He regretted it after the stand-in ended

Zhao Xingxing almost walked out by supporting the wall.

"Mr. Zhao, please come this way." The deacon in the manor politely pointed out the direction for him to leave. It seemed that Li Min would not be coming back. I don't know what news they received to see off the guests.

The bewildered guests walked out of the banquet hall before they started talking.

Listening to their whispered conversations, they were all asking each other who that young boy was and what relationship he had with Li Ming.

But someone reminded them a few words, so they calmed down and left separately.

Zhao Xingxing stood in front of his car, and the sweat dripped down slowly.

Of course he knew who that person was.

It was brought by him himself.

God can learn from it, he really only thought that Li Min had brought Jing Yu to terminate the contract, as if he valued him very much, so he wanted to play this favor card.

Seeing him and Jing Yu coming together, Li Min might feel that he and Jing Yu have a good relationship, and there will be fewer actions against him.

But... now Zhao Xingxing thinks belatedly.

I'm afraid that Li Min moved him not because of the trivial termination fee.

It was because he had treated Jing Yu harshly.

Zhao Xingxing choked, feeling regretful in his heart.Why didn't he treat Jing Yu better at the beginning?It's strange to think about it, Jing Yu has such good conditions, why has he been in Xingxing for so long, and he doesn't even have the slightest impression?

He felt that he had died unjustly, and it might not be his fault at all.

He wanted to smoke a cigarette, but he thought about where he was, so he didn't dare to make a move, so he had to look around and quietly called his deputy.

"Mr. Zhao? What's the matter this early in the morning?" The deputy yawned over there.

Zhao Xingxing got angry when he heard this, but he still maintained his basic sanity, calmed down his emotions, and said, "It's okay, I'll call you by the way to ask you, Jing Yu, do you know who was in charge before?"

The other side yawned halfway, when Zhao Xingxing mentioned this name, he was shocked.

...Jing Yu.

He is too familiar with this name.

Ever since he learned that he had successfully auditioned for Li Ming's new male lead, he was a little flustered.

Later, every time Jing Yu was hacked, he secretly stoked the flames.

Without him, it's just a guilty conscience.

He deceived himself, what if the movie fails?What if Jing Yu is not so good?What if the audience thinks that he is not worthy of Li Min's work?

It was as if there was one more person who didn't like Jing Yu, so he felt at ease.

The panic reached its peak after the movie was released.

He saw a lot of praise words on the Internet and word-of-mouth reversal overnight, and he was so panicked that he couldn't sleep in the middle of the night.

Just last year, Jing Yu was favored by a well-equipped team through his performance, and proposed a cooperation invitation to Xingxing.

He took a look at the notebook and thought it was really good, so he recommended Lin Cheng to that team.

Tell them that these two people look alike, if Lin Cheng is a bit more aggressive, the result of the photo will be better.

That team wanted to fight for it later, but he refused to go back because Jing Yu couldn't afford to work. He still remembered the disappointed look of the director when he left.

But what kind of job did Jing Yu have at that time?Squatting at home every day, I can't even receive the most common promotion.

But between Lin Cheng and Jing Yu, he chose Lin Cheng without hesitation.

After all, Lin Cheng was popular.

There are people behind it.

As for Jing Yu?Lin Cheng hated him, and he suppressed him. He would never have a chance to stand up in his life, and naturally he would not be able to take revenge on them.

But how could he have thought that there would be such an accident as Li Ye...

Not only did they choose him as the male lead, but they also directly led him to terminate the contract with Xingxing.

After Jing Yu left Xingxing, he was worried every day, lest Jing Yu become popular.

After that, it was as if good luck had come to an end. Lin Cheng's projects were always going badly, a sum of investment was withdrawn, the crew collapsed, and finally a shoddy drama came out when the contract was almost up. .

This big project, which was originally highly anticipated, was dragged down a little bit and turned into an unfinished product in the hands. No big platform was willing to sign it. The fans of several leading actors were waiting like crazy, and the topic level gradually declined.

What's worse, he found that Lin Chenghe's benefactor who praised him seemed to have a relationship problem.

At this moment, Jing Yu ushered in a turnaround.

Every day he was anxiously waiting for Jing Yu's counterattack against him, would he use the same method to get Lin Cheng to steal the script?Or use his own influence as a bargaining chip to destroy the project in his hand.

After finally waiting for the news that Jing Yu would concentrate on filming the next movie, he was greatly relieved, thinking that this matter should be over.

