please love me

subject to such behavior.What did I do wrong, you can tell me directly, I will not do anything.But I don't even know what I did wrong, and you are angry there, which makes it hard for me to accept.

"Luo Sheng, you can tell me directly if you have anything, there's no need to keep silent like this."

"Do you like Jiang Shu?"

Why this question again?I have given a very clear answer to this question before, why ask such a question?Could it be that I wasn't clear enough before?

"Luo Sheng, I am very serious to answer your question now. First, I am not gay, I will not like men, and second, Jiang Shu is my brother, we two will not have love. This is my last Answer this question once, and please don't ask me this question again in the future."

I really don't understand what Luo Sheng is thinking. If he really likes Jiang Shu, he can try to pursue Jiang Shu instead of seeking jealousy from his brother for no reason.

What's the use of lowering his favorability like this?

"I just don't like it when you guys have physical contact."

"Oh. I'm leaving if I have nothing else to do."

"Jia Yi, do you hate me?"

The question Luo Sheng asked completely stupefied me. I never said that I hated him, but I just didn't like some of his behaviors.

"No!" I sighed, "I never said I hate you, don't think so much! I have something to do tomorrow, go back and rest early."

After finishing speaking, I left.I really don't want to stay there for another second, it's really embarrassing.

I really don't understand why Luo Sheng asked me if I hate him very much.His question was very strange. Is it possible that if I say I hate him, he will stay away from me?It's not practical at all.

Some behaviors of Luo Sheng made me very dissatisfied, but not to the point of hating him.

Jiang Shu and the others had already entered the room to sleep with the doll, and I received a call from Luo Jidong as soon as I entered the room, and I hurriedly left the room to answer the phone.Luo Jidong on the phone said a lot of things that I couldn't understand, but most of what he said were swear words, swear words that slandered personality.

I listened but didn't dare to hang up, I was afraid that he would settle accounts after he sobered up and bring me back to torture him.These are all things he can do, and I am really afraid of him.

Luo Jidong scolded me on the phone as a slut, I only deserve to be his pet in this life, and I will never, ever escape from him.Those words are tearing my heart like claws, making me feel oppressed and painful.

Sometimes I even thought I was in hell, burned by fire, bound by iron chains, and a demon was holding a knife, cutting my heart with one knife after another.

When the injury was about to recover, the knife stabbed him again.

painful.

But sometimes I think he is scolding me, and sometimes I don't know who he is scolding.Could it be the person he said before?His former girlfriend?Or was it someone else he had tortured before besides his mother?

It was already one or two o'clock in the morning when he turned off the phone, and I was deeply relieved.

How did it become like this?

All this is really exhausting for me.

I couldn't fall asleep, so I ran to sit in the courtyard. What happened now really made me feel very uncomfortable.These things stick to me like dog skin plasters, and I can't shake them off, and they will enter my mind in batches.

Looking at the moon high in the sky, I want the moon to tell me where my mother is, I miss her so much, I want to see her again, live with her, away from it all.

Stay away from that pervert who tortures me all the time.

I broke down and rubbed my hair, at this moment Jiang Shu sat down with me, and he asked me what was wrong.I didn't know how to answer him, so I told him that I feel hopeless in my current life, and the road ahead is gloomy.

Jiang Shu smiled, he looked at me, and said with a smile: "Jia Yi, everyone faces a gloomy future, we can't see the road ahead, but every step we take will bring us a bright future. Light, as for whether the light is dark or bright, it is our own choice. You should not always stay at the road ahead and cannot see clearly, but you should plan how to take every step that can illuminate the future. We are a group of ordinary people, We need to rely on our own efforts to create the best future for us. Perhaps it is inherently unfair. Some people are destined to not work hard all their lives, and some people are destined to suffer if they don’t work hard. For a lifetime. We happened to be the latter, and although there are many people in poorer families than ours, we are not gnawing on the elderly.”

What Jiang Shu said is quite reasonable, but I don't need his words now, because he doesn't know what I'm going through, he thinks I'm confused about the future, but in fact I'm confused about "life".

If these words were changed in the past, I believe they would be very useful to me, but they are really useless now.

Jiang Shu saw that my expression was not right, so he quickly skipped this topic and asked about my requirements for my partner.I am a non-marriage advocate, and I have no requirements for my partner at all. I can only tell him, I don’t know yet, let’s talk about it when we meet later.

