Who Doesn't Like a Sweet Little Alpha?
Chapter 80
Su Qian, who was pushed away, was a little confused.
That was an expression he rarely showed, but at this moment, he really felt overwhelmed.
Not just because of being pushed away,? Also because of... Su Yuzhou's reaction.
The young man sat on the edge of the bed, covering his face with his hands.
Su Qian could clearly feel the momentary alienation from him, as if he had returned to the day when he was about to go to the hospital for a medical examination.
"Zhou Zhou..."
Su Yuzhou raised a hand to stop him. His eyes were red, and his voice was lowered, wrapped in deep disappointment, grievance,? and anger.
"Is that what you wanted to tell me?"
He asked, "In the past half a month,? You have figured this out, haven't you?"
"I……"
Su Qian frowned slightly, and the words he just said flashed through his mind very quickly, but he couldn't tell which sentence made Su Yuzhou so angry.
What he just said is indeed his true inner thoughts...
Doesn't he want to be with him?
Su Yuzhou waited for him to explain, but what he saw was the man's bewildered expression.
He couldn't help but twitched the corner of his mouth, revealing a self-deprecating and embarrassed smile.
It turns out that what kind of boyfriend and what Su Qian likes him are all his own wishful thinking. What Su Qian has done in the past half month is just to sleep with him...
Su Yuzhou raised his hand to cover his face.
Probably from the very beginning, he was wrong.
It is he himself who wants to like him and agrees to be a tool person. Isn't it normal to have such a result?
Su Qian just wanted to ease the passion, but what he wanted was his heart.
Now the two of them have indeed made progress, but the situation seems to be even worse for him.
"I'm sorry, I don't want to continue like this." Su Yuzhou took a deep breath and tried to calm down.
"What I promised you, I will do."
He was the one who asked Su Qian to keep his glands, and he also promised to help solve his problem of passion disorder. He will not go back on his word, but...
"If you haven't promised, you can't."
"Zhouzhou, I..."
"Mr. Su, can I ask you to leave first? I want to be alone now."
Su Qian's words were interrupted by Su Yuzhou.
He listened to his unfamiliar and alienated address again, his face paled.
"Zhouzhou, if I do something wrong, you can tell me."
Su Qian squatted down in front of him, raised his eyes and looked up at him, "Please don't use this method...to push me away."
Su Yuzhou clenched his lower lip. He wanted to speak, but his throat was choked.
Maybe it's because after the passion period, he is no longer affected by hormones, so no matter how much he likes him, he can't cry to him like before.
He had no choice...and didn't want to make it too ugly.
"You go first, let me calm down." Su Yuzhou whispered with all his strength.
There was a deep tiredness in his voice.
Su Qian was very confused, he didn't know what to do now, but he didn't want to leave, he felt that there might be some misunderstanding between them, the misunderstanding must be explained clearly...
However, Su Yuzhou didn't give him this time.
When he saw the door of the rental house closed in front of him, Su Qian froze——
He was kicked out by Su Yuzhou.
Obviously, they were so close a few minutes ago, and he was still wearing his home clothes.
But at this moment, he was kicked out.
Su Qian stared at the door panel in front of him.
He had never experienced anything like this before—being kicked out by an Alpha, or after he showed his love...
He felt his heart being torn in two.
One half is his self-esteem, the other half is his love, the two halves tore each other, making him stand still, but unable to say a word.
Why?Su Yuzhou...
If you don't want to be with me, why did you tease me like that before?
Why on earth are you doing this...
in the room.
Su Yuzhou leaned back against the door panel, lowered his head slightly, and the shadow cast by his bangs covered his eyes.
He stood there for a long time, until he heard the sound of leaving footsteps in the aisle outside, then he raised his hand and wiped his eyes dejectedly.
The back of the hand was full of water stains, shining crystal light.
It's just going back to being alone again.
Su Yuzhou clenched his lips, unconsciously the beautiful past of the two of them emerged in his mind, his vision gradually blurred, he raised his hand again, and wiped away his tears vigorously.
He is right to do so.
It was a mistake in the first place, and he's just getting things back on track now.
Su Yuzhou forced himself to lift his feet and shuffled towards the house.
Looking up, he inadvertently saw the window of the living room.
It was wiped so bright and clean, and the sunlight poured in, but it couldn't dispel the haze in his heart.
Moving to a new home should have been a happy thing.
But now, looking at this room, Su Yuzhou felt so heavy and tired.
He goes back to the bedroom.
In the small room, there is still a faint fragrance of chestnuts.