Until today, Zhao Xingxing suddenly mentioned this name to him.

He paused, and said cautiously: "Why did Mr. Zhao suddenly mention him? Is Jing Yu threatening you with something and exchanging resources with you?"

Zhao Xingxing paused, and his heart gradually cooled down.What a fine man he is, just by hearing this tone, he knows that the deputy is not innocent.

Although he was so angry that he wanted to kick him out of the earth, Zhao Xingxing still maintained the basic mind of a businessman. He turned on the recording and continued: "Why do you ask like this? That's not true. I just don't like him and don't know him. How can you receive this kind of resources, when he was in the company, did you attach great importance to him?"

The deputy immediately thought that he was not dealing with Jing Yu, and hurriedly said: "No, Mr. Zhao, when he was in the company, I didn't look down on him at all. He treats him as coldly as he wants. It's almost the same as Xuezang. Give others a few resources, who knows how he can be popular with his qualifications? If he climbs a high branch, he will leave us, and if he is really drifting, he will forget his roots."

Zhao Xingxing was so angry that his hands were already shaking, but his voice was still calm, and he said, "I see."

The deputy was about to say a few more words when he heard Zhao Xingxing continue: "You can prepare and take the blame and resign."

"……what?"

"When you return to your country, you will hold a board meeting. Clean up your office first and give it to someone with a brain."

"..."

Still in aphasia over there, Zhao Xingxing, who had already been extremely angry, hung up the phone, and sent a notice in the company's internal work software, spending a total of [-] words verbally insulting the idiot deputy, and the night owl employees were shocked. Face dumbfounded.

In the end, he concluded his speech, and in the company's large group @者手: You idiot, get out of the company!

other people:"……?"

Seeing that the president has written more than a dozen posts by himself, in line with the principle of sharing the worries of the leaders, hundreds of employees, although they don't know the outline of the previous situation, share the same hatred, they are filled with righteous indignation, and started to post in the group for the leaders.

Finance Xiaofang: @孙外希市 idiot, get out of the company!

PR-Director Li: @孙外局Idiot, get out of the company!

Official account docking Xiao Wang: @孙外市 idiot, get out of the company!

……

The people of Star Entertainment are not good at anything else, but they are good at booing.

Vice President Sun was still sluggishly unable to figure out what happened to make President Zhao, who was still on a cheerful face last second, suddenly change color.

However, no matter how hard he thought about it, he had to face a reality.

He was dumped by Stellar Entertainment.

Everything that has been worked hard here for more than ten years in the past has been turned into dust in an instant.

Vice President Sun stared blankly at the idiots that kept popping up on the screen for a long time, then suddenly remembered something, and hurriedly called Lin Cheng.

"Lin Cheng, Lin Cheng!" Without waiting for an answer, he said cracklingly, "I'm done, something happened to me, you want to protect me, where is Mr. Xie? Mr. Xie, go and say something to Zhao Xingxing, okay? Help me I beg you, we have cooperated for so long, you can't sit idly by..."

There was a moment of silence over there, and he smiled sarcastically: "Don't you know yet? Xie Zhian and I quarreled again."

"I know, you guys are awkward, but you have to see the big picture! How much have I helped you? You said that the two dramas last year, if I hadn't temporarily cut off the beard, would they have been in your hands? Just accept it." It’s okay to be soft, just to help me..."

"Do you think Xie Zhi'an still listens to me?"

Lin Cheng looked at the watch in his hand, no matter how he looked at it, he felt it was an eyesore.

Xie Zhian not only bought it for him, but also bought it for Jing Yu.He is indeed generous, but this generosity is too broad, not only to Lin Cheng, but also to another person.

He still hasn't figured out why everything has developed like this.

He thought that Xie Zhian would always stand behind him without complaint or regret, but he only refused a few times, and Xie Zhian had Jing Yu by his side.

He thought that if he tried his best to stop Jing Yu, it would be impossible for him to have a bright future, but his project has been a mess and he is still facing a large amount of compensation, while Jing Yu has already moved from the small screen to the big screen.

He thought that Xie Zhian used Jing Yu as a nanny and a toy, but...

No one would lose their soul after losing an insignificant toy.

This person doesn't know what love is at all, he just takes others as sustenance.

Lin Cheng is his sustenance for his youth, and Jing Yu is his sustenance for that stable life.