I asked him what he wanted from a partner, and he said he wanted a gentle partner, but not so gentle that anyone could bully him.It doesn't matter if you don't know how to cook or do housework, you can do all these tricks by yourself.It's okay to be hypocritical, Jiang Shu can be pampered, but the premise is that he can't be hypocritical and ignorant of the general situation.

Personally, I think these are fine, but let's forget about cooking.It's not that I curse Jiang Shu, it's that I'm really afraid that he won't have a partner in his life because of cooking.

A girl married to him would not want to eat noodles every day, except for this point, Jiang Shu has a very good advantage in every aspect.

I chatted with Jiang Shu for a long time and a lot, which gradually made me more at ease.Yes, I still have them, my good brothers.

In the end Jiang Shu pulled me up and sent me back to the room, letting me have a good rest and get ready for a new day.

Looking at the back of Jiang Shu's departure, I thought, Jiang Shu is always so optimistic and gentle, how happy his future partner will be.

Just as I was thinking, Luo Sheng's voice came from behind.Yes, he hasn't slept yet.I turned my head and he was staring at me, looking at me with a very strange look.I ignored him, climbed into bed, and fell asleep after covering the quilt. In fact, I fell asleep after closing my eyes for a long time.

Jiang Shu didn't call me until eight o'clock the next morning. I looked at the time and couldn't believe that I could sleep so late.Usually I wake up at 07:30 at the latest, but today I didn’t get up until [-]:[-], breaking my record.

Jiang Shu looked at me helplessly, and said when can I completely correct the problem of getting up on time.I told him that I didn't know, and I had to get used to this kind of thing.

After we finished speaking, we both laughed, and I changed my clothes and went to have breakfast with Jiang Shu. In the living room, Chen Qi was feeding the porridge with the girl in his arms. Those who didn’t know thought it was his younger sister. I thought it was his daughter.

Luo Sheng sat aside and ate breakfast expressionlessly, but there was nothing unusual about it.I walked over, and Chen Qi told me that the girl's name was Yuanyuan, and she was six years old this year.

six years old?She's still young, and her mother is careless enough.

After breakfast, we took Yuanyuan out. Unexpectedly, we met Brother Yan on the way. Brother Yan was in a good mood and greeted us. We also returned him.

As he walked towards us, he asked what we were doing.Just as we were about to tell him what we were going to do, he looked at Yuanyuan and said, "Why is this kid with you?"

Jiang Shu and I looked at each other, Jiang Shu asked Brother Yan: "Brother Yan, do you know her?"

"Hey! This is the child of a new woman in our village. No one else in the village has seen it before. I saw it once and I'm showing them the way."

"Then do you know where her mother is now?"

"The kid got lost with his mother?"

"Well. We just want to take her to find her mother."

Brother Yan suddenly frowned, and scratched his hair in difficulty: "I don't know if her mother is still there, I'll take you there first, and see if I can find it."

"Row."

Immediately afterwards, Brother Yan took us to a family in the village. The family was a country villa and looked quite rich.Moreover, a villager shouldn't do anything to leave a child in the village.

When she got to the gate, Yuanyuan yelled at the woman inside who was holding a mobile phone and didn't know whether she was taking pictures or recording videos, and Chen Qi hurriedly put her down.As soon as she landed, Yuanyuan rushed towards the woman. The girl looked at Yuanyuan with a strange expression and wanted to run into the house.

Brother Yan hurriedly called her to stop, and she stopped.

"You are the mother of this child, and you have left her behind!"

The woman didn't seem to hear Brother Yan's questioning, and said to herself: "I obviously left her on the street."

"And you left her alone on the street? Do you know how dangerous you are? It's over if she can't find her way back!"

"I'm a woman who has nothing. Carrying her is a burden. Now I have finally found someone else. They dislike me for having a daughter. I can only throw her away. I carry such a burden. Life is over, and besides, even if I take her with me, I can't support her. Now that I find this, he doesn't want this child to be by my side and eat their food. She will suffer if she follows me. I What can I do..." The woman suddenly pointed at Yuanyuan and cried, "She's not a boy, you said if she was a boy, she would be able to get through it, but she's a girl! I really don't know. know what I should do."

The author says:

I work hard to learn to draw every day, sooner or later I will draw them