Su Yuzhou's footsteps paused slightly, and finally he turned and walked away. When he came to the study, he smelled the scent of chestnuts again.
He gritted his teeth and turned to the kitchen.
This is a place where Su Qian didn't set foot today, so he shouldn't be able to smell his breath...
Then, he remembered something, hesitantly reached out to open the cabinet, and there was a box inside.
In the box was the last piece of chestnut cake, which he was reluctant to eat.
Su Yuzhou took out the box.
He wanted to throw it away, but in the end he was reluctant. He opened the lid of the box, took out the last piece of chestnut cake, and stuffed it into his mouth.
While eating, tears kept gushing from his eyes, and he didn't wipe them away.
He needs to vent.
Otherwise, he might go crazy.
It's not that he is loved by no one, the current him, his parents and sister...
They all love him... Su Qian...
Su Yuzhou sighed weakly.
He went to the bathroom to wash his face well, then hugged the pillow to the living room, and lay down on the sofa.
After sending a message to Papa Su and the others, he turned off the phone, hugged the pillow and closed his eyes, and buried his entire face in the pillow.
It's just a broken relationship, it'll be fine after a night of sleep...
he thought to himself.
In the evening, the orange light came in from the window of the living room and hit the young man, making him look even more fragile.
The sun is slowly setting.
As night fell, the house was plunged into darkness.
Outside, footsteps sounded again.
Su Qian looked at the door in front of him, took out his phone, looked down for a while, and finally called up the address book and clicked on Su Yuzhou's number.
"Beep-beep-"
"Sorry, the phone you dialed has been switched off."
Su Qian pursed his lips, cut off the call without saying a word, and then sat down cross-legged at the door.
He remembered the scene when Su Yuzhou went to country S to find him that day, and to this day, he can still remember the heartbeat at that time.
Su Yuzhou...
Impossible not to have feelings for him.
Su Qian wiped his face vigorously, and vaguely guessed that Su Yuzhou seemed to have some knots...
He wanted to ask him immediately, but with Su Yuzhou's state, maybe he really needed to calm down first.
Su Qian leaned his back against the door panel, the moonlight shone on him, his figure was a bit lonely, but also revealed a kind of firmness.
In the early morning of the next day, Su Yuzhou opened his eyes uncomfortably under the influence of his biological clock.
Looking at the unfamiliar environment, he was stunned for a few seconds.
Finally, he sat up and covered his head, sat there for a while, then got up and went to the bathroom to wash up.
In the mirror, his face was reflected.
The eyes were red and swollen again, like light bulbs, as ugly as they could be.
Su Yuzhou pursed his lips. After brushing his teeth and washing his face, he went back to the living room and picked up his phone.
After turning it on, they found two unread messages, which were sent by Su's father, because he had reported before turning off the machine, so they didn't worry too much.
In addition to unread messages, there are...
Su Qian's missed call.
It was around twelve o'clock last night, and only one call was made. I guess he didn't continue to call after hearing that his phone was turned off.
Su Yuzhou looked at the phone, leaned back on the sofa, and unconsciously recalled everything yesterday in his mind.
He couldn't help but think...
Was all that Su Qian did for him really just to sleep with him?
Su Yuzhou closed his eyes and forced himself not to think about this sad question.
The young man patted his cheeks, stood up, and was about to pack up his things and go home after breakfast.
He kept himself busy.
Not only did I clean the floor again, mop it inside and out again, I even wiped the table again, and then went into the bathroom to get the dirty clothes to wash.
As a result, he saw the clothes that Su Qian changed last night.
The heart suddenly tightened again.
Su Yuzhou pursed his lips, and finally walked over, picked out the man's clothes, prepared to take them for dry cleaning, and mail them back to him.
"Snapped--"
Something fell on the bathroom tile and Gululu rolled under the sink.
Su Yuzhou had no choice but to put down the clothes in his hands, squatted down, and stretched out his hands to pick them up.
He thought it would be a keychain or something, but when he touched the little thing, he couldn't help being slightly startled.
He withdrew his hand and looked down at the things in his hand.
A small box, and inside it is...
Ring.
Su Yuzhou opened the lid of the box and looked at the diamond ring safely stored inside. His eyes slowly widened, and he was caught off guard. His heart seemed to be hit hard by a heavy object several times.
He was stunned for a while, and finally, with trembling hands, he took out the ring and put it on his left ring finger.
Just right, not too big or small, as if...
It's for him.
Su Yuzhou's mind suddenly flashed details that he hadn't thought about yesterday——
After Su Qian said that, he reached out to touch his pocket, he...does he want to take this?