What he is reluctant to come out of is just his own good memories, and it has nothing to do with who is in the memories.

Others, at most, are helpers who accompany him to build the dream together.

But in the past, Lin Cheng really thought that he was inextricably loved by him.

Xie Zhian not only deceived him, but also deceived himself.

Vice President Sun was speechless for a moment.

It took him a long time to ask with trembling lips: "Is there really no room for turning around?"

"It's up to you."

Lin Cheng hung up the phone unceremoniously, and Vice President Sun also despaired, and put down his hand weakly.

Why is it?

Is it really because of Jing Yu?

Jing Yu... Ren took revenge on him until now?

Even the current Jing Yu can at most stumbling him, making him feel bad and his reputation bad. How could it be possible for him to directly lose everything he owns?

……

Zhao Xingxing was in great pain.

He thought to himself, he must never do anything to bully others in the future.

The water in this circle is too deep, who knows if the person you bullied will become some big guy who can't be messed with in the future.

He stayed alone outside the manor for a long time, and everyone else left, only his car was still parked here, which was very inappropriate.

As soon as he looked up, he felt even more ashamed to be looked at by the politely smiling deacon.It seems that Jing Yu won't be able to come out tonight, so he should hurry up and get lost.

Just as he was about to get in the car, the door opened again.

Zhao Xingxing froze for a moment, his eyes scorched by the light from that place.

Who is out?

After refocusing his eyes, he found that one of the figures was extremely conspicuous—it was obviously the initiator of the banquet.

He paused, and his eyes fell in front of him again.

Li Min clasped hands with the person in front of him.

The two didn't pay attention to him, and a car slowly slid over, blocking his view.From his perspective, he could only see Li Ye squatting halfway by the car door with his head raised, as if he was listening to the people sitting in the car.

He listened very seriously, with an extremely beautiful profile, but quiet and docile.

Not knowing what the people in the car said, he grinned, showing a very shallow, almost invisible arc of smile.

The man in the car reached out and ruffled his hair.

Li Min was not disgusted at all.

Zhao Xingxing was deeply horrified.

Who is in the car?

fuck me?

Could it be Jing Yu? ? ?

……

Jing Yu was really a little out of control.

Director Li's hair is a little longer than last year, and it's not as sticky as it is.

He couldn't help but want to rub his head.

Probably because he was so proud of being favored, he knew in his heart that no matter how he tried to mess with Director Li, he would not resist.

When he messed up Director Li's hair, Director Li quietly waited for him to continue talking.

In the brilliant background light of the building, his eyes shimmered, very peaceful, but even showing a heart-pounding innocence.

Under his gaze, Jing Yu gradually calmed down, not knowing what to say first.But whatever you say is fine.

He held Li Ye's wrist and asked him, "Do you have that watch too?"

As he spoke, he rolled up his sleeves, revealing the watch he had been wearing since he received it.

Li Ming's wrist bones are clean, and the connecting forearms are smooth and firm, but there is nothing.

His eyes followed Jing Yu's to his wrist, he was stunned for a moment, and said: "...I have it too."

It's just that he has never worn such a ostentatious accessory.

At that time, I ordered it, but I just thought that there were two of them, and I didn't want the same one as Jing Yu to fall into the hands of others, so I bought them together.

If Jing Yu gets tired of wearing the silver one, he can change to this black one.

But he never felt that the watch "belongs" to him.

Jing Yu handed him his wrist, put his head together, and pointed to him.

"There's a small part in the lower right corner of this piece." He touched the surface lightly, and a small piece of metal danced and became an irregular semicircle.

"If there is another piece, it should be the other half." Jing Yu paused, and added, "It's a heart shape when put together."

He whispered: "...what a corny idea."

It would have been more convincing if there hadn't been so much uncontrollable chuckle in his voice.

But he soon realized that Li Ye would take it seriously, so he continued to add: "I like old-fashioned the most."

He stroked Li Ming's wrist and said, "It suits you very well."

Not just that watch.

He also knows a lot of things that are very suitable for Director Li.

A floral shirt with oil painting texture, a gentleman's fedora hat from the last century, a narrow silver ring, a shiny black piano, and a bodychain that hangs down to the back and waist.

... What is he thinking, this seems to be difficult to see people.

but.

He looked at Li Min with a burning bright gaze.

It seems that he has the opportunity to test those possibilities one by one on Director Li.

Li Min didn't know why the auricles were a little hot.

