please love me

please love me

Author: Hanbi Yijiang

Introduction:

?? I was born in the rain, so I don't need an umbrella??

?Tags: Sadomasochism??Life in the market??Growth

?Protagonists: Jia Yi, Luo Sheng

?Supporting roles: Luo Jidong, Jiang Shu, Jiang Yan, Jiang Yun, Chen Qi, Jiang Ning'an, Xuan Jinhua, Xia Zhi, Xuan Jinchen, Xiao Yuan, Yan Se, Xu Huan, Wei Qian, Zhang Yi, Jiang Xiaoya, Jiang Xiaoqian , Qu Liu, Xiao Qi, Qi Meng, Wei Gu, Chen Xiang, Xiao Li, Xu Ning, Chu Yu, Ma Nan

? Perspective: Subject

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◎Concept: Resistance

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What kind of attitude should a person longing for salvation take?

There used to be only one person in my heart, and that person was Luo Sheng, who I regarded as my salvation.

Daisy, daisy, take me home, I'm homesick.

【Poor writing, please proceed carefully】

Content tags: sadomasochism love life growing up in the market

Search keywords: Protagonist: Jia Yi, Luo Sheng┃Supporting roles: Luo Jidong, Jiang Shu, Jiang Yan, Jiang Yun, Chen Qi, Jiang Ning'an, Xuan Jinhua, Xia Zhi, Xuan Jinchen, Xiao Yuan, Yan Se, Xu Huan , Wei Qian, Zhang Yi, Jiang Xiaoya, Jiang Xiaoqian, Qu Liu, Xiao Qi, Qi Meng, Wei Gu, Chen Xiang, Xiao Li, Xu Ning, Chu Yu, Ma Nan┃Others:

One-sentence introduction: I was born in the rain, so I don’t need an umbrella

Intent: to resist

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Chapter 1

◎My name is Jia Yi. I used to have a very happy family. Although I don’t have a father, my mother is enough for me◎

My name is Jia Yi, and I used to have a very happy family. Although I don't have a father, my mother gave me enough love.

I was very curious about what kind of person my father was. Whenever I asked my mother about my father, my mother always looked very scared and said that she didn't know.

At that moment, I imagined what kind of person he was.

I thought he was a very loving father, but then thought, if he was so loving, why would he abandon me and my mother?So he is a very vicious father?Otherwise, mother wouldn't be so afraid of him.

My life was so ordinary, but until my father appeared.This should have been an excellent thing, but he also brought a man in his 30s. At that time, I didn't think that man would become the shadow of my life.

It is not easy to know that man from my father. My mother is a person who has never seen the world. She served me respectfully, but the man did not show any expression. She kept her eyes on me, making me very uncomfortable.

After an unknown amount of time, he took out a cigarette from his pocket and lit it, took a puff of the cigarette, pointed at me and said, "How much?"

Both my mother and I were stunned, not knowing what it meant, but my father stepped forward with a smile and gestured, and the man took out a bank card from his pocket, and my father quickly took the bank card. , Said it could be taken away.

The man stepped forward to grab me, I struggled, and looked at my mother for help, but my mother stepped forward to pull me, but my father held me back.

In this way, I was taken back to his house by the man. I knew very well that this was a crime, but I dared not resist because of fear.The man only said a few words to me: "From today onwards, you will live here forever. You can continue to be called Jia Yi, but your identity will be my adopted son. You can do whatever you want."

I didn't understand what he meant, but I was very angry because his eyes were full of disdain, and I hated people looking at me like that.

"Please don't look at me like that. Also, my mother didn't abandon me. You are not qualified to be my adoptive father!"

"You have a sharp mouth." Luo Jidong smoked a cigarette, with a smile on his face. I don't know what that smile means, but I know it's definitely not simple.

He took out a document from under the coffee table and threw it in front of me. I picked it up and looked at it in astonishment. It was an adoption letter.

That night, I came to the room that I said belonged to me. Looking at the strange room, I fell into deep thought.I don't know why my mother would agree to this man's adoption, she obviously didn't know me, and my mother's reaction at the time didn't seem to know about it.

At that time, I was naive and didn’t think of my father. I didn’t believe that a father would sell his son, let alone that a mother would abandon her son.

But I also thought that my mother, a woman who has gone through so much hardship and frugally asked me to go to school, might be tired too.

