Are you okay?"

"I seem to have something to do?" Shu Xian was a little puzzled, wondering why Gu Yinian was nervous here.

Gu Yinian was worried, looked at Shu Xian up and down, turned Shu Xian over, and turned him around after careful inspection.

Did he think too much?

He hugged Shu Xian into his arms, and glanced around again.

After seven o'clock is almost the time to get off work. Most of the people living in the apartment are young people. After work, they come into the building sporadically.

Because the annual vacation has just ended, everyone looks very tired.

The security guards here are very dedicated, watching the residents swiping their cards when entering and leaving, and the takeaway can only be delivered to the collection point on the first floor.

In short, it doesn't look like a place where suspicious people can get in.

"What's wrong? What happened?"

Seeing that Gu Yinian still looked nervous, and his originally lazy expression became more serious, Shu Xian asked.

Gu Yinian confirmed again that there were no suspicious persons around, then he shook his head and denied, "It's nothing, I'm just worried about you."

Looking at Gu Yinian's expression, it didn't look like he was joking. Although he didn't know why he was so nervous all of a sudden, Shu Xian still patted Gu Yinian's head comfortingly.

Shu Xian rolled his lips and said with a smile: "What danger can I be at home? The biggest danger may be myself."

Thinking of all the bruises he had scratched himself, and the wide-open bedroom window, and the sleeping pill bottles he picked up and put down, he felt that he was his own greatest danger.

Gu Yinian also smiled slightly when he heard the words, but it seemed that the smile was a bit far-fetched, as if he still couldn't let go of the worries in his heart.

"Why did your father let you out suddenly?"

Unusual, Shu Xian took the initiative to consider Gu Yinian's state and changed the topic.

Gu Yinian answered him: "I told him that I wanted to go out for dinner with you, and he let me out."

"...So direct?"

"Yeah." Gu Yinian nodded, and added, "He also said that if he came to see you in the future, he wouldn't stop me. The premise is to ensure that the company's affairs are handled properly."

Shu Xian nodded, and then teased, "I never thought you'd be so old and still listen to your father?"

Logically speaking, Gu Yinian is already directly managing Gu's company, so he should be independent enough.

Gu Yinian was also very helpless about this, "I don't want to, but he said that if I don't obey, he will sue my mother."

Shu Xian was dumbfounded, what kind of childish threat was this?

But it's understandable when you think about it, once a woman like Xu Qian gets into trouble, it's really a headache.

If that woman really found out that Gu Yinian was with him, there would be a huge disturbance, and it would not be an exaggeration to come looking for him with a knife.

From this point of view, Gu Yinian was also thinking of him, and he didn't want Xu Qian to trouble him, so he compromised.

Seeing Shu Xian's rich expression, Gu Yinian was surprised for a while and frowned for a while, but now his expression is serious again, and his mood is better.

He rubbed Shu Xian's hair: "Why, aren't you happy to see me at night?"

These words immediately brought Shu Xian back to reality, and the scene of being thrown on the bed by Gu Yinian immediately came to mind.

Shu Xian was a little timid, and asked tentatively, "Well, are you going home after dinner?"

"You want me to go home?"

"No, it's mainly because I'm afraid your father will worry."

"It's okay, he knows I'm with you."

Shu Xian was awkward in place, his brain spinning rapidly trying to find a suitable reason.

After thinking for a moment, he said, "Then your mother will definitely be worried."

But Gu Yinian still smiled without changing his face: "My dad will help me hide it, why, didn't you tell me to come back at night?"

"...Well, what do you want to take me to eat?"

Seeing that the situation was not good, Shu Xian forcibly changed the subject, and took the initiative to grab Gu Yinian's hand, leading him forward.

"Shen Xingran recommended a Japanese restaurant to me two days ago. I heard that eel rice is very good."

With that said, Gu Yinian was dragged to the sidewalk by Shu Xian, and his car was parked opposite.

He turned his head and saw that the white car seemed to have driven away.

"Let's go." After a stream of traffic passed by, Shu Xian dragged Gu Yinian across the road.

Gu Yinian still felt that something was wrong.

The car was there when they came back, and the car hadn't left when he first arrived, but it's gone now.

This feeling is so weird, like...

It was like waiting for Shu Xian to come out.

Gu Yinian's heart was shocked, and he suddenly raised his head to look at Shu Xian who was pulling him ahead.

Shu Xian still dragged him across the road with slow steps, but there was a neighing sound in his ear.

He turned his head in the direction of the sound.

A white car, from far to near.

The roar of the engine and the friction between the tires and the ground became louder and louder, almost deafening.

Everything seemed to slow down.

He saw that the driver in the driver's seat was wearing a white hat, and a pair of slender eyes under the brim were staring at the front.

He was staring at Shu Xian.

"Shu Xian!"