He fixedly looked at Jing Yu and said, "...OK."

Li Min held his hand, raised his wrist, closed his eyes, kissed him lightly, and said softly, "I will be more conscious."

More conscious of what?Jing Yu dare not imagine.

He only saw Li Ye's red ears.

"Will I still see you after returning to China?" Jing Yu finally asked him lying on the window.

"Soon." Li Min replied obediently, adjusted his cuffs with lowered eyes, and adjusted the watch strap to the most suitable length.

Jing Yu didn't take back his hand, just talking to him like that.

"Director Li, do you know what movie I'm making this time?"

"What is it?" Li Ming still asked him cooperatively.

"God-making plan."

Jing Yu looked up at him, his eyes were bright, "I'm the director, I'm the protagonist."

Li Ming's hand paused.

He thought he would wait until Li Ye said forget it or something.

But the prototype of this god-making plan, the god who was harshly created and then abandoned, smiled at him very lightly, like a breeze blowing away.

Said: "Jing Yu is really amazing."

He went on to say, "It's already possible to be alone."

Jing Yu could see relief, even pride, in his eyes.

He murmured: "It will be better with Director Li around."

Li Min shook his head, smiled lightly and said, "Let's shoot."

After looking at each other for a long time, Jing Yu also smiled slightly.

"Then I'll go."

"it is good."

"Next time you come to see me, bring its other half."

"it is good."

"The premiere must come in a fair manner."

"it is good."

After all the instructions that should be ordered, all the uncertain hearts settled down, Jing Yu's heart was very peaceful.

He can do it all.

Li Ming can too.

After an unknown amount of time, the car drove away, and there was only one figure left outside the iron gate wrapped in ivy.

Only then did Zhao Xingxing dare to let out his held breath, and let out a long breath.

Just as Li Min was about to leave without paying attention, a voice stopped him: "Zhao Xingxing."

He stopped again for a moment, put on a kind smile, and turned his head, "Mr. Li, long time no, long time no see!"

Li Min was hanging his head down, buttoning the cuff buttons that Jing Yu had untied.After clasping, he lowered his arms, and his slender figure stood alone and desolate in the night, losing the vitality of the moment just now.

After being called to stop by Li Ye, there was no further comment for a while.

The man just put his pocket in his pocket and stared at the direction of the journey, as if he had forgotten him.

Just when Zhao Xingxing was about to relax again, he suddenly said: "Is there any result?"

"Oh, oh, it was my deputy who did the trick. I announced overnight that I would fire him, and I can execute it when I return home."

There is no more text.

This time, Zhao Xingxing gritted his teeth, and hurriedly revealed his erroneous achievements: "Mr. Li, I brought Mr. Jing Yu here this time because I wanted to make up for my past mistakes and invested a sum of money in his new work, of course." There is no need to repay this, I owe Teacher Jing Yu this, as for this dinner, uh, I thought, originally..."

Unexpectedly, he seemed to see Li Min, who was upright, smiled slightly invisibly.

"You did a good job."

Zhao Xingxing lifted his spirits.

He straightened his waist twice, "Indeed, it's a good thing, I'm honored..."

"Do you still want to continue doing good deeds?"

Zhao Xingxing was stunned.

***

On some days in early spring, the snow was still overwhelming.

Li Xiaoshan likes the terrain with the mountains at its back and the lake facing. This house was built very early, and it has been planned as a site for his retirement since more than ten years ago.

It was the first time that Li Lang and his father came to this place to see the old man.

This manor is grand and brightly built, the road is straight inward, the two walls are wide open, and the undulating hillside seems to stretch without end.

Li Lang was so greedy that he couldn't close his mouth, how much money would it take to buy such a big place.

Has he underestimated his grandfather's wealth all these years?

"Dad, can I stay here for two years?" He couldn't help asking.

His father didn't hold back and gave him a hammer.

Mentally retarded thing, shameful, how did I give birth to such a thing, it doesn't look like his brother, although...

His father stopped thinking about it.

There are some things that make anyone uncomfortable if they think too much.

Li Lang was beaten for a while, and he didn't dare to utter wild words. He followed behind his father disheartenedly, looking at his grandfather with his head drooping.

Li Xiaoshan's house is at the end of the main road of the manor.

Li Lang felt that he had traveled a long way before reaching this building.He followed his father step by step, doing whatever he asked himself to do, afraid that if he said something wrong again, the old man who was already getting worse and worse would grab him.