Su Yuzhou got up in a hurry, went back to the living room, called up the missed call and played it back.
However, the other party shut down.
Su Yuzhou hesitated for a moment, then hurriedly picked up his backpack, and stuffed his cell phone keys into it.
He's going to find Su Qian, to ask him for clarification!
"Whoa-"
He opened the anti-theft door of the rental house. Su Yuzhou wanted to run out, but saw a figure leaning against the door.
His eyes widened involuntarily.
The man was still wearing his house clothes, his head was lowered and he was leaning against the door, his tall figure was curled up, sleeping there pitifully.
"Su Qian..."
He stayed here all night?
Su Yuzhou was shocked by this realization, he hurried out of the room and squatted in front of Su Qian.
And Su Qian was also woken up by the sound of him opening the door.
He looked at the young man in front of him and the worry in his eyes, and couldn't help suspecting that he was dreaming.
He raised his hand and stroked the young man's cheek.
The soft touch made him feel a little dazed, as if it was real...
"Zhou Zhou?"
Su Yuzhou looked at him, helpless and distressed, and at the same time a little angry.
Su Qian is a big idiot...
He stretched out his hands to hold the man's face, leaned over and kissed him directly.
Su Qian couldn't help but widen his eyes, and finally realized that the young man kissing him in front of him was not his dream, but...why?
Has Su Yuzhou thought it through?
The kiss didn't last long.
Soon, Su Yuzhou let go of him.
Su Qian stared at him in puzzlement, watching him gently curl the corners of his mouth, revealing a gentle smile.
"Su Qian, I like you."
The young man said solemnly, his eyes were filled with bright light, soft and so bright.
Su Qian felt his heart beating very fast. He looked at Su Yuzhou, opened his mouth slightly, and stretched out his hand to touch him, only to see a mist appear in the young man's eyes.
"This is the correct way to confess." The young man said.
Su Qian was startled, a little stunned.
He stared at Su Yuzhou with fixed eyebrows, his dark eyes stared deeply at him.
The light in the corridor was not bright, his eyes were slightly swollen, and his haggard face made him feel infinite pity.
Although there are still doubts that have not been solved, but...
Su Qian held the young man's face, leaned over and kissed his forehead, and said in a low voice, "I'm sorry...and, I like it..."
"I love you, Su Yuzhou."
The author has something to say: what?
That was an expression he rarely showed, but at this moment, he really felt overwhelmed.
Not just because of being pushed away,? Also because of... Su Yuzhou's reaction.
The young man sat on the edge of the bed, covering his face with his hands.
Su Qian could clearly feel the momentary alienation from him, as if he had returned to the day when he was about to go to the hospital for a medical examination.
"Zhou Zhou..."
Su Yuzhou raised a hand to stop him. His eyes were red, and his voice was lowered, wrapped in deep disappointment, grievance,? and anger.
"Is that what you wanted to tell me?"
He asked, "In the past half a month,? You have figured this out, haven't you?"
"I……"
Su Qian frowned slightly, and the words he just said flashed through his mind very quickly, but he couldn't tell which sentence made Su Yuzhou so angry.
What he just said is indeed his true inner thoughts...
Doesn't he want to be with him?
Su Yuzhou waited for him to explain, but what he saw was the man's bewildered expression.
He couldn't help but twitched the corner of his mouth, revealing a self-deprecating and embarrassed smile.
It turns out that what kind of boyfriend and what Su Qian likes him are all his own wishful thinking. What Su Qian has done in the past half month is just to sleep with him...
Su Yuzhou raised his hand to cover his face.
Probably from the very beginning, he was wrong.
It is he himself who wants to like him and agrees to be a tool person. Isn't it normal to have such a result?
Su Qian just wanted to ease the passion, but what he wanted was his heart.
Now the two of them have indeed made progress, but the situation seems to be even worse for him.
"I'm sorry, I don't want to continue like this." Su Yuzhou took a deep breath and tried to calm down.
"What I promised you, I will do."
He was the one who asked Su Qian to keep his glands, and he also promised to help solve his problem of passion disorder. He will not go back on his word, but...
"If you haven't promised, you can't."
"Zhouzhou, I..."
"Mr. Su, can I ask you to leave first? I want to be alone now."
Su Qian's words were interrupted by Su Yuzhou.
He listened to his unfamiliar and alienated address again, his face paled.
"Zhouzhou, if I do something wrong, you can tell me."
Su Qian squatted down in front of him, raised his eyes and looked up at him, "Please don't use this method...to push me away."