Hearing his name, Shu Xian turned his head subconsciously, and he saw Gu Yinian looking at him anxiously, the panic on his face was clearly reflected.

so bright?Do street lights have that much power?

It seems to be... a car.

Shu Xian didn't have time to look at it, he just felt that he was pushed out, and Gu Yinian's face was still in front of his eyes, but it was getting smaller and blurrier.

Suddenly a white light flashed and everything disappeared.

Without too much pain, Shu Xian just felt dizzy, and then everything in front of him began to tremble.

It's messy and noisy.

He propped his body up from the ground, was stunned for a moment, and his heart sank suddenly.

Gu Yinian?

Shu Xian panicked instantly, he hurriedly looked for Gu Yinian, only to see the ground not far away was red.

Next to it was a white car, someone had already controlled the driver, there were sounds of disputes, noises, pitiful clicks...

very messy.

Shu Xian's whole body began to tremble, from the strands of his hair to his fingertips, his whole body trembled violently.

Another piece of bright red blood gushing out from the depths of memory coincided with the situation in front of me.

His mind went blank.

"Are you alright?" Someone walked towards Shu Xian, squatting beside him very worriedly, wanting to check his situation.

The moment the man put his hand on his shoulder, he shook violently, ignored the man's inquiry, staggered to his feet, and ran towards the bright red like crazy.

No, no, Gu Yinian, I don't want...

He was pushed away just now and was not hit, but he was still shaking violently, and in the end he almost fell to his knees in the blood.

He couldn't see clearly, everything in front of him was blurred and stained with dirty blood.

Some people escorted the driver who caused the accident, some surrounded him and kept shaking their heads and whispering pity, some called 120, and some came to pat Shu Xian on the shoulder to see how Gu Yinian was doing.

But Shu Xian couldn't care about anything, he felt as if he had been crushed, his body was full of blood clots and internal organs, and his breathing was blocked.

Trembling, he touched Gu Yinian's body with his hand, touched it up a little bit, and finally touched his warm cheek.

"Gu, Gu Yinian..."

He couldn't see clearly, as if he was extremely motion sick and was about to pass out.

He could only feel Gu Yinian's position by touching, and then leaned down to get close to Gu Yinian's cheek.

Tears rolled down his face as the warm breath hit his face.

Gu Yinian was lying on the ground, unable to move anywhere, the severe pain made him almost feel no pain.

There is only one thought in his mind, Shu Xian, is Shu Xian okay?

But he couldn't feel anything, all his senses seemed to be slowly deprived, and his eyes were already pitch black.

The world fell into silence.

He felt that he was falling and falling in this silence.

He thought, maybe he wants someone to go.

But suddenly, a voice sounded in my ears, so small, every syllable trembling, but so clear.

It was he calling him.

Don't let him worry.

If he died for him now, he would definitely feel guilty.

I don't want him to feel sad for me anymore, I have already said that I love him...

In an instant, Gu Yinian felt that his consciousness returned to his body, and severe pain like shattering came from every joint.

At the same time, he saw Shu Xian.

The moment his vision recovered, he saw Shu Xian sticking in front of him, with tears dripping down his cheeks.

The blood was hot, but it was far less scorching than Shu Xian's tears.

He seemed to raise his hand to wipe away Shu Xian's tears, but he couldn't control his body, he couldn't even feel where his body parts were.

But, don't cry, don't cry for me anymore, how can I be willing.

Shu Xian knelt beside Gu Yinian, fumbled to hold Gu Yinian's hand, and rubbed his hand against his cheek, ignoring the sticky blood on it.

He murmured and kept repeating, "Please, Gu Yinian, don't go, don't leave me, please..."

He couldn't see anything clearly, he could only keep praying.

"I don't want to lose you, I beg you, don't go..."

There was a lot of noise in his ears, the voices of the onlookers mixed with the angry curses of the perpetrators, and he couldn't hear a word clearly.

But amidst this chaos, Gu Yinian's weak voice rang out so clearly.

"Hey...don't cry."

After the words fell, Shu Xian's tears rolled down uncontrollably, hot and scalding.

The off-duty white-collar workers saw the chaos here as soon as they got off the taxi. The security guards in the apartment building were also on tiptoes trying to see the situation clearly, and the street lights above their heads were "cracking and crackling" on.

All the onlookers felt distressed and whispered, and each sentence had to be accompanied by a "really pitiful".

There are also people who are discussing whether they can survive, condemning the driver who caused the accident for taking revenge on the society, and criticizing why the ambulance has not arrived yet.

In the midst of all the innocence, Shu Xian took Gu Yinian's hand, just like what Gu Yinian had done to him countless times, bowed his head and kissed the back of Gu Yinian's hand.

The blood on Gu Yinian's hands stained Shu Xian's lips, and the smell of blood entered his mouth.

The scenes that had appeared in countless nights of dreams reappeared in front of my eyes once again as the bloody smell in my mouth permeated my body.

Once, that person left him in the same way.