However, when he entered the bedroom cautiously, he saw a person standing in front of the bed.

Because of the impressive height and straight back, he recognized it immediately. Isn't this Li Ming, his deadly enemy since childhood.

Why is Li Ming here?

Li Lang, who knew nothing about the current situation at home, obviously became the one who was the least aware of the situation. In his mind, Li Min should be used as a messenger by the old man, running around the world, doing things hard and tiringly.He thought he was the first grandchild to visit the old man.

But how do you think Li Ye is like this... as if he has stayed here and never walked?

Li Lang was a little confused.

But no one paid attention to him because Li Xiaoshan was sleeping.

As he got older, he had many dreams.Especially easy to dream about old friends.

When a person is old and all the old people he can dream of are gone, it is difficult to tell whether this kind of eerie dream is a remembrance of youth or an invitation letter from another world.

He didn't want to believe it was the latter.

So in the dream, he tried his best to shake off the fog in front of him, and walked to a brighter place.

Met his wife at the first light source.

A woman with sporadic gray hair is reading a newspaper, wearing gold-rimmed glasses, and her wrinkles are gentle.

She raised her head and asked him, "Where's Xiao Min?"

Li Xiaoshan stepped back, changed his way and walked to the other side.

The second light source is his son and daughter-in-law.

They were sitting upright on the bench in the hospital with the baby in their arms, but they raised their heads and asked him, "Where's Xiao Ming?"

Li Xiaoshan turned his head, and quickly ran in another direction.

In the dream, his body was light, he became younger as he ran, his white hair receded, his wrinkles smoothed out, his decayed bones re-grown, his tendons covered his joints, and he returned to his middle-aged appearance.

He met Li Ming.

He looked like a teenager, wearing a gray shirt and trousers, sitting in a corner with his body bowed.

Tall and tall, with a rigid and beautiful face, he has already begun to take shape.

"Li Min is here." He heard himself heaving a sigh of relief, as if he had found an explanation, he said uncontrollably, "Li Min is here."

And the Li Ming who was finally found by him didn't even raise his head, just like that, just disappeared in the dusty light.

Li Xiaoshan woke up suddenly.

For the first time, he saw Li Ming standing quietly beside the bed. He was so tall that he was very different from when he was a teenager.

And every line of his body, as he got older, got rid of his thinness and youthfulness, and transformed into a mature man.

In the second moment, he felt that the decayed organs had returned to his chest cavity.

Li Xiaoshan stared blankly for a long time before he said hoarsely: "Li Ming?"

The person beside the bed responded to him.

Li Xiaoshan felt that it was only at this moment that he fell back on the bed with his soul.

This is the real world. He has a 29-year-old grandson, Li Min, who is capable, reliable, never makes mistakes, has no personal emotions, and can continue all his ambitions.

The past is long gone, and the present determines the future.

As usual, he kept his face cold and talked with Li Min about the recent affairs.

Li Lang waited for a long time, but couldn't get in a word.

In the end, he had no choice but to be brought out again by his own father angrily.

On the way out of the main building, he suddenly thought of a question: "Where does Li Min live?"

His father didn't respond. Li Lang asked several times before he found out that Li Min lived in another building, and the whole building belonged to him. There was a huge banquet hall on the first floor, where guests could be held and invited.

It was the one they saw the most when they came in.

Li Lang's face was crooked with jealousy.

He didn't even allow him to stay in the manor for one more night, and he had to find a hotel to live in by himself. How could Li Ming have a building!

It's also a grandson, but he is still the grandson that grandpa likes, how can there be such a big difference in treatment?

He called several times: "Dad!"

His father ignored him.

Li Lang became even angrier, pestering his father and refusing to leave.

"You said that the old man valued Li Min so he trained him to let me go, but look at the place where he lives, does it look like a tempered one? I'm the one who was tempered, right?"

His father was already very impatient and just wanted to give him a good beating.Hearing this, he just sneered, "You?"

"You can go through the trials of Li Min, I call you grandpa."

"...That's not impossible, we have our own opinions."

Li Lang was elbowed immediately.

"Do you know what Li Ye has done?" His father sneered, "Do you know how he grew up? You just eat for more than 20 years, and you don't grow brains, you only grow fat, and you compare yourself to him. Pig head you are."