Su Yuzhou clenched his lower lip. He wanted to speak, but his throat was choked.
Maybe it's because after the passion period, he is no longer affected by hormones, so no matter how much he likes him, he can't cry to him like before.
He had no choice...and didn't want to make it too ugly.
"You go first, let me calm down." Su Yuzhou whispered with all his strength.
There was a deep tiredness in his voice.
Su Qian was very confused, he didn't know what to do now, but he didn't want to leave, he felt that there might be some misunderstanding between them, the misunderstanding must be explained clearly...
However, Su Yuzhou didn't give him this time.
When he saw the door of the rental house closed in front of him, Su Qian froze——
He was kicked out by Su Yuzhou.
Obviously, they were so close a few minutes ago, and he was still wearing his home clothes.
But at this moment, he was kicked out.
Su Qian stared at the door panel in front of him.
He had never experienced anything like this before—being kicked out by an Alpha, or after he showed his love...
He felt his heart being torn in two.
One half is his self-esteem, the other half is his love, the two halves tore each other, making him stand still, but unable to say a word.
Why?Su Yuzhou...
If you don't want to be with me, why did you tease me like that before?
Why on earth are you doing this...
in the room.
Su Yuzhou leaned back against the door panel, lowered his head slightly, and the shadow cast by his bangs covered his eyes.
He stood there for a long time, until he heard the sound of leaving footsteps in the aisle outside, then he raised his hand and wiped his eyes dejectedly.
The back of the hand was full of water stains, shining crystal light.
It's just going back to being alone again.
Su Yuzhou clenched his lips, unconsciously the beautiful past of the two of them emerged in his mind, his vision gradually blurred, he raised his hand again, and wiped away his tears vigorously.
He is right to do so.
It was a mistake in the first place, and he's just getting things back on track now.
Su Yuzhou forced himself to lift his feet and shuffled towards the house.
Looking up, he inadvertently saw the window of the living room.
It was wiped so bright and clean, and the sunlight poured in, but it couldn't dispel the haze in his heart.
Moving to a new home should have been a happy thing.
But now, looking at this room, Su Yuzhou felt so heavy and tired.
He goes back to the bedroom.
In the small room, there is still a faint fragrance of chestnuts.
Su Yuzhou's footsteps paused slightly, and finally he turned and walked away. When he came to the study, he smelled the scent of chestnuts again.
He gritted his teeth and turned to the kitchen.
This is a place where Su Qian didn't set foot today, so he shouldn't be able to smell his breath...
Then, he remembered something, hesitantly reached out to open the cabinet, and there was a box inside.
In the box was the last piece of chestnut cake, which he was reluctant to eat.
Su Yuzhou took out the box.
He wanted to throw it away, but in the end he was reluctant. He opened the lid of the box, took out the last piece of chestnut cake, and stuffed it into his mouth.
While eating, tears kept gushing from his eyes, and he didn't wipe them away.
He needs to vent.
Otherwise, he might go crazy.
It's not that he is loved by no one, the current him, his parents and sister...
They all love him... Su Qian...
Su Yuzhou sighed weakly.
He went to the bathroom to wash his face well, then hugged the pillow to the living room, and lay down on the sofa.
After sending a message to Papa Su and the others, he turned off the phone, hugged the pillow and closed his eyes, and buried his entire face in the pillow.
It's just a broken relationship, it'll be fine after a night of sleep...
he thought to himself.
In the evening, the orange light came in from the window of the living room and hit the young man, making him look even more fragile.
The sun is slowly setting.
As night fell, the house was plunged into darkness.
Outside, footsteps sounded again.
Su Qian looked at the door in front of him, took out his phone, looked down for a while, and finally called up the address book and clicked on Su Yuzhou's number.
"Beep-beep-"
"Sorry, the phone you dialed has been switched off."
Su Qian pursed his lips, cut off the call without saying a word, and then sat down cross-legged at the door.
He remembered the scene when Su Yuzhou went to country S to find him that day, and to this day, he can still remember the heartbeat at that time.
Su Yuzhou...
Impossible not to have feelings for him.
Su Qian wiped his face vigorously, and vaguely guessed that Su Yuzhou seemed to have some knots...
He wanted to ask him immediately, but with Su Yuzhou's state, maybe he really needed to calm down first.
Su Qian leaned his back against the door panel, the moonlight shone on him, his figure was a bit lonely, but also revealed a kind of firmness.
In the early morning of the next day, Su Yuzhou opened his eyes uncomfortably under the influence of his biological clock.
Looking at the unfamiliar environment, he was stunned for a few seconds.