This man didn't do anything to me. Since he really adopted me, the mother would have one less burden, so that's pretty good...

I will go back to my mother when I have the ability.

Maybe I was too naive at that time, thinking that there are too many things that cannot happen in this world.

When I went to school the next day, I was still absent-minded. My friends Chen Qi and Jiang Shu saw me like this, so they came to let me accompany them to the playground to play basketball.

I looked at them and nodded in agreement.

Nothing is as important as the senior high school entrance examination, so relax now and study hard later.

This matter seems not so important to me, because I feel that the separation between me and my mother is only temporary. After I finish the high school entrance examination and understand everything, I can return to my mother.

But I'm downright stupid.

The boys were playing basketball on the playground, and I buried myself in memorizing the words, and I had no intention of playing with them at all.

At this time, a boy suddenly rushed over, found Chen Qi, and said, "I have a question that has been bothering me, can Chen Qi Xueba answer it for me?"

Chen Qi put down the basketball in his hand, "Ask and see if I have the ability to answer for you."

"Will a poisonous snake bite itself and kill itself?"

Chen Qi was a little helpless, what age is it, why would anyone be confused because of this?But he replied, "Well..." He pointed to Jiang Shu beside him, "You see Jiang Shu is so ugly, he didn't make himself ugly when he looked in the mirror!"

Jiang Shu threw him on the back on the spot, making those classmates laugh like they picked up gold, but I shook my head helplessly beside me.

I don't know how old the minds of these people are.

Chen Qi got up from the ground, and answered the classmate seriously: "First of all, the teeth of poisonous snakes are usually drawn inward, that is to say, they are attached to its upper jaw. The upper and lower jaws are opened and erected. Therefore, even if the snake makes a mistake, it will not bite itself. Moreover, its tongue is very thin and thin, and the space between the fangs is very wide, which ensures that its teeth will never bite. Like us, you will accidentally bite your own tongue." He paused, "The snake is not stupid, if it bites itself, how could it possibly spray venom desperately. I personally think that it The venom is not too dangerous to itself, there should be some antibodies. Just like your own saliva, would you find it disgusting?"

The classmate clapped his hands together, "Yes!" Then he crossed his hands and shook them left and right, "Thank you Xueba."

The word Xueba is always so attractive to the ears. To be honest, I am quite envious of Chen Qi and Jiang Shu.Because their grades are always so excellent.I made friends with them as if I were an outsider.

To be honest, sometimes I also feel inferior, and even feel a sense of defeat.

But they will always be my good brothers, and I am very happy that they have never stayed away from me, a brother with poor grades, because of their excellent grades.I have a lot of friends, but there are really few close friends like this.

I waited for them to finish playing basketball and went back to the classroom with them.

At noon, I collapsed on the desk and looked at the busy people in the classroom.I am very tired, I don't know why I feel tired, I am very tired.

Confusion about the future, in other words, getting lost in the future, unable to find a way out, always going around, always going around, never stopping.

I wanted to stop, but I couldn't.

I tried desperately to find a good way, but I couldn't find it.

Calculating the grades over and over again, I feel unrealistic when I calculate the maximum, and feel powerless when I calculate the minimum, and I have no motivation to work hard.The current grades are a bit difficult even for Pugao, and with what happened in the past few days, I am really powerless.

What are the things.

The voice of killing tens of thousands of people by one point kept ringing in my mind, and I really felt so painful.

I also had times of rebellion. At that time, I couldn't listen to anything at all, didn't want to do homework, and didn't want to attend lectures.

But I'm trying, but still no progress.

I read every night until the early hours of the morning, and I am extremely serious in class, but why is there no effect?

Looking up at the big board for timing, there are still more than 20 days. What should I do in these 20 days?I don't have any direction, I don't know how to study, and the time is so tight, how can I keep up, what should I do?What should I do?

I got up and opened the novel writing book. I wrote with so much inspiration, but when I turned my head to recall the things in my study, it was blank

I have no strength in my body, very weak, I can't write any more, lying on the desk, Chen Qi suddenly patted my shoulder, she smiled at me, why?It's ugly with a sad face. "I took a deep breath, shook my head and replied, it's okay.

"Impossible! You must have something! Is it because of the high school entrance examination?"

He saw it, and I couldn't continue to hold back and nod to admit it. He sat next to me with an indifferent face and said, "It's okay, it's just an exam, don't worry about it."