"What's the matter with Li Ye? Whose child doesn't seem to have gone out to start a business by himself? He is special? Oh, he is indeed doing better and has a name in the entertainment industry, but can this also push me?"

"You know what, Li Min is..." He was silent for a moment, opened his mouth for a long time, finally brewed the word, lowered his voice, and said slowly, fearful as if recalling, "...he is sick."

Li Lang was still in a daze, wondering why Dad suddenly scolded Master.

Thunder exploded outside the window, and the cold rain in early spring was like pouring down.

He looked out of the window, across the misty mist and countless kilometers of dark clouds, passing through the green fields, he seemed to be able to see a certain brilliant building where Li Ming was.

But that's more like an illusion.

"How was the banquet a few days ago?"

Li Xiaoshan looked at the window.

Li Min did not look up, and signed the document on the table, "Very good."

"That's good."

Li Xiaoshan was a little dazed and weird.

I don't know if it's because he is a little sick, and he doesn't even have the energy to pay attention to the banquet, so he can only ask the result from Li Ming's mouth.

Probably Li Ye has been too appropriate all the time, and he is not in the mood to study it carefully.

Sitting not far away from him is his perfect heir, everything will be handled well, and not long after the transfer of power, he seems to have seen the future.

Li Xiaoshan had to say that he was very proud.

But this pride carries a little shadow.

As his energy became weaker and weaker, he didn't know whether his will could still tenaciously withstand the black tide surging in the dark.

He had more and more dreams.

It's also getting weirder.

In the beginning, I always dreamed about my son and daughter-in-law, and then I had my dead wife every time. In the end, there was even a cat, a cat lying on his wife's balcony, which jumped at him and bit him hard.

He woke up from the pain, only to find that he had turned over and accidentally pressed the needle tip.

Why did he start taking drugs?

he is sick? ... Or, old?

Li Xiaoshan's memory is not very clear.

The private doctor began to come in and out of the manor.Not long after, he was moved to the best local hospital.

He couldn't tell the difference between day and night.

He often wakes up in the middle of the night and presses the bell to call Li Ming to come over and explain something.

But the life assistant always told him, don't worry, Mr. Li Ming has handled it properly, everything has been done, and he has done a good job.

Not even a single sentence he could point to.

Li Lang and his father visited him several times, but they didn't say a word.Finally, one time, Li Lang took advantage of his father to talk to the dean in detail, and sneaked up beside the bed and asked him:

"Grandpa, grandpa?" In Li Xiaoshan's eyes, he was so vague that he was no different from seven or eight years old, just as naughty, just as fearless, and he didn't know how to repent.

He asked in a low voice, "What's wrong with Li Min?"

This sound seemed to bring him back to the past after 20 years.

At that time, someone asked him that.

He doesn't actually remember.

I only remember that after discovering that this cold and rigid grandson had a different personality than ordinary people, and that he would not arouse the emotions of ordinary people without extreme stimulation, he gradually realized that this transparent person that no one liked was called Li Ming.

He doesn't like to talk, but likes to observe others. When he has to speak, he will naturally turn those observations into actions and imitate them.

Constant mood, long-term memory, good at learning, the symptoms brought about by various diseases make Li Xiaoshan gradually feel secretly happy.

He found a perfect stress bearer.

An heir who can take over the burden without being inferior.

Therefore, he consciously isolated himself from other peers.

Let him feel the indifference, harshness and isolation of the outside world.

Be wary of anyone who doesn't belong to the Lee family.

Naturally, he would turn his back to the outside world and lead his family further afield.

……

When they discovered that he was born with a disease, they chose not to treat it, but to use it.

The smooth flow made him ostracized by human society for 29 years.

Li Xiaoshan pursed his lips tightly, his eyes were cloudy.

11 years ago, he and his wife had been separated for a long time, but she still told him before she passed away that you have to let Li Ming do what he likes.

What do you like?Does Li Ming have it?

some.

He didn't win the bet.

Finally, facing the cold body on the hospital bed, he promised to give him ten years.

It turns out that Li Ming really has something he likes.

He silently observed in the most inconspicuous part of the crowd like he was a child, recorded the world, figured out every emotion he could not have, and did not participate in any stories.

This time he sits behind the camera.

He gradually became an excellent director.

People praised his thought and rigor, marveled at the perspective that ordinary people would not pay attention to, and criticized his emotional mobilization and emotional stories without real feeling.

No one knew it was his disease.

He's done the best he can.