Finally, he sat up and covered his head, sat there for a while, then got up and went to the bathroom to wash up.
In the mirror, his face was reflected.
The eyes were red and swollen again, like light bulbs, as ugly as they could be.
Su Yuzhou pursed his lips. After brushing his teeth and washing his face, he went back to the living room and picked up his phone.
After turning it on, they found two unread messages, which were sent by Su's father, because he had reported before turning off the machine, so they didn't worry too much.
In addition to unread messages, there are...
Su Qian's missed call.
It was around twelve o'clock last night, and only one call was made. I guess he didn't continue to call after hearing that his phone was turned off.
Su Yuzhou looked at the phone, leaned back on the sofa, and unconsciously recalled everything yesterday in his mind.
He couldn't help but think...
Was all that Su Qian did for him really just to sleep with him?
Su Yuzhou closed his eyes and forced himself not to think about this sad question.
The young man patted his cheeks, stood up, and was about to pack up his things and go home after breakfast.
He kept himself busy.
Not only did I clean the floor again, mop it inside and out again, I even wiped the table again, and then went into the bathroom to get the dirty clothes to wash.
As a result, he saw the clothes that Su Qian changed last night.
The heart suddenly tightened again.
Su Yuzhou pursed his lips, and finally walked over, picked out the man's clothes, prepared to take them for dry cleaning, and mail them back to him.
"Snapped--"
Something fell on the bathroom tile and Gululu rolled under the sink.
Su Yuzhou had no choice but to put down the clothes in his hands, squatted down, and stretched out his hands to pick them up.
He thought it would be a keychain or something, but when he touched the little thing, he couldn't help being slightly startled.
He withdrew his hand and looked down at the things in his hand.
A small box, and inside it is...
Ring.
Su Yuzhou opened the lid of the box and looked at the diamond ring safely stored inside. His eyes slowly widened, and he was caught off guard. His heart seemed to be hit hard by a heavy object several times.
He was stunned for a while, and finally, with trembling hands, he took out the ring and put it on his left ring finger.
Just right, not too big or small, as if...
It's for him.
Su Yuzhou's mind suddenly flashed details that he hadn't thought about yesterday——
After Su Qian said that, he reached out to touch his pocket, he...does he want to take this?
Su Yuzhou got up in a hurry, went back to the living room, called up the missed call and played it back.
However, the other party shut down.
Su Yuzhou hesitated for a moment, then hurriedly picked up his backpack, and stuffed his cell phone keys into it.
He's going to find Su Qian, to ask him for clarification!
"Whoa-"
He opened the anti-theft door of the rental house. Su Yuzhou wanted to run out, but saw a figure leaning against the door.
His eyes widened involuntarily.
The man was still wearing his house clothes, his head was lowered and he was leaning against the door, his tall figure was curled up, sleeping there pitifully.
"Su Qian..."
He stayed here all night?
Su Yuzhou was shocked by this realization, he hurried out of the room and squatted in front of Su Qian.
And Su Qian was also woken up by the sound of him opening the door.
He looked at the young man in front of him and the worry in his eyes, and couldn't help suspecting that he was dreaming.
He raised his hand and stroked the young man's cheek.
The soft touch made him feel a little dazed, as if it was real...
"Zhou Zhou?"
Su Yuzhou looked at him, helpless and distressed, and at the same time a little angry.
Su Qian is a big idiot...
He stretched out his hands to hold the man's face, leaned over and kissed him directly.
Su Qian couldn't help but widen his eyes, and finally realized that the young man kissing him in front of him was not his dream, but...why?
Has Su Yuzhou thought it through?
The kiss didn't last long.
Soon, Su Yuzhou let go of him.
Su Qian stared at him in puzzlement, watching him gently curl the corners of his mouth, revealing a gentle smile.
"Su Qian, I like you."
The young man said solemnly, his eyes were filled with bright light, soft and so bright.
Su Qian felt his heart beating very fast. He looked at Su Yuzhou, opened his mouth slightly, and stretched out his hand to touch him, only to see a mist appear in the young man's eyes.
"This is the correct way to confess." The young man said.
Su Qian was startled, a little stunned.
He stared at Su Yuzhou with fixed eyebrows, his dark eyes stared deeply at him.
The light in the corridor was not bright, his eyes were slightly swollen, and his haggard face made him feel infinite pity.
Although there are still doubts that have not been solved, but...
Su Qian held the young man's face, leaned over and kissed his forehead, and said in a low voice, "I'm sorry...and, I like it..."
"I love you, Su Yuzhou."
The author has something to say: what?
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