The last vacancy can never be filled, and he has always been quietly doing what he is missing.

Li Xiaoshan felt dizzy for a while, and a thick black shadow invaded, making it difficult for him to breathe.

Opening his eyes again, it was not Li Lang sitting in front of the bed, but the long-lost Li Ming.

He stroked the paper silently with his pen.Li Xiaoshan knows that his handwriting is also very good-looking, with no distinctive good-looking, neat as printing, he is the same person even in appearance, there is no single error in the data, but when you look closely, you will find that there is a part of forever that is vacant. A soul that cannot be retrieved.

Li Xiaoshan clenched his fists.

He suddenly wanted to take a closer look at Li Ming.

He didn't seem to remember what Li Ming looked like.

Because I know Zhou Zhengde has no shortcomings, so I won't try to remember his appearance, and I won't repeatedly observe this face that doesn't need to be remembered.

After getting worse and worse, he couldn't even remember what Li Ye was like before.

"Li Min..." He called this name countless times, inexplicably remembering that he had never called him Xiao Min like his late wife.

He also changed the name to him.

Obliterate means to disappear, to lose, to erase.

He told him, "Your name is Li Min, the one who destroys humanity."

Just be someone like that, he used to think.

Later, I saw him obediently introduce to others: "My name is Li Min, the one who destroys human nature."

Until grown up.

Li Min heard it, put down his pen, and leaned towards him.

Li Xiaoshan opened his eyes, it was really hard to see his appearance clearly.

He said with difficulty: "Tell me... what you look like."

Li Min paused.

He rarely observes himself.I don't know how to describe my appearance.

However, there is one person who likes to observe him.

Observe all his boring habits, observe details that he himself has never discovered, observe all the traces he left behind, observe his emotions, his feelings, his progress of happiness so far.

Once upon a time only he observed the world.

Now someone comes from the world and just observes him.

"My eyebrows are very thick," Li Min said. "My eyes are covered with thin double eyelids, the eyelashes cover downwards, and there is a slight hump on the bridge of my nose...the lips are very soft."

It's what that person told him, everything about him.

Li Xiaoshan closed his eyes, imagining what he described.Thin eyelids, downward eyelashes, and a slight hump, it turns out that he has characteristics, but Li Xiaoshan can't tell.

"Did someone tell you?"

"Yes."

It turns out that he can also be carefully observed.

Not everyone would ignore his feelings.

It's just that that person is not the relative he has protected for more than ten years.

"Is someone nice to you?"

"nice to me."

Li Xiaoshan fell silent suddenly.

He found that Li Ye was different from before.

When he said the last sentence, his tail tone was light and gentle.He's emotional.

"Do you like that person?" Li Xiaoshan asked a question that the original Li Ye could never answer.

Beside him, at this moment, Li Min paused and answered solemnly.

"I love him very much."

"I want to have a marriage with him, be together, and live a lifetime."

Li Xiaoshan's voice suddenly became severe: "It is very bitter to have emotions, aren't you afraid of suffering?"

Almost like taking an oath, Li Min whispered reverently: "I am willing to endure a lot of suffering for him."

……

After being quiet for a while, Li Xiaoshan's voice lowered.

"Then grandpa can only bless you." He said in a weak voice, "It seems that you can do well without the shackles I gave you..."

He has always been the one who is in a cocoon.

When he heard Li Ye say thank you in a low voice, he had nothing to say.

Li Xiaoshan turned over, "I want to sleep, go do your business...don't do my business, do your business."

He has bound Li Min for half his life, longing for countless things, and in the end, all he can leave is a thank you.

……

The weather in mid-April was unbelievably good.

During the long journey, Li Min supported his forehead, thinking about some past events.

He has flown many times alone, always looking out the window at the clouds or documents, and rarely has any side issues.

The only two times happened after meeting Jing Yu.

Once Jing Yu fell on his lap, and once Jing Yu poured out half a glass of wine and told him that we were the same.

Obliterate, the original intention disappears.

Li Min secretly felt that if Jing Yu hadn't appeared, he should have obeyed his fate and disappeared.

And before he disappeared, he appeared.

So he went to today.

Li Ye vaguely thought about the days when he lived at his grandma's house.

In addition to homework and cats, there is an entire wall full of books and movie discs.

The lady would arrange flowers on the shelves and tie ribbons on the brim of her hat.She would name each potted plant in a hundred romantic ways.

She will smile and let Li